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"This was something he realized after meeting Detective Jinchul Woo" GIRL WHAT CHU MEAN 😭.

THESE ARE REAL??????? AHAHAHAHAHAHAH WHAT IN THE WORLD. i thought it was fake ahahahahahahaha. this is from march 2005 to jan 2006(: their cyworlds are gone now and so i cant verify them myself, but loads of kvips are swearing these are true, so, well—believe it or dont, whatever you want to do. 

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GD TO TOP ‘shell’ is gd and ‘turtle’ is top

3/28- 天上天下唯我獨尊 (roughly means above the sky, under the sky, just one person) the best, ulzzang, best body ChoiSama, lets all follow him~ oppa is da best~~

4/3- aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ght 

4/3- if you sleep now, you waste a day~ bored

4/4- ㅋㅋ what do i do, should i buy? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

4/4- i really want to … i dont know…ㅋㅋㅋ

4/8- at the market yesterday~~~ㅋㅋㅋ

4/17- turtle~~~ ill see you tomorrow~~ or later today?

4/18- this works it works~

4/24- turtle turtle turtle..

4/25- congracongrats ~~

4/27- hey turtle turtle

4/30- wakeup shakeup get up and come to me~ dammit

5/2- hey turtle trying to be a dragon through college! im fucked…ㅋㅋ

5/6- turtle man, give me marbles

5/8- so tired bored…anyway honestly, youre jealous of my food right?

5/9- honestly not yet, tempo nigga

5/9- you are lovable shell god choi turtle

5/12- yo turtle nigga, noona next to you at lotte world

5/13- you honestly like it ㅋㅋ

5/14- sh..e…ll…… tur…tle…… sh…e….ll

5/14- shell! ah dammit im hungry eu uh eu uh

5/15- ㅋㅋ you know im nervous, to be honset?

5/16- hu hu hu im so in disbelief

5/17- ah i have amazing sense ㅋㅋ

5/19- i still dont have strength in my legs…

5/21- why arent thou answering your phone?

5/22- feel the m2 hyung…

5/23- why? too full of emotions to feel…huhu

5/24- crazy for shells…ㅋㅋ turtle who eats shells three times a day

5/25- wae, aint it nice… huhu

5/27- ㅋㅋㅋ is it? tell me…huhu

5/29- hyung you love shells. too. much. today was after a long time hiatus, no? huhu

6/1- shells shells shells

6/8- its been forever since i last saw you?

6/9- ah………………..

6/11- nigga where you at mangs

6/13- trust you to go to the beach with? youre the fastest one in the sea…

6/14- brrrp

6/15- Ggo Go.!

6/23- faster than jooryun? mm nono faster than jo hyeryun obviously

6/17- want to eat shell—does hyung want to, turtle?

6/18- youre gonna evolve into a human?!

6/22- brrp!

6/24- im not coming today~~ buy some shells

6/27- hyung you didnt come todayㅡㅡ

7/1- just wanna see you

7/5- okie squirtle

7/8- i want to see you, im beginning to forget your weirdness

7/9- squirtle

7/9- my headheadhead~~~

7/12- piekki

7/12- piekki = piggy

7/12- hoot, i do whatever i want

7/14- brp!

7/18- pickipickipickin fight?

7/21- hyung your butt is so saggy..

7/27- turtle.. not often at all..ㅋㅋ

8/8- call me first

8/8- youre so senseless.. okie is obviously dokie.

8/12- bring the cd ㅡㅡ

8/18- ㅋㅋthank you. call me, drunkard. ㅋㅋ

8/22- as long as you know….ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

8/25- mte turtle

8/26- okie

8/30- okie

9/12- anyway

9/16- wu wu wu wu wu wu

9/17- shut up~~~^^

9/22- i have a disease and a infection in my left nostril.. 

9/24- sob sob

9/26- give me the CD

10/21- hyung youre just going crazy…

10/24- i dont think this is right

10/25- ive always been this way

10/27- you wanted to be a turtle

10/28- look at my face, do i match a zibra print?

