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I thought you were going to be the one who genuinely loved me

I really just wanna fuck you sometimes

My whole heart feels sunken into my fear

I'm scared of growing old

Everyone keeps telling me I need to stop and relax and smell the roses but it's like OKAY, I'll just ignore all the responsibilities I have. Stopping and smelling the roses right now is deciding to be homeless or not. So unless someone else wants to look for me - fuck you and mind your own business.

Looking at the person in the mirror doesn't feel like the person I was meant to be.

Sometimes being love sick is a greater feeling than being in love

Life is so terrifying

Feeling guilty for your mistakes

It's a constant craving that I cannot seem to shake.

I just want to be an artist

Why do I feel so unfulfilled

I just want to care for something

After loving a person it is hard to love anything else quite the same

I just want someone to be in love with me the way I have loved you