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you still remember the hoarse voice she had when she said those words, her eyelashes clumped from the tears as she blamed you constantly for the rigged grading system.

but why would you blame yourself..? it's not like you did anything wrong..right?...you both wanted the #1st tag in the whole class in the junior year of your highschool, 11th grade..you got 99, she got 100. you rigged the grading with money and sex and climbed the ladder.

it was just one mark anyway, if her parents cared, so did mine...you puffed the last remaining smoke out of your lips, carefully draping the silk down around you as the atmosphere suddenly seemed to get colder.

"Hey.." from the back you heard a familiar voice and turned around to find Soobin, dressing himself up. He came closer and back hugged you.

"The way we made love today...was insane.. I was—"

"Is karma a bitch?" your eyes furrowed as you landed him the question you were wondering about ever since you got off the bed after having a "sex session" with Soobin

"Do you always have to pay for your bad deeds?"

Soobin nervously smiled to the pool of questions that were piling up infront of him..he sheepishly smiled, ever so shy and hugged you tighter. giving his answer.

"I think it depends..sometimes you gotta pay..sometimes you don't..not always does it get your back"

"I see.." you said still not convinced at his answer.

"By the way...you're coming to the party..right Y/N ah?"

"Of course..I am"

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Your heartbeat got in sync to the club ones, when you stepped a foot inside. Already seeing the highschool graduates of different other schools dressed up in sparkly and sultry dresses. Fully occupied by the night. Tonight's night. To let it all ease away before they enter University.

"Hey miss... you're not allowed to smoke inside..!"

the young tatted bartender from the side said looking at the cig in your hand. You chuckled and leaned down to the counter, pulling your already revealing dress down by a bit and pressing your boobs firmly on the counter to the point, you were sure you flashed him all of it.

He licked his lips and got a full tasteful view of your naked breasts..pressed, squished on the glass..his jeans getting hard..before his eyes travelled back to you. You flashed him a smile.

"Do we have a problem here?" you batted your eyelash, pulling back and taking an inhale of the cigarette as if you didn't just show your naked boobs to him.

"No..not at all."

The bartender said wiping the sweat off of his forehead and gave a little nervous smile at you. You gave a fake smile back... and started walkkng away towards your crowd, your eyes searching for your school people. You chuckled proudly thinking what act you just pulled for your own comfort of smoking.

People are so easy

A smirk already pulling upto your face when you spotted your crowd and the smirk only grew wider..when you recognised a certain pale adorable nerd in the crowd...that you fucked once and now he thinks you love him. You shook your head.

Like I said..people are so easy.

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"Either you go and kiss that hot waiter man....OR... you drink thiss!"

you spoke with a smirk, one hand busy in twisting your hair into curls while in the other hand you had the drink. The drink that was infected with all kinds of alcohol poured into it and mixed, to the point it looked less like a drink and more like a purple-poison-potion.

Nobody wanted to drink that.

"b-but..how! h-how... can I do that!? I—I'm straight..!!...how can I kiss him.!!??"

the adorably looking nerd said fixing his glasses on the bridge of his nose while he looked at you in terror, absolutely caught off-guard at your number of worst choices of dare.

"not my fault..if you don't have balls"

you rolled your eyes and strongly placed the poisonous looking drink infront of him, subtly shaking the table from how strong you put it down.

"Drink this then" you shrugged your shoulders looking at the guy.. as if it was no big deal.

"DRINK! DRINK! DRINK!" the table shouted with excitement urging him to gulp down that glass of alcohol..

"L—Listen P—Please Spare me!! I—I don't wanna play this!!"

The whole crowd started murmuring and silently laughing, not wanting to humiliate the guy but not being able to stop their reaction to the humorous situation aswell. You threw one hand in the air and every moment stopped. Every laugh, every murmuring, every chatters, falling the table into a complete silence.

The nerd guy whose cheeks were flushed red, slowly looked up to meet your eyes, his own glossy from the almost tears he developed due to the judgemental look he felt from everyone else. His eyes sparked when he looked at you from across him.. his mouth parting slightly to say something.

And here you go

"Awhh jun-ah..it's okay...calm down..come on now"

You faked the most sweetest smile known to mankind and went over to him, hugged him. Running your fingers over his smooth hair. He nuzzled his face in the crook of your neck, feeling your breasts press against his chest.

You widened your eyes slightly and looked at him, enough to give off that innocent look. The one that made you look like an angel. The one who could do no wrong. You liked wearing such an unrealistic look on you, just to deceive people like the one who was pressed onto your chest.

"come on guys!.. don't be so harsh to him.."

Some of your friends silently rolled their eyes at your hypocritical nature and laughed at the irony of how you were blaming them while you were the one who gave him such a dare anyway. Yet noone had the guts to go against you or defy you.

"you guys continue..I'll drop him outside..come on Yunjin" you said winking at Yunjin who sighed but soon joined you two to the outer area of the club.

The table continued the rest of the game. The night far from being over.

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"Yknow..you shouldn't deceive guys like that.." Yunjin said pressing down on the bar stool and gulped the drink in one go.

"Like what?" you chuckled taking one little sip of your scotch.

"Is being a nice human being a bad thing now?" you pouted clearly getting what she was trying to say, but still played innocent anyway.

"You know what I mean—" Yunjin's words got interrupted by your claim.

"Yknow..you shouldn't speak on what I should do and what I shouldn't..considering the fact that you're leaving me here and going to the US by yourself"

you murmured rolling your eyes.It was the truth, Yunjin was attending a noble university in the states, which unsettled something in you. out of jealousy and also out of loneliness.

"You should've studied more then and ace the class like me..why didn't you—AH!—"

Yunjin said laughing but the laugh was soon long gone when she felt a tug on her hair. Only to find out that you tugged the back of her hair and pulled her ear closer to your mouth.

"OUCHH!!" She yelped in pain.

"Sometimes you talk a lot honey..gotta learn to control that in the states.."

the hold wasn't strong but firm enough to let her know she was crossing the line now..

"I'm sorry dude—ah—!"

you pulled her face closer to yours, enough that you both were inches apart, gave a mischievously satisfied smirk and freed her from your grip. Yunjin cursed in pain and sighed rubbing the back of her head gently. she squinted her eyes and looked at you.

"fuck you dude..you were so close..I thought you were gonna kiss me or sum"

her words broke you into a laugh but soon your eyes spotted one familiar ex of yours..and unknowingly a smile came to your lips.Ohhh.

..how much you missed how he used to fuck you so well.

..you lazily looked back at Yunjin.

"Well..I wasn't gonna kiss you..but I have found someone I wanna kiss" Yunjin followed your eyes into the dance floor and spotted Hyunjin in the crowd.

"Didn't you cheat on him..Y/N ah ?"

"who cares..he deserved it...besides he's suddenly looking hot again"

you just gave a wink and started walking towards him, your friend looked at you and sighed, very well knowing... no such force could stop you from getting what you want.

That was the rule of life. To never deny you what you wanted.

Reason many people envied you and still couldn't be you.

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a smile on the face and a burn in his heart came inside Hyunjin when he saw you step on the dance floor and vibe with other guys. poor guy didn't even realise that he was already fixing his hair at the sight of you.

he still hated you tho, afterall you cheated on him, he had every reason to do so, but he still gaslit himself into thinking that maybe he wasn't good enough in bed, maybe there was some fault in him.

Still trying to rationalize the fact that the most popular guy of the school got cheated on by you.

and yet...he was still attracted even when he hated you, he was a man afterall.. and that's why the sight wasn't pleasing for him when other guys were starting to dance with you..

Tonight's club was a big party. From the next week, University first semester was starting.. so everyone wanted to live out their school life one more time before they entered a new phase, that included this ever-lasting club night.

"hey Y/N ah.."

you felt the same familiar man's voice behind you and turned around to spot Hyunjin, smiling slightly at you, his eyes already wandering to your curves. He extended his hand.

"save a dance?"

you just chuckled at that, tilting your head and whispered,

"why not?"

It didn't take much time for Hyunjin to close the remaining gap between you two. Hyunjin possessively roamed his hands around your curves, side eyeing every other guy who was trying to hit on you. you closed your eyes, feeling the warmth of his plam run over your cold shivering flesh.

He suddenly turned you around, and the back of your body rubbed hard against his front, making you both pull out a seductive moan. you danced slowly in his grip.

"missed me much?" "more than you could fucking imagine"

Hyunjin hissed near your ear and he pushed you a little to make you twirl... just when a body cut through between you two, breaking your rhythmic dance. the dance floor was reasonably crowded but he could've chosen any other place than to go between two people dancing. That thought made you scoff.

Of course you aren't gonna let it slide. Never will.

"Hello motherfucker..did you not see another place to walk into?"

you said slightly loud for the tall person who had his back to you. The person stopped walking and turned around. Pretty tall figure, jawline as sharp to cut glass, pretty and refined facial structure, rocking chrome hearts fit. you stopped for a second at the appearance but then came back to your senses, folded your arms on your chest to assert dominance. "tell me"

The guy just scoffed in disbelief, about to say something before he was stopped by his friend group. You looked behind him to see three other tall men.

One of which held his arm, seemingly trying to stop him from causing a scene here. The gentle tug reminding that they had much more important things to worry about right now and attend to than this.

the other guy with an even sharper jawline, surprisingly smiled a little at you, putting the tall man at side and said,

"We're sorry..it's his fault.."

Two of the guys who were behind them were also tall, buff and carried a certain aura that seemed to move you in an unsettling manner. You tried to brush it off. However....what you couldn't brush off was how the two were eyefucking your body in that mini burgundy dress, even passing comments among themselves. You bit the inside of your cheek.

