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What Happened in Vegas:
Chapter 5: ...and that's a promise.
Book: Open Heart (Book 2)
Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Casey MacTavish)
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Some suggestive content, not explicit; cursing; drinking.
Category: Series - AU
Words: Approx 4,900
Series Summary: Casey & her roommates are heading to Vegas, intent on taking down Declan Nash and Panacea, but this time, Dr. Ethan Ramsey is in tow.
Chapter 5: It wasn't planned... but they said I do. While Ethan finds he's OK with it, Casey's not so sure. Some time with her friends gives her perspective, but what does she decide. It seems everyone - including Ethan & Casey - is in for another surprise.
A/N: Hey, everyone; I hope you enjoy this installment. Some have asked how many chapters are left. I'm thinking 2 after this, but I've been known to be wrong before. lol I am participating in @choicesjanuarychallenge - Day 24 - all three fit in a way - Give, Take, Friends
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There are moments in life when you can feel time come crashing to a halt. When everything seems to stand still, and you walk away a little different from the person you were just moments before. Casey had already experienced a couple of these moments since landing in Vegas. Itβs not every day that you wake up to a marriage certificate with your nameβ¦ that you donβt recall signing. Nor watch yourself recite the most loving, eloquent vowsβ¦ but there is no recollection of saying them at all.Β Β That was plenty, she thought. She had enough of those moments to last her for a while. But fate, and Vegas, apparently had more in store.
She stood there, stupified. Her face unreadable, mouth agape, the only movement she could muster was looking between Ethanβs face and his hand gently wrapped around her wrist. Never in a million years did she expect him to react like this. She considered asking him to repeat himself, just to be sureβ¦ but she knew what she heard. Β
Ethan attempted to remain patient as he wordlessly watched her every move. Hoping for the slightest sign of how sheβd eventually respond. He understood her shock, he was still shocked himself, to be honest, but he couldnβt deny nothing had ever felt so right. He didnβt have a single regret, but he knew her answer could change in an instant.
So he waited⦠allowing time to stay suspended⦠for so much longer than he thought possible. He was beginning to consider checking her for signs of shock when he felt her cold, clammy hand slap across his forehead without warning.
βOw!β He grimaced. βWhat are you doing?β
βChecking you for a fever. It might be heat stroke.β
Pushing her hand away, he smiled. βCasey, I donβt have heat stroke.β
βWellβ¦ a stomach bug, perhaps? Norovirus! Everyone picks that up in places like this! Iβm sure you mustβ¦.β
βCasey,β he interrupted, taking both her hands in his, βIβm not sick. I just want an answerβ¦ will you stay married to me?β
Her nervous laughter filled the room, and her body quivered. She wondered if perhaps she was the one who was ill as the room began to sway. She pulled away from Ethan once more and began to engage in her new favorite hobby⦠pacing.
βIf youβre not sick, then you must have lost control of all your senses!β
βWhy?β Ethan demanded. βWhy do you say that?β
βStay married? Stay married?β She yelled. βYouβve gone mad!β
βI donβt think so.β
βWell, if you want to stay married, then in my professional opinion, you have!β
βCan you honestly tell me that youβve never thought of us getting married?β
Still pacing, her hands began to flail. Flabbergasted, words couldnβt be found, but it didnβt stop her from trying. βWhaβ¦ huhβ¦ thatβsβ¦. Iβ¦β
βYou OK?β he teased, proud of himself for keeping his cool while Casey unraveled.
βNO! Iβm not remotely OK! And whether Iβve thought of it or not is irrelevant! If we did everything we thought about, I might be president of the United States! Orβ¦ maybe a stripper at a club here in Vegas!β
His face scrunched in disbelief. βYou what?βΒ
βDonβt change the topic, Ethan!β She blurted. βThe point is, we all think things at timesβ¦ but that doesnβt mean we should act on them all!β
βSo on a scale of one to ten, with one beingβ¦ youβre now a stripperβ¦ and ten being youβre seated in the Oval Office, where does staying married to me rank?β
Caseyβs eyes narrowed as her pacing ceased. About to comment on the ridiculousness of his words, she stopped herself when she realized he had only repeated what she had said. With a shake of her head, she sat beside him on the bed.
βEthan,β she replied lovingly. βYou made it very clear that you were not a fan of marriage. You werenβt even a fan of commitmentβ¦ look at how long it took for us to get where we are now.β Β
βWhen did I tell you I was opposed to marriage?β
βThe first time was when we tested the fMRI machine!β
βThat was a hypothetical situation!β
βThen there was the time when Dr. Borgas and the nurse from 4β¦ whatβs her name?β
βJulia.β
βYes! When Dr. Borgas and Julia got engaged, what did you say then?β
βI donβt remember?β He shrugged. βCongratulations?β
βNot to their face Ethan! What did you say when they walked away? You said, βGod help that fool!ββ
βYeah, because in their case, itβs true! Everyone knows Julia is rebounding, and if that hot surgeon she was dating from Kenmore popped back in the picture, sheβd forget about Borgas in an instant!β
βWait!β Casey startled. βHow do you know all this gossip? Who are you, and what have you done with Ethan Ramsey?β
Ethan smiled warmly, placing a loving arm around her shoulder. βYou seem to forget who I have lunch with most days. With Naveen in my life, Iβm going to know garbage whether I want to or not.β
βFine,β she surrendered. βBut answer one thingβ¦ before this tripβ¦ did you ever seriously think of asking me to marry you?β
βNo,β he hesitated, βButβ¦.β
βBut nothing! You had no intention of proposing to me, much less marrying me. Thatβs not the way to start something thatβs supposed to be forever. I get it. Our emotions are all over the place right now, but when they settle down, youβll realize this isnβt a good idea.β
βWell, I disagree.βΒ He shifted so he could look her in the eyes. βYouβre right. I never thought much of marriage. Was I planning on getting married now? No. Butβ¦ when I heard us say our vowsβ¦ without any preparation? Casey, the only way we could have said those words to each other, drunk as we were no less, is if theyβre true.β
Caseyβs eyes met his, and it appeared as if she was going to speak. But the emotions were too overwhelming, her mind too muddled. She lowered her eyes and turned away, but Ethan wasnβt about to let the moment pass. Reaching over, he stroked her cheek, turning her head back in his direction. Then, with a gentle buss on her forehead, his campaign began anew.Β
βDo you believe we spoke the truth?β
βEthan,β she whispered, caressing his chin. βI know we did, butβ¦.β
βNo buts! I never wanted to spend the rest of my life with anyoneβ¦ but I want to do it with you. Besides, the idea of having annulment papers with our names on them, our names,β Β he swallowed, and Casey could see the pain in his azure eyes. βI never want to see that. Do you?β
She took a shuddering breath, her head and heart running in opposing directions. She couldnβt bring herself to confess how many times she had laid by his side, dreaming of this very future with him. It would be so easy to surrender to it. So easy to give in, butβ¦
βItβs not like weβre breaking up. Weβd just be going back to what we were yesterday, and what we were yesterday was great. Weβre still in love, weβll still be togetherβ¦ and if marriage is something youβre open to now, well, who knows what the future holds.β
βI canβt explain it, Casey. But now that weβre hereβ¦ I donβt want to go back. I want you to be my wife. Today, tomorrow, always.β Β
Her face crumbled, and Ethan knew he had his answer. Still, he allowed hope to burn bright until he heard the words.
