Ahhh thank you so much for the ask! 🫶

I think my fav fics have got to be my skk fics. I wrote them during a time where I started having a tough relationship with writing (analysis paralysis, I froze over LITERALLY every word), and to combat it, I wrote for months without posting and eventually posted them anonymously. Took me a long time but now I think they're some of my most creatively open works and I really like them, plus I just had a grand time writing them because I wrote just for the fun of it, without as much of the perfectionism.

On to the fics!

1. The Loneliest Creatures in the World

Easily my number one favourite fic I've ever written. It's so very close to my heart. In short, a fic about Dazai who finds Chuuya after the lab and finds little reasons to keep going by showing Chuuya the world for the first time (sunsets, carousels, art galleries etc.) and slowly falls in love. It's the tenderest, bittersweetest and most melancholic thing I've ever written and I love it to bits.

2. Willful Neglect

I hadn't faced grief when I wrote this fic, and then I did, and I found that a lot of things I wrote were shockingly accurate. Parts of it mean something rather different to me now. I also just love the plot very much! It's one of the first mystery type fics I wrote and I was proud of the twist and turns it took.

3. I Was Never Meant to Last

Wrote this at the peak of my soukoku hyperfixation and incorporated everything I learned and thought about Dazai and Chuuya into this fic. Bit of a character study though!

4. It Didn't Matter

I wrote this like a madman and just remember how much fun I had writing it lol

5. How All Stories End

This one is a bit of love and hate. I don't love all of it, there was a point in the middle where had to force myself through writing it, but there are some parts that are among my favourite passages and scenes I've written. Namely the first chapter, skk first time, the concept of Dazai taking pictures and videos of Chuuya, death scene (sorry 😭) etc.

hehe I guess we are bound by our love for the drarry angst?

I cried every single time over the same thing. Something about draco so painfully in love is just making me feel emotional. "My beautiful boy" is another fav of mine. "Alucinatio" would be there on my fav shelf of all time too.

That being said, i'm curious what is your all-time drarry story?

this was so sweet to find in my inbox aaa thank you for telling me dear anon 🫶