ah4na!

rewatching (ofc i am) and i’ve gotten to the episode where sam finally gets his soul back AND LORDDDDD YOU FORGET HOW SWEET, LOVELY, PATIENT, UNDERSTANDING, KIND, SILLY N GOOFY HE IS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 BUT WHEN HE STARTS BACK UP AGAIN ITS LIKE OFCCC!!! there is no sam without all those qualities soulless sam just was NOTTT him, the way he’s back to questioning the witnesses in the soft manner he does and asking dean and everyone if they’re okay like that’s SAMMY ofc that’s LITTLE SAMMY he’s always been that way ….😞 and he was so worried for bobby and cas because the last thing he remembers is what lucifer did to them and when he finds out what all he did while he was soulless and wants to make it right immediately…💔 how could anyone hate him

everytime a fic touches on the concept of sam having have had to speak enochian while in the cage..and as a result sometimes accidentally defaulting back to it after a bad nightmare or during some of his hallucinations i want to explode …like cut allll the cameras deadass…