A Mass Of Humanity

Did I get this task done? You already know I didn’t, but thanks for playing along.

Is this task a compilation of four months worth of work that should have been done at the end of each month? Yes.

Am I stupidly phrasing this post as questions for which you already know the answer? Again, yes.

Ugh. Now it’s 10:30 pm and I just woke up from a long nap and have no interest in doing anything but going back to sleep.

This happens all the time. It’s worse for this task because I told someone they could expect me to get it done this weekend.

For some reason I have “Nothing Compares 2 U” by Sinead O’Connor on a loop in my head. Not the entire song, just two verses.

All of the infinite sadness.

Probably for no good reason.

There I was thinking my mental health had improved.

Damn! I just woke up from a mighty fine nap. It started a little after 7 p.m. and ended just after 10 p.m. Wow! That was a mighty fine nap.

My circadian rhythms are going to be effed up for days, but damn.

I didn’t realize how tired I was. It was one of those mighty fine naps where you don’t realize what day it is when you first wake up. It took me a good five minutes trying to figure out where I was, who I was, and what day it was.

I think I was so tired because I had three hours of dental work done this morning. A root canal, a crown, and fillings. None of that was painful except my jaw is sore from being in that position for so long. That’s what she said.

It also could be caused by the stress of my sister’s recent hospitalization and move to a rehab facility. I’m sure my early morning shift as an Uber driver probably contributed as well.