amara

bought some new highlighters and instead of studying and doing homework like a nerd, i doodled merit (he/they and my dnd character) and yari (he/him and their ex-partner (in research) (nothing else totally trust trust))

long story short, sometimes you see this ghost that's actually a guy and he's a cutie, sure, but you're just besties until your more and then it becomes less but more complicated. and sometimes, you have a bunch going on and decide to leave home when leaving home means never coming back, leaving your kind of best friend soulmate former partner in research and literally everything you've known. it happens, yk? and sometimes you come back, and it's chill, until it's not and you are arrested for disappearances you have nothing to do with and most of the people you knew want nothing to do with you except for a few, including your former partner (in research, oh of course) even though you really want him not to but you want him to, yk? #relatable am i right???

just a tuesday, just a random awkward tuesday.

anyways, last session was devastating and i drew them at 1 am to feel better. aiming for cutesy, as hoodie-hey violet spurred it lol

i'll do an in-depth merit post one day, afterall, i prob have over 100 hours in drawing him alone, not counting time brewing on their story and stuff lmao. but i am going to be late for work so-

(sharpie highlighters, random pencil, and jetstream uniball 0.7 pen! sketchbook is a cheap ucreate mixed media one that rivals my expensive ones)

did a rewatch of s1 to combat final semester stress and i will not lie, i think watching the pitt at 3am is absolutely not helping, but life is short and who cares. really like abbot's character and seeing him change between seasons! :D