Suddenly you felt Hyunjin pull you back to his chest and pull you away from the guys.

"It's okay..you guys can go!" he said smiling at the four of them. His face getting paler and beads of sweat formed on his forehead from the tense atmosphere.

He knew these guys. Too well. From Blue High School.

All four of them charged with Attempted Murder of a teacher.

He heard that news from a fellow friend who studied at Blue High. And used to tell how dangerous these guys were. Moreover, how powerful they were to cover up such a big charge like nothing ever happened.

He didn't know what was true or not. But he couldn't let you get hurt...so he gave a polite smile and dragged you away from them as fast as possible. You yanked your hand away when you guys were far enough.

"What's wrong with you fucker? Why apologise when he was at fault huh??"

"Y/N..ah...you..you don't know those guys from Blue High..they're so dangerous..they're not to be messed with..."

A huge laughter broke out of you at that. You gasped trying to breathe but still couldn't stop how hard you were laughing.

"You mean the same Blue High School that.. OUR Yonsan High School team defeated in the basketball this year???"

Hyunjin shook his head, fearing something he shouldn't...but he knows he has to.

"You don't get it Y/N ah..they're not just some basketball matches..they're really bad..just..just stay away from them....okay???"

he came closer to you and hugged you soothing your back. But it didn't stop you from travelling your eyes to where those four guys were. They were walking across the club in a hurry as if they were searching for something..

it looked like they were a cult based on how many guys were around them trying to serve them drinks or snacks..even a lighter. But your breath hitched when you saw the same guy who bumped into you, look straight at you through the dancing crowd, he was on a call while he looked at you, his eyes getting darker every second.

You clutched Hyunjin's shirt harder in your hand, Hyunjin just smiling into the hug, having no idea what was going on. But it took the breath away when you saw what the man said on the call.

He gave a sinister smirk directly at you and said something on the call.. and God bless your lip reading skills..you decoded what he said.

"Found her."

you didn't know if you were the one overthinking or if he really said it. Nevertheless, you shrugged it anyway and enjoyed the rest of your night.

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parking your mercedes, you turned the engine off..the driver was absent today...sighing..you got out with your almost empty bag and dialed Karina's number. "Where are you??"

"I'm already in the class..come quick..it's about to start" Karina excitedly said on the other line of the call, inviting you hurriedly and ended the call.

The fuck she's excited for?

you shook your head at her excitement which you seemed to find pretty dumb..afterall who the fuck is excited for the first day of Uni?..clearly you were not...you puffed the smoke out one last time and crushed the cigarette with your foot,

about to enter the University when you spotted a similar figure...the same figure who apologised yesterday on behalf of the man who bumped int you.

We're sorry..it's his fault

"lend a lighter?"

that person said looking at the lighter you were hanging on your bag. You rolled your eyes and gave him it. He took it and then gave you back...and took a long inhale, already walking inside the University when you stopped him from behind.

"smoking inside the Uni isn't allowed."

You bit your cheek, already annoyed at the very easygoing manner he had while walking inside. As if he owned that. You hated people who radiated more swag than you.

"The rules don't apply to me dear..I'm Jay"

he winked at you and went inside. You crossed your arms on your chest. As you saw him walk inside passing a few pfoessors with the cigarette visible in his hand while none said anything to him. A smirk formed at your lips at the mere power infront of you. Suspicious yet attractive.

This is interesting.

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you entered the class of psychology major..and immediately spotted Karina and Rei waving at you and waiting for you. You went to them and hugged them.

"The bitch Yunjin went to Us, didn't she???" Rei said clicking her tongue. You chuckled and said,

"let's see how long she lasts..the next thing you know..she might return 5 months pregnant.."

your humor made both Rei and Karina laugh as they giggled lightly nudging your shoulder. You caressed your locks and looked around.

Some guys already staring at how put together you looked, along with some girls..out of insecurity..quite alot of people took psychology major this year...such a headache..you thought..but then your eyes travelled to the back bench and that's where you saw.

The four of them. The ones you saw at the club. The ones Hyunjin said were criminally dangerous.

One of them, who mentioned his name Jay, was still smoking and laughing about some bullshitting they were doing. You saw the other three. The one who bumped into you...counting stacks of money...wait money? You wondered what THAT much amount of money was doing there with him..the other two had girls on their laps and roamed their hands around the girls body. Something about them was so irresistible. Like you couldn't tear your eyes away from the four, even if you wanted to.

You would be lying if you said you didn't want to be in the girl on their lap's place..but your thoughts got interrupted by Rei who introduced you to someone.

"Meet her, she is Wonyoung.." Rei said introducing you to Wonyoung, who just waved shyly, looking down, being cute..

Oh God..how much you hated these kind of people.

You just nodded at her...but then she started annoying you..

"Hey..I've —I've heard alot about you..you were really iconic in your school...my friends told me ....about you! I—I really like you..I want to..to...b—become your friend—I have a gift for you—!!

you closed your eyes at her insanely irritating high pitch voice..trying to calm yourself down.

...but the morning scolding from your parents about how you aren't living upto their expectations, the morning when that Jay guy outsmarted you, and your luteal phase mood swings, on top of her annoying fangirling... really made you reach your breaking point.

"STOP."

The chaotic class suddenly fell dead silent, everyone now looking at both you and Wonyoung. murmuring and whispering things in eachother's ears. Wonyoung flinched and looked at you, completely frozen. Rei and Karina exchanged looks...guessing that your mood wasn't good today...they sensed your growing anger..and it always resulted in something bad..they knew...so they tried their best to stop any disaster before it happens.

"Hey..Wonyoung..she's having a bad day today...talk to her later...okay??"

Karina and Rei said to Wonyoung, Wonyoung furrowed her brows, she herself was very popular of her own school, so getting shouted at like this didn't sit well with her. Obviously.

She came closer to you and looked you in the eye. Previous admiration and fangirling all gone..she did want to become your friend.... but not at the cost of her self respecf. You sensed the change in her attitude and let out a laugh.

Here we go again...adding more and more pissing things into my days..

"I don't think you should shout at me for just wanting to become your friend..or else" Wonyoung said with all her coursge, her eyes getting red and teary. You scoffed.

"Or else what.???.what you're gonna do???" you gently hit her shoulder pushing her back. Karina and Rei panicked.

"Are you gonna cry and do aegyo and make a fucking reel about this?? Then go FUCKING AHEAD!"

you glared at her. The class only focusing on you two and what else move either makes. Some even thought of recording this..but stopped knowing that you came from a very powerful family and if you found out...you'd destroy them.

You had such a reputation.

Your eyes accidentally travelled down to her hands and you spotted a red lipstick in her hands with ribbon tied around it, oh right...a gift for you

you laughed pulling her hands in the air.."is this what you got for me???? A cheap ugly fucking lipstick you think I'll wear????" You said in disbelief.

Bingo.

You stopped when an idea popped into your mind. You looked at her..your previous anger all tamed, excited for what you were about to pull. You looked at everyone else and pouted.

"She said she wants to become my friend..right??" Everyone nodded in fear..then you looked at her..still pouting and trying to do a fuckass aegyo face and went closer to her.

"Then let me apply this lipstick to you.." you said smiling..

anddddddd....Wonyoung bought it. Her brows raised as she hurriedly presented the red ysl lipstick infront of you..already jutting her lips lightly for you to apply it on her.

You smiled sweetly, too sweetly, Karina broke out in a cold sweat. This was gonna be a disaster. Rei just sighed knowing that once you've started, you won't stop now.

"Come closer..pretty.." you said holding her face in your hands. But Wonyoung's stomach churned when she felt your grip on her face get tighter. You took the lipstick and rather than applying it on her lips, you applied it on her cheeks and the side of her lips.

Making a joker smile. You smiled as you finished one side andd then applied it on the other cheek, making a perfect uplifted red smile and aligning with her lips. A tear fell out of Wonyoung's right eye, when she felt you scribble on her face with the red lipstick. Making a smile.

You chuckled sweetly, trying to hold your laughter. Pindrop silence scattered around the room, too silent, nobody dared to say anything.

"So pretty...you look like that Japanese ghost...who had her lips cut at sides..so red red.." you laughed and laughed.

"Stop it Yn-ah!" A voice echoed at the entrance of the class, you annoyingly put your hands away from Wonyoung, recognising the voice already.

Hyunjin came to your side and sighed, hissing at what you did to your felllow classmate who just wanted to befriend you. He gently held your shoulders..not trying to provoke you any more right now.

"why...just why?"

"I WARNED HER...I warned her Hyunjin-ah!!! But she kept annoying meeee" you said glaring at Wonyoung, who just had her head hung low, too broken an embarrassed infront of everyone to even look at you or move an inch. Hyunjin looked at Wonyoung with pity.

"Hey..please go to the restroom and clean yourself."

He said as Wonyoung, went out of the classroom, trying to hold back her tears and pretend as if nothing even happened. Hyunjin looked back at the class, "what are you guys looking at huh??? just mind your business!!" then he gave you a can of beer to calm you down. While Karina and Rei also soothed your back.

As if you were the victim, and not the fucking bully.

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From the back bench, the four guys saw you pulling such a stunt and making a scene, dominating the whole class with your presence alone. Something in them itched, looking at you, so fearless and untouchable. They had the want, no, the need to break you. Bend you. Tear that confidence of yours down.

"Isn't that the same girl who wanted me to fucking apologise??"

Ni-ki said, looking st the way you were chugging down the beer now. your furious self only making you more hot in their eyes.

"I think so..she seems to have some fire in her.." Sunghoon said kissing a girl's neck but his eyes were on you..and way the drops of beer fell down your jawline.

