It's a small world after all

Why do we over complicate things.

I find that being anxious and overthinking is a lot easier than not having much on my mind.

I guess because I don’t know what that “emptyness” feels like.

I hate to admit it but it’s absolutely true. Im addicted to you.

The hardest part about cutting someone off is dealing with the after part. 

The part where you find yourself wanting to speak to the person like nothing happened. 

The part where you cannot get them out of your mind.

I feel like an addict. I feel like if I don’t get my fix of you I’ll go crazy. 

i want to have deep thoughts but at the same time, I don’t. 

Deep thoughts: you see how chaotic things really are, you see that nothing makes sense.

If I could turn back time, my approach to how I live my life and how I view each day would be transformed. I would live to please myself (not in a selfish self-centered way). I would value my time over others. I would enjoy the times when I was hurt,upset,happy and sad. That’s what life is about anyway, enjoying those emotions that we take for granted. 

We don’t want to feel those “bad” emotions but with those bad emotions we grow closer to understanding ourselves. We grow closer to understanding our likes and dislike, and what we should change or keep the same in our surroundings and within ourselves.