Haven't had a pinned post here in ages (whoops) but here it goes!
My name is Alexander, I'm 43 years old (yes, old people like this site too) and I'm a quirky (read: neurodivergent) German Gay who likes to spend his time watching his favorite shows, writing fan fiction, playing video games... and just generally doing Introvert Stuff (TM).
I have a tendency to simp for fictional villains, and the fact that Villain Actor Extraordinaire - Mr. Mark Strong - is my absolute favorite guy on this entire planet really does not help with this.
My favorite villain is Critical Role's Trent Ikithon (I favor his animated version but the campaign one is fine with me, too). Yes, you read that right. I seem to be the only one who loves likes him, but that doesn't stop me from doing so. Quite the contrary, in fact. He's my Evil German Wizard pookie and that's that.
If you want to know more, feel free to say hi and/or ask me things - it's what that ask box thingy is for!
Also, if you want to connect elsewhere, I'm mostly on Bluesky.
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Professor Caleb and the Chibi Esseks β Morning Routine
Gardening Essek insists on checking the garden before breakfast, Armor Essek fixes his bedhead, and Shadowhand Essek finds Calebβs shoulder so comfortable that he goes back to sleep.
Meanwhile, Caleb is getting absolutely nothing done.π
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Being able to draw older people as attractive without reducing or erasing the visual signs of aging, and in fact showing that they're attractive because of those signs, is an artistic skill that should be valued so much more. Honestly, it should earn you an immediate fortune because holy fuck is it a rare commodity. There are so many artists who seem to think attractiveness and aging exist in opposition to each other, so they smooth every wrinkle, erase every crease, and de-age the character until they're basically thirty with silver hair. But when an artist can look at crow's feet, smile lines, weathered skin, deep-set wrinkles, and all the little traces of a life well lived and say, "No, that's what makes them beautiful," that's a level of artistic observation and care I wish we celebrated more often.
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I have SO many thoughts about Trent in that Mighty Nein Stories Untold book (I need the physical version first to really dive into things but I don't have it yet despite pre-ordering it) but let me say one thing first: The audiobook version of the Astrid story gives me Liam O'Brien as Trent and oh GOD PLEASE YES. I know this is the opposite of what Liam was trying to achieve but sorry Liam your Trent is very much my type and I wish to hear him speak for hours.
I got this today and I'm so THRILLED!!! It feels so special to have a map of Trent's country! (Someone stop me from drawing little hearts next to Zadash and Rexxentrum.)
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I listened to this episode ages ago, but it has stuck with me ever since, and in this post I plan to make it everyone else's problem π
Spoilers for C2E110 below the cut.
OK. If you haven't listened to this episode in a while, it's the one where the Mighty Nein have dinner with Trent Ikithon, the wizard who groomed Caleb into becoming a killer and manipulated him into murdering his own parents. Trent waxes poetic about how he had to do all of this to help Caleb realize his full potential. Lots of gross "it hurt you more than it hurt me" type stuff.
And at the end of the dinner, Caduceus the cleric, the gentle firbolg, looks this monster dead in the eye and says:
"May I say, before you go... I think perhaps you are one of the most powerful mages that I've ever had the pleasure to be in the presence of. For this I would offer a gift. I think it has been a long time since anyone has pointed out to you that you're a fool.
"Pain doesn't make people. It's love that makes people. The pain is inconsequential. It's love that saves them. And you would know that, but you have none around you. You said so yourself. You surround yourself with lies and deception, and... I wish for you in the future to find someone who will mourn you when you are gone.
"Respectfully."
Trent's goal in inviting the Nein to dinner is to sow doubt in the group. He wants them to be afraid of Caleb. More than that, he wants them to be afraid of him, of what he might do to them if they stand in the way of his plans for Caleb. And he wants Caleb to feel that, in some twisted way, he owes Trent. That everything he's achieved, everything he's learned, is because of what Trent put him through.
And there, in his own dining room, Caduceus calls him a fool, showing him that they're not scared of him. Cad says that it's love that shapes people, denying Trent any credit for the wizard and man Caleb has become.
I don't think Trent believes Caduceus. I don't think he has a big revelation about the power of love or regrets anything he's done after hearing Cad's speech. But when Caduceus calls him an idiot in his own house, he knows these people aren't scared of him, that he's gone to the effort of bringing them here to mess with their heads and it's failed. He knows the Nein love Caleb, and they're not going anywhere.
SUCH good stuff.
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