"Let's not get distracted now.." Jay said crushing the last bit of his cigarette on the class floor.

"He's right." Heeseung whispered and looked at the money they had in their bag.

"We have to deal with those attempted murder charges of ours from the previous school first..is this enough money??" he said showin them his backpack that had nothing but money stacks filled up in it. They all nodded.

"I swear to God..the next time I meet that teacher who did this to us..it won't be just attempted murder this time..I'll really kill him this time.." Ni-ki hissed at the headache he was having from all of this.

Sunghoon lighlty tapped Ni-ki's shoulder. "It's okay..We're University students now...forget school." Sunghoon looked at you and licked his lips.

"Let's seek a redemption arc now"

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the following weeks of the newly Uni life passed by quick. Everyone already feared you due to the first day scene. Nobody dared to poke or question you. You only befriended powerful people and seniors in the University. Annie Moon, Yeonjun, Wooyoung, Jennie, Kai, Taehyung, Manon, Chaewon, and rest of Karina, Rei and Hyunjin you already had.

your image stayed intact. Untouchable and Unforgettable. like how it had stayed over the years.

and you did your best to maintain your grades inorder to get the best GPA...fucking the hot french professor to make him do your assignment (not your fault..you didn't like french), skipping very few classes and compensating those left attendance with money, letting little minions do your little errands...

...but that didn't stop you from noticing the presence of the four guys..whose gaze lingered too long whenver you'd look at them.

The way your gut....automatically thought of submitting to them..whenever you saw them fight other guys..how incredibly attractive they looked with their fiery aura..you were ashamed of yourself for this.

not just lusting on one guy..but the whole group.

The four were already the most feared group inside and outside of the University. The only rule when you see those four was to never mess with them, pick a fight, or even cross their paths. If life was dear to you.

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"The midterms are here nowwwwww" Karina said whining, sipping her iced-tea. "I'm dommed now...man" Rei said..sadly

"What about you, Y/N..ah???"

"I'm gonna ace the class" you said confidently, and looked at them, a smirk pulling up your lips. You were pretty confident of acing the midterms as psychology..the study of human mind and behavior..was something you always liked..and loved to use..

You guys were walking towards the class when accidentally Wonyoung bumped into you, her face instantly getting scared when she looked up to see that it was you. You scoffed an rolled you eyes.

"Chill..I won't kill you."

you started walking closer to her till her back hit the wall. She started breathing rapidly and looked at you with doe eyes. Karina not knowing if you were in a good mood or not, and tensing up.

You leaned closer to Wonyoung and whispered on the side of her face, near her ears. "I'm an angel...can't you see?"

Wonyoung tightly shut her eyes when you got closer to her, thinking you were gonna kiss her..she slowly opened her eyes when she felt nothing. You just laughed at what she was expecting.

And lightly flicked her forehead, sticking a heart shaped sticker written "PABO!" In pink glitter on her forehead. And walked away.

Karina and Rei who were also Wonyoung's friends aswell came to her and bid her bye, she smiled back at them. And then looked down.

Her cheeks flushed red when she recalled how close you were. She touched the sticker gently, and then her ear..where you were hovering..a little smile broke out of her...remembering how good you smell..Wonyoung bit her lips, thinking of you.

Maybe Y/N wasn't that bad of a person..

She thought. But poor Wonyoung didn't know half of what you actually were...and what extent you can go to..when you don't get what you want.

She was soon gonna find out.

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"WHAT??? NO!!! THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE!!"

you shouted at the professor who showed you your total marks of the midterms. Results were going to be announced next week, but you were so confident and excited that you couldn't wait another day..and came to the office to get to know your marks early...but what you heard was baffling.

"You've achieved the fifth position in the class" you scoffed in disbelief. They have got to be kidding me.

"Listen..try to understand...you got 99% total but you achieved the fifth position..because four other people scored more than you..so you got that position"

You laughed maniacally. "Oh YEA? TELL ME THEN!"

"Who the fuck or who the four are who scored more than me!?? huh!!???give me names! give me the damn NAMES!!!!"

it was not possible. You gave it your all, answered the most in class, took your major subject seriously, studied the most, didn't rig the midterms at all this time, everyone knew you were gonna ace the class, so how the fuck

"It's...Lee Heeseung, Park Jay, Park Sunghoon and Nishimura Riki who aced the class with 100%..all of them."

OH.

It all made sense now.

They rigged it.

For the first time in your life did you ever felt your own result get rigged by someone else.

"Karma's a bitch...and it'll get you" your highschool friend's words ringed in your ears..you shrugged it and glared at the professor, asking him for answers.

Not with me. Hell no.

"tell me professor..how did they ALL get a hundred when they skipped half the class,never answerd in class, never did assignments on time, never even studied for class tests...how the fuck?huh??"

The professor gulped in fear and looked at you, looking out of the door and then came closer to you.

"Look Y/N..I very well know who you are..and I know you studied and got your 99..but you have to understand that they are very powerful guys..they're sons of big politicians and business owners..their family has done alot for this University"

"AND MY FAMILY HAS NOT?" You wanted to laugh at the situation.

"I swear..just bear this time..I'm sorry..I'm just a professor..I can't do anything this time..." your professor bowed his head low, already giving up.

You stormed out of the office, determined to find the four who ruined your perfect chance of having the best grades. No. No. You won't let it happen to you. A chill ran down your spine when the perfect thing came into your mind.

They're not aware of your game.

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"can we stop already?" Jay said panting and rubbed his knees, tired as fuck from their evening basketball practice.

"No..we have to practice more...we can't afford to lose." Ni-ki glared at Jay, and urged him to make one more shot.

"Is the midterm shit settled?" Heeseung spoke to Sunghoon, who nodded.

"fed the vice principal enough money..to let us get high grades..the best actually.." Sunghoon chuckled. "Nobody's gonna have a problem right?"

"Who'll dare" Ni-ki said, chuckling darkly and lit up his cigarette while rolling the basketball down the ground as it moved around freely.

"I'll dare." your voice cut through the windy evening, their eyes turned at you. You stood, head high, the basketball under your feet captured, your teeth clenched, more furious now that you overheard them talking about buying the grades.

Sunghoon coughed out a chuckle, finding your enraged self just cuter..and more fuckable.

"What happened, princess..got a problem?" Jay said coming closer to you.

"I know what you all have done Jay.."

"Undo that."

You crossed your arms over your chest looking over at all four of them.

"I don't give a fuck what you guys do or are upto..you can rig the system however you'd like..but you're not gonna take MY first spot"

Your voice raised a little.

"Do it when I'm asking nicely..withdraw what you've done..you can get the second, third position or whatever you'd like..but not the first spot I've worked for without rigging it"

"Or else?" Ni-ki spoke from the background grabbing your attention.

"if we don't do it when you're asking "nicely"..what will you do then??..alpha Y/N?? Bully us?? Spread lipstick on our face!?? Or make us your minions????"

Sunghoon and Heeseung started laughing at that. Holding their stomach. your face got red from the embarrassment, feeling the very rare scene of someone speaking over you.

You walked over to Ni-ki with slow deliberate steps. Opening the buttons of your shirt and riding your skirt up just by a little..you tied your hair into a messy bun and stopped infront of him, leaning slightly.

"Would you like to see what I would do?"

You asked innocently biting your lips, experimentally wandering your hands around Riki's jeans, slightly going here and there. Ni-ki's eyes darkened when he felt himself get hard from your flirtatious touch, he grabbed your hair and pulled you closer to him. You bit your lower lip and licked his Adam's apple that was bobbing out, swirling your tongue around it, making him roll his eyes back.

The other three guys also getting hard at the stunt you just pulled. Obviously surprised, not expecting your anger to turn into lust this fast. Ni-ki grabbed your hair and crashed your lips with his, kissing you hard, his plump lips taking all over your mouth.

He entered his tongue inside your mouth, while his hands went to your slightly opened shirt that only gave a peak of your breasts, he squeezed them, making you break into a moan. the kiss lasted for a while then you pulled away.

Looking at Sunghoon who was leaning on the wall just beside Ni-ki, you saw the hardness in his pants and just smiled, leaning on him a little, testing the waters. Good for you, it didn't take much before he flipped the position slamming your back on the wall and started hungrily kissing you, not even giving you the time to adjust,

,you gasped into the kiss making it easier for him to enter his tongue and eat your mouth, already strarving from the basketbsll practice.. he went down to your neck, giving wet licks and started riding your skirt even higher, caressing the flesh of your thick thighs. You tapped at his chest you felt the lack of breath and pulled away.

"Move..Sunghoon ah.."

you smiled inside your mind when you felt Sunghoon getting away and now Heeseung invading your space, placing both your wrists above your head and smelled you like an animal. Kissing you hungrily, his lower body grinding upon yours, making moans come out of you. he grinded like a fucking simp on your body while kissing the life out of you.

Soon Jay pushed him away..and crashed his lips onto yours, pulling you by your wasit, flush to his chest and grabbed the back of your head, deepening the kiss. The four guys were already calculating in how many positions would they like to fuck you in their mind.

To their eyes, you looked like a fucking pornstar. From the very first day, you caught their eye. They always knew what kind of a girl you were. Watching from the slightly open door when you were fucked by the french professor, how you used to ride your ex Hyunjin in the abandoned buildings of the Uni in the afterhours, how literally every guy in Uni was head over heels for your fuckable body and an even more fuckable face.

since almost every guy in the Uni was afraid of these four guys..so every nude you sent to any guy automatically went to them, they jerked off to it, cumming over your face multiple times, painting their screen white, wishing for a day.. it'd be you instead of their phone screen. But you were just too hard to reach..

