When certain life shifts and decisions are ahead of you and you have so much to fucking think about
#geez louise i need to lie down#aka i have been gladly frolicking in noise & routine at the edge of an event horizon and now that's come to a hard stop#as i have been told in no uncertain terms that i have to sit and BE STILL#there's what you might want and where you're headed and how much of a hand you actually want in steering the ship#(or more accurately how much of a hand you think you may have in all this)#hope that was all vague enough!!