βEthan,β she consoled. βI needβ¦ I β¦ I just donβt see how this could work. We just had to stage an elaborate ruse to convince my friends weβre not datingβ¦ and nowβ¦ weβre going to be married?β
Rising to her feet, she did her best not to meet his eyes.
βIβmβ¦ Iβm sorry, Ethan, itβs justβ¦ we canβt.β
Deflated, his head fell, and his shoulders sank as he watched her walk to the door. He knew it was a long shot, and he knew she was making sense. Still, the bitter sting of rejection hurt as much as it ever did, which is why he never put himself in this place.
βWellβ¦β he lamented. βI guess thatβs it, then. Iβll make some calls to see how we can have thisβ¦ undone.β
βI think itβs for the best. Iβ¦ I should probably go and check in with my friends. Iβm shocked Sienna hasnβt called out a search crew as it is already.β
βYeah,β Ethan replied, his voice soft and broken. βI suppose you should.β
She turned back as she opened the door, and for a moment, he hoped that she had reconsidered.
βIβm sorry, Ethan. You knowβ¦ nothing changes. I still love you. You know that, right?β
βI know,β he said with a painted smile. βI know.β
Wrapping her arms tightly around herself, Casey turned and walked away. Her mind was more muddled than ever as she stepped into the elevator. This changed nothing, right? Theyβd be just fine. Everything would be OK. But as she pushed the button for her floor, one thing became evidentβ¦ she no longer had to fake being sad when she saw her friends. Because, now, she truly was.
~~~~~Β
Casey gingerly opened the door to the suite. It was much quieter than expected, and evidence of why presented itself very quickly. Bottle upon empty bottle lined the floor, the tables, the counters, and the general disarray made it clear they all had a night to remember. She was about to begin cleaning when she saw Bryce sprawled across the couch; Jackie gently snored not far away on the floor.
Couldnβt even make it to their rooms, she thought to herself. Knowing the noise would wake them, she abandoned gathering bottles and headed to her room. The thought of a hot shower and collapsing on her bed was beginning to fill her with glee. But just as she pulled her shirt over her head, there was a gentle tap at the door. Sighing, she put her shirt back on, delighted to see a friendly smile on the other side of the door.
βHey, youβre up!β Casey smiled at Sienna.
βYeah, couldnβt sleep well worrying about you.β
βIβm sorry, Si,β she faltered, filled with guilt. βI didnβt want to worry you. I hope you managed to have some fun.β
βOh, we did!β Sienna assured. βBut I decided to stay sober; I needed to keep an eye on everyone.β
βYeah, I noticed an empty bottle or two out there,β Casey teased.
βIt would have been much worse if I wasn't here!β
βWhere do things stand regarding Panacea? Have you heard anything more?β
βAll the information is in the right hands now. But they wonβt keep us privy to the investigation. But all sources say this is not going to just go away.β
βI hope so,β Casey worried. βI just donβt trust these things until theyβre over. Iβll feel better when I see Declan in a nice orange suit.β
βYeah, orange is not his color,β Sienna giggled. βI understand being leery, but everyone says it will be a slam dunk. Honestly, the recording Ethan got from Charlotte justβ¦.β Siennaβs voice tapered when she realized what she had just said. βOh, Iβmβ¦ Iβm so sorry, Caseyβ¦ I didnβt mean toβ¦.β
βNo, no!β Casey brushed it off with a wave of her hand. βYou can say their names; it doesnβt change anything.β
βI know,β Sienna gently took her friendβs hand. βBut if youβre hurting, the last thing I want to do is remind you.β
Casey hung her head. Lying to her best friend is something she would never get used to. Especially now when she could really use her advice. She considered letting it all out, telling her the whole truth, and letting the pieces fall where they may, but in the end, she didnβt say a word.