Guess what...you just made it easier for them.

your kiss ended with Jay. Your lips already swollen and red. Your skirt was rode up and your shirt was messily half open, revealing enough of your clevage. Ni-ki grabbed your waist.

"Wanna do eiffel tower, love?" You nodded with your glossy eyes and went down on all fours on the basketball ground, arching your back. Sunghoon got on his knees behind you and Ni-ki got infront of you. Jay and Heeseung also bent down on their knees, all of them unbuckling their belt. ready to make their dreams come true, fuck you like they always fantsized of.

One thing about dreams?

Not all of them come "true"

Their movements stopped, their jeans already half down when they heard your sobbing, your head low. Ni-ki who was infront of you grabbed you chin, making you look up only to get shocked. You were crying. And this surely..didn't look like the sex cry. You were sobbing.

"Y/N-what are you—" Ni-ki tried to ask, his grab on your chin firm.

"PLEASE SPARE ME—" your sudden loud cry stopped all of them in their tracks, stopping whatever erection that was growing. "Princess..are you—"Jay stopped when you started crying like.......a victim??

You joined your hands together in a praying motion, sobbing and bowing your head low.

"Please! please! don't harrass me lke this! w—what have I d—done to you!!??? I—I only asked for—for fairness in the results!!! t—there was n-n-no wayy to force me to-to sex l—like this..!!!!"

heir face paled up at that. Not believing what you were saying when you were the one who came up and started this started kissing them.

"What the fuck are you saying!!???" Heeseung annoyingly said, getting up..rage flilling him each second. You sobbed harder and fell down on his feet.

"I'm sorry Heeseung-ah.. I won't..won't ever try to mess with you guysss... just please....don't force me like thisss....I—I don't consent to this please!!!!!!" You cried hugging his feet. Sunghoon pulled his pants up and grabbed the back of your head.

"Do you even know what you're saying bitch? You were the one who came to us!!!!"

"Yes..! its my fault..!.. i came to you guys with the hope of having fair results...!!!...but... but I had no—no idea you guys were...trying to do this to me...!!!!!"

you cried and said the last line, that really alone ended it all

"I had no idea...you were trying to force me into non-consensual sex.."

The four of them froze, exactly where they were, not in a million worlds, expecting you to say something like this, and why the fuck were you just lying when all of you knew what really happened??

Ni-ki got up with the rest of them. Running his hands over his hair,

"I don't know what the fuck you're plotting..but we don't have any intention of sexually harrassing you or doing anything as such..so get the fuck out of here.!!!"

Heeseung squinted his eyes, quite not figuring out the sudden change of you, you were not dumb, you always knew what you were doing.

So what really happened???

You looked down and nodded, hurriedly closing your shirt as if YOU weren't the one who opened in the first place, pulled your skirt stretchingly down and bowed out multiple sorry, crying and went away.

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Sunghoon pulled his almost empty bag over his shoulder, already excited and laidback to get his 100% result, the #1 rank, he and the rest of the guys paid a huge amount of money for.

The 1 rank was important for them, inorder to maintain a clean slate in the public eye of being a good student to make the people and their parents forget about the attempted murder charge they just cleared away.

His mind still reeled back to what you did two days ago, but he shrugged it off, thinking you were probably out of your mind, knowing you were not getting the 1 rank.

As soon as he entered the University though, he was met with strange stares, murmuring and gossiping of the girls and the guys. He wasn't used to this. Everyone looked up on them, not like this..he heard one of the guys say. "Yeah..he was one of them"

It made him nervous for no reason, while walking by, he saw you, making the same miserable face, you did that night,

what's wrong here..?

Soon a nerd came upto him and said, "you're called to the principal office" he nodded and went inside to see Ni-ki, Heeseung and Jay already inside. Heeseung sighed when he saw Sunghoon and then looked at the principal, Sunghoon stood beside him.

"Can you now tell us...what the fuck is wrong noww???"

The principal sighed. But soon the door opened, revealing you, put together as usual, your expressions enigmatic to them. You stormed inside and raised a brow at the principal, urging him to speak.

"Can anyone tell me what the fuck is going on????" Jay questioned annoyingly.

"How about you all tell me!!!"

The principal suddenly shouted, making all of them flinch, they didn't like it. Ni-ki was about to object when the principal threw his phone on his table. And then..right infront of their eyes...

A video played.

"PLEASE SPARE ME— "Princess..are you—" "Please! please! ...don't harrass me like this!!! w—what have I d-done to you!!???? I—I only asked for..!!!...for fairness in the results t—there was n-n-no wayy to force me to—to sex llike this!!!!!" "WHAT THE FUCK are you saying" "I'm sorry Heeseung-ah.. I won't..won't ever try to mess with you guysss... just please....don't force me like thisss....I—I don't consent to this please!!!!!!" "Do you even know what you're saying BITCH?!!??? You were the one who came to us!!!!!" "Yes its my fault!!!!! i came to you guys with the hope of having fair results but I had no!!....no idea you guys were!!...trying to do this to me!!" "I had no idea...you were trying to force me into non-consensual sex.."

their eyes widened as terror filled their whole body, their eyes shooting right upto you where you had your held down, like a victim, while the real victim were them.

Pretty ironic.. how the video didn't show you going to Riki first, opening your own clothes, flirting with them..but only showed you on your fours, on their knees, on their feet, crying, sobbing, begging,

all the angles making you look like a victim and them like a predator.

"do you have any idea of what you've pulled...you potential rapists!.!????!!!"

the principal shouted at the four of them while they closed their eyes, trying their best to contain their anger and not just choke your fucking disgusting self to death. You were not even human at this point, you straight came from hell.

They saw it...the way the very slight corner of your mouth held up...almost like a smile...but not obvious enough to get noticed by the principal.

"Do you know if the public gets to know this..what will happen???huh?????your family's reputation could be in danger!!!!!" The principal shouted. You, ever so angelic, came infront of all four of them like a shield,

"Principal...it's my fault..!!..I shouldn't have gone to them and provoke them about the grades...*sob* I should've known my place...it's my fault..!!!...really!"

U started your dose of fake tears and principal's eyes softened at that.

"Please...tell this to noone..don't report them to police...they're my fellow classmates...I...I don't want them to get in trouble and ruin their career."

You sobbed back at them and gave a quick wink, immediately turning back to the principal. The principal stared in awe.

"Woah woah...look at HER...giving you guys a second chance..to fix yourselves..dismissing your act as a mistake...LEARN SOMETHING FROM HER"

"However..Sir..the only thing I ask for return is fairness..I won't bother then...about what happened..afterall..we humans make mistakes..however..I can't study in a rigged system...I worked hard for my 1 spot..."

"And you will get it, don't worry." The principal assured, tapping lightly on your shoulder and with a long last firm warning of never pulling anything like this to the boys, dismissed all of you back.

You yawned, stretching your arms, and wiping your dried tears, looked at them sweetly. Looking at Ni-ki you said,

"You wanted to know what I'd do...right ?????? Seee baby see.."

U chuckled darkly. "Should've listened when I asked nicely..but no.."

You pouted getting closer to them.

"Pretty foolish of you...to think I'd wanna kiss any of you..I'm way out of your league."

Ouch. that straight crashed their ego.

You brushed the hair back and looked at your class which was far from you guys. "Don't worry about the class..they've only heard rumors, they'll forget it soon...only the principal got to see our almost sextape.."

you started trailing your index finger over Heeseung's chest.

"now that I think about it..I should've let you guys fuck me first...and then cryy afterwards....it would've topped pornhub with the most views..we would fuck so good together!!"

You laughed at his face.

"See my name on the #1 rank tomorrow, my sugar daddies..goodbye"

You winked at them and went away.

Ni-ki scoffed in disbelief, flabbergasted at how the fuck it all turned out this way. It was the first time, they ever felt played in their own game. He ran his hand in his locks.

"Woah....what the fuck was that....did we just not only lose the #1 rank but also..were close to getting a fake SA charge on us?????"

"She. Will. Pay. For. This"

Sunghoon said, his jaw locked at how freely you walked back into the class as if nothing happened at all.

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Notice - Results OUT. #1. L/N Y/N

True to your words, you got your #1 rank and aced the entire department..something you studied very hard for...and "worked" even harder for.

from a distance, all four of them saw you enjoy it, live in the moment, dance with your girls, become a celebrity in the University with guys and girls coming to you for advice to "become like you."

They let you live.

Afterall..the sheep needs to be well fed..before it's sacrificed.

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——few weeks later——

"the classes are cancelled" the guard said standing on the front entrance gate of the Uni, wearing the raincoat that covered all of him except his eyes.

"WHAT! What the fuck do you mean class is cancelled!!! Why did noone tell me about this!????" The guard flinched at your tone and murmured low.

"There was a text sent in the groupchat this morning..about classes being cancelled...."

You furrowed your brows and hurriedly opened the class gc only to get pissed off even more. Right. The only time when you needed to check your phone before storming out of the house. You didn't. Of course such a foolish you are. You mentally slapped yourself at such irresponsibility. and tried to shrug it off.

"W—Whatever! I'll just call my driver." you went at the side of the road and held the umbrella firm with your one hand while the other dialed the driver's number.

"It'll take 20 minutes at least in this weather—"

"Just. COME." you shouted annoyingly at the phone, already pissed at the way the umbrella was becoming heavier each passing second. You looked up from your phone to the weather. the rain wasn't stopping any minute..heavy thunderstorms, big drops of water and a very chillly weather.

It was raining cats and dogs indeed. your body shivered slightly and you held your hands closer to you chest to make some heat with friction. your eyes got lit up when you heard the sound of a car honk..it was raining heavily due to which it was all blurry. but you did spot a car a bit far away from you. It was the same black Mercedes your driver was gonna pick you up in. Of course..it's yours..right.however..

