I actually got into my dreams Master degree in Paris !!!!!
It's going to be so cool, I will go to so many museums and discover a ton of things. I truly believe going to Paris will be my opportunity to meet new interesting people , do new interesting things and develop a network that will allow me to pursue my dream career.
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Omg i had completely forgotten that I have a tumblr account
Even tho i don't have any followers or anything I'd like to continue writing here from time to time to keep me motivated in my studies
This way I can't give up because I would be betraying my imaginary audience lmao
Anyway I have less than one semester left before completing my undergrad/bachelor/whatever the English equivalent is, I have to work even harder !!!
I passed my first semester with an A (even got a 100/100 on my final essay about Canadian Indigenous studies) !!!!! It encourages me to continue this way because now I know that I am capable of achieving it, and I've finally found a study method that works well for me so I'm full of hope !
I hope I can get into my dream Masters degree in Paris !!!!
I feel like I'm bad at everything I do academically. I send mock papers to professors and I see by their annotations on my works that I'm not analysing enough, that I do not understand the text at a deep enough level, that my english is not good enough.
It is so discouraging. I do not want to lose hope and confidence. I feel like every remark is a punch in my chest. They're just giving me advice, it's their job, but it makes me so sad everytime.
It's late, and I'm painfully dragging myself through every homework I have. I do not even know if my english is correct anymore, i am so tired. I want to pull an all nighter but I have class tomorrow and being super tired in class will bring me no good.
Why can't I be better ? Why can't I be good enough ? Why can't I be perfect ?
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What if I'm not good enough to pass my year, to get into the specialisation I want and to pass my degree ?
I do the most that I can to be the best I can be but there's always this thought, in the back of my mind, and that comes back when I don't understand something, that is eating me.
Ophelia is everywhere in my poems. My class notes' margins are full of poems about her. My journal is full of texts about her. When I go hiking and I come across a lake, I recite her last words ; and sometimes at night when I'm with my friends and we come across a fountain I recite Hamlet's letter to Ophelia. And sometimes when I'm a little drunk I talk about her.
I guess it's a bit morbid, having a dead shakespearian girl constantly on my mind. But there is beauty in death and especially in hers.
Often there are people in the city selling second hand books. I bought "La guerre de Troie n'aura pas lieu" ("The Trojan War will not take place") by Jean Giraudoux. It is my favorite french play so far, the author uses the few days before the Trojan War as an analogy for the Interwar period and the belief at the time that there would not be a 2nd World War (maybe I'll make a post dedicated on this book). I've read it in middle school but my copy is at my parents', so now I have my own.
Also I've never read Sartre and the man selling the books happened to have "Les mots" ("The words") and "Les mains sales" ("Dirty hands"). I think "Les mots" will be my next read.
Then I went to continue my reading of Kafka's "The trial" in a coffeeshop. It was a really peaceful afternoon.
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A type of literature that conveys a thought, describes a scene or tells a story in a concentrated, lyrical arrangement of words.
Poems can be structured, withĀ rhyming linesĀ andĀ meter, the rhythm and emphasis of a line based on syllabic beats.
Poems can also beĀ freeform, which follows no formal structure.
The basic building block of a poem is a verse known as aĀ stanza.
A stanza is a grouping of lines related to the same thought or topic, similar to a paragraph in prose.
A stanza can be subdivided based on the number of lines it contains.
For example, aĀ coupletĀ is a stanza with two lines.
On the page, poetry is visibly unique: a narrow column of words with recurring breaks between stanzas. Lines of a poem may be indented or lengthened with extra spacing between words. The white space that frames a poem is an aesthetic guide for how a poem is read.
Meter
A poem can contain many elements to give it structure.
Rhyme is perhaps the most common of these elements: countless poetic works, from limericks to epic poems to pop lyrics, contain rhymes.
But equally important is meter, which imposes specific length and emphasis on a given line of poetry.
Stanza
In poetry, a stanza is used to describe the main building block of a poem.
It is a unit of poetry composed of lines that relate to a similar thought or topicālike a paragraph inĀ proseĀ or aĀ verseĀ in a song.
Every stanza in a poem has its own concept and serves a unique purpose.
A stanza may be arranged according to rhyming patterns and metersāthe syllabic beats of a line.
It can also be a free-flowing verse that has no formal structure.
Rhyme Scheme
There are many different types of rhymes that poets use in their work: internal rhymes, slant rhymes, eye rhymes, identical rhymes, and more.
One of the most common ways to write a rhyming poem is to use a rhyme scheme composed of shared vowel sounds or consonants.
Types of Poetic Forms
Some of literatureās most enduring types of poems.
Blank verse. Blank verse is poetry written with a precise meterāalmost always iambic pentameterāthat does not rhyme.
Rhymed poetry. In contrast to blank verse, rhymed poems rhyme by definition, although their scheme varies.
Free verse. Free verse poetry is poetry that lacks a consistent rhyme scheme, metrical pattern, or musical form.