βLook, I donβt know whatβs going on with you and Ethan,β Sienna whispered. βBut Iβm here if you ever need to talk.β
βI know, Si,β Casey sighed, βand I appreciate it, but Ethan and I are justβ¦ itβs soβ¦ complicated.β
A line appeared between Siennaβs brows.Β
βIt always has been. But I really hopedβ¦.β
βHoped what?β
βI really hoped, after we almost lost you, that you guys would find a way to work it out. I know he cares for youβ¦ very muchβ¦ and I wishβ¦.β
βI know,β Casey smiled, squeezing her friend's hand tighter. βItβs justβ¦ Iβ¦ I donβt know what to say.β
βYou donβt have to say anything,β Sienna assured. βBut if the day comes when youβre ready to talk. Iβm here.β
The two friends embraced warmly just as a sluggish Bryce schlepped past Caseyβs open door. Half-asleep, he stopped before her door. Rubbing his eyes, he managed to get up a pained grin. Β
βLadies, you know better than this. If thereβs going to be girl-on-girl action, youβre supposed to call me,β he laughed, but that quickly turned to a wince. Β
βYou are such a jerk,β Casey laughed, hauling a pillow in his direction, and though it barely tapped him, he let out a howl when it hit. βRough night?β
βThe night was terrific,β he insisted. βThe hangoverβ¦ not so much.β
βWell,β Casey sprung out of bed. βLuckily for all of youβ¦ I have all the ingredients for my handy-dandy hangover cure in the kitchen!β
βYou do?β He marveled.
βDid you think I was coming to Vegas, of all places, without? Be reasonable, Lahela.β
As she strode past him on the way to the kitchen, he gently grabbed her wrist.Β
βAll joking aside,β he asked with sincerity. βAre you doing OK?β
βI am,β Casey smiled sadly. βEverything will be OKβ¦ one way or another.β
βThatβs my girl,β Bryce grinned. βNow, please go make your buddy Bryce that remedy before he dies.β
βIβm on it!β
~~~~~
Several hours later, the gang was gathered around a table at International Smoke. The atmosphere was so light and festive that Casey sometimes forgot her troubles for a moment or twoβ¦ but they always came back. Still, she was enjoying one of the best steaks she had ever had. Β Β
βNow, this is the way to celebrate!β Elijah enthused, pouring a glass of champagne.
βI donβt even know how you can even look at that stuff!β Aurora soured. βIβm never drinking again!β
Across the table, Jackie rolled her eyes with a scoff before taking the bottle from Elijahβs hand, βAmateurs!β
Casey looked around to ensure no one was in earshot, then spoke softly to her friends. βIβd offer a toast, but should we even be talking aboutβ¦ itβ¦ publicly yet?β
βThe ball may be in motion, but I doubt anyone knows itβs happening yet,β Jackie shrugged. βSo it may be better to keep it quiet for now.β
βYeah,β Bryce agreed. βUnfortunately, I know a thing or two about these sorts of investigations go down. Right now, the gruesome twosome is likely in the dark. Theyβll want them to slip up. But donβt worry, theyβll get theirs in the end.β Β
βIn that case,β Casey raised a glass as Aurora cringed. βOh, Aurora!β Casey laughed, βjust toast with water! As I was sayingβ¦ letβs toast to a successful trip. We all got what we came for.β
βHear, hear!β Elijah cheered.
βIβll drink to that!β Sienna agreed.
Bryce took a sip of his champagne, but his eyes stayed focused on Casey. βBut, did we?β he asked.
Casey looked at him nervously. βSo, you donβt think this will stick?β
βNo, it will. Iβm talking about youβ¦ did you get all you wanted from this trip?β
βSure,β she said, taking a si of champagne. βIβm here for the same reason as you.β
βWeβre you?β He asked pointedly. βCasey, youβre among friends; you know weβd never judgeβ¦ and your secret would be safe with us.β
Caseyβs eyes nervously darted around the table, trying to determine what each person knew.
βYouβre kind of the worst-kept secret in Edenbrook,β Aurora agreed. βBut when asked, we all insist youβre just close coworkersβ¦. But itβs not like we didnβt know better.β
βYeah, weβll always have your back, Case,β Jackie agreed.
βGuys,β she sputtered nervously, βwhat are you talking aboutβ¦ what do you think weβ¦.β
βCasey, you were with your med school friends last night to get your mind off Ramsey. We know that,β Elijah concluded.
βOh, uhβ¦ yeah, butβ¦ itβs not like that at allβ¦ between usβ¦ itβs just thatβ¦.β
βYou should really give him another chance,β Sienna said softly.Β
βWhat!?!β
βHe was just trying to get information, Caseyβ¦ he didnβt want to hurt you.β
βYeah,β Aurora agreed. βAnd you did say you were OK with it in advance. We canβt blame you if it was harder to witness than you thought, but we canβt blame him either.β Β
βGuys, why are you doing this?β Casey asked.
βBecause we donβt like seeing you sad,β Sienna offered.Β
βWe called him to see if he wanted to join us last night,β Elijah offered. βAnd Bryce called him again today to see if heβd come to dinner today.Β Β I mean, if anyone deserves to celebrate, itβs him.β
βDamn straight!β Bryce insisted. βIf I had to cozy up to that snake, Iβd need all the booze in the world to wash that memory away, and Iβd want the reward for being tortured.β
βBut he wouldnβt come either time,β Elijah continued. βThe only thing he was worried about is you. Especially today.β
βAnd itβs not the first time,β Sienna chimed in. βWe all saw him at your trial last year. We saw him the night of the attack; the man seriously cares about you, Casey.β
βI mean, we have eyes,β Aurora chuckled. βLook, he dated my aunt on and off for years, and I never saw the look he has on his face when heβs around you.β
βGuysβ¦ why are you doing this?β Casey asked.
βBecause we know heβs a good man,β Jackie replied. βAnd we know youβre happy when youβre with him. Hell, heβs even willing to subject himself to this bunch of losersβ¦.β
βHey!β Bryce hollered. βSpeak for yourself!β
βThat was geared toward you, meathead!β she scoffed before turning back to Casey. βIβm just saying take your time and think. Donβt make any rash moves, OK?β
If anyone noticed Casey choke on her drink, they didnβt show it. Rash moves? If they only knew. But her friend's words affected her more than she let on. And thoughts of their time together began flooding her mind. Whenever life seemed at its darkest, he came through for herβ¦ and she did the same in return. No, they hadnβt planned on getting marriedβ¦ never even discussed itβ¦ but she knew sheβd spend forever at his side as long as he wanted her there, and he just asked her to stay there, forever, as his wifeβ¦ and she said no and ran away. She couldnβt stop seeing the look on Ethanβs face when she ran away from his room, no matter how hard she tried. She wanted this man. She fought for this man when he tried everything possible to push her away. Casey MacTavish was no glutton for punishment. She did it because she knew. She knew they were inevitableβ¦ they were meant to be. Now, fate stepped in and delivered them a surpriseβ¦ and he wanted to stay married to her. He wanted her to be his wifeβ¦ his forever.Β Β He loved her that much, and she ran away.