..there was a lesson you needed to learn.

Do not believe everything you see.

You fastened your steps trying to reach the car..soon you were away from the Uni gate and getting closer to your car. or what you thought was your car. you were ten steps away from reaching the car fully when something in you, stopped you.

Your stomach suddenly churned looking at the blurry car with raindrops..the tinted window glasses. you slowly took a step back. Your car didn't have tinted window glasses. No. Not at all. A bulk of shivers ran down your spine. Your heart hammering loudly to the point you could distinguish one beat from the other. You took a big gulp and slowly started stepping back.

Already calculating how far the Uni was away and how noone else was on the road here. While the car stood still..the amount of heavy raindrops falling on it, simultaneously making it harder for you to see who was inside from the front. it was almost too still.

as if it was waiting for you to make a move.

your legs felt jelly when you took a step back, then two and slowly started distancing yourself even tho... the car only felt like it was getting closer. clutching the umbrella tight between your fingers..you were praying for either your driver to come soon or for the ground to swallow you.

cause you were not getting a good feeling out of this. you hissed when you felt your foot step in some mud..disgust taking over..but you calmed down yourself. still keeping your eyes on the still black car. your eyes widened when you suddenly saw the headlights turn on. you fastened your steps, walking back and back, still looking forward at it..but taking back steps not even caring if you'd stumble.

but what happened next took the life out of you.

as if God wasn't warning enough. suddenly a strong devious thunderstorm came. almost breaking the clouds.

But the thing about thunderstorms?

light comes first.

A huge wave of light flashed across the whole area which also suddenly made you stop in your tracks as the car flashed with the storm light and inside you saw, them. four of them.

Heeseung and Sunghoon in the front. Ni-ki and Jay at the back. They were laidback..and happy?

they looked like the child who was about to get their birthday present..nevertheless..it was far from safe to be around them... after what YOU pulled.

"We'll take revenge..and it will be cold"

you saw death fly across the distance between you two. No. No. No. No. The umbrella was long gone from your hands as you turned around and started running as fast as possible. not even daring to look back.

No. no. no. fuck. fucking fortune!!! how did I get myself into this??????

You felt your eyes get blurry from the tears that were coming out of pure terror. You ran, ran and ran. Didn't even know where. Which direction. What road. You just ran.

Not caring how wet and ugly you felt. Not caring how your bag was soaked. You just ran. Away. from them. Cause you knew what they were there for. You ran into an abandoned building. You quickly hid yourself at the abandoned reception counter..lowering yourself behind the desk. with your trembling hands, you pulled out your cellphone and tried to dial your parents, emergency, anything. Only to find out that there was no signal.

"FUCKKKKKK!!!" you screamed and tugged at your wet hair, tears falling out involuntarily. But then you looked around and tried to calm yourself down. You tried to be practical. You didn't know where you were. But you were definitely away from the Uni. You didn't hear the sounds of their car. So the best guess was that they didn't come after you..

Also you took really short alleys in btwn where the car couldn't pass. thinking of it practically like this..finally tore a sigh out of you. Of course..I was being paranoid. Maybe they weren't even in the car and I imagined them. Maybe I even imagined the car itself. you chuckled, trying to cope.

But for how long?

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you took the wet academic papers out and spread them on the abandoned desk to let it dry. meanwhile you shook your head to get some water off your hair..and constantly tried to call someone..anyone..to get you out of this hellhole.suddenly you felt someone walk behind you. you immediately turned around to spot..noone?

you sighed. I'm being paranoid..again

you shook your head and started tapping your phone again. your ears perked up when you heard footsteps come down from the old staircase. only getting closer. you froze in your spot. was someone upstairs? you quickly hid behind the reception desk.

You froze.

Ni-ki walked downstairs. You breath got cut off when you saw him come downstairs with...a knife...his hair wet as if he was outside and just came inside. soon you saw Sunghoon coming from the other side. "found her?" "not yet"

"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING—" everyone including you flinched at the voice. Heeseung stood at the entrance, visibly furious and little wet.

"I TOLD YOU SHE'S NOT HERE..COME THE FUCK ON NOW!"

Sunghoon and Ni-ki rolled their eyes, not giving a damn about his anger and followed Heeseung outside hurriedly. You finally took an inhale of oxygen and removed the palm that covered your mouth the whole time. Relief washing over you.

So they indeed were searching for you. Oh my god..You escaped.

You were about to stand just when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You body suddenly becoming one of ice at the sudden contact. Heart in your stomach. You took a big gulp and turned around..widening your eyes when you saw Jay..

"missed me babygirl?" your lips quivering like you were seeing death-god himself. He smiled, gently caressed your slight wet cheek from the tears and rain and then shouted at your face.

"SHE'S HERE"

You heard the three of the boys stop in their tracks and turn around to scan over where the voice came from. Jay rose from behind the desk and grabbed you by your hair, pulling you up.

"AWWGGH!!!" you digged your nails into his bicep to make him free you..but it didn't seem to affect him at all. Ni-ki broke out into a smirk..caressing the back of his knife. Sunghoon wasting no time to get over where you were and squeezed your cheeks between his one hand, your head already paining from the hair pull of Jay..and Sunghoon's grip only made it more painful. He came closer to you.

"Hello doll..I missed you so much..you know how bad we were searching for you!??hmm????"

Ni-ki came over and started caressing your collarbone with the very tip of the knife. your eyes widenening at the little dig you felt in your skin..your breath getting even heavier when he placed the knife close to your neck, near your artery. you didn't know when but you started crying, begging for your life.

"P—Please..Please...Leave me...Spare me...I—I'm so sorry for what I've—I've done...I won't repeat it again....I—"

your voice came trembling and muffled by your sobs. tears falling endlessly and your eyes getting redder every second.

"should've thought of that before...no?" The man's low voice spoke breaking the atmosphere. Lee Heeseung. you looked at him. he was the least wet from the rain out of all. He smiled at you..his smile so magnificent you were about to get lost in it..before it dropped..and he looked behind you at the boys.

"Pour it" your brows furrowed and you murmured.

"Wha—"

"SPLASH!!!"

THREE whole fucking buckets of water fell over your yourself. Suddenly making you drop onto your knees with a loud thud. You lost your balance and stumbled upon falling, but managed to balance yourself with your shoulder. Your clothes, body, hair, face, everything drenched with the whole three buckets of water..each of Jay, Sunghoon and Ni-ki poured over you.

From the way how cold it was, and the smell. You knew it was rainwater. "How did they—" "look here babydoll"

you lifted your eyes again in the front where Heeseung was..and suddenly started panicking due to what was in his hand.

An open live wire.

you started shaking, and wiggled yourself around to get up, get away and run for your fucking life. You were dangerously wet and that open live wire that Heeseung was dragging from the electricity board.

Your eyes widened.

He was gonna kill you by electrocuting you.

But poor you..Ni-ki and Sunghoon had firm grip on your arms while Jay pushed your back strongly on the ground..enough for you to not even move an inch.

"P—PLEASE SPARE!! ME!! PLEASE! NO! NO! PLEASE LET ME GO!!"

You started crying like a child desperately looking at Heeseung, then back at Jay, Sunghoon and Ni-ki desperately and eagerly trying to apologise with your teary eyes and hoarse voice trying to convince them.

Trying to save your life. Praying for just anyone to arrive and save you...at that moment you suddenly started believing in heroes..and just waited for any hero to come save you.

As if Sunghoon just heard your thought, with his other hand, he spread the water more onto your cheek, drenching any dry part of you completely wet.

"no hero's gonna save you baby...you're the girl who'll met the evil now.."

he said giving a sinister smile and grabbed your jaw forcing you to stop your babbles of apology and made you look at the front. Heeseung was the least wet out of them..that's why he held the wire freely with his hands...not caring at all. He was five steps away from you now. The open live wire already forming sparks whenever he would twist them a little and then smirk back at you. You coughed out from how miserably you were crying right now.

"P—Please!!...Please!!...leave me!!..don't kill me...please!!"

your energy drained to the point where you couldn't even shout anymore. Like it was really the end for you and the miserable life you led till now. But your heart hammered in twice speed when Heeseung was one step away from you.

Sunghoon, Jay and Ni-ki getting away from you as they were still wet and couldn't risk getting caught and electrocuted...their sudden loss of grip making you fall on knees with a loud thud, it hurt, oh god, it did. Fucking did.The last drop of tear fell when you sensed your heart dropping to your stomach. you slowly looked up, trying to step back by your knees still on the ground. still trying.

"H—Heeseung! P—Please!—"

*SLAP*

you felt stinging pain on the right side of your cheek when Heeseung gave a rock hard slap with his strong hands to your soft wet cheek. The wetness of the cheek only intensified the pain. "Awhh!" You rubbed your cheeks with your hands, warm tears coming out at the pain.

This was the first time someone ever slapped you. This hard at that. Heeseung grabbed your throat and pulled you towards him.

"Fucking bitch, you really think we'd let you go after the fake stunt you pulled on us...just to get the first rank???? Do you know how hard it was to clear the charges and make my slate clean again!!!????"

You choked out at the suffocating grip on your throat but still tried your best in the last moments of your life.

"H—Heeseung P—Please just s—spare me m—my life..!..I'll give you everything a—all my m—money, all my grades, c—credits.. hell! I'll even dr—drop out of the college and leave the c—city!! p—please! please!"

His grip got tighter. "Is this a genuine one or are you acting like that day again???" Sunghoon spoke near your ear, scoffing.

"You think we fucking care about that???" Heeseung scoffed.