10/31- hurry up and come

11/04- get here on time, trainee. be submissive to your sunbaeㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

11/06- youre welcome. ill give you present, just wait.

11/13- ill caawlll yeew

11/21- hard to adjust ㅋㅋ

11/22- a kitty 

11/22- i cant sleep

11/22- i cant sleep but hyung youre sleeping so peacefully in the other room

11/27- keep

11/30- just skip school and sleep in

11/30- ok

11/30- me really wants to see you. lets hurry up and sleep together. its hard, right? hwaiting~~

12/02- royal battle

12/12- hyunseung is going to kill you soon, be careful

1/1- happy new years mang

1/6- i dont get hit because my hyung isnt here

1/8- oh yeah

1/10- stop using cyworld and practice

1/10- excuses…

1/11- where you at

1/21- everythings the same, its alright?!^^

1/21- yeah but hyungseung took over our dorm

1/22- hyungseungie is the king

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the rest under the cut cus this post is getting super long

TOP TO GD 

(TOP set most of his messages to private. these are the only ones he didnt set as private)

1/26- just shut up~ its getting annoying. its not something that you should get so worked up over. i told you that i was sorry. dont make me angry, i already apologized. dont talk like that, either.

7/27- ignoring you, youre gay

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TOP to someone else

9/14- hyung the converse shop is back„

9/21- hyung i miss you ㅋㅋ

9/22- i thought youd understand me„

9/26- hyung i cant lie„ but jiyong you got raped by me today remember? 

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from the picture tab in top’s cyworld

a saturday at the dorm after just us two eating 7 servings of food.

we couldnt sleep so we started taking pictures. this was a good idea we clumped all the hair together and called ourselves ‘atom’ and we laughed like crazy.

it was a MUST that day.

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from the picture tab in gd’s cyworld

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ps. top’s cyworld was deleted a long time ago, not sure about gd’s. 

Picrew’s fun :)

If u can’t tell, I love Jinwoo in that black dress-shirt.

Let me in your ocean

Swim

Although I think the part that drove home for me that he was just, not thinking sanely would have to be when he proposed the choker bombs on Villains to be wrapped around their neck. Or you know, when he just gave full on permition to Taeshik and other people to go ahead and kill villains and pay them for that. I mean, its obvious when you hear it from me, right now, that Jinchul was obviously crossing the line way before we got told directly that 'yup hes not well mentally.' but considering most action manhwas and, just the general vibe about action fantasy has about stripping criminals from human rights and simply letting them die a gruesome death (heck even SL had bunch of those moments) I was like "oh yeah Jinchul is just being hyped as this hero of justice following along Jinwoo's steps to guide people"

BUT NO, instead Daul really said "This man is suffering a past trauma that he constantly relives in his dreams, he fears everyday that the war hes seen will come back again, porbably even worse, and for that he wants the world to be prepared. Hes on constant alert, hes choosing to take extreme measures for the sake of humanity, the lonelyness he has held for so long has not made him stronger by any means but instead so much more insecure becuase now the only person he has in his life is basically a god, unable to protect earth anymore as he has always done. And as the only one who knows the past he is consumed by the pressure of doing everything he can in order to not let the earth descend into chaos. He cannot even choose to have the past erased becuase those memories just refuse to leave him, and even if he did have the choice, he would NEVER want to erase them, no matter how much its poisoning his mind, no matter how much he suffers. Becuase he's just a man."

Happy birthday Woo Jinchul, your

"To not hold him back when he returns, that is the best we can do. Or at the very least, I shouldn't become a nuisance to him."

Because there was nothing that I, a mere human, could do for Sung Jin-woo, who already had everything.

-Ah! How about this then. I really hope this doesnt come to pass but... If by any chance, His majesty is away for a long time, I will also protect His majesty's family.

"Don't you dare erase my memories like last time! This is an order from your superior!"

