there is so much to grieve

What in your opinion is everything wrong with the Grisha Trilogy?

Why is the end of Ruin and Rising even a thing? I've never cried in frustration and anger at a book ending until now. Dangit if I didn't literally slam the book shut and punch the cover. (And why is Mal even... guh, I was so happy when I thought he was gone.)

i think im happy for netflix greenlighting bc now everyone will know how toxic malina is and how mal is a dickfuck

Every night I go to bed with a stomach full of bad feelings. It creaks, it craws, it moans; split open the ribs and find my stuttering heart – “Why do we fear? Why do we try?” It whispers. I want to give it answers with upward palms. The lines, the grooves, they know things, I think. A boy told me once that hands have a world of knowledge; a column for knowing, a column for hoping. I pry open my hands so that my stomach can know peace. I pry open my stomach so that my mind can know fear. My mind bubbles.