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kissing barrier 🤍

the way I had to put my phone down and savour this thought!! this is so sexy and infuriating on price's behalf lmao. can't help but think he'd be simultaneously furious and aroused in the most confusing way possible? like, it pisses him off and he wants to kill könig, but there's something about seeing it that lights up a jealous fire under his arse.

he's suddenly even more desperate to fuck kyle. so what if könig is bigger? he's not what kyle needs, can't please kyle the way price can... price's torn between not wanting to keep watching the sex tape and being unable to stop. the more he watches, the more he imagines himself in könig's place and tells himself he could've done better. könig reeks of inexperience and lack of confidence. nothing like price.

but also the more he watches, the more he has to hear to sounds könig dragged out of kyle just by virtue of being huge all over, and it fucks him up. it's the most tortured and motivated he's ever been in his life. and his dick is hard the entire time.

Also I just realised, how did that tape even end up on Price’s hands? if Gaz is oblivious to this all and in a proper relationship with König I can’t imagine he’d give the tape to his BOSS (that he’s secretly horny for). Did König send it to Price anonymously??? a big nice “fuck you” to the man bcs Gaz might be oblivious to Price’s fantasies but HE isnt? can you imagine your crush makes porn with their bf and then the bf sends it to you because he knowsss it’ll hurt? and then Price attempts to manipulate Gaz with it because omg what a horrible bf König is and it js becomes a tug of war between Price and König for poor Gaz who is being manipulated to hell and back

Or maybe Price couldnt help himself and just HAD to go through Gaz’s phone. What? he saw the boy’s password and he was curious, it’s not creepy like that. Then he finds the video of the two together in Gaz’s gallery, or Gaz’s chat with König with all the other nudes right there. Maybe Gaz finds out his boss went through his phone and horror ensues, maybe this becomes a normal occurrence and we get creepy Price monitoring Gaz, because the poor boy doesn’t know what he’s doing getting into a relationship with König:(Price needs to protect him:(

I like that thought. it sounds like it'd be good friends with some of my own thoughts hdjdjsh

Pillow princess Capon to cheer this fandom up~😘

overall I think the casualness of it all takes away from the fun of exploring:

1) the emotional/psychological toll of having sex with someone you don't particularly want bc your body demanded it (and you might not even have been fully Aware thru some of it)

2) the character just straight up suffering thru their heat/rut instead. if sex is that easy to outsource, if you can get easy, uncomplicated help from some bloke... it kinda nullifies the "fuck or die be in pain" desperation of it all!!

@profgamer the post-coital puff of his cigar bc he just came in his pants 😊

He convinces himself it's because he likes you, that his horrible obsession is just messy love. Kyle notices the similar behaviors between you and price because he's a good boyfriend who pays attention to you, that's all.

Not because he's desperately looking for his captain in everything you do. Though you don't look like price, the way you speak, the way you move is so alike. When kyle fucks you, head tucked into your shoulder, he doesn't wonder if fucking price would be the same. He doesn't imagine the familiar smell of price or his voice, not at all.

Because kyle can't love his captain. He can't have anything more than a professional relationship, so he goes for the next best thing. At least it gets him closer to the person he really wants, 'family' dinners and holidays spent together.

omega Johnny, the treat you are 😌😌