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First November snowfall today. It is the most gentle snow. Light and steady, the snow clings to the oak trees with their late browned leaves still hanging on. The feeling of looking out the window, walking around out in the snowy dusk, the incredible melancholy which is a combination of comfort and yearning sits weightily in my chest. I am warm and blanketed. I am cold and tears well in my eyes. I am full, yet starving.

So I guess I'm a Stay now. Thank you, Stray Kids, for serendipitously appearing into my sphere of life and lifting me up while I am struggling on my own.

Just finished The Raven Boys, book 1 if the Raven Cycle, and I am HOOKED what happens next who are these boys the supporting cast is also interesting everyone is so mysterious and so relatable and I am rooting for all of them what happens next

I was going to type out a lyric but the words just didn't sound the same. It hit differently when the music was happening at the same time. But I don't know if the music would've made me tear up had the lyrics not been there too. ~Sound blending~ woohoo let's make the best combos to cry to.

~officially hashimada trash now~

All I do is ask questions and never get answers

Songs say what I wish I had the courage to say myself. Starts out as a secret in my headphones. Swells until I play it out loud on a speaker. And I wonder if whoever hears it understands that the song is saying what I'm feeling.