am_odarka or oda for short

So, hiiii persons, critters, things and other entities. As some of you know - this is a request that we wanted to ask about for a long time. Me and my wife with whom i live - we exist in a dire situation for more than two years. Before everything, the war began and everything went to shit (including but not limited to: the economy, the job market, the housing market, the chance to get conscripted because our government treats every amab person as a recruit), we lost our homes because we both got disowned when we came out to our families as transfems in love with each other. We don't have any support from local queer communities because of the rampant transmisosiny and bigotry, we almost got no friends except our chosen family and live in social isolation with no financial, material or social support whatsoever. We can't even leave the country because we can't prove to ukrainian conscription centers that we shouldn't be conscripts because we changed our legal gender markers to F and we have gender disphoria diagnoses. And since we are still considered conscripts and conscripts can't legally leave ukraine and desert the country in the state of war - we are stuck in this shithole. Right now we're living on the paycheck of the only one person in our chosen family in a rented apartment. And well, rent is really fucking high even considering that the apartment is minuscule and in a terrible condition - because we live in Kyiv the capital city of the country and don't have finances to relocate. HRT and essential meds like antidepressants and pain killers and anxiolytics are getting pricier literally by the day so medical bills are just fucking hell and we don't have the money to run hormonal levels tests, we don't have the money to pay out our debt that accumulated when none of us had a job so without support we literally had to live from debt. NGOs that somehow gave us at least some food and meds don't have anything to help anyone anymore because the USAID and other humanitarian programs were cut and they literally have no money and materials to work with. Grocery prices are at an all time high and are only continuing to increase, which gives all of us just so much existential dread that we won't make it. And i'm not even mentioning that we don't have any fucking rights or respect and face only violence and hatred both from the invading nazis and from the local nazis, we are living in fear and maximal anxiety.

So if any of you could at least lift some of our financial strain so we had less things to worry and be scared about and more hope that we will persevere and make it through - we would be extremely grateful. and really any amount helps because just 1$ is already more that 40 UAH (local currency) and we greatly appreciate any support.

If you want to support us financially, please consider donating through paypal to my account - [email protected] Otherwise consider sharing this post to increase it's reach

Thank you in advance to anyone and anything who will help us by either spreading this message with kind words and intentions or even donating. We have already lost all our hope, please let us know that we are not alone in this and others care about fellow community members in need of mutual help.

I made this post in telegram from my account https://t.me/am_odarka