It’s been such a long time since my last time drawing anything! 🥹Just had those thoughts while I was drawing this!
I’ve been so allured by this operation room scene in the manga!! I love how ヒカル saved the girl without really understanding the “good” and “bad” defined by human-beings, which is exactly why this scene looks so divine and beautiful yet in a nonhuman way.
That’s the reason I’m so obsessed with this manga.
I guess everyone might have the moment of fear for being the “abnormal”, the “monster”, which we constantly forget are merely terms constructed by people, and can be deconstructed.
ヒカル just exists as ヒカル, no need for definition.
We can be just us as our own existence, no need for extra justification.
That thinking kind of saves me.