βCasey,β Sienna said, waving a hand in front of her face. βDid you hear a word we said?β
βDidβ¦ did I? No!β she exclaimed. βI didnβt hear a single word, butβ¦ Iβve gotβ¦ Iβve got to go!β
She took off without further explanation, and Bryce raised his glass once more. βTo Caseyβ¦ go get it, MacTavish!β Β
~~~~~Β
She didnβt call him; it was nothing sheβd want to discuss on the phone. But she needed to see him as much as she needed to breathe. She ran down the hallway and into a waiting elevator, cursing silently to herself as it stopped on every floor. When a tour bus full of enthusiastic senior citizens began piling in, Casey reached her breaking point.Β
βExcuse me,β she yelled, pushing through the crowd. βIβm sorry, I need to get off!β she insisted, making it out just before the doors shut.Β
She was only four floors away; she could handle that! She took to the stairs taking two at a time in her haste to reach Ethan. The smile on her face doubled when she reached his floor. Rushing down the hallway, she ignored the stares of other guests as she whizzed past them. They didnβt matterβ¦ nothing didβ¦ except getting to him. Β Β
Finally, she reached his door and knocked furiously, but there was no answer. She knocked again, smoothing her unkempt hair nervously as she waited⦠still, nothing.
βEthan!β She hollered with one final rap on the door. βEthan, itβs me! Open up!β
Damn it! She should have called. Then a lightbulb went off⦠he gave her his room key! She fumbled in her purse, but it was nowhere to be found.
βCome on!β she groaned, pushing lipsticks, coins, and receipts to the side, but she still came up empty.
Discouraged, she was about to walk away when the door finally opened to reveal Ethan, dripping wet, wrapped only in a plush white towel, standing on the other side.
βCasey! Whatβs goingβ¦.β
βShhh!β she pushed her way through the door and locked it behind her. βShhh.Β Donβt talk. I need you to listen.β
βIβm listeningβ¦.β
βSo, you think we could make it work?β
βMake what work, exactly?β
βIf we stay marriedβ¦ it would still have to be a secretβ¦ rightβ¦ it could still jeopardize usβ¦.β
βMaybe initially, I havenβt given it much thoughtβ¦ since weβre getting an annulmentβ¦ I don't see the need for us to waste energy on that."
βWell, you better start using energy on that. Weβll be back in Boston tomorrow, and we need to figure out how to make this work because youβre my husband, Ethan Ramsey, and there is no way Iβm ever letting you go.β
βWait,β he gasped, eyes bulging and his smile shining bright. βAre you serious? You donβt want the annulmentβ¦ you want... to stay married?β
βIβm serious as a heart attack!β She reached up and ran her fingers through his damp, tousled hair, gently smiling as his bewilderment turned to delight. βYouβre rightβ¦ it wasnβt plannedβ¦ but nothing about us ever was, yet, itβs perfect. I love youβ¦ so muchβ¦ how could I ever want to undo this?β
They stared into each other's eyes for what seemed like an eternity, then Casey grew impatient. Pulling him close, her lips crashed against his and he pulled tighter than she ever thought possible. Their kisses, which began as sparks, now burst into flames, engulfing them as their hands grasped passionately at each other. Casey could feel him smiling against her lips, and when she pulled back, she found his towel had fallen to the floor.
βWell, look at you,β she smiled as her eyes raked over his body. Biting at her lower lip, she leered at the man who was now truly, truly hers. βI am one lucky woman!β
βAnd Iβm one lucky man,β he grinned, taking her hand. βYou're sure about this?β
βIβve never been more sure of anything. I love you, Ethan.β
βWell, then, thereβs only one more thing to be done.β
βOh yeah,β she teased. βWhatβs that?β
βWe havenβt consummated this union yetβ¦ and being that this is Vegasβ¦ is the marriage even legal if we havenβt?β
βIβm not sure,β she giggled, her hands running over his muscular chest. βBut we wouldnβt want to jeopardize the legality, nowβ¦ would we?β
βAbsolutely not. But thereβs a problem.β
βOh?β
βYour clothes, Casey. Theyβre still on.β
βOh, that,β she laughed, pulling away and tugging each item away. βI can take care of that, but quick!β
Ethanβs head tilted, eagerly appreciating every inch of skin she bared. βHmmβ¦ anxious? Not going to show me those amateur striptease moves you dream of?β
βOf course I am!β She said, pushing him onto the bed. βBut youβre my husband now, Dr. Ramsey. You have a life of stripteases and lap dances waiting for you. But right nowβ¦ I need to consummate this thing! FAST!"
βI really am the luckiest man on earth,β he said with a kiss. βI love you, wifeβ¦.β
βI love you, husband. Nowβ¦ consummate me!β
~~~~~
"What do you mean they know!?" He ignored the stinging of his hand as it slammed into the mahogany table, the ice in their drinks rattling in its wake. "How the hell do they know!"
"I... I'm not certain... but I have a lot friends, in a lot places, and when they hear things that involve meβ¦ they make sure I know.β Β
"Good! Then your friendsβ¦ they can fix this. Right?β he scoffed. "Isn't that how it works?"
Picking her glass up from the table, she took a long sip. Silently closing her eyes, she centered herself before speaking again. Β
"I'm afraid that's not how it works. If it was just a story at the New York Times, I could have it quashed within an hour. But did you miss the part where I said itβs already in the hands of the Justice Department? I have influence, Declan, but not that much influence!β
βJesus fucking Christ,β Declan tugged at his cropped hair as he walked in frantic circles. Charlotte was doing her best to keep her cool, but she could feel panic settling in. Turning away from Declan, she stepped onto the balcony and lit a cigarette. But he was quick at her heels.Β
βHow did they find out?β he demanded.
