⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
THIS BLOG CONTAINS EATING DISORDER CONTENT
IF YOU DO NOT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER OR IF YOU ARE IN RECOVERY, PLEASE LEAVE THIS BLOG AND FEEL FREE TO BLOCK
If this is not the content for you — if you are not another person with an ED seeking support and community with others who understand — I ask that you PLEASE JUST BLOCK, DO NOT REPORT. This is a safe space for me to be able to talk about my disorder without feeling alone.
I am pro-recovery; I absolutely want everyone possible to recover and nobody else to get here in the first place. But I am not in that place right now. I have attempted recovery many times, with varying degrees of success (I was pretty much fully recovered, and relapse free for 2.5yrs before my 2020 relapse!), but this is a disorder and I am relapsing again, and I am not in a place where I personally currently want to seek recovery. Reporting my blog will not change that, it will only isolate me and exacerbate my mental health issues since I would have no outlet and no community.
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About Me:
28 yrs old
He/Him
Gay/AroAce
Height: 175cm (5'8)
HW: 218.4lbs — 27 June, 2026
LW: 113.8lbs — 13 July, 2021
SW: 218.4lbs — 27 June, 2026
CW: 216.8lbs ⭐⭐⭐
Current Waist: ??cm ⭐
Current Thigh: ??cm ⭐
GW 1: 210 lbs 🔒
GW 2: 200 lbs 🔒
GW 3: 190 lbs 🔒
GW 4: 180 lbs 🔒
GW 5: 170 lbs 🔒
GW 6: 160 lbs 🔒
GW 7: 150 lbs 🔒
GW 8: 140 lbs 🔒
GW 9: 130 lbs 🔒
GW 10: 120 lbs 🔒
UGW: 112lbs 🔒
UGW (+ 🍽&☕ lbs) 🔒
