My friend and I like to make a torture spin-the-wheel as a drawing activity together where we inflict the chosen tortures on whatever character we feel like. I figured you might enjoy the Cloud one (a frequent victim)
(The ‘Big Crush’ machine refers to a dream I had where I was Cloud being crushed in a big machine specifically designed for crushing. A fascinating experience)
That aside, I greatly enjoy your art 💖 I wish you a good day :)
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When the pairing is so good that it doesn’t matter if you see it as romantic or platonic. What matters is that you see them and know that one is not complete without the other. Frequently bought together. Do not separate. If you separate them one of them will bite you
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Sand pipers running very quickly together as it is their typical behavior. They stick together because they are small but together they are a swarm and swarms can be speedy; it is their greatest trait apart from their uncanny ability to find treats in the sands
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this post is inspired in part by this one by @cheshirepirouette and sponsored in part by convos w @asteriis and @indouscurse here’s to y’all!! this post also goes out to my brothers, who are pale as hell for reasons unbeknownst to all of us (this is a joke).
like any good headcanon, this started as a joke because i thought to myself: Ryland sounds like the type of name that somebody’s Black child would have and only use on church sundays. nobody actually has ever called him that in his whole entire life, except maybe his mama SOMETIMES and that’s why he doesn’t remember it right away. i feel like every Black person knows somebody who is called literally anything except their god given name. people call him lil r, lil grace, gracie, ry, ryry, riri, RG, lando, mr. grace, dr. grace, but nobody calls him Ryland, which is part of why he Can’t Remember for so long.
so of course i went back to the source material to see if he ever actually mentioned being white anywhere and unfortunately it is very much at the beginning of the book. so THEN i started to think about how i could get around that while remaining at least largely canon compliant (as a little treat for myself). what i came up with is what i have affectionately dubbed my “litebrite baby” headcanon.
grace was not particularly dark skinned to begin with, and then spent years in a coma with literally no sunlight. he is downright vampiric by the time that he wakes up, and upon seeing his white ass skin, assumes that he is in his own words, a Caucasian male.
unfortunately for him, this fits in really well with his theme of lack of identity and lack of connection. i think for most Black people it would be extremely hard to forget that we’re Black regardless of how light or dark our skin tone is. but throughout the book, even when Grace is thinking about his old, slowly resurfacing memories, he never thinks about family, he never thinks about friends. except for his students and Project Hail Mary, he is completely unmoored.
i’ve seen a few different headcanons for why this might be: he was an only child whose single parent died young, he was cut off by his parents for some reason or another, he just isn’t ever triggered to remember. but no matter the reason, grace is disconnected from crucial aspects of himself. i think that by making him Black, and his Blackness something he can’t remember, it add an extra heartbreaking layer to his characterization. Blackness is such a communal experience, and when it’s not, it leaves behind an ache. growing up Black in White Suburbia i know well both the experience of clinging to one’s own in a hostile world AND the hurt that comes with being severed from one’s community. grace loses so much of himself with the amnesia, unable to recall who he is at the deepest of levels, and i think if he could remember to grieve it, it would devastate him.
i do think he would remember eventually, either when his hair starts growing out (because in the book Armando shaves him iirc), or when he can finally catch a glimpse of his reflection clearly, or when he has a memory of someone in his family. my personal belief is he has a memory beamed directly into his brain of asking “Mama, am I white?” and his poor, long-suffering mom saying, “Now who the hell told you that?”
and then it still never becomes relevant because he has negative desire to explain the nuances of human racial categories to an alien who quite literally cannot see color.
[ID copied from alt: Ryland Grace drawn as a light-skinned Black man with a short afro, glasses, an orangey sweater, and an aroace flag colored shirt. There is a cloudy white halo behind his head and a squiggly red line in the cloud. End ID]
Something ive been thinking about as a billingual person who has lived for 15 years in a predominantly english speaking country and now speaks my native language Kinda Weird, I'm really interested in the idea of Grace developing a really strange accent after living on erid for like. 30 years. Grace still speaks english of course, his vocal chords arent built for the eridian language, and so he speaks english the eiridans speak their language. But when he speaks english, after all those years with the only responses he hears being musical notes, maybe his words start having strange intonations, stress being placed on different syllables, a more melodic, rhythmic tone to speaking. Maybe he starts using pitch more, subconsiously, varying pitch to match what hes trying to convey, similar to the eridians. His sentence structure would change too I think, he would start phrasing things more aligning with eridian sentence structure, just like saying "question" and "statement" at the end of sentences. All of this would happen slowly over time and he wouldnt even notice it, the eridians who are not versed in different human dialects and accents wouldnt notice it either. But it would change all the same. Maybe if somehow someway humans ever got in contact with grace again, some super radio transmitter or they just straight up send astronauts, whatever, I think the very first thing they would notice would be graces accent. Ryland grace has the most unique english accent in history, it sounds, frankly, completely alien.
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Sometimes you'll see a character that's not canonically aromantic but when you see them shipped with another character you think "ok this feels like aro erasure"