Lia's blog

Just almost shit myself at work IM 1 HOUR INTO MY SHIFT, thankfully i didnt tho, that would've ruined my day, at least I know ⭐️🪽 is working,but I kinda need those muscles to work😭, lit the WORST part of an4

I feel like ⭐️🪽 for 24h is like nothing, dont feel hungry at all, not feeling the effects, just kinda numb....I mean, im not angry abt it, but I just feel like im not doing enough

Ballet went AMAZING oml, I love it so much, but my body is in a lot of pain since I have joint problems(maybe from a lack of minerals?), anyways, cant wait for my next lesson🫶🏻🪽

Going to ballet for the first time in years, kinda nervous but very excited

I'm scared to eat...again, not working out too well for me tho since i have to go to work

Getting told im way too skinny by my grandma (even tho I still feel super fat) is the best feeling in the world

Not only did I gain almost 3kg again, but I also had a running thing from my school today and I stopped breathing after about 400m, I feel like such a failure

I love having a job and going to school, keeps me away from food and in the evening im too tired to make food or even eat anything

This morning i woke up at 58,5kg, the lowest weight i've been in a while, i felt SO sk1nny but I feel realy ill now

Okay, so, not to say that im small, but I have been finding it very hard to get clothes that actualy fit me lately (my size is xs for tops and s for bottoms) istg, every xs is sold out, so then I have to go for the s and it's just too big on me, how come clothes go up to like xxxl but not even an xs, and im not even talking about bras, like why is it that all of them start at 70cm and usualy b cups, like my tits are TINY and I need 60-65cm, I dont own ONE comfortalne bra

I HATE being ill, getting no steps in and eating like shit, and I can't even taste almost anything, at least I can take lax and not shit myself at school since im off for one day, but I do also miss my cigarettes

I need to be sickly thin by the summer, I want to look repulsively skinny, maybe then I wont feel like a wannarex1c

I feel like a big fake, gaining and losing the same 2kg over and over again, but at least i'vr got pink hair now ig