Because for the human named Woo Jin-cheol, memories of the past were no longer mere fragments, memories of Sung Jin-woo, the great shadow monarch and the king of the dead, went beyond the human body and dug deep into his soul…

- both of them don’t really know when they fell in love with each other; it just happened. one moment they’re meeting purely as a hunter and a representative of KHA during one of incidents, next they’re literally living together. but truth be told it happened gradually, the more and more small meetings they had purely because of jinwoo’s (mis)adventures the more they started to learn about other. by time jinchul asked jinwoo to meet gunhee they were on close friendly terms and jinwoo easily knew how jinchul drunk (but not loved) his coffee, while jinchul knew that he and jinwoo share taste in tea. /jinwoo will never admit that his heart skipped a beat at jinchul’s relieved smile when he agreed to meet gunhee, nope. jinchul will absolutely never admit that jinwoo’s showoff in dungeon worked/

- jinwoo had a tendency to randomly appear near jinchul and thus scaring him. he ultimately stopped appearing unannounced after startled jinchul knocked him out several times with his kick or punch.

- jinwoo unironically got scared by jinchul several times after they stated to live together. first time it happened jinwoo got up to drink cocoa only to stumble in dark corridor with sleepwalking jinchul. jinchul has no idea he actually sleep walks and jinwoo doesn’t see any need in telling him so (but he’s not more careful when walking around apartment at night and makes sure his summons keep track on jinchul when it happens).

- jinwoo is one of few people that know that jinchul hates coffee but drinks it to be functional. he once brought jinchul a good cup of coffee as an apology and while jinchul’s face said nothing he saw how man’s lips slightly curved down and he had overall air of displeasure. after that jinwoo makes sure to get jinchul best brands of tea (when fucking up) or herbal tea that helps with sleep or stress relief.

- their first ‘kiss’ was absolutely not romantic. it happened after jinwoo’s awakening as monarch, angry and worried jinchul marched to jinwoo (while himself being barely allowed out of bed and having his hand in a brace) and grabbed him by hospital garb and just kept angry breathing because no words came out. man eventually gave up trying to say anything and just tiredly placed his head on jinwoo’s shoulder, jinwoo in return kissed his messy hair as a sort of comfort because he also has no words. they sat silently like that until both fell asleep in the most awkward pose.

- after that jinwoo actually found out that he likes to kiss jinchul’s hair because it’s just so fluffy and smells like citrus. first time he tried to do that after they both got out from hospital he was greeted by gel in jinchul’s hair and spent long time spitting it out.

- jicnhul accidentally found out that jinwoo is in fact a big lazy cat. he likes to be petted and scratched and has an awful tendency to lean on jinchul. he also doesn’t know what ‘personal space’ means.

- both of them are so tired and overworked they barely have time for proper meetings outside work. they even rarely spend time in each other’s apartments, but when it happens it’s usually one or both of them crashing on bed to just sleep. when things become more stable they actually buy a shared apartment because managing two separate ones is a pain.

- both of them are not morning persons, but jinchul handles it slightly better due to his working schedule. he’s still sleepy and tired but he can collect himself to get ready and even cook something easy for him and jinwoo who takes longer to get up. it’s completely reverse when jinchul knows he doesn’t need to get up early, man can sleep until lunch if someone won’t wake him up. one time it was so bad jinwoo wasn’t able to wake him up until his carried this blanket burrito to kitchen and woke him up with smell of food.

- both of them are fashion disasters, so it’s usually girls helping them out or pick casual wear. even jinwoo was actually scandalized to learn jinchul has almost to none casual wear. after girls dragged them through every cloth store jinwoo actually didn’t recognize jinchul in casual wear until jinah lost it and laughed. and then jinchul had no idea why people kept staring at him while jinwoo was annoyed people do stare at him.

- usually it’s jinchul offering jinwoo psychological comfort when jinwoo starts to fear he’s losing himself and his humanity. jinwoo can openly talk about his fears and jinchul just silently embraces him this whole time offering all the comfort he can provide. in rare instances jinchul is having a mental breakdown from work jinwoo is the one to take the burn of it, of yelling and swearing and broken furniture. he’s never angry at jinchul for that, instead offering comfort and peace when jinchul calms down and starts to regret it.

