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Set in the fantasy country of Aenora. Part of the Chronicles of Aeltaeon. A young sorcerer made a choice that would change his life in ways he could never imagine. Cast out as an outlaw from society, Eldwin finds himself in the hands of a powerful organisation known as the Black Syndicate, who treat him as nothing but a tool to use as they see fit. His life is filled with violence, cruelty, being looked down upon as a traitor who's only value is in what he can do for others.
He hates his work, but believes there is nowhere else for him to go - after all, what life can there be for someone like him?
CONQUERED CROWN
Set in the fantasy country of Xluvia. Part of the Chronicles of Aeltaeon.
When her country is invaded by another nation, Princess Tullia is taken as a bride for the man who now proclaims himself King. Grieving the loss of her family and struggling to adapt to a new life, she must fight to survive, while not losing herself in the process.
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Thinking of what Eldwin considers his worst assault... Spoilers ahead
Eldwin likes to have power over people, he likes to push people around, feel stronger... He often picks on lesser syndicate and other gang members, knowing damn well they can't really touch him for fear of repercussion.
Clyde, despite Eldwin's beliefs, is not directly the cause of Eldwin being repeatedly raped. I won't say he's not at fault, because he lets it happen, but it was never his idea, and he doesn't actually like it. However.
Eldwin loses his favour with Clyde. He fucks up, big time, big enough that Clyde is seriously considering not bothering keeping him, sell him to the government. Or the government are putting more pressure on Clyde to hand him over. Something. Anyway it's not immediate, another aether harvest happens. While he's recovering, Eldwin, feeling physically and mentally shitty, feeling guilty for fucking up the way he did, he's just- he is going through it, and is desperate to take his mind off things. So he begs Clyde for work - or rather, annoys Clyde into it - just for something to do, something to keep him occupied, something to get him out of this building he's confined it. And Clyde, working on deals of his own, sends a slowly recovering, weak and pretty defenseless Eldwin, to deliver something to a - it's weird to call them a rival because the syndicate are way more powerful, but this other group *does* run the underground cities, so the closest thing they'd have to it and also more importantly the ones Eldwin has dealings with the most - Clyde is sending him right to their boss, who well, hates Eldwin with a passion. They all do.
Anyway. Long story short. Clyde is getting rid of Eldwin, striking new deals with the leader of this group, and offered to let them get revenge on Eldwin first. Neither of them said what that would entail, but as long as he was kept alive.
I never say how many people there are. Eldwin just sees a lot of people. It's up to the reader to imagine how many there are, and how many get involved. All they need to know is it's bad, and I figure he's there at least all night, possibly a couple of days. And it's not just SA - several of them carve things into his flesh, carve their names or initials, demeaning words such as whore and other degrading things, just really trying to "bring him down a peg" hurt him, humiliate him. All while framing it as his fault.
On top of all this, he's finding out he was lied to, for a long time, things he thought were safe were not, Clyde crossed lines Eldwin, as much as he hates Clyde, never thought he would, and it just - it destroys him.
I also am still hoping to get some caretaker Nels in here though
"You're not leaving the bed for days after tonight"
whumper gloating before they assault whumpee about just how badly it's going to hurt - how bad it'll hurt, how injured they'll be, how they might not be able to resist taking them again when they're all sore and freshly bruised, maybe even torn.
"though that'd be pretty fucking annoying, i mean, i'm sure you'd whine a lot," whumper muses out loud.
whumpee, restrained on the bed, can't even fire something back through the gag. all they can do is make angry, protesting noises.
"even through that gag, see, you're annoying. i suppose i could just knock you out. drug you, maybe. but then i wouldn't get to see you react, would i? what's the point of fucking you when i can't even see how much it hurts. because that's the purpose of this. and i need you to remember that." they lean in close, whispering right beside whumpee's ear. "this is going to hurt you so much worse than you can imagine now."
