Ally Cat.

i love princess treatment. tie my shoe for me when it gets untied, carry me when my feet start to hurt from wearing these really cute heels all day, kiss my hand and tell me i’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever laid eyes on, open doors for me, pull my chair out for me, fix my hair when it looks untamed, hold my face and kiss my forehead, hold my hand everywhere we go, wine and dine me, tell me that i’m too pretty to lift a finger, remind me how much you absolutely adore me. treat me like the cute angel princess that i am. i deserve it.

When I lose 100 pounds maybe I’ll get this 🩷

I just want someone who's curious about me. And asks me questions and oohs and ahhs at my fun facts even if they're a little nerdy or lame. I want them to ask me the answer to the questions I ask them. Just genuine earnestness and eagerness to know me.

there are literally worse things than being in a saw trap like for instance openly expressing that you have wants and needs and are a real person

I overthink because I know how replaceable I am. I'm no one's first choice or anything special to someone, I am nothing.

I’m fucking tired of feeling like I’m second best. That I’m not enough. Like I’m an inconvenience. A waste of space 

I’m always the back burner friend. The friend that’s always there for everyone, but not important enough to be there for. I’m only moved to the front when it’s convenient. I’m tired.

What's the point in talking anymore no one listens to me anyway 😕