- their first actual kiss was really accidental. jinwoo leaned too much to see papers better while jinchul explained, and when jinchul turned his head jinwoo was too close so they ended up touching lips. it was really awkward because it was right in front of KHA members and gunhee.

- jinwoo knows jinchul is a really strong hunter but there’s still that irrational fear of having jinchul in a dungeon. he’s extremely happy that jinchul’s job rarely involves actual raids but when it happens he makes sure to have beru or igris to accompany him just in case.

- jinwoo never understood how exactly his animal summons ended up loving jinchul more than him. even worse is that out of them all only kamish can give any answer but dragon just huffs and proceeds to nap in jinchul’s arms like a big domestic cat after he learned how to shrunk himself. jinwoo labeled him a traitor.

- both of them try their best to not have secrets from each other. both are also self sacrificial idiots. they really try their best.

- jinchul was actually afraid of properly meeting jinwoo’s family because jinchul himself is an orphan that managed to snatch the heir of family. jinchul isn’t a coward but closer they got to door the more he wanted to run away. in the end he was warmly welcomed into family with no issues whatsoever.

- jinwoo had a crisis when he realized he actually likes when jinchul commands him. be in in daily life or in bed. especially in bed he’s more than happy to be a service top because jinchul is too tired to do anything himself.

- after sleepwalk scare fiasco jinwoo developed sleeping octopus tendencies to keep man in bed at nights. this backfired because jinchul has problems to untangle himself at mornings.

- jinchul tried to keep his relationship a secret, turns out everyone knew long time ago and placed several bets. needles to say jinchul almost murdered entire KHA stuff until betrayal from gunhee crit hit him. his own boss and father figure was the one to initiate bets. jinwoo knew but did nothing because it’s just hilarious.

I’m back with another Miraculous Ladybug rec list! As before, I’m trying to rec fics that readers are less likely to have read, generally trying to keep to under 500 kudos on AO3. You can find my other rec lists on my blog under #jennarecsml

If you enjoy these, please reblog so more readers can find these awesome fics!

I’m a sucker for fics that hurt me. The sting of rejection, the pangs of unrequited love, the hurt and the suffering yesssss, give it all to me!! Read these fics and come suffer with me! (Most have happy or at least bittersweet endings.)

Persuasion by InkyCoffee

Of course, she probably wasn’t going to be there in person. And if she was, she may not even remember him. And if she did, she would probably throw him out without an interview.

She would be well within her rights.

He didn’t deserve to be in her presence.

Still, he hoped.

She was why he was back here, after all.

One-shot. Adrienette. Post-relationship (i.e. they were together but they’re not anymore.) and post-Hawkmoth defeat. Adrien knows. And worse than that, he knows he’s responsible for breaking her heart. My hearttttttt, it breaks. The tension between them just hurts in the best way. But this is seriously beautiful.

Alone by plikki

Adrien thought he knew what it meant to be alone, but he had never felt like that before in his life.

One-shot. Set after S4 Gang of Secrets, this fic just HURTS because Adrien is hurting and it’s even worse because we know that something like this is probably coming. Plikki’s Adrien characterization is perfect. There’s no comfort to be found here, but you should still read it.

our hands would not be taught to hold another’s by @ladyofthenoodle

Adrien knew that wasn’t fair to blame Ladybug for this. There were rules, and now that Master Fu was gone, it was her job as the Guardian to enforce them. There were rules, and he knew the rules, and he broke them. He hadn’t meant to, but he did.

That didn’t make losing the ring hurt any less.

Plagg shot Ladybug a skeptical look. “And you really think you can do this without him?”

Ladybug bit her lip. “I… I don’t know. But I have to. It’s my job, I shouldn’t need… I should be able to do it with anyone.“

But… maybe there couldn’t be Ladybug without Chat Noir. Ladybug by itself didn’t sound nearly as cool.

