โงผ laura harrier, non-binary, she / they / arabella by the arctic monkeys + you have your mother's piercing eyes and her quick temper, her soft hands and unyielding heart. ever since you could remember her words 'don't you ever show them weakness' resonate within you. you repeat it like a mantra. hold onto it like a lifeline, until it becomes second nature. you're proud of never faltering, wearing those high walls you built around yourself like a badge of honor. it's quite easy, you think. you are your mother's daughter after all; your father gave you his charisma, that charming smile, the confidence and above all the bloodlust. you know how to use it well. whispered sweet nothings upon eager ears at the end of the night become crimson warmth against your lips. you love the push and pull, the thrill of it all. it's only fair, you say. you are your father's daughter after all; woman, daughter, creatureโฆ it's all just you, you, you. beautiful, charming, caringโฆ all you. cunning, vindictive and closed off but still just you. your life is not short but you know there's still no reason to waste your time being something you're not. you live your life by your own terms, no ifs of buts. it's only logical, you exclaim. you're irrevocably you, after all. โงฝ โโ hey, isnโt that AMARA ROSIER? i read a daily prophet article on them, once ; the THIRTY year old half blood WITCH / DHAMPIR is a BEAUXBATONS alumnus who has gone on to be the OWNER OF THE SIMMER & SHIMMER APOTHECARY. iโve heard they can be quite RESILIENT & INDEPENDENT, but i donโt knowโฆ they came off very STUBBORN & VINDICTIVE in that interview. it really is hard to know what to believe these days though, isnโt it?
born in italy to two very incredibly caring parents that even though weren't expecting or planning to have a child ( too busy loving each other ) still spoiled and loved her deeply. they weren't very strict which meant amara had quite a bit of freedom to do whatever he pleased and that trait just... remained, really. even now as an adult she just does as she wants.
very very independent, firm believer in 'if you want something done well you have to do it yourself' thing. it's very hard for her to trust in someone else's judgement / decisions... which kinda falls back into the whole 'likes things done her way' thing, so she's also very stubborn.
her parents and her have all been shunned from the rosier fam, burned off the family tree and all... even from pureblood society. ( her mom for ... essentially being a monster fucker, her dad the monster and her the mini monster so ... u know ! fun things ! ) she's very bitter about it, actually. not necessarily because she cares about it / the rosiers / or anything ... just the fact that they would dare talk shit about her parents infuriates her greatly !!
has a very ... complicated relationship with the blood supremacy belief, to be honest. it's been systematically taught through generations, that even her dad being a vampire and all somehow believes it; her mom as well a little, amara knows it's bullshit and the very reason why they've been cast aside ... but she also grew up with those beliefs so it's still quite difficult to unlearn. so, despite trying, she might slip a little; be a little insensitive. that being said i don't think she thinks she's better than anyone because of you know, last name / magic or anything like that; but she might think she's better than someone just because That Bitchโข๏ธ !!
she has a bit of a mean girl mentality i'm not gonna lie. though i don't think they're like ... out there making it their life mission to make people miserable. she might have been like that when she was in school but she's definitely mellowed out a lot. she's kind and friendly and tries to give other people a chance, but as soon as she feels wronged somehow that flip just switches. in beauxbatons she was definitely the kind of person to just ... hex someone if they looked at her the wrong way or talked shit behind her back. nowadays she might forgive ! might not forget though ...
she's very loyal to those she holds dear / has allowed to get close, will go through the ends of the earth for anyone she loves. at the moment i don't think the list of people in the 'ones i would die for' list is very long tbh but ... it might change !!
that loyalty is also one of the reasons why she joined the death eaters. she doesn't really hold the beliefs they have, at least not so fervently as mentioned before, but they're also the only ones even mentioning anything involving "magical creatures" in what they do ( though if they 100% believe that they're actually gonna do anything is also debatable ) so ... the bad guys don't look so bad when you / your family are included !! if that makes any sense.
alignment wise i would say they're more chaotic neutral, they're definitely not above doing questionable things if it means her survival / freedom and the one of those she loves.
that's pretty much her whole Thing: survival, freedom, fun ! that's all she wants out of life ! good / evil comes second to that.
