Helping others reach their desired state

i hope one day i can be in another romantic relationship with a person who cares for my well-being. i always care maybe a little too hard, but it seems i can never find a person who will treat me kindly. and when they do, they leave me and say it was all for naught.

i hope, whoever im with in the future, has patience and is understanding. i hope they don't get weirded out about my need for age regression.

i hope this person actually wants to see me. actually wants to go places with me. will willingly take care of me while im in little space, and treats me gently.

i hope this person isn't abusive like the others.

and i hope, by the time i meet this person, i will have gotten at least some of the shit wrong with me under control.(i.e my anger and irritability. i need to control that bullshit. i hate it.)

but i hope if i slip, they won't immediately leave me or think of me wrong.

is it wrong to hope for a good love?

my whole life i have been told to shut the fuck up and you get whatever you get. for anything.

so i did the same with love.

but i know what i need.

I always say that in a relationship, communication is key. I would recommend just sitting down with him and talking to him in a non-confrontational way. I wouldn’t do this over text as being left unread or read and not responded will only hurt more. Tell him how you are feeling and explain how much you care for him but that you need to see more from him as you don’t feel he cares.