nii's study journey

[ 3 June 2021 ]

day 3 of 30 days of productivity

- collected clothes for e-concert from my captain

- bought some drugstore makeup for my e-concert

- did some groceries (and bought chamomile tea!! )

- went to film 3 dances

- went to the park to see the sunset for the first time

[ 2 June 2021 ]

day 2 of 30 days of productivity

[ 1 June 2021 ]

day 1 of 30 days of productivity

things done today:

- chemistry remedial

- math tuition

- biology: dna and rna

- finished and emailed my SGC

had 45mins of chemistry remedial and 2h of math tuition but i did not learn anything from if😪😔

did 1h of biology today and revisiting my old notes from last year. also, i had some random thoughts about how my junior college life would have been like if it wasnt for covid. how much more fun it would have been and much more things to write in my SGC.

there's this picture of my seniors at the school carnival 2 years ago and back when i was still in y4, i never failed to stop and take a look at it, looking forward to the day when its my turn in senior high(junior college). but that day never came because of covid. we almost had one this year that was supposed to be held within our school but it got cancelled due to the sudden spike in number of covid cases and i was once again disheartened. just a random thought..

[ 31 May 2021 ]

oh no i totally forgot about my 30 days of productivity😖😖 i didnt expect it to be this difficult...

i woke up pretty early yesterday at 8.50am (supposedly 8.30) and i did up a list of todos but i only managed to finish half of it

today i woke up once again in the afternoon and i just finished my graduation certificate draft and im intending to finish the rest of my todos from yesterday. also, i realised that i have to go back to school for my GP, chemistry practical and biology practical exams during the holidays...

few days ago i ended my last cca session on zoom and i was utterly saddened that up till the very end, we still couldnt become the way i wanted us to become.

anyways ill be restarting my 30 days of productivity again!! and meanwhile im going to start my study vlog again, what a pity that i cant go out to study this time unlike during March Holidays:(

23 May 2021

day of 1 out of 30days of productivity

11 & 12 May 2021

i woke up earlier than my usual because i had three webinars to watch regarding the different courses across various uni in my country and it was pretty insightful then i lazed around and even took a 2h nap at night but i just typed my tutorial analysis and answer into docs to make sure theyre all in one place frm now on, but i only did one i still have a lot of them to do but its good cause i get to revise them along the way

9 May 2021

really grateful to see encouraging people here and it really helps to me become more motivated:) i still have lots of unfinished work and my math tests tomorrow. ive made countless mistakes today, but i guess that's how we grow. I hope to clarify all my doubts by the end of the week regarding this 3 topics.

8 May 2021

Ive completely lost my motivation to study. This is terrible, especially when it's my A Level year. My grades are still at rock bottom and I really want to improve them. But recently, my motivation has been decreasing and the past few weeks were exhausting. Ive become complacent and I often waste away my weekends. I have upcoming math and economics tests but ive barely started my revision. I need to change and get back on track asap.

[ 14 Apr 2021 ]

had dance tdy but received bad news so now we have decreased number of sessions out of the already limited sessions left. i felt heartbroken and disappointed because i regained some hope but it shattered so quickly, and because i thought even though we have so little time left, as long as we put in effort, we could still make it. but no, after today, i dont know if i can trust them anymore. not only have we been forced into corners by the circumstances and the people around us, but also ourselves, which makes me even more disappointed.

did not study today but only did my gp homework because i went out with some of my batchies for dinner, good dessert and cute phototaking session

[13 Apr 2021]

back at studying bio again today but moving on to part 3: infectious diseases!! I was supposed to study both biology and economics today, but guess ill just print out the slides for my MCT and analyse it once more.

danced today as well but lost motivation halfway:( but found another song that motivates me so alls good

[ 12Apr2021 ]