Charlotte took a long drag of her cigarette as she surveyed the Vegas landscape. She didn't slip up. She could count on one hand the number of times she had slipped up since she was in grade school... and never like this. And for what? A man! Ashamed, she turned away.Β
βWait a minuteβ¦.β Declan scowled in an accusatory tone. βYou were with Ramsey!β
βDeclan, there is no way to know if that had anything to do with this!β
βOh, sure! Itβs all a coincidence! Youβve been so damn desperate to get into his ridiculously long trousers you lost your damn mind. Nowβ¦ what did you tell him!β
βI didnβt tell himβ¦.β
βWHAT did you tell him!β
βI donβt remember. I had a lot to drink, and I donβt remember! OK?β
Declan collapsed onto a settee behind him, his head falling into his hands.Β
βYouβre right,β Charlotte lamented. βYouβre rightβ¦ he has to be involved. When the hell have we ever even seen him at one of these conferences! He came here for a reason, and like an idiot, I fell right into his trap!β
βI told youβ¦ you should have fucked the cabana boy, Charβ¦ get it out of your system, but no.. no, youβve got toβ¦.β Declan raised his head, a look of wonder in his eyes. βRepeat what you just said?β
βThat Iβm an idiot? That I fell right into his trap? You know I already feel like shit. Do you need to rub it in?β
βNo! No! Not that part! When did we ever see Ethan at a conference like this?β Declanβs eyes were glowing now as he reached for his phone.
βWhat are you getting atβ¦ I donβt know how thatβ¦.β
βI have,β he interrupted. βOnce, I saw him at a conferenceβ¦ in Miami.β
βYes, he was there to score a cure for Naveen. He always has a reasonβ¦ which is why I should have known better!β
βThat wasnβt his only reason,β Declan handed Charlotte his phone, a devious grin on his face. βOnly scroll right, babe. I wouldnβt want you to see whatβs on the other side.β
Ethan and Casey on the balconyβ¦ talking, laughing, then a few where his hand cupped her cheek, a kiss, a stare, Casey straddles him on a chairβ¦.
βHoly shit!β Charlotte exclaimed. βYou have pictures of him fucking her?β
βWell, not exactly, but it seems to be that was implied once they closed that patio door. After all, the good Dr. Ramsey was sharing a room with his nubile little intern.β Β
βThat sanctimonious piece of shit,β Charlotte grumbled. βAlways acting like heβs so high and mighty. But why didnβt you do anything with these sooner?β
βWhy would I?β He shrugged. βWe got the contract with Edenbrook.Β Once I had that in hand, getting a dozen more top hospitals to sign on was easy. I just kept these for insuranceβ¦ and nowβ¦ I think Iβm ready to cash this policy in.β
βHello!β Charlotte mocked, knocking her fist against Declanβs head. βEarth to little Deccyβ¦ what part of it is with the freaking DOJ did you miss! Those photos are lovely souvenirs, but theyβre not giving us any leverage now.β
βOh, no shit. I will be on the phone with my attorney in ten seconds and suggest you do the same. Thatβ¦ or escaping to a lovely island with no extradition treatyβ¦ theyβre our only avenues of protection right now. Butβ¦ if that son of a bitch and his little piece of ass are responsible for taking us downβ¦ Iβm going to make sure they fall right beside us.β
Charlotte poured two glasses of whisky, and their glasses clinked after she handed one to him. βI love the smell of revenge in the morning. Andβ¦ if we can watch their reputations and careers destroyed aboard a yacht in the Maldivesβ¦ better yet.β
βYou know, I think I have a call or two to make before I call my attorney. I want to guarantee the little lovebirds a rough landing back in Boston.β
Hi! Dropping in for a little Valentine's Day fun...
Ethan gives Casey a card for Valentine's Day. Does he pick out a mushy or funny one? Is there anything special he writes inside?
Hey, thank you for the question. Hm, he gives her a tastefull card or maybe he let's print a personal motive. Yes, definitely, he would write something that relates to the f.M.R.I machine scene when he said that emotions are just neurochemical responces and he would write that she is the one who proved him wrong.
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No. My parents chose my sister's and my name because they liked short names that canβt be nicknamed.
2. When was the last time you cried?
Almost two weeks ago. My dad died almost two years ago and from time to time I canβt control the tears from falling. I'm sad and miss him every second of the day, but most of the time I can hold my tears.
3. Do you have kids?
No.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Uhm, yes!
5. What colour are your eyes?
Really really dark brown. From afar there seems to be no difference between my pupils and irises.
6. Scary movies or happy ending?
Both! I love horror movies and even if I'm not a romantic type, I canβt handle sad, bad or open endings.
7. Any special talents?
Hm, tough one. I'm very fast with jigsaws. I can imitate people's voices (not perfect, but so ok that it makes the people laugh).
8. Where were you born?
Germany.
9. What are your hobbies?
Photography, crafting, traveling, acting, singing (even if I canβt)
10. Do you have any pets?
Nooooooo! π But I grew up with pets since I was born and my mom still has dogs.
11. What sports do/have you play/ed?
Sports and I broke up about irreconcilable differences. As a kid and teenager I used to swim and I was good at sprinting. But now, I do nothing.
12. How tall are you?
1,63 m.
13. Favourite subject at school?
German, English, Acting, Philosophy
14. Dream job?
I definitely donβt work in my dream job let alone close to it. I wanted to become an actress, but I always doubted my talent.
Thank you for the tag lovely lovely @peonierose!
I'll tag @jerzwriter @jamespotterthefirst @crazy-loca-blog @wanderingamongthewildflowers @mysticalgalaxysstuff @cariantha @youlookappropriate @ofmischiefandmedicine @parisa-kh (only if you like to)
Was tagged by the lovely @serenpedac for the quiz linked in the title and I must say that I love the idea of love having a color. Canβt say Iβm disappointed with the color either. Thanks for the tag!
your love is the colour of warm nights, of starlit skies and of deep waters. your love is serious, everlasting. people value the deepness of it.
