Astraea

well after a lot of thought and an insane amount of praying last night (i have the eyebags to prove it) i have decided that christianity is the right calling for me so your gonna be seeing a lot more of it on this blog, and that will be represented in my dash too, i just wanted to be upfront i'll be posting a lot about my struggles with faith in general, journal dumps and also moments from my personal gameplay like Inzoi the sims whatever i'm playing so you might see that from time to time feel free to unfollow if you don't jive with that kinda content but i thought i would at ;east post a headsup for my thoughts and what the future of this blog is gonna be!

wanted to finally share my adorable couple Sienna and Santiago Reeves! i have been playing them all day now and here Sienna found out she was pregnant with her second baby, who turned out to be a boy and i named him Maxwell! or just 'Max' i'm going to post the family tree so far in a bit although the picture icons are updated and i need to find a way to change that.

i wish i didn't have to go back and forth on religion so much sometimes i feel torn i keep coming back to christianity because it feels natural simple i guess to me and then i feel overwhelmed by other people's thoughts and opinions even though i know i can totally be liberal christian queer and perfectly fine and then my mind is like hmm what about that other thing so i am wondering now if all this research while fun and nice is also just a distraction its something that confuses me heavily sometimes i wish i was born into one faith but i wasnt's so now i have to be an adult and choose one! well i dont have to but i really want too.

eye roll.