Now tthinking of Eldwin, either in recovery or still with the syndicate, deliberately putting himself in danger, in a position to be taken advantage of, getting really drunk, possibly drugging himself, he's being a little touchy with anyone who might show interest, he *could* fight these people, but he's not going to, that's not the point, the point is letting himself be used because that's all he's good for, really, isn't it? And if it's his fault, if he's seeking it, then it's not rape is it, it's his own fault, he's just a whore and he deserves this, all of that.
And then one day someone takes him home, and he wakes up on their couch, alone, fully clothed, hungover and confused. This isn't how it usually goes. And this temporary caretaker brings him some food, water, maybe a painkiller, none of which he takes, maybe tries to make some small talk, you know, do you have anyone to go to, are you alright getting home, what no of course I didn't do anything to you, I just couldn't leave you there where someone might take advantage of you, you were in a real state, would've gone with just anyone.
Eldwin is very confused, kind of annoyed, in a don't-try-to-trick-me-this-won't-work way (<- First time in years someone is nice to him without expecting something in return) and. They won't see each other again. They never learn Eldwin's name. He forgets theirs. Maybe, if they're smart, they'll disappear. It changes nothing, in the long run. It doesn't change Eldwin's behaviour or thinking. He still thinks everyone is inherently selfish, even cruel. But there was a time someone was nice, someone tried to look out for him. Even if he's forgotten it.
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Developed (and often written) in collaboration with @hackles-up . Leo, Ridley and B are her characters.
After her father is betrayed by those closest to him, Dany Hammond is sold out to a brutal enemy mob boss. Gifted to Leo's boyfriend Ridley Lordin, she is held captive in his apartment alongside his conditioned bodyguard B.
Against Leo's advice, Ridley makes it his pet project to break her, while Dany struggles to keep a sense of self.
Things escalate, when the press finds out her whereabouts, Ridley decides to run for mayor and Dany and B start to bond.
Tropes: nsfwhump (and lots of it); noncon; dubcon; captivity; female (aromantic) protagonist; intimate whumper; sadistic whumper; multiple whumpers; whumper x whumper; humiliation; degradation; mob whump; forced fake relationship; BBU pet whump (not main character). Each post is tagged individually as well.
[Dany Masterpost] [Moose's writing]
WRITING (cont'd after the cut)
The series is currently added to in order to fill in the blanks; later pieces may be slightly edited for consistency.
Part 1: Prize
1 - [Run, Dany] | Dany’s father is imprisoned. She is betrayed by a man she trusts.
2- [Hands of the Enemy] * | Dany faces the man determined to destroy her. He leaves a mark.
3 - [Face it.] * | Dany fights. And gets a little murder, as a treat.
4 - [Clean Up] * | After her failed escape, Dany is made presentable again. Leo deals with his budding love for Ridley. (Also, Ridley and Dany's first meeting)
5 - [Prize] * (noncon) | Dany is set up as the main prize in a cruel poker night.
6 - [Dinner] * (aka "the soup scene") | After winning her at poker, Ridley treats Dany to dinner - with his own rules.
7 - [Limo] * (noncon) | Ridley is horny, as he is driven home with his very new prize Dany and his very well trained B.
8 - [Beginnings] * (explicit noncon) | Dany arrives at Ridley’s penthouse apartment and gets a first taste of what he wants her to be.
9 - [Bath] * | Ridley comforts Dany. B gives her a bath. She’s angry. He’s sorry.
10 - [Sleep Well] * (explicit noncon) | Dany sleeps in Ridley’s bed. It comes with a price.
11 - [Housekeeping] | After her first night at Ridley’s place, Dany begins to understand her situation.
12 - [Oysters]* | Leo and Ridley are flirting. A sleep-deprived B fails Ridley.
Part 2: Kept
13 - [Unleashed] * (noncon) | Dany explores her surroundings. Ridley comes home early. B takes his punishment, and Dany learns a lesson.
14 - [Pizza] * | Calmed down, Ridley orders pizza and nudges Dany into “smalltalk”. A lie about Dany made it to the news.
