mila

watched heeseung documentary yesterday and im still crying bro he went through so much 😓😓😓😓 lee heeseung u r so strong i love you

i love jude bellingham so much bro

now that im a little more calm i wanna share my opinion about this whole situation. Its so disrespectful that the company uses the members to address the problem like this, it is THEIR job and responsibility, besides, how can i get used to 6 instead of 7 after 5 years? after the company gave us 6.5 members the past four months? bc they keep using hs image to make money and we call it “hopium” but its just them being hungry for money. I genuinely feel confused and conflicted but im not giving up, bc the boycott was never abt hs only, it was abt the members wellbeing too. I want the best for the seven, they are my everything, and i know fate is gonna make them seven again, no matter what.

heeseung’s solo june 22nd and im so excited for him, yet i can only think about how much i miss what enha was and i really wanna see the seven of them together again 🙁🙁

worst part about missing him is that we were nothing and it was only a casual thing, a casual night, a casual touch,,, i hate the word casual

i still think about rue bennett and i get so emotional 😞 it hurts like she was some kind of friend or part of my family

sofia coppola really doesnt know the impact she has on me

i need books recommendations plsss i really like dark romance

i miss heeseung lol

just watched wuthering heights and damn i really want a jacob elordi on his knees in front of me

just got forced to eat 😂😂😂✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻 call yo uber bro 😂😂😂✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