Multi-chapter. I put off reading this fic for the longest time because I didn’t know if I could handle the angst of Ladybug taking the ring from Adrien, and I really regret that because it’s SO FREAKING AMAZING. Missnoodles does a fantastic job of exploring their relationship and their characters and really does the work of exploring all the feelings. I really can’t sell this one enough.

Anhedonia/When Adrien Met Marinette… by @mikauzoran

Chat Noir hadn’t been lying when he told Ladybug he’d moved on. It was only when he found out that Ladybug was Marinette that he realized he was wrong. Meanwhile, Marinette thinks that she’s missed her chance when Adrien insists that he’s gotten over his feelings. Now, they’re roommates and making themselves miserable as they pine for one another, thinking the situation’s hopeless. Things finally come to a head, and they’re forced to sit down and have an honest conversation about their feelings.

One-shot. Adrien is pining and feeling unlovable, and wow, do you ever feel all of his pain and anxiety seeping out of every word. This is just so heartbreakingly beautiful with a happy ending.

when you weren’t mine to lose by @bugsandchatons

Change is a scary thing, especially when it feels like nothing has stayed the same.

It’s been a year since Marinette became the Guardian of the Miracle Box - a year of struggling beneath a burden she never asked for, a weight that has her leaning on her partner more and more as the hours fly by, of letting him come to her, too, when he needs a soft place to land. A year of falling for the boy who takes on the world by her side with a smile made of sunlight, and fighting the growing urge to tell him what he means to her.

After all, they’ll have time enough for that when Paris is safe.

But when the unthinkable happens, Marinette learns the tragedy of loving someone quietly, and the lines she’ll cross to save him.

Multi-chapter. This is what happens when Ladybug loses Chat Noir. It hurts in all the best ways and the writing is absolutely gorgeous and somehow we still get a happy ending!

Echoes of You by @kittinoir

In the day time, she’s Marinette - a normal girl, with a normal life. A normal girl, with a normal life. A normal girl, with…

Multi-chapter. You know the angst train everyone’s been riding since we learned in Miracle Queen that renouncing the miracle box costs the guardian their memories? Kittinoir murders us with it. Marinette’s got giant gaps in her memory she’s struggling to understand while Adrien is desperately trying to figure out just what the hell happened to his lady. Lots of angst and a mystery and this fic is one hell of a ride from start to finish! (There’s also a sequel that’s a WIP but I haven’t started reading it yet.)

balancing act by @fictionalinfinity

“Besides, being Ladybug always came first. It came before school, friends, and sometimes even family. Now it had to come before her health. Marinette had a duty to Paris. She wouldn’t let them down.”

Or, being both Ladybug and the Guardian starts to take its toll on Marinette.

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the epilepsy au literally no one asked for

Multi-chapter. Oooh boy. Fictionalinfinity does an amazing job of weaving these new symptoms into the existing canon in a way that feels completely organic and believable. The characterizations are AMAZING, and the conflict is just so completely believable and absolutely heart-wrenching.

I swear I’ll let you go in the morning by plikki

When you lose all certainty in your life, you hold onto the only person that keeps you from falling apart.

One-shot. Hawk Moth’s identity is revealed and as a result, Ladybug and Chat Noir share their identities with each other. Not nearly as angsty as some of the other fics on this list, but have some sweet hurt/comfort after all of that.

When Push Comes to Shove by @thatanonwiththeoc​

Adrien had lost everything after he ran away from her in that sewer. His miraculous, his kwami, his Lady.

However, little did he know that she caught a glance of him without him knowing it, and she wasn’t about to let him leave just yet.

One-shot. Set after the NY Special. Once Marinette realizes who ran away from him, it changes everything and the way they interact is just sad and sweet and lovely. The happy ending makes up for all the hurt!

Cut here because of spoilers for season 4 below

PJO x HP crossover! In which Percy and Harry discuss the woes of falling in love with your best friend while Annabeth and Hermione gush over books and magic spells instead of their heroic but silly boyfriends who always need saving.

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