I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

shoutout to everyone dealing with. thhe fucking difficulty

the fact that all of my mutuals immediately reblogged this from me really says something about all of us, doesn't it

a quick candle shout out. I love candles

“oh. oh” in writing is a treasure. I will never stop using it and cherishing it.

just found out you can do more than one thing each day. i was just doing the one

actually hate that the bodys response to anything is nausea. ate too much? nauseous. ate too little? nauseous. an imaginary threat got you scared? be nauseous. on your period? you guessed it. sawed into your hand and need to go to the emergency room? perhaps throwing up into your open wound will be of help

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

“i’m afraid of starting a long series” afraid of what exactly, having the best fucking time of your life? of the feeling of getting so lost in a story it starts to feel like a second life? of loving characters so much they follow you everywhere? of actually enjoying something for once like it’s too much to handle?

recognizing a writer’s writing style is so intimate actually

Every time you notice yourself losing your mind ask yourself when the last time you sat down and read a book was

me on my resume: im fun! no relevant skills

You really have to let yourself cry and crash out

guy with depression: idk stories about time loops just kinda really resonate with me haha idk why

guy with depression: it's so sad when they're doing the same thing over and over again insisting this time it'll be different. it sure would suck if time loops were real!