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Autistic people when we're happy:

OF COURSE.

[8 secs of the onho moment in hello and all smiles and giggles]

[10 secs of Jinki laying on Minho’s lap in hello baby.]

[30 secs of big smiley tight huggles in leather]

[Minho picking Jinki and Jinki leaning a little forward to see his answer, and then how Jinki picks Minho for the member they rely on the most]

[25 GLORIOUS SECONDS OF THEM BEHIND THE MB STAGE LIKE JUST HAVE SEX PLEASE]

[Minho grabbing Jinki’s hand and not letting go as they argue with the other members]

[Just don’t touch Minho’s Jinki.]

[One of their million cancer curing hugs]

[Pattaya Thailand, and like Jinki’s sick and Minho’s making sure he’s ok]

[Also in Pattaya. Minho’s feeling up on Jinki’s shin]

[Wife!ho sees that Jinki’s tie needs fixing and goes and does it. Later in the vid tho]

[Jinki being there for Minho after he lost a game]

[Just watch the 58 sec vid lol]

[Basically Wife!ho again helping Jinki]

[Trying to figure out how an ebook reader works but it really looks like they are planning their wedding]

[Always touching]

[Too busy touching to really pay attention to Taemin and Jonghyun’s words]

[Lucifer Piggy Back]

I really think Minho isn’t a person who can pretend he’s okay. That boy wears his heart on his sleeve. He was the last to see Jjong and I’m still so distraught over it.

I’ve never seen him look so broken and I just keep thinking about him. I’m not saying I know him. I don’t by any means. But…. I really feel he and I are the same in that respect.

I’d really love to just sit with Minho and tell him that grief is just love with nowhere to go. He has the biggest heart, so much love and that just hurts. He doesn’t deserve that.

He also was the one who went immediately back to work so he really hasn’t had time to grieve, he hasn’t had time alone to express, to give Jonghyun all that love. I hope everyone is mindful around Minho. He’s had his fair share of malicious words

I remember him saying that he knew of Jonghyun’s insomnia and would just sit with him and talk. I’m sure they spoke a lot… I’m sure he knew. I’m sure there was a reason he was always the one to console him right away. He listened to Blue Night regularly.

Minho has so much love with nowhere to go. He learnt so much about Jonghyun. He even said so himself.

He was always attentive around Jonghyun since debut but after his car accident in 2013. I noticed he was even more so. Fawning over him during EVERYBODY. He was just relieved.

The fact that Jonghyun had dedicated happy birthday to him at the inspired concert. I think about that a lot too…. I wonder what he’d been thinking then…. Minho attended all of his concerts but I think inspired will stay with him.

What was going through Jonghyun’s mind during happy birthday. I’m still thinking about this…. I mean I don’t know. That just breaks my heart.

I think…that was his way of saying “I’ll see you later, when you listen to this song please treat me kindly. I love you. Happy birthday.”

I’m sorry I’m just emotional.