15 - [Company] * | Ridley leaves a devastated B behind, locked up with Dany.
(many more chapters in progress here, as I sort through the series; ask to be added to the tag list, and you will be informed whenever a new or reworked chapter drops! )
the next pieces will be changed, reworked or aren't canon compliant any longer. You should only read the pieces in 'snippets', if you have the patience to wait for the plot to be sorted!
Set indented and in italics means that a piece belongs there chronologically, but does not bind into the main plot. Marked with * means recent update.
Bonding
To Ridley's dismay, Dany grows closer to her co-captive B.
[Almost]
[What would you do]
[Lights Out] written by moose
[Gift]
[Slap]
[Alone together]
[Game of Trust]
[Hold] by moose
[Not Fair] by moose
[Clinic]
[Plushie]
Wife
To fasten his grip on her father's business empire, Dany is forced to become Ridley's wife. It only serves to make his torture less physical - and take it out on B.
[Dressing Room]
[Smile.]
[Break Room]
[Celebration]
[Treat] *
[The Christmas Party arc] - noncon; can be read stand alone
[Boring]
Escalation
Against Leo's advice (and maybe her own will?), Ridley wants to keep Dany alive. Her despair growing, her and Ridley are set to collide.
[Lost]
[Hold On]
[Rebellion]
[Turning Point]
Escape
After Ridley's death, Dany has to run - and deal with an injured and grieving B.
[Not without B]
[Amends]
[Passports]
[Ben]
(not rooted in the timeline:)
* [You're Mine] - noncon
The Fighting Ring
During their escape Dany and B fall into the hands of a band of ruthless criminals.
-> [Dany's Story II | The Fighting Ring Arc (full new masterpost)]
One of my favorite scenarios is a whumpee who's been violated before subconsciously seeking to re-enact their rape by hooking up with strangers. Or they always say yes to the people who hit on them, even when they don't want it, because it's... It's not rape if you say yes, right? Right?
god i love a character who self-harms with sex.
and like - they know the people they're hooking up with aren't assaulting them. that's maybe what makes how badly it affects them even worse, honestly. harder to handle. because they can't blame the people they're hooking up with, they feel so guilty for feeling so bad about it, nobody's doing anything wrong. (nobody but them.) (some of their hookups... yeah. there are things they should be noticing. whumpee is... reacting. and sometimes they get panicky and upset and the stranger they're having sex with just doesn't stop but they're not saying stop either, so it's still not exactly the stranger's fault, is it? it's not.)
they want to be treated like an object. they want it to hurt. they don't like it, but they want it, and then they get it, and it hurts, and they hate themself even more after. but they keep doing it. it feels like the only thing that they deserve.
I'm going to sleep but I really wanna play with the... *corrective* aspect to Vivruh's abuse of Eldwin. Vivruh would know Eldwin doesn't actually feel sexual or romantic attraction, they've talked about it, when Vivruh tries to get him to tell him what he likes. They have not word for asexuality or aromanticism, no real concept, Eldwin jiat thinks he's broken, he thinks it's because of all the stress and abuse, that's a whole thing, I've mentioned before.
The point is Vivruh also thinks Eldwin's broken. And that he can fix him. And I really should play with that
rape kits seem like such a big part of non-con aftermath potential (and in general, the possibility of the assault being so violent that they need to stay at a hospital afterwards)
- does whumpee have to have a kit done? do others convince them to do it or is it their own decision, determined to have some sort of proof of what happened?
- do the people who carry it out show kindness to whumpee or are they methodical and cold?
- concerned caretaker debating with others if they should take whumpee to the hospital (maybe they don't want to put whumpee through the ordeal when they know whumper is unlikely to face consequences, maybe they're scared they'll be the one blamed for it)
- whumpee trying to handle it all while putting up a brave front (that is barely working) they can't break down, not here
- likewise, whumpee who remains stoic and doesn't react the entire time. this is nothing compared to what got them here
- while researching the topic, I saw the quote "we try to treat the whole body as a crime scene," how would whumpees react to their bodies being considered a crime scene? validated, horrified or embarrassed, trying to minimise it?
