aiden

Hello! I'm aiden. I'm 16 [turning 17 this year] and a cis male. My other account is @aidenreblogs

Former usernames are: @adamcest @lanzacestuous @adamcests @flecktarncrusade

I am the creator of the tag 12507blr for robbie h. on here. Although I made this tag, I only care about Adam. He is my favorite person to have ever existed.

Due to the recent wave of accounts being taken down, all of my posts are going to be a bit more vague. If you would like to talk to me more then ask me for my discord. I am not very active, but it is better than whatever is happening on here.

Shoutout to my best friends! @paranoidtistic @robbiecest @helladazzedout @crucifixxtion @aztecwizzle @ditzy-muffin

I have severe depression, and I'm not surprised at all. This one I've known for awhile and I think it is useless information.

I also have bad anxiety. Another thing that I already knew and I so not care to think about. I have had so many problems that were blamed on me "having anxiety" so this is nothing new.

I have an Ed. I could tell you that one.

I tend to be such a hypocrite about things. I'm upset whenever someone leaves without explanation or turns cold, but I do the same thing. I don't get how people can see me as someone so structured when I don't even listen to my own advice. I'm always telling people not to do certain things or that some things are stupid. I'm constantly putting my own 2 cents out there for absolutely no reason! People eat it up every time. People want me all the time for some reason. I understand I am privileged in the sense that I am loved... I have social interaction online from people who are fans of me- which I honestly find a bit crazy still. I have people all the time asking me if we could be friends or if we could date. Maybe it's just a me problem, but I don't see how I am all that and a bag of chips. I'm not the best person to be around.

People also tend to pity me whenever I bring up something from my past; It upsets me to be pitied at all. I know it's socially acceptable to go "aw I'm so sorry" and I would be the ultimate hypocrite if I said I didn't do that too. I just hate when it's done on me. Really I don't know what I would want anyone to say, but I find it odd when I'm talking about my experience with being molested and someone apologizes. Why would anyone apologize to me for something that serious if they weren't the one who caused it? Just feels wrong.

I am okay with this if it is Adam. Though, I doubt Adam would. It's kind of hard to pretend if it's something so unusual to the person... it's okay though haha