Iβll tag @cashweasel @cyb3r-kat @storyofmychoices @starlight-starfury @nessverse @inlocusmads and @aallotarenunelma
your love, though sometimes kept secret, makes others feel safe and at peace. it is the colour of deep, quiet forests and secret paths covered in leaves. it is the colour of growth.
Honestly I like it! I enjoy being a listening ear for people (because I'm terrible at talking and I'd just be cool with people talking to me about their day, venting etc). What a poetic, evocative quiz! Thanks so much for tagging me!
Dearest Mads! This is so fascinating and so on-point for you! You truly bring so much safety and peace to everyone around you, in the most soothing and deepest way imaginable. Sending so much love your way, my darling friend. Missing you terribly. β€οΈοΈ
As for me! I am super shocked to see that we have the same colour sksksk.
forest green
your love, though sometimes kept secret, makes others feel safe and at peace. it is the colour of deep, quiet forests and secret paths covered in leaves. it is the colour of growth.
This actually brings my soul so much peace for some reason!
Also, tagging some very dear people: @the-pale-goddess | @mvalentine | @blossomanarchy | @openheartforeverinmyheart | @mydemonsdrivealimo | @doriopenheart
Your love is the color of spring blooms and of lipstick prints, of fingertips and roses. You are so full of love, full up to the very top. You love everyone and everything that deserves to be loved. Keep loving.
Iβve got to say I really like this one, made me happy to see all these listed things (it so happens my birthday is in April so spring is right there π₯°)
If you want to joy in on the fun feel free to do the quiz too, but no pressure π₯°
Would your MC(s) / OC(s) ever play a game of who knows who better? And if so what would be the questions / answers?
And who would know who better?
Which curse word or sentence do your partner use the most?
Ethan: she always says "verdammte ScheiΓe" and it is the cutest thing when she switches to the German language.
Casey: He always says "Christ"!
Favorite animal?
Ethan: She loves almost every animal, itβs impossible to get her cross an animals way without greeting or cuddeling it. But I would say dogs, ducks and platypus.
Casey: dogs but in general he is an animal lover and he would definitely prefer any animal over humans.
What did he/she would have become if not a doctor of medicine?
Ethan: a Lawyer
Casey: a detective
Favorite color
Ethan: Her favorite color is blue
Casey: his is green
Both smile because it's each others eye color
Night owl or morning person?
Ethan: she is definitely a night owl and like to sleep in long and won't let me out of bed.
Casey: he is both, it is creepy, he can be up all night and still manages to be wide awake the whole day. And he has no objection when I keep him in bed.
Does he/she like to cuddle?
Ethan: oh she does but not in a annoying way.
Casey: he likes it but only since we are together.
Hey sweetheart, I'm sorry, I really couldn't figure out good questions. I hope you're not disappointed. If you have some interesting questions please let me know and I will answer them for Casey and Ethan.
First, am I the only one that is in total denial that we are just days away from 2023? Excuse me, but I'm still trying to figure out how it's not 2010... and here we are in 2023. One thing is true, my friends, time is swift, and while days may seem long, years go by in the blink of an eye. Please keep that in mind, always.
Day 1 - 3 writers or stories that made this year bright
Well, I'm so grateful to Dani for providing this directive: The number is just for fun; you are welcome to include more or less than the daily "guide" number. Because 3 just will not cut it.
I'm often hesitant to do these things because I absolutely hate leaving anyone feeling left out, but then I also lose the opportunity to celebrate some who have really been special to me. So, in that spirit, please understand that there is no way today's post, or those that follow, could ever completely capture everyone who has been an important part of my fandom experience this year. If we have interacted in any way, big or small, I see you, and you matter.
So, without further ado... here are my definitely more than 3 mentions for 2023.
@a-crepusculo My sweet, sweet friend. Your poetic writing, which often leaves me with the greatest case of imposter syndrome, is made more special for me because I know the beautiful soul that lies behind it. It's a reflection of you and who you are, and that reflection is beautiful. How happy I am whenever I see a notification that you've posted, and I know it's not something you can focus on now, but just know it's missed - and I hope you'll grace us with your work again. You're amazing.
@alwaysmychoices
Writing that is always absolutely captivating. I still am enthralled with watching Ethan and Charlie's relationship grow, unfurl, and grow again. You've made me dissolve into tears more times than I can count, and for this angst-lover, that is SUCH a GOOD thing! I'm so glad you're still sharing with us!
@genevievemd
How fortunate are we all to still have the love that is Gen and Ethan to look forward to? I'm serious. The fandom has dwindled for sure, but we are so lucky to still have cornerstones that remain - and you, my friend - are among them. I know it's been a bumpy ass year, but I'm so glad you're still here!
@jamespotterthefirst
I mean - the fics are incredible - but they're almost secondary at this point. I don't think I'd still be here if not for you this year. Thank you. Sincerely. But that doesn't mean your fics get to be ignored. The Allende family forever has my heart, and I find it hard to determine what I love more: Your heartwarming fics about them that leave me a puddle on the floor or your Ethan/Lilac smuts that leave puddles in other ways. π I'm sitting here trying to pick one or two fics to highlight, to say this is what I remember most this year, and I can't because there are too many to name. I am so, so grateful for you, for your talent, and for still being willing to share it with us. Adjust that crown, baby, if you must - but never take it off!
@julia-highstorms
This year I fell in love with a new Choices story for the first time in a very, very long time. I'm now an official Wake the Dead stan. But, how sad that factors have led to the fandom being almost non-existent for new Choices stories. So, you can only imagine my excitement when I discovered Julia's incredible stories about Kiera and Eli. My only regret, I've already read them all! But I anxiously look forward to more.