- the nurses looking at whumpee with pity, and thats worse than them not caring at all
- police having to be called to interview whumpee, who wants caretaker to stay with them but they have to leave the room, leaving whumpee alone to face the prying questions
- they interview caretaker, too, who breaks down while recalling what they know
- (bonus points stoic caretaker breaking down once they hear the doctors explain just how severe whumpee's injuries are)
That said, Vivruh's got some more solid foundations with some people - I mean, they've got to be pretty close to some degree to have parties to abuse people - but that's really all there is, this sort of "I go down you come down with me" sort of thing. + Vivruh's money and influence certainly helps protect them all. There's all these charades and performances, but no real connection
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All of Vivruh's and Clyde's "friends" essentially consist of people sucking up to them and then talking shit behind their backs. And they both know this. It bothers Vivruh more than Clyde though, Clyde's only complaint is that he'd really just rather be left alone whereas Vivruh wants to be loved and adored
It's so horribly hot and humid here rn. So I'm thinking of Eldwin and Vivruh where it's too hot and gross even for Vivruh to want to do anything, so he has Eldwin in some skimpy outfit serving him and some friends drinks while they lounge...
Then maybe, when they're alone, Eldwin does get to lounge a bit too. Vivruh's got to be nice to him sometimes. But only when Vivruh's 'friends' (and they're not really friends, but you know, they all have to play the high class social game) are gone, can't treat him too nicely in front of them after all
Thinking about why Eldwin reacts more to SA than anything else, why he won't react to broken bones or flinch when the cruellest whip is taken out, but Pierce or Vivruh so easily reduce him to tears. And it usually is those two, even though he's been assaulted by others.
Every other punishment is usually a test of some sort. It will be worse if he reacts. Sometimes he has to resort to reacting with Clyde a little, a whimper here, let himself gasp for breath, leave Clyde feeling Powerful and satisfied, but god if he started crying, there would be hell to pay. And if the pain isn't a punishment, if it's another part of work, then he's not going to be vulnerable then either. He can't be. He's supposed to be strong, he's a tool, a weapon, and he's going to act like it. He plays his role well.
And he does with Vivruh and Pierce too. In a different way. There his reactions are wanted, it's inevitable, it's the point. It's not necessarily him acting, although he certainly plays it up sometimes especially for Vivruh. It's more him letting his walls down. Because Vivruh will push through them anyway, and Pierce will keep going and going until they break. And frankly, keeping them up is exhausting. He needs to use that strength elsewhere, save it for when it can actually protect him. And on making sure he doesn't lose it completely.
Also!!! With Pierce in particular... He's the only one Eldwin can 'act up' with. If he dared try to fight back against Clyde or Nels or anyone, there would be hell to pay. He might be decommissioned, all his freedom stripped away, stuck in the lab for endless aether harvests until he dies. And he!! Does not want that!!
Pierce however. Doesn't care. He enjoys playing with Eldwin too much, likes his fight, likes overpowering him. Eldwin can do anything, say anything; as long as Pierce always wins. He can't stop the assault, that's inevitable; so he at least tries to vent out some emotion. Pierce will threaten him of course, but at the end of the day he wants Eldwin around. Not enough to save him if anything happened, but enough to not drop him in it - for a price, of course.
I really want to write like. Eldwin playing along, playing the lover with Pierce. And kicking up a fuss, fighting and swearing with Vivruh. I think it'd be fun. To see how that goes.
See Pierce carving tally marks into Eldwin everytime he assaults him to further the punishment. This is a reminder. This is how many times you've failed to learn your lesson. And then you wonder why we're so rough with you. Just look at all this and remember, each and every one is your fault
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[This one is so mean but I can't get it out of my head]
Whumper's friends are all having their way with Whumpee, being rough and brutal as they assault Whumpee, treating them like a toy. Whumper is forcing Caretaker to watch this happen, and they slip their hand into Caretaker's pants, forcing pleasure into their body and taunting them for being just like Whumper and "getting off" to Whumpee's torture. Forcing them to orgasm as many times as Whumper's friends have.