Did Not fight in the battle of hogwarts at all, was probably too busy having fun on some other side of europe, making out and making memories as she should.
has her own little, very nicely decorated apothecary ( thank u kaela ) called simmer & shimmer ! sells all kinds of potions and potion making ingredients, even the more difficult or morally dubious to find ! located in knockturn alley. basically mr mulpepper's much younger and hotter rival, if u will. it IS a legitimate business, though it also functions as a bit of a cover for any... may or may not be cursed objects, you know? not because she actually needs or even wants the money. her father gets them / brags about them for a while / gets bored of them and then she conveniently sells them at a very good price, so ! it's a win - win situation for all !
i dunno what else... so this is all for now !! โก
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might be surprising but she actually does. she will obviously never admit it out loud, she doesn't want anyone to catch her lacking and believing in love but she has seen it first hand with her parents so has accepted that it does exist. though she also thinks that it's extremely rare and most people will never be able to find their other half.
hibiscus. how does your muse view the gentler, daintier things in life? as things worth preserving & caring for, or things only bound to wither & disappear?
as someone that has an extended life ( being a dhampir and all ) they view those things as something to be enjoyed / cherished while they last. the fact that they wither and die / are short lived is beautiful and worth to experience too!
belladonna.ย how does your muse respond to silence?ย do they take comfort in soundlessness,ย or seek to fill the void with noise?
amara doesn't mind silence, she tends to take things as they come so if silence is part of a situation then she will accept it no questions asked. i don't think she finds it uncomfortable and can easily distract herself if needed; though when doing mindless tasks she does tend to have background music of some sort just because to her it serves for more efficiency.
gladiolus.ย describe a moment from your museโs life that they will never forget.
their first ever potions class is probably a very fond memory! at least the one where they finally got to make something instead of just learning about the ingredients. it wasn't something too complicated, but following the steps provided to a t and getting the desired result was extremely satisfying; not only that but they were one of the very few that actually managed to do it properly on their first try so... their ego? through the fucking roof. it quickly became their favorite class because of how much praise they'd get from the professor.
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they're not above admitting that amara's reaction is an ego boost โ far from it, though tempest briefly tries ( and fails ) to hide a smug grin, just for the faux-humility of it all. the pout makes it even better, and they have to resist the temptation to lean back in and kiss it away, well aware that amara will be able to tell. the game was only as fun as it was if they were both cognizant of the tension, of the want, and pushed at each other until they couldn't anymore. ย โ as do you. as always, of course. โ ย a greedy eye wanders down amara's outfit, before focussing back on the stall once more. ย ย โ oh, you know there's nothing further i need than the grace of your company. โ ย ย this line would work much better with their knight outfit on, they ponder, but then they wouldn't have gotten that delightful reaction. ย โ how about something i can wax lyrical about to our fellow faire-goers? โ
amara notices the way their eyes wander and take a moment to playfully show off just for them, pout and not - given kiss momentarily forgotten just this one time; they will find a way to tease back at the right time, they both knew very well the game they were playing after all. "thank you very much, you know flattery is actually the way to my heart." manicured hands come to rest atop the stall as they scan over their offered selection, there were certain things that were selling quickly โlove potions are always a hit, for obvious reasons. "bruise removal paste in the hands of the wonderful beater of the holyhead harpies would be amazing free advertising... or better yet, if you stay with me for a few minutes longer i can close shop and bless you with my graceful company for the rest of the night. does that sound like something you can wax lyrical about?"
๐ป๐พ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ ย : ย the ย ministry ย of ย magic ย ( ย levelย twoย ย ), ย london ย !
๐ต๐ด๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ๐ถ ย :ย @amarcttosย ย !
"you look lost," she forgoes a greeting in favour of boldfaced assumption; familiar enough with the auror office occupants to know that she isn't one of them, though anything beyond that is little more than guesswork. she walks the corridors fairly knowingly, for someone who spends so much of her own time at her cubicle, but that was not a talent that was shared by everyone at the ministry. it occurs to her, of course, that she could be from a different department but she suspects not, and though this whole event is about mingling, suspicion clouds her expression. "the presentation is that way-" she motions to the left, back towards the room where it has already been called, "and the elevator is back the way you came. the offices are closed."
"โธป is it forbidden to stand here?" the raised eyebrow that accompanies the quick counter-question is not meant to be as much of a challenge to the other's seemingly confident authority as it appears to be. that is to say that they DON'T mean to be so tactless, but bad habits die hard, and they have to actively try to soften their features to continue speaking. "i'm just waiting for someone. i'll be out of your way once they're out..." that was all the explanation they thought was needed before they cross their arms over their chest and lean back against the nearby wall. amara knows they're being awkward and probably even HIGHLY suspicious but that's something they can live with; they were being honest after all. still, in an attempt to avoid the silence that they know will naturally come, they give what they assume to be a ministry worker a quick once - over before adding, "i like your make up, by the way. base looks very nice."
