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Devastating! Art museum gift shop doesn’t sell prints of specific and unpopular painting that struck a cord with you!

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being anti-amatonormativity in a romance centered world is like watching half the people you know put all their eggs in one basket and then drop the basket and all their eggs break and they’re crying and swearing they’re never gonna do that again and then a month later they have all new eggs in a new basket and they tell you the problem was they didn’t have a strong enough basket or fresh enough eggs and then they drop the fucking basket again.
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american christian hegemony and chauvinism are so strong that a person can celebrate every major christian holiday every single year of their life and arrange all their social and professional calendars and homes around those holidays and still say that they're like, totally not christian at all, they literally see themselves as somehow a "neutral" type of nonreligious person, that's how much cultural christianity is seen by them as the default
I think about this so so often. I hope more people get this through their heads so it'll be easier to have real conversations about. I'm absolutely culturally christian, my parents are both atheists raised christian and I was raised with most of the holidays and traditions they grew up with. I have a lot of complicated feelings about it, and remember feeling so weird and disconnected from holidays growing up because the meaning my parents got out of them was still very based in their childhood memories of a religion I had no connection to. I fantasized a lot about making up my own holidays to celebrate when I grew up, or just not celebrating anything. These days I'm not sure what I'll do long-term. I'll keep celebrating christian holidays with my parents as long as they're around. If I had kids I definitely wouldn't raise them with christian holidays, but I'm unlikely to have kids anyway. I wish often that there was more room to build a deeper relationship with the cultural and communal aspects of christianity as an atheist, and to be honest about the relationships to christianity many culturally christian atheists already have. But of course we can't do that because we have to pretend christianity is the neutral default culture!
I’m not trying to turn your kids trans; that’s stupid. I’m trying to turn them into socialists.
#for real tho! their gender is their business but class struggle is everyone’s business
Tania Font: Deconstrucció V (2020)
thinking about marriage as suicide in the 1818 frankenstein text again. victor's acceptance of his marriage with elizabeth in volume III's fifth chapter and the haste with which it's planned and carried out can be linked to his suicidal thoughts in the aftermath of clerval's murder which in turn heavily informs victor's ironic misinterpretation of the creature's promise: I go; but remember, I shall be with you on your wedding-night.
we know by victor's account that he's been tormented by suicidal thoughts and carried out an attempt at his life during his travels back to geneva from ireland. these sentiments repeatedly appear throughout the fourth chapter, to quote a few:
[...] but if it be all true, if indeed I did not dream, I am sorry that I am still alive to feel this misery and horror.
I was overcome by gloom and misery, and often reflected I had better seek death than remain miserably pent up only to be let loose in a world replete with wretchedness. At one time I considered whether I should not declare myself guilty, and suffer the penalty of the law, less innocent than poor Justine had been.
[...] some destiny of the most horrible kind hangs over me, and I must live to fulfil it, or surely I should have died on the coffin of Henry.
At these moments I often endeavoured to put an end to the existence I loathed; and it required unceasing attendance and vigilance to restrain me from committing some dreadful act of violence.
the letter he receives from elizabeth becomes something of a turning point. the creature's words are victor's first thought upon reading it, the possibility of his death or miserable life after defeating the monster what he thinks about before considering elizabeth's or his assumed happiness in the equation.
This letter revived in my memory what I had before forgotten, the threat of the fiend — “I will be with you on your wedding-night!” Such was my sentence [...] On that night he had determined to consummate his crimes by my death. Well, be it so; a deadly struggle would then assuredly take place, in which if he was victorious, I should be at peace, and his power over me be at an end. If he were vanquished, I should be a free man. Alas! what freedom? [...]
the vision of his own death as inevitable is what informs his decisions from this moment on. under the guise of bringing happiness to his father, who he knows wants the union to happen, and elizabeth, who he believes to be wanting of it, victor ignores his miseries (an act that his family instills in him, which he has in common with elizabeth and is, what i believe, ultimately keeping them from true understanding of one another) and considers his death a worthy price to pay and believes it a fulfillment of his destiny.
Sweet and beloved Elizabeth! I read and re-read her letter, and some softened feelings stole into my heart, and dared to whisper paradisaical dreams of love and joy; but the apple was already eaten, and the angel’s arm bared to drive me from all hope. Yet I would die to make her happy. If the monster executed his threat, death was inevitable; yet, again, I considered whether my marriage would hasten my fate.
I resolved, therefore, that if my immediate union with my cousin would conduce either to her’s or my father’s happiness, my adversary’s designs against my life should not retard it a single hour.
Soon after my arrival my father spoke of my immediate marriage with my cousin. I remained silent. “Have you, then, some other attachment?” “None on earth. I love Elizabeth, and look forward to our union with delight. Let the day therefore be fixed; and on it I will consecrate myself, in life or death, to the happiness of my cousin.”
[...] when he had pronounced the words, “I shall be with you on your wedding-night,” I should regard the threatened fate as unavoidable. But death was no evil to me, if the loss of Elizabeth were balanced with it; and I therefore, with a contented and even cheerful countenance, agreed with my father, that if my cousin would consent, the ceremony should take place in ten days, and thus put, as I imagined, the seal to my fate.
the remembrance of the creature's threatening promise is instrumental to the eagerness with which victor accepts the prospect of the incestuous marriage upon his arrival, something he's been dreading and putting away throughout the novel is now hastily put together under the belief of giving elizabeth a taste of happiness and himself the release of death, the longing for which deeply colors his character at this particular point of the story. death is something destined, it's a penalty for the creature's (victor's) actions, it's the end of his suffering and it's intrinsically linked to consummating the act of incest expected of him and elizabeth since childhood.
the marriage becomes synonymous with victor's suicide by the hand of his creation (who is an extension of his self) and thus something to be carried out the sooner the better. except that was not what the creature had planned.
the way people seem to genuinely conflate brain damage with fascism drives me up the wall. maybe it's the lead in paint/gas/vapes. maybe it's ai. maybe their brains just don't work right. maybe something they didn't have control over made them dumb to us and thus ontologically evil. what are you on
every single day millions of people are poisoned by the actions of rich people trying to save a dollar by ignoring public safety. nobody has ever chosen to get brain damage. implying people with it are predisposed to conservatism is flatly awful. you yourself are not safe from getting brain damage because you are leftist. you are not special. you are just as likely to fall victim to it as anyone else is.
your mental ability does not, has not, and will never determine your political leanings. it's just plain ableism.

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Sinner, c. 2025, oil on wood and antique washboard Tempted, c. 2025, oil on wood in handmade hinged frame
Me when the obviously doomed character doesn't get a happy ending
Liz Bachhuber - Heart, 2005.

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