@liaromancewriter
While I am a lover of all things angst, I am always so grateful for a soft spot to land after my heart is ripped to shreds. When I need that respite, I always know where to go, and that's to Mal. Though I have to admit, this year, she got me with a few angstier pieces too. You Weren't Meant for Me, and Reflections and Renewals come to mind. Our fandom may be growing ever smaller, but I'm so happy you're still here creating! π
@lilyoffandoms
I have to thank you for the lovely surprise fic where you brought your Merida and Ethan, Dani's Bryce and Olivia, and my crazy little Tobias & Casey together. I was just giddy, and I love that these three couples now have a shared moment in fandom history. I just wanted you to know how special that was to me! π
@lucy-268
Girl, what would I do without my favorite fellow Tobias stan and her incredible creation of Tobias and Samantha? You know how much I simply adore these two, and I love getting the backstories behind them. The original Tobias queen, I will always bow to you! π
@missameliep
Continuing on my reasons to be grateful for Wake the Dead, it also led to me being introduced to Dani's work and Dani as a person. Both of those things were highlights of my fandom experience in 2023. I simply adore her writing, her strong, beautiful MC Malia, and the special relationship she has with Troy. Safe is an absolute masterpiece, and the only reason I have not finished reading it yet is that I truly don't want it to end! I love your work, I've loved our conversations, and I'm so glad we've gotten to know each other better.
@storyofmychoices
This year, I had the pleasure of being introduced to Bryce and Olivia, and my heart will always be grateful! The only bad thing is time has yet to allow me to go back and follow this absolutely lovely duo right from the start. But I will, I assure you I will. This heartwarming duo is delightful on their own or when they're engaging with the little firecracker that is Keiki. I simply adore them all!
@trappedinfanfiction
My lovely "Tif". π When I think of fandom joy this year, you immediately come to mind. I'm always so excited to see a notification from you and since I can't get enough of Ethan and Celia, I'm now happy to be going back to the past to find more. You're such an important part of the fandom, and you made 2023 infinitely better.
@potionsprefect
Another lovely cornerstone of our community. We can always count on you to bring Ethan love to us and, more importantly, bring the beautiful, spunky Victoria along with him (you know I'd pick her over him. lol) I know we say we'll be doing this together until we're in the old-folks home (though I'll be there LONG before you lol) and I hope we keep to that! The fandom wouldn't be the same without you!
A special shout-out to the newcomers who have joined the fandom this year. Some are new to Tumblr, and some are just new to creating, but they helped breathe new life and creativity, and I know I'm not alone in being so grateful for their presence here. @cariantha @mydemonsdrivealimo @mysticalgalaxysstuff @ofmischiefandmedicine @openheartforeverinmyheart Thank you for being part of this craziness and bringing joy to my year - and I'm sure others.
I know they're not really here anymore, but that does not mean that they weren't appreciated this year, and if they check-in, I want them to know that they're thought of: @choiceskatie @lem-20 @bex-la-get
Honorable mentions to @alj4890 @ambraambrose @choicesfanaf @coffeeheartaddict2 @gutsfics @heauxplesslydevoted @headoverheelsforramsey @hopelessromantic1352 @inlocusmads @lsvdw-blog @parisa-kh @peonierose @secretaryunpaid @socalwriterbee @takeharryandgo @takemyopenheart @the-pale-goddess @utterlyinevitable Each of you has helped keep our little crazy thing going despite the odds, and I hope you know you're appreciated!
I am confident I've forgotten people, and I'm even more confident I'll feel like shit about it, but trust me, as I said, if we've interacted in any way, you've made 2023 better!
@jezwriter Thank you so so much, I'm honored to be mentioned by you. I take this opportunity to thank you for your support and tips! You are amazing! As well as the whole fandom, I really appreciate and love you! You are wonderful people and I wish you all the best, stay safe and healthy!
What is something you love about your MC / OC? You can create and share anything youβd like π HCβs, moodboards, edits or drabbles. Have fun and gush about your MC / OC π₯°
Also what made you create your MC /OC what was your inspiration?
Hi,
I like that she is such a multifaceted person. She is ambitious but not at all costs, she is funny but without trying and she knows exactly when to swallow a joke. Her intentions are always to help people. She is witty and I really love how she triggers Ethan and keep him on his toes.
My idea was that she is (or I hope so) not the typical MC with just a shiny or twisty side. I'm planning on showing some tough acts from her that is not just the kind girl.
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Grey: Okay, are you like BLIND? You look nothing like me. First off, I'm way taller. Secondly, I DO NOT look so sleep deprived and lastly, if you could drag a comb through that hair you're like a 7 on a good day and I've been told I'm a constant 10.βββββββββββββββββββ
Gretel: *trying to buy a Father's Day card at Hallmark*
Gretel: Excuse me, do you have any that just say "You are my dad?"
Associate: Well, I-
Gretel: How about "You banged my mom?"
Associate: No...
Gretel: You know what, I'll just get a blank one.
Gretel: *writes* You are a father. This is a day. Here is a card.
Grey: Okay, are you like BLIND? You look nothing like me. First off, I'm way taller. Secondly, I DO NOT look so sleep deprived and lastly, if you could drag a comb through that hair you're like a 7 on a good day and I've been told I'm a constant 10.βββββββββββββββββββ
Gretel: *trying to buy a Father's Day card at Hallmark*
Gretel: Excuse me, do you have any that just say "You are my dad?"
Associate: Well, I-
Gretel: How about "You banged my mom?"
Associate: No...
Gretel: You know what, I'll just get a blank one.
Gretel: *writes* You are a father. This is a day. Here is a card.
Tagging: @yuvon-augold79 @julesisreading @julesthoughts @she-x-wolf @itsnotzka @zmayadw @booklover-01040 @ch1m3r4-0 @angie-01040 @kyras-things @fem-moony @duskjake Only if you want to and if you feel comfortable. No pressure.
