( not active here, moved to @/bubble--rings )

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heads up i post a lot about my clinical zoanthropy and talk about being a dolphin

I feel like we have to check, though. this will be the test to see if we can reach anyone. when we enter a deeper dissociative state it becomes easier for us to communicate.

we will have to see. I'm going to try and find a nice relaxing forest track since I'm not an aquatic creature so the tracks sonar listens to...are not going to effect me the same way.

they likely are just existing in a whole other section that I do not have access to. that is how it has been with past system collapses. usually everyone is just moved to a deeper layer, further from the front where I do not have access to them.

so really, everyone is fine. they are not gone. they are likely just existing in a different layer.

it still is scary, though. to suddenly go from many members to just me and one of the side systems.

there's been a pit in my stomach all day.