This puppet is actually in my state. It was found by the lost luggage store, partially restored, and is featured in their lost luggage museum

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This puppet is actually in my state. It was found by the lost luggage store, partially restored, and is featured in their lost luggage museum

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Finger tip
A couple of years ago I wrote a short story that starts with a kid who cuts off the very tip of his finger by accident. The story later went on to be my very 1st concept for a novel and as this guy ages he always has this one part on his finger with a slight indentation where it was once cut off. It seeved as a literary tool, a sort of reminder, childhood and whatever happens in childhood, good bad or neutral, it all sort of sticks with you unintentionally like those thoughts right before you go to bed or some poor behavior you still have for no reason. It just sneaks up on you because od some slight reminder. Suddenly youre like "shit im an asshole because lucy in 3rd grade said that one mean thing to me and i never recovered." Or "shit i cant leave a cup out on any surface because i have this embedded fear my dad will come and take it before ive finished my beverage. So now I live alone and only own one cup that I carry from room to room with me because it gives me some sort of freedom but is also some sort of prison."
Anyway, I cut the tip of my finger off yesterday while making dinner. mostly it just sucks because I can barely type. But you know childhood is rough too. And I now know the missing details of that entire story. I'm just a little late to it. But that's basically the entire metaphor anyway.
"Explain why smoking is a financial burn on the health system and site 5 sources." And my first thought was "yeah but if you know the right answer 1. Why do in have to tell you and 2. Why do i have to prove it with sources, you already know, you're a professor." And that's what happens when grown adults go back to school and realize what the real world is like and that saying "Google it" to anyone is a valid response in society.
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The carefree life.

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Goodbye texas
I would like to say that being back in school after a 5 year break is one of the scariest feelings I've ever had, but then I remember one day I moved to texas and knew driving down the street I never wanted to. 100 promises I made to people back home saying it was only for 2 years and i would be back. School is so much easier than obvious denial of ones self. I guess thats what texas has always represented to me and because of that it will never be good and never be for me and never be permanent.
Leaving in March but id leave tomorrow if someone came and got me.
Today, so far...
wake up. snooze for 5 more minutes. wake up again. go downstairs. pet each cat and say it’s name so eventually new cat will learn he is Garth. pet dog. let dog out. cat escapes to backyard with dog. let cat and dog play while make coffee. drink coffee. catch cat. let dog in. feed dog breakfast. make my breakfast. pack lunch. pack second lunch because days get long. shower. get dressed. pack gym bag incase i need to work it out after work. put stuff in dishwasher so new cat doesn’t try to learn about it while at work. wake up boyfriend. leave for work. dog tries to sit on lap during drive to work. usually would be okay, but traffic is bad so this is not helpful. get to work. open shop. feel the first minutes of an old ulcer. chug water to put out ulcer fire. Coworker approaches desk to complain about mediocre life. Ulcer surge. Maybe more water. Coworker follows to water and back to desk, still complaining. Open laptop to start school work/seem busy. Answer phone. Nod at co-worker. answer phone. nod at co-worker. See stuff about Houston on laptop. read about Houston. Read a lot about Houston. Wonder where the news is about Rockport. Rockport is gone. Learn about Cajun Navy. Learn about basic lifestyles of Houstonites. Look up dogs abandoned in Houston. Keep up shop. Start school work between working. Ulcer starts to calm down, co-worker preoccupied....
Well...
starting a new tumblr after all the effort i’ve put into this one felt really lame so here I am, right here.
your life is perfect
Kings of Leon - Can’t keep my Hands to Myself by selena gomez

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Talk about a fantastic beast. Bye
photographed by Wee Khim for Vogue China, 2013
Update
Hello old tumblr. This 9 year old tumblr, or close to or something.
If there is anyone still out there when tumblr was sort of a big part of my life, then maybe you’ll see this, but mainly i think tumblr is full of people much younger than me and porn, i’m not sure we are all still here.
In the last year my tumblr got kinda dark after it was a very super bright place of who I am. It got dark for a while and then i was diagnosed with depression which seemed like some sort of relief at the time. But as the months went by it still felt wrong, I was still wrong in my skin and I still felt, more than ever, that I was the only one like me in the world. With a little help I was then diagnosed with ADHD. It’s been a month now and I can honestly say it’s changed everything.
My entire life I have felt completely different from the people around me. Turns out I am, i’m different than about 98% of people, my mind works different. So knowing i had this “difference” lead my to try my best to act like everyone, to fit in, but my abnormality showed up from time to time in life, i got bullied, then i turned emo, then the artist, blah blah it was good anyway. The point is I’ve always felt so entirely different than people and I used to use this to empower me to show people different was still good. I think maybe my tumblr did that for people for a while. Then I lost someone close to me who helped me remember different is good, then i got tired from trying so hard in a new place, and loss plus exhaustion caused me to get depressed. But I’ve gotten some sleep and I’m feeling entirely different. Yeah, i mean i still feel entirely different from everyone, but I also feel good, happy, better, empowered, ready to move on, literally move on, i’m ready to leave texas and stop pretending to be someone else. I’m ready to be entirely me, ADHD and all.
I wish i had the time to really explain every part of my life that has been explained by my ADHD diagnosis. And i wish i could contact some old people and sort of let them know about it, maybe it would explain a few things. But in general I am saying that feeling entirely different is still a good thing, just sleep on it a little I guess.
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ever feel like no one fully understands you or that you can’t talk to the people in your city, and then your therapist falls asleep during your session?
That’s me.

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