Epics. An epic poem is a lengthy, narrative work of poetry; typically detail extraordinary feats and adventures of characters from a distant past.
Narrative poetry. Similar to an epic, a narrative poem tells a story. Henry Wadsworth Longfellowās āThe Midnight Ride of Paul Revereā and Samuel Taylor Coleridgeās āThe Rime of the Ancient Marinerā exemplify this form.
Haiku. A 3-line poetic form originating in Japan.Ā The first lineĀ has five syllables, the second line has seven syllables, and the third line again has five syllables.
Pastoral poetry. A pastoral poem is one that concerns the natural world, rural life, and landscapes. These poems have persevered from Ancient Greece (in the poetry of Hesiod) to Ancient Rome (Virgil) to the present day (Gary Snyder).
Sonnet. A sonnet is a 14 line poem, typically (but not exclusively) concerning the topic of love. Sonnets contain internal rhymes within their 14 lines; the exact rhyme scheme depends on the style of a sonnet.
Elegies. An elegy is a poem that reflects upon death or loss. Traditionally, it contains themes of mourning, loss, and reflection. However, it can also explore themes of redemption and consolation.
Ode. A tribute to its subject, although the subject need not be deadāor even sentient, as in John Keatsā āOde on a Grecian Urnā.
Limerick. A 5-line poem that consists of a single stanza, an AABBA rhyme scheme, and whose subject is a short, pithy tale or description.
Lyric poetry. The broad category of poetry that concerns feelings and emotion. This distinguishes it from two other poetic categories: epic and dramatic.
Ballad. A form of narrative verse that can be either poetic or musical. It typically follows a pattern of rhymed quatrains. From John Keats to Samuel Taylor Coleridge to Bob Dylan, it represents a melodious form of storytelling.
Soliloquy. A soliloquy is a monologue in which a character speaks to him or herself, expressing inner thoughts that an audience might not otherwise know. Soliloquies are not definitionally poems, although they often can beāmost famously in the plays of William Shakespeare.
Villanelle. A nineteen-line poem consisting of five tercets and a quatrain, with a highly specified internal rhyme scheme. Originally a variation on a pastoral, the villanelle has evolved to describe obsessions and other intense subject matters, as exemplified by Dylan Thomas, author of villanelles like āDo Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night.ā
Imagery
In poetry and literature, imagery is the use of figurative language to evoke a sensory experience in the reader.
When a poet uses descriptive language well, they play to the readerās senses, providing them with sights, tastes, smells, sounds, internal and external feelings, and even internal emotion.
Blank Verse & Free Verse Poetry
Free verse poetry has been popular from the 19th century onward and is not bound by rules regarding rhyme or meter.
Blank verse poetry came of age in the sixteenth century and has been famously employed by the likes of William Shakespeare, John Milton, William Wordsworth, and countless others.
Unlike free verse, it adheres to a strong metrical pattern.
Mimesis
Copying is something writers usually strive to avoid.
And yet, the literary theory of mimesis says that artists copy constantly, as a matter of necessity.
Does this make their art bad?
Centuries of thinkers from Plato and Aristotle onwards have attempted to answer this question by debating the nature of mimesis.
Onomatopoeia
Usually, how words sound bears no relationship to what they mean.
Thatās not true in the case of onomatopoeia, where words sound like what they are. The English language is littered with these mimicking words, from meowing cats to babbling brooks.
In poetry and literature, the onomatopoeic effect is something writers can harness to create vivid imagery without verbosity.
Enjambment
Poetry is a structured literary form, with patterns and rhythms that dictate the flow of verses.
Lineation in poetry is how lines are divided and where they end in relation to a clause or thought. Having a line break at the end of a phrase or complete thought is a regular and expected pattern in poetry.
Poets subvert this expectation by using a technique called enjambment.
Dissonance
The human brain instinctively looks for harmony.
When it is denied harmony, it can create a powerful momentāwhether thatās for the purposes of creating tension, capturing inner turmoil, or bringing a bit of levity.
Injects discomfort into text through inharmonious sounds and uneven rhythms.
Consonance
In poetry, rhyme isnāt the only way to introduce memorability and musicality.
Consonance presents poets with the possibility of playing around with the repetition of consonant sounds.
Assonance
Assonance, the repetition of vowel sounds, is distinct from consonance, which refers to the repetition of consonant sounds.
Along with rhyme and alliteration, it is a powerful poetic device that writers can use to make their words stand out.
Alliteration
Sometimes called initial rhyme or head rhyme, alliteration is one poetic device thatās unmissable in our everyday world.
Poets, advertisers and headline writers all regularly take this approach of repeating initial letter sounds to grab peopleās attention.
In poetry, it also injects focus, harmony, and rhythm.Ā
It was set in modern days in London and I was Kafka going to the movies with a girl but I forgot my phone in the toilets so I went back and when I entered the toilets suddenly it was the mid-20th century. And I asked people on the street if they had seen the girl I was with - apparently I did not care about my phone anymore - and to describe her to them I told them that she kept a picture of me in a heart-shaped locket.
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