i did not once ever have a full night’s sleep from 2013-2015. nothing new to say that hasn’t already been said but it was so fucking fun being a one direction fan while they were still releasing albums/touring. can’t even put it into words or describe it. u were constantly terrorized while also having the best time of ur life.

the absolute cruelty of death and it leaving this complete lack of ability to find and give closure. he deserved at least the chance to recover, heal, and make amends.

to my friends who I am still in contact with, those who I lost contact with, those who were still around and those who, like me, have emerged from the woodwork due to tragedy - I love you I see you I’m thinking of you

akajsjsk oh my god louis is such a lurker. he says he reads through the group chats fans put him in to stay up to date and he saw the tiktok of the fan who framed his tanktop lmao you never know when and what this man sees. these are the moments i'm thankful he's not on tumblr to read my unhinged thoughts 💀💀💀

discovering new music late at night is like opening up a secret cave in the ground

i love when louis