Thank you for the tag, @she-x-wolf! And sorry for the late reply! π
First I have to say that I LOVE that Superstar by Jamelia is on your list! I have to mention a tidbit about the song from maybe two weeks ago - it came on the radio at work and I heard literally everyone near me singing along (including me ofc), lol. I was even walking past a guy who was humming along with the radio as well.. π
5 songs I'm currently listening to quite often are:
1. Sharks - Imagine Dragons
2. 50 Ways to Say Goodbye - Train (it's so funny!)
3. Nu ma las de limba noastra - O-Zone (I remembered it after all these years few weeks ago and idk if I never knew what it was about or I just forgot, but I found an English translation on YT and now I love it even more)
4. Anjel II - MC Erik & Barbara
5. Dangerous - Welshly Arms
Tagging: @dr-colossal-pita, @gutsfics, @jerzwriter (it might be the same thing you tagged me in recently which I forgot about.. π ). Of course, everyone feel free to ignore!
Hello! Thanks for the tag @icecoffee90! Well, now that I have my Spotify wrap for 2022, I've been listening to my custom playlist quite a bit. These songs are all in my top 100.
Freedom - Jon Batiste - This song makes me SO happy every time I hear it!
2. All of Me - John Legend - Which is great since it is my OTP's wedding song, and I'm writing their wedding! lol
3. Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley - THE best version of this song ever - hands down. Simply haunting. OH, AND IT IS NOT A FREAKING CHRISTMAS SONG! Leonard Cohen wrote it about love, loss, life, and sex - how it is considered a Christmas song, I'll never know.
4. Thinkin Bout You - Frank Ocean (My 2nd most listened to artist of the year, one of my favorite songs.)
5. Walk On - U2 - This is perhaps one of the most meaningful songs ever to me. I adore it.
BONUS: Since I've started listening to holiday music - O Holy Night by Josh Groban - I am the least religious person you'll ever meet, but this version of the classic hymn brings me to tears every time I hear it.
OK I'm tagging my music director, @annoyingmillenialnewbie , and randomly tagging @crazy-loca-blog @annfg8 @genevievemd and @inlocusmads - feel free to play - or not - and anyone who wants to play, please join in.
Thanks for the tag, Jerz! Here are my top 5 songs.
Lay Down by Caravan Palace (because it's a FRICKIN bop)
Empty by Jaiden Animations and Boyinaband (jaiden doesn't make a lot of music but she has this beautiful, empowering song which brings up a sensitive subject and sheds light on its sufferers)
Another Brick In The Wall by Pink Floyd (for those angsty school moods)
Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths (cult classic, just fricking amazing.)
Oh No! by MARINA (this is *the* aro-ace anthem and I'm in love lmao)
Tagging: @aallotarenunelma @peonierose @ofmischiefandmedicine @missameliep and everyone else who wants to take part!
What other fictional couple (it can be tv, movies, books, or even another fanfic couple) or celebrity couple reminds you of your OTP?
If you have any other pairings, give us one for them too!
Hello jezwriter, thanks for the question. Hm, this is a hard one, I really searched the internet, trying to remember every movie, tv and book I watched/read. π There is no other couple, I know that can be compared to them, that I know of. It is more of a combination of so many couples. Maybe it is because I want to see Ethan and Casey as THE couple. π Of course you can compare their situation to Meredith and Derek or Christina and Burke from Grey's anatomy, but I refuse to compare them especially with Meredith and Derek, cause I think Derek wasnβt good for her and Ethan truly committs himself to Casey, even when he was fighting against it, he'll probably would do anything for Casey and she is the one and only. I came to the conclusion that they have tiny tiny bits of Hartigan and Nancy from Sin City, Hook and Emma from Once upon a time, Frederic and Mary Kelly from From Hell and maybe a little bit of Alec and Magnus from Shadowhunters. But no other couple really fits, everytime, I thought about another couple, I like, it didn't scream 'Casey and Ethan'. Thank you really much for the question.
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In your HC, Harper and Ethanβs relationship was a real (casual) relationship that happened to have On and Off moments, or was it more like an agreement of βthis is convenient for both of us, but we know weβre not in loveβ?
Hey, thanks for the question. It was a casual relationship without any further agreements. I think it was more like a friends with benefits kind of thing. They always really cared about each other, trusted each other and they were in the same situation, putting their career first and spent a lot of time together so it came natural. They never really talked about it, so even when they had their offs, it had nothing to do with each other in person. Only the final break up was something they talked about because it had a reason of Harper becoming chief (it was Ethan's idea, but Harper was totally fine with it).
I hope I explained everything understandable, sometimes I have difficulties to form coherent sentences that express my thoughts clearly. π
What if your MC / LI sent the wrong picture to the wrong number? It can be a fun or spicy pic
Hi sweetheart,
oh that is a good question. I imagine that Casey would send a spicy pic with a teasing text that Ethan should come home to Naveen, Alan, Tobias or her brother Alexander by accident. She would be embarrassed as hell, especially with Alan, who would politely tell her: "I think this was meant for Ethan." And she would avoid him by any means.
Naveen would just answer: "go girl, show my boy, who's the boss and that he works too much." Still embarrassing but not as much as with Alan.
Tobias would tease her and Ethan for the rest of their lives. Something like, when they need to negotiate or so: "Casey, maybe you should wear that lingerie for the meeting." (And he really wouldn't mean it in sexist way. He only loves seeing Casey blushing and Ethan almost punching him.)
Alex would be the worst, he would open a group chat and sharing the pic by saying: "Ethan, my sister needs to get banged. And I will never get that image out of my head. π«£π€’π±"
Ethan would maybe send a text (pictures are really rare), showing his soft side and expression of his emotions only for her. Worst case scenario would be sending this to Naveen, Tobias or Bryce.
While Naveen would practically organize the whole wedding and tell him that he knew the whole time that he was in love with Casey.
Tobias would tease him the way he would with Casey.
Bryce would respond as if the message really was meant for him. Something like: "Aaaaw, I love you too, big E."
I hope you like the ideas. Thanks for the question, my darling! π
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