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if adopting her cat off the street and giving her a very loving home counts then, surprisingly, yes! other than that i think as a death eater she's probably contributed to making other people's lives a lot more difficult.
hydra: does your muse have a reoccurring problem?
hmm... i don't think they do? their life is fairly sheltered, very easy because of the many advantages and privileges they have. i wouldn't say it's a "problem" really because as much as they hate it, it generally doesn't cause that many issues but maybe the view the rest of the sacred 21 have of her family now, with her dad being a vampire and her not considered "pureblood" because of it? there's probably rumors, gossip and all the general drama associated with such things which does generate some distress / anger on their part ( though they would never admit it publicly ) but not actual important issues. so i don't know if it really fits for this question but... yeah!
niffler: does your muse value wealth?
unicorn: which of the seven heavenly virtues relates to your muse?
surprisingly they don't... but i think it's mostly because they already have it? her family as a whole probably has generational wealth and money is not really something they have to think about because it's available to them. it's like a given, and they can enjoy the perks of it whenever they want. amara obviously knows it's important, but it's also just like meh.
pixie: how does your muse tend to get into trouble?
they're very good at staying out of trouble but on the off chance it happens it's usually because of her lack of a filter, or saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.
cyclops: does your muse immerse them self in a single task?
only if it's something they like. if it's something they don't but they have to do it for any reason then... it's like Hell, they won't stop complaining, or get into it at all out of pettiness.
"it's all good, darlin'." he had had a few firewhiskeys himself and his typically nervous and rigid exterior was relaxed, evident as a smile smoothly pulls at his lips and freckled cheeks are lightly flushed. pax was leant up against the bar top of the merry maiden, a plastic glass laying empty in his hand as he takes in his 'attacker'. "i didn't know trolls were considered pretty these days, but things change i suppose." gesturing to the bartender for another drink as he chuckles, he looks to amara with an expectant gaze, "what're you drinking?"
"โธป trolls? oh dear... believe me, you're so far from that. but i take it you don't get compliments very often, hm? seems like i came just in time to change that." the charming smile comes easy, and despite the fact that she's very obviously a smooth talker, it's also clear that she does actually mean the compliment. a hand comes to rest atop his shoulder for a brief moment while she takes a seat next to him. "firewhiskey. but i'll take whatever you wanna offer me if that's why you're asking... are you enjoying the festivities?"
unicorn: which of the seven heavenly virtues relates to your muse?
the only one i can see fitting at all is diligence, only because she's very hard working; not only towards her actual job but also in her own goals and wants.
vampire: which of the seven deadly sins relates to your muse?
now this is the other way around and i can see a few of them fitting but i'd say... maybe pride fits the most? mostly because of how confident in herself she is and how it often goes more towards conceited territory.
01. ย the magician ย : ย how does your muse feel about fate ? do they believe they can change their own destiny ?
i don't think she even thinks about either fate or destiny as a concept. their mindset is more along the lines of life handing you some things you can't change about your life ( family, status, fortune, etc ) and then once you're born / conscious in this world you're completely free to do as you please, and handle the cards you're dealt with however you please. so i guess they'd fall in line more with a "you're the maker of your own destiny" mentality.
03. ย the empress ย : ย does your muse have parental / nurturing figures in their life ? how do they impact them ?
she does! both her mother and father and alive and well; she's very very close to them, a little more to her father since he's the one that spoiled her rotten plus they share the whole vampirism thing. everything about amara is a direct result of their parenting style / values / beliefs; even the fact that she's independent enough to not feel burdened with the need to pay it back somehow, though she did join the death eaters out of a sense of duty with them.
05. ย the hierophant ย : ย what are your museโs morals / ethics ? do they follow their moral code strictly ?
i don't think they really have a moral code at all, and if they do it's all very muddled and flimsy so that they can bend the limits of it and still feel comfortable with their actions. that doesn't mean they can just do anything they want and not feel remorse, but if it's for what they consider to be the right reason / person, then there's very little they won't do.
07. ย the chariot ย : ย how much does your muse care about winning ? are they a sore loser ?
i can't see her caring enough about something to be competitive about it. there are things she likes, and she wants to be good at; but if there's someone better at it than her then that's just how things are and it's not something that bothers her all that much. she doesn't feel that drive to be the best at something, she's more than comfortable being the best she can be and if that's mediocre for everyone else then, well! that's their opinion. that being said... they don't really enjoy losing, no one really does obviously; but letting it ruin her mood / day? absolutely not.
09. ย the hermit ย : ย how introspective is your muse ? how often do they self - reflect ?
amara's not very introspective and rarely self - reflects. she's very confident in herself / her decisions, so i don't think she feels the need to look back on what she does? she can rest easy with the knowledge that she did the best she could with the knowledge she had at that time.
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* ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: closed starter for @bemyhcro !
* ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: the merry maiden !
"โธป oop, sorry about that," the quick apology comes out immediately, followed by a soft giggle characteristic of an amara that had ONE TOO MANY drinks already. in her defense she did try her best not to bump into him ( blame poor alcohol fueled coordination and the guy that got in her way ) plus she had at least managed NOT to spill a single drop of the drink in hand on them, so... isn't that a win? "almost didn't see you there with that cloak covering that pretty face."