"Such a stupid fucking ugly bimbo" Ni-ki hissed from the side, the humiliation only breaking a sob out of you.

"Heeseung *sob* I—I'll do *sob* anyth— *sob* anything! please! please! just spare me! please! *sob* please! I'll do anything! and everything! *sob* please please PLEASE!!!"

You screamed out all of the energy you had left in you. Joining your hands together and bowing your head low to him, pleading for your life. At that moment, realising the importance of your own life. The one you used to take so granted. And look where you were now.

"Anything??" Heeseung whispered loosening the grip on your neck. Outside loud storms roared in the sky..a metaphor for what was coming to your life exactly. Your eyes lit up with sudden hope of saving your life. Hell...you'll do anything.

"YES! YES! I'LL DO ANYTHING!" Jay chuckled at your miserable state. "So pathetic"

But the only thing you could focus on now was your life. Heeseung squinted his eyes..thinking... then looked back at his boys...and took a few steps back...dropping the open live sparkling wire near the electricity board where it was before.

You took the longest sigh of your life and exhaled out..suddenly believing in God again. He took slow deliberate steps and came closer to you, looking directly into your eyes.

"You'll do anything?" you started nodding with wide eyes.

"I'LL do anything" your voice had no energy but a hope to save your life.He looked lazily over at his boys. Almost bored..that he couldn't kill you. "Got any ideas..boy?"

Ni-ki and Sunghoon smirked, looking at eachother.

"I think I do" Ni-ki came infront of you while Heeseung sat on the old torn sofa leaning back with Jay.

"it better be good" Jay said already pulling out a cigarette for him and Heeseung. Sunghoon and Ni-ki just gave a knowing smile to eachother and looked at you. You were pretty relieved by now. The mere thing that that they left you alive was enough to calm yourself down.

Afterall what could be worse than dying?...find out...

Your face paled at their command.

"Strip"

Sunghoon said rubbing the wet white shirt on your flesh to reveal more of your black bra inside. Your breath hitched.

"W—What?" "the wire is still near baby..if you wanna stay alive..you gotta listen"

Ni-ki said giving you an air-kiss. you slowly started unbuttoning your shirt and hissed when it pulled away from your body and looked at them, they then pointed at your mini skirt. Oh you knew where this was going.

You weren't born yesterday.

You took your skirt off. And you were just left in your black matching lingerie. The sight of four men watching your almost naked wet body with their hungry stares and a dangerous aura. Made you bite your lower lip secretly. It was a new sensation.

"Who'll take off the rest bimbo?" Jay puffed out the smoke from his cigarette and pointed at your remaining clothes. You nodded, looking down and stood up, slowly taking your bra off which made your breasts bounce eliciting a groan out of Ni-ki. "fucking juicy.."

you tried not to react at that but your cunt was visibly starting to throb from the mere presence of them..seeing you naked. you slowly took your last piece of underwear off. fully revealing your naked body to them.

if anything, the chill heavy rainy weather outside only made your body look hotter and steamier in their eyes. you were scared if they saw how wetness was pooling little at your thighs, now that there was no barrier.

"Now touch yourself.."

Sunghoon ordered already travelling his eyes up and down your naked body. trying his best to contain himself but he was losing it anyway.

"W—What?" Your cheeks flushed red at the order. Touch yourself infront of all of them?? It's not like you haven't done it infront of men..but they were different.

"See..I don't really like to repeat..so don't fucking piss me off if you wanna live"

you took a sharp breath and nodded slowly. Your thighs joining together. Fuck it was too much to handle. You brushed your hair back and started circling your breasts with your both hands. Your mouth parting from the added pleasure of touching and exhibitionism.

They were gonna fuck you, weren't they?

The mere thought made you break into a moan you didn't plan to let you.

"fucking slut..just made for it, aren't you?" Heeseung mocked licking his lips, already getting rock hard from the scene playing out infront of him. You shook your head from humiliation.

"N-No"

you couldn't even out another moan when a phone was thrown your way on the ground by Ni-ki. your phone. You looked up at him from where you were on your knees and he came closer on your level.

"Record this and send to the groupchat" Your eyes nearly popping out of your sockets at his order. No fucking way.

"N—Ni-ki..I can't— no please—"

"I don't remember asking your opinion"

he tugged at your hair and forcefully handed you your phone.

"Go ahead..bimbo..record it" No. The gc had everyone from the class. No. disgust fell in your mouth while your hands trembled opening the lockscreen of your phone.

"Not the class gc..it has the the school faculty members in it too..we don't wanna get real SA charge this time..do we?...the fake one was already a pain in the ass"

Jay said glaring at you for the false charge, you quickly looked away and down but secretly hoped they would listen to Jay.

"I have an even better idea..let's only send it to the boy gc we have.. of over 40 guys of the Uni"

Your head shot up to Jay to see him smirking while looking at you. So happy at your state.

"It even has her little Hyunjin in that" You bit the inside of your cheek.

"Come on baby...show what you got if your life is dear to you" Heeseung said smirking at the way your body was starting to shiver from the extreme chill weather.

You sucked in your ego. and roamed your hands around..their hungry eyes only making you clench harder around nothing. It was too much and nothing at once. With your other hand, you kept your phone at a distance letting it capture your wet naked body fully.

arching your back you rubbed your thighs with your fingers, partially jerking when a loud thunderstorm broke out. the boys smiled at your helpless state...like any predator would to its prey.

it only fueled their hunger. your wetness started growing and a drop of tear fell on your cheek.

From the edging and no pleasure. you looked straight at the camera with your teary eyes and took two fingers inside your mouth and made them wet with your saliva..then dragged them down to your boobs, stomach and just when you were about to enter them inside your core.

Ni-ki took your phone away and threw it somewhere on the ground, hungrily attaching his lips to your tits. his saliva drolling and trickling down your body. series of loud moans broke out of you at the sudden action and fuck were his lips..

..why were they so plump around your breasts...???

Unknowingly your hands went to his semi-wet locks and you pushed his already close face..even closer to your chest. Practically arching your body to him. suddenly you felt a cold hand touch your hair from behind and move it aside.

You looked back to see that Sunghoon was also sitting on the ground behind you now. He pushed your wet hair away and attached his lips to the side of your neck. "Ahh" the sensation of his lips on your neck along with Ni-ki sucking your boobs was tooo much.

You never experienced an actual threesome..it was all new to you. Sunghoon licked the side of your neck..and with his fangs..took a deep bite. "Awhhh fuck"

you were not sure if that drew out blood or not..considering how deep you felt his teeth inside your flesh. But that didn't stop him..if anything..the yelp of your pain encouraged him even more. He started kissing, sucking, licking and giving bites on your neck here and there.

You trembled with a new pleasure in HoonKi's grip and arched your body more at them, creating friction..trying to catch some heat from them. On the sofa, sat Heeseung and Jay..visibly hard and turned on at the filthy sight that was going on infront of them..

they did share a girl before together..multiple times..but it was the first time..it ever looked this hot.

You, naked, sandwiched between two big men who were marking you with their lips making sultry moans tear out of you.

Jay could not wait any longer. He slowly got down on the ground..and held your chin getting your attention. His grip strangely gentle, compared to the rough one he had before when he was trynna kill you. he came closer to your face, looking at your eyes that showed nothing but pleasure.

but before he could close the gap between you two and kiss you. You did. Blinded by two men already having their way with you, you didn't think much before you attached your lips to Jay. forgetting everything for the moment. and so did Jay.

the kiss was all teeth and tongue. He held either side of your face with his both hands and started deepening the kiss, making you gasp and entering his tongue. Practically eating you.

"Hmph" you tried to get away when you felt the need to breathe but he didn't let you. Swallowing your every pleas and getting you drunk in the makeout..it was when he got out of breath, only then he pulled away, still not wanting to break it. So he started licking your cheek like an animal. then your jawline, chin, the neck and breasts were already occupied by Ni-ki and Sunghoon so he didn't go down, instead he bit your lips and started sucking on your lower lip.

your eyes drunk from the pleasure, opened when you felt a presence looking at you with piercing gaze. right when your eyes met, a large thunderstorm happened and the rain started happening even heavier...placing a really gloomy and dark atmosphere between you and Heeseung.

He looked at you, still sat, still not moving an inch, and still not displaying any sign of interest. Even when he was practically hard and wanting to breed you in his mind. Despite having three men on your body, giving you immense pleasure,

the sight of one man having no interest, ignited a fire inside you. it gave a punch to your ego. So you slowly opened your legs at the side, not interrupting Ni-ki who was busy sucking one of your boobs, moving to another and the repeating the process. He gave a hard lick to one of them, making your body shake and you looked at Heeseung, moaning more messier than usual.

Sunghoon trailed his tongue down your naked back and held your throat tight, choking you and whispering in your ear. "Do you like that, doll?" You nooded your head looking at hoon, and he started sucking your fingers in his mouth, making you roll your eyes back.

Jay gave hickeys here and there on the side of your jawline, occasionally kissing the corner of your lips. Your wetness dripped on the floor, your bare legs opened for Heeseung to see, inviting him. And he was a man afterall.. he scoffed and shook his head.

Finally realising how much of a slut AND a bitch you really were. inviting him to fuck you as if he wasn't the one who was about to take your life away, just some minutes ago.

He got up and went down to your level, seeing three of his boys, already marking you with their teeth, saliva and mouth. He placed his palm on your ankles and slid it till it reached your thigh. You arched yourself for Heeseung to reach your core but he slapped your thigh.

"Impatient..are you?" His fingers then went to your soaked dripping core, experimentally entering one finger inside.