“Mmmm. It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”
It was a living hell.
Whumpee was being passed between Whumper's sneering friends like a ragdoll, body being manipulated into impossible and grotesque positions. Their hoarse cries and pleas for mercy bounced off the walls of the room, nearly drowned out by the jeers of the group assaulting them.
And Caretaker was sitting in front of it all, bound and utterly useless. Whumper's grip on their face ensured they had to face the scene, forced to witness every thrust and tear and desperate squirm. Caretaker's jaw ached from the gag stuffed in their mouth.
And then they felt it.
Whumper's hand, sliding without hesitation below Caretaker's waistband. Caretaker gave a muffled cry through the gag and jolted, but the restraints gave them nowhere to go as Whumper's fingers probed even more.
"You didn't think I'd leave you out of the fun, did you?" Whumper breathed into their ear. "No, all of us are going to get our due today."
Caretaker tried to resist it -- God, they tried -- but nerves fired against their will, stimulation forcing itself past their defenses and sending shudders through their body. Whumpee was forced to their hands and knees and Whumper's hand moved harder in their pants, giving a sick laugh against the back of Caretaker's neck.
"Don't pretend, Caretaker. You're just like the rest of us, aren't you? Getting off to sweet little Whumpee. I can feel it."
They pressed harder for emphasis. Caretaker didn't know how they were supposed to survive this moment, the torture of having their friend broken down in front of them, Whumper's hand exactly where it shouldn't be, their words worming their way into their head.....
And it just went on. And on. And on. Caretaker's body was pushed to its own limit again and again, all while the nightmarish scene continued in front of them. By the end of it, both Whumpee and Caretaker were sobbing, shaking messes.
[This one is so mean but I can't get it out of my head]
Whumper's friends are all having their way with Whumpee, being rough and brutal as they assault Whumpee, treating them like a toy. Whumper is forcing Caretaker to watch this happen, and they slip their hand into Caretaker's pants, forcing pleasure into their body and taunting them for being just like Whumper and "getting off" to Whumpee's torture. Forcing them to orgasm as many times as Whumper's friends have.
“Mmmm. It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”
It was a living hell.
Whumpee was being passed between Whumper's sneering friends like a ragdoll, body being manipulated into impossible and grotesque positions. Their hoarse cries and pleas for mercy bounced off the walls of the room, nearly drowned out by the jeers of the group assaulting them.
And Caretaker was sitting in front of it all, bound and utterly useless. Whumper's grip on their face ensured they had to face the scene, forced to witness every thrust and tear and desperate squirm. Caretaker's jaw ached from the gag stuffed in their mouth.
And then they felt it.
Whumper's hand, sliding without hesitation below Caretaker's waistband. Caretaker gave a muffled cry through the gag and jolted, but the restraints gave them nowhere to go as Whumper's fingers probed even more.
"You didn't think I'd leave you out of the fun, did you?" Whumper breathed into their ear. "No, all of us are going to get our due today."
Caretaker tried to resist it -- God, they tried -- but nerves fired against their will, stimulation forcing itself past their defenses and sending shudders through their body. Whumpee was forced to their hands and knees and Whumper's hand moved harder in their pants, giving a sick laugh against the back of Caretaker's neck.
"Don't pretend, Caretaker. You're just like the rest of us, aren't you? Getting off to sweet little Whumpee. I can feel it."
They pressed harder for emphasis. Caretaker didn't know how they were supposed to survive this moment, the torture of having their friend broken down in front of them, Whumper's hand exactly where it shouldn't be, their words worming their way into their head.....
And it just went on. And on. And on. Caretaker's body was pushed to its own limit again and again, all while the nightmarish scene continued in front of them. By the end of it, both Whumpee and Caretaker were sobbing, shaking messes.