"Ahhh fuckk more"

finally having something inside your empty cunt, it tightened around Hee's fingers. The wetness only doubling, making easier for his fingers to slide on and off. He laughed at your messy begging state. and entered two more fingers inside, seeing you gasp and roll your eyes back at the fullness. He instantly pulled away and slapped your cunt.

"No..no..don't take it out pleasee" you cried at the loss of sensation.

He looked at you with his piercing gaze and started unbuckling his belt, seeing your eyes lit up with lust at the sight. Such a slut. he thought. You saw him throw the belt away and unzip his pants before he tapped at Riki's shoulders to break him out of it.

Riki looked back at Heeseung with his glistening lips, annoyed at the interruption and murmured a "what"..but what Heeseung said next, only excited Riki and made his jeans even tighter. Heeseung pointed at your little core, opening the wetness with his fingers to show Riki and looked back at him.

"Wanna do a double penetration in this little hole, Riki?"

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You closed the car door and entered the University. When you entered though, you were met with strange stares, murmuring and gossiping of the girls and the guys. You weren't used to this. Everyone looked up on you, not like this..you heard one of the guys say.

"Even if just for some hours..she looked like a fucking pornstar"

You furrowed your brows and looked down...not understanding what they meant. Soon Karina, Rei and Hyunjin came up to you. "What have you done, Y/N-ah???!!!" Karina accused you furiously.

"What do you mean????"

"Getting naked and being wet, touching your boobs, and showing your whole body to the camera and then sending it specially to the boy gc! That's what she meant!!!!" Hyunjin said angrily brushing his hair off.

"None of the girls saw it.. cause it was deleted by Ni-ki in just two hours..but it was enough for many guys to see it" Rei said disappointed.

"Why would you do that? Huh? You wanna be seen that bad!!??" Rei shouted at you in pure shame. Not even liking you suddenly.

"I swear...! I—I didn't upload it myself!"

When the fuck did Riki add me to the boy gc, uploaded the video from my phone and deleted it without me knowing????

The thought circled back, itching the back of your mind.

"Enough Y/N-ah..I think you need some alone time..to figure things out and also yourself. " Karina said, not giving any smile and went away with Rei, Rei dragging Hyunjin along with them.

Your eyes watered but you slowly sucked it up.

No..that's what they want...for you to get humiliated..you won't. Never. They want to break your bonds. You won't let that happen. No.

And then..you got the fate..you were the most afraid of getting. Afterall, if rivalry with those four can't kill you, it surely can destroy you though.

————

You were about to enter the psychology class suddenly when the four of them blocked you at the door. You looked up at Riki.

"Hello..our personal slave" Ni-ki whispered low as the other three chuckled.

You gulpped, trying to gain the confidence to say something but you were stopped. Heeseung walked closer to you and looked deep in your eyes,

"From now on...I don't want any guy touching you or coming closer to you except the four of us...if you ever by mistake..break this rule...I'll not only kill you but also the guy too"

He caressed your cheek as the rest of them patted your head like you were their domestic pet and walked inside the class.

wow.

you sat as the psychology classes started, Karina beside you, you tried to smile at her, but she just murmured a "don't disturb me" to you and put on her headphones.

the professor going over the same lesson that was already taught yesterday. Ni-ki got bored, he yawned, almost considering to sleep in the class but then his eyes landed on you, determined eyes, nodding your head and answering whenever professor asked a question.

‎oh my pretty doll.‎

why would he sleep when he has you?? to keep him entertained.‎

so he started writing chits. on small paper, he wrote. "doll looks extremely fuckable when she's focused" folded it and threw it at your head. you suddenly felt a slight hit of paper which got stuck in your hair and just when you turned your head a little, the paper landed in your lap. you opened it and read it.

"doll......" you looked back at the four of them, to see Jay asleep, Heeseung and Sunghoon talking together about some "deal" and Riki looking directly at you, smirking.

you just raised your brows at him and shook your head in no. telling him not to disturb the class but soon one more note landed and then one more, you just started stuffing it inside your bag...paying no attention when one certain note that Riki threw went by you and hit the Professor's head. your eyes widened.

hell no.‎

the professor picked the paper and opened it, reading out loud.‎

"I LOVE YOU"

the whole class started laughing along with Ni-ki while you just gulped. "shut up! who did this?!! huh!!??"‎

"Y/N did this."

Riki spoke from the last bench, laidback and lying so confidently anyone would believe. the professor's eyes widened, you were a good student to him.

"is it true Y/N ah?" you looked back and Riki raised a brow, you already saw your life flash across in the way his gaze darkened. you bowed your head down and spoke low.

"yes....it's true"

‎"so disappointing" the professor shook his head.

Sunghoon, Jay and Heeseung were also now looking at your "fucked it all" face and they felt bursts of dopamine, remembering just how exactly you had them like this around the principal that day.

"you will have detention for three hours after classes end"

the whole class gasped and your eyes popped out of your sockets, that was not the norm, detention was only one hour, still you nodded your head. murmuring an "okay." ‎

who knows Riki maybe paid him to do this aswell..‎

you scoffed and started scribbling in your notebook.

‎totally abandoned,totally alone.

‎atleast they had eachother, who did you have?

————

you scribbled down costume designs as you sat in the detention classroom. everyone already home by now. the sun dipping below the horizon. you bit your lower lip as your mind made you think that whatever you were drawing was turning uglier every second, so you started digging the pencil deeper in the outfit you designed, nearly about to ruin the drawing when a voice anchored you from behind.

"you like ruining things, don't you???"‎

you recognised the deep voice behind you, of course you did, the only reason why you were in detention and got scolded by your parents on the call.. because of this.. because of him.‎

he chuckled low when he heard no response. from the back you felt him leaning over the chair hovering over your small frame and whispered near your ear.‎

"i went too hard on you, didn't I?...guess what...you deserved it though.."

‎you just bit the inside of your cheek, saying nothing.

"I didn't expect him to give you a three hour long, this long detention"

he nuzzled his nose in the back of your neck. you scoffed.

"acting as if you didn't pay the professor for this" he shook his head and started kissing your neck.‎

"I didn't. that was all on him.‎" he pulled your hair strands away and started kissing your neck.‎

"don't...don't touch me...don't kiss me....‎..I—I hate you"‎

you tried to push him away with your hands but he stayed firm, his kisses only getting deeper and sloppier. and Goddamn you tried your best..but his plump wet lips on your neck did things to you.

he pushed the table away..and pulled you up from your throat, not wasting anymore second in kissing you. he attached his already wet lips to yours, and started pushing you back till your back hit the bookshelves.

"ahh..fuck" the moment tearing a gasp out which only made him deepen the kiss by entering his tongue. and he roamed his hands, lifting your top and took your bra off.

immediately connecting his lips to one of your boobs while he massaged the other with his hands, sucking all the juices away. his other hand travelled down to your jeans and he pulled them down, his fingers touching your wet heat, which made you both hiss from the contact.

"‎fucking wet for me..and you pretend you don't want this???"

"‎such a fucking slut you are..always have been" he grabbed your throat tight, choking you for the moment. taking your breath away as you gasped.‎‎

true to his words, your body arched in his touch, craving more of his warmth and your hands pulled him closer, as you started grinding on him breathlessly. his face came up again and he started kissing you again..your mixed salivas dripping down from your chin to your boobs, making them shine from the liquid.

he looked at them, licked his lips and gave a hard slap to one of your boobs. that tore a disgustingly sultry moan out of you. ‎

"ahh Riki please..please.." "...‎please... what baby...?? thought you didn't want this???"

he had entering one finger inside you. your eyes rolled back as you attached your lips to his, giving him a very sloppy and slow kiss..

"please Riki..fuck me"

‎ ————

Sunghoon's steps fastened when he spotted you inside the cafeteria, eating alone, all by yourself, abandoned by your loyal friends and your ever so sweet ex boyfriend. a smirk pulled upto his lips.

‎he went over to your table.‎ everyone around the cafeteria instantly having their attention on you. afterall, you guys were known, be it a good cause or a bad one. he placed his fist loudly on the table, making you flinch. you were reviewing your digital notes on your screen while eating fried rice. you looked up at who the fuck dared to ruin your already bad day....

....and boom...‎it was none other than..pretty Sunghoon on your face. he leaned closer to your face and asked lowly, only loud enough for you to hear.‎

"when I asked for your nudes yesterday night...why didn't I get them??"

‎you sighed and looked back at him, having no energy whatsoever to fight, knowing he had the upper hand anyway.

‎"I was busy"

"busy with who?"‎

"I was hanging out to eat with my cousins"

‎Sunghoon laughed but then nodded his head, understanding, thinking if he should spare you or not.‎

he shouldn't.

‎he picked your water bottle and undid the cap. he smiled at you. "well..since you like eating so much... why don't I make it more enjoyable for you?? huh???"

‎he said as he poured down all the water from the bottle to your food, ruining all the friend rice you just purchased from the cafeteria like five minutes ago.‎ he poured all the water, till the rice was floating with water in the plate.

everyone gasped looking at what he did. the people always enjoyed seeing one power clash with another. except for the fact that you were completely powerless right now.‎

"oopsss.. I'm sorry..it got tooo wet...."

‎he whispered the last part to you.‎

"too wet like your cunt."

‎you hissed at the rice and looked up at him.

"seriously? you won't even let me eat now?"‎ he pouted.

"if you wanna eat and be in peace, then listen to whatever I say, the very first time..okay?" you slowly looked down and nodded your head, biting the inside of your cheek.‎ he caressed your hair gently.‎

"I don't like repeating the same thing twice" he kissed your forehead and went away.‎ everyone in the cafeteria now, ultimately confused as to what you two really were.‎‎

———

‎you sighed, yawning, already tired from library study session and went inside the elevator clicking the basement to go home any minute now. since Karina and Rei were not talking to you and you didn't wanna talk to anyone else other than them for the moment, so you just studied, and time passed so you decided to go home now and forget about all of this. ‎

Remembering how you suddenly apologised to Wonyoung in the library today for the first day incident you pulled on her..and how she apologised back for being annoying aswell.

Your older self would never apologise for any thing.

But you were changing..for the better or the worse...you didn't know

the elevator was about to close, when a pale hand stopped it. It was him. Sunghoon. only he had such long, pale, skinny fingers, still remembering how they felt inside you—‎

you shook your head.

‎you were certain that you were getting stockholm syndrome with these four men now.‎

he stepped inside and saw your shy pinkish face already trying to avoid his gaze. he chuckled and came inside anyways.

"can you press the button for me..baby?" he said pointing at the buttons that were glowing in neon red.‎

"of course.." you aggressively pressed all the buttons..‎

"since I'm your slave.. I'll do anything you say, right?"‎he scoffed.

"I only gave you what you deserved today"

"‎okay? thank you then??" you joined your hands together, thanking him sarcastically and stood away from him, leaning on the elevator wall. he clenched his jaw and dropped his bag on the floor, coming up at instantly and grabbed your hair, pulling a yelp out of you.

"why such a brat??? baby?? huh??" he laughed at your face.

"or maybe you like it..when I tame you like this... don't you??"

he came at the side of your face and gave your face a long stripe of lick. then went down to your neck and with his fangs and bit your flesh hard‎ you moaned loudly at that. your moan sounding less painful and more lustful. he chuckled "see even your body admits to it" ‎he got you naked in no time and got his pants and shirt down aswell..roaming his cold hands around your warm body..‎

"Sunghoon...someone...someone might come...no.."

"isnt that half the pleasure...who knows someone can actually come...maybe one of the professors.....or your firends who abandoned you...or maybe your Hyunjinie... ‎seeing you be a sult for someone who just bullied you in the day..and you're still moaning for him.."

"...begging like a bitch who wants to only think about taking a cock inside‎"

He entered two fingers inside.‎

"a new cock inside you..every day..wouldn't even know who's the dad.. if you ever got pregnant.."

he twisted his fingers while he sucked your boobs, nuzzling his face in them. ‎the mere degradation was too much to digest..you moaned holding his hands and making them go deeper inside you..

while you cried in sultry moans.. bringing his face and kissing his jawline and then he kissed your lips. and let his tongue wander inside, biting, marking, and fully making you his now. You cried out in pleasure.

"‎please hoon!..you inside me now..."‎‎‎‎‎

————

The days passed by like this with their mixed signals of bullying you one day and fucking you the other. Getting jealous when another guy came closer while they themselves had a new girl in their lap everyday.

And fuck your fortune again...you didn't even know which direction your life was going into. But you were surely losing the old you.

————

you sat with your junior minions as the boys of basketball team practiced. you didn't want to look at any of them, but the professor told all of you to stay there to encourage them for their upcoming match. ‎

you still felt all the humiliation you felt deep in your bones, combined with how they treated you like shit infront of everyone..but turned so lover and romantic when it came to fuck you.‎

"Y/N..shi...have you watched....the glory?"‎

"umm..what sorry? I wasn't listening?"

‎"I said..have you watched the glory...it's about a girl getting bullied and then growing up and taking reveng on the ones who bullied her.."‎

"karma really is a bitch..yknow what goes around, comes around doubled "‎

a chill went down your spine at that, you gave a nervous smile at Lexi, that before Jay shouted your name.‎

"Y/N ah!!...can you bring me my water bottle from the class??"‎

you brows raised, the class was veryyy far from the basketball practice room. ‎

"now?" you asked annoyingly.‎

"of course now." Jay rolled his eyes.‎

you got up but Lexi got up aswell‎

"..if you want, I can do that for you.. I'm trying to lose weight aswell..walking far will help"

you smiled, really genuinely smiled at her helping nature. only if you were half of the good human being, she was.‎ but Jay interrupted from the distance, looking at Lexi.

‎"are you Y/N?"

"but— "

‎"are. you. Y/N?" you held her wrist and shook your head at her, preventing her from saying anything that would piss him off.

"I'll go." Jay gave a smile at that and went back to practice.‎ you came back, taking long breath, you said.‎

"here you go..Jay" you handed him the water bottle.‎Jay took it but then furrowed his brows.

‎"oh wait...I forgot to tell you to bring my phone from the class...can you Y/N..ah??"‎ everyone stared at disbelief. this was too much now. once. but twice?

‎"Jay please.." you tried to convince him to tone down whatever he was trying to do to you.‎

"I'll do it" Hyunjin said panting breaking off from the practice.‎ Jay scoffed.

"is everyone suddenly named, Y/N??? HUHHHH???!!!!"‎ Jay shouted and grabbed Hyunjin by his collars,

"do NOT meddle in matters you know NOTHING about..!"

"I'll go" you said coming up between Hyunjin and Jay, not wanting Hyunjin to get hurt in any way again, specially not because of you.

Jay pushed him away slightly and smiled at you, caressing the back of your hair, kissing the side of your face while looking at Hyunjin.

"that's like my princess..go ahead..bring me what I want"‎‎

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One day suddenly Karina and Rei came up at you when you were walking alone. Your face surprised at their sudden presence when they were literally avoiding you from the past few days.

"Hey.. Y/N..you seem really off these days...is everything okay?????"

You immediately hugged them, guilt filling up your chest...as you spilled the beans

"Actually..remember some months ago when everyone knew how Heeseung's friend group and him tried to sexually assault me?...actually that was a fake charge by me...and now they're taking revenge..."

Rei just stared at disbelief. "Oh..YN..ah..you shouldn't have msssed with tme..at all"

Karina soothed your back. "nevertheless..we're still your friends."

————

‎‎you smiled into the camera when Karina clicked a selca of you, her, Wonyoung and Rei. "and....done!" she said excitingly and put the phone down sitting on her seat. ‎‎you guys were going to the amusement park for a university trip, everyone was in the bus, eating snacks, clicking pictures and laughing.

but Jay only had his eyes on you and the way you laughed whenever any of them cracked a joke..oh how magnetic you were. he just couldn't pull his eyes away from you.‎ so he texted you..

"come here for a while"

he saw your smiling face drop and then you looked back at him, he was sitting alone, the other three ditched the trip apparently. ‎you annoyingly excused your friends, and went to where he was.

"what?" you said, not having any mood to get bullied again by him on the trip.‎ he held your wrist and suddenly pulled you down on his lap, surprising you.‎

"Jay—what are you—" ‎

"don't worry.. I won't make you run errands..in this bus atleast"

‎you rolled your eyes, wanting to get up but he didn't let you.‎

"come on love.. I didn't say you could get up...Did I?"

‎he started rubbing your thighs in your shorts with his hands. your eyes widening a little when you realised he wasn't gonna bully you today, he was in mood for something else.

you looked at the people who were sitting in the front seats of the bus, completely immersed by the fun, not even looking back. just then Jay held your hips and started moving it back and forth as he started grinding his hips below you. you suddenly felt yourself getting wet from the friction. a little moan breaking out which got swallowed by the already excited noise of the students playing music.

"Jay—not..not here.." but it didn't help when he thrusted his hips up a little and it made your mouth give an O and break a gasp. he quickly covered your mouth.

"nobody's gonna know baby...if only..you stay like a silent good bitch"

he said sliding the strap of your top down along with your bra, and bit his lips and started kissing and sucking on hem, his one hand still covering your mouth from moaning. you didn't know exactly what..but the semi-public situation, along with Jay sucking you and silencing you wit his hand on your mouth..got you closer to your climax sooner than it should have, your legs started shaking.

"Jay..." you turned your head around and he kissed you, the smooching sounds so loud you were pretty sure, one or two definitely heard but Jay had his both hands possessively covering your boobs from getting flashed to any guy.

he licked your jaw and felt you grind harder on him, he pulled away from the kiss and looked at you. smiling.

"close... already??" you tugged at his belt, kissing his cheek‎

" just put it in..Jay-ah"‎‎

————‎

the vacation just started and after what felt like eternity,you finally felt freedom come back to you. you pulled the black skirt up, exposing more of your thick thighs, and picked a very low cleavage bralette top. picking out the best lipgloss you just purchased two days ago and let your hair down, actually feeling your true self come back to you.

"‎‎Heyyyyy Y/N ahhhhh?!!!!!!!" Yunjin shouted as soon as you entered the pool party spotting you.‎ your eyes got instantly wet when you saw her return from the US after a long while.‎oh she would never believe..what you've become now.‎

"yunjin-ahhh!!!" you hugged her tightly, already ready to cry but she stopped you. "‎no no nope no tears today...today...we PARTYYYYY!!!"

that made you laugh. you felt good.‎ the party only invited people from your previous school which meant noone of the four were gonna be there.‎ you danced with all the guys, laughed with every girl, took vodka shots till you forget your current self and remember your old one.‎

"KISS! KISS! KISS! KISS!" Karina and Rei shouted with the rest of the crowd at both you and one of your highschool hookup, Soobin who just returned from Newzealand, to kiss.

Hyunjin just shook his head and smiled...little jealous but still happy seeing your old self come back to you.‎ you wrapped your hands around Soobin's neck..and drifted closer to him, whispering.‎

"karma's a bitch Soobin-ah.. everything I did...the universe is doubling it and returning to me"‎

Soobin just chuckled sneaking his hands around your waist, and murmured low.‎

"so.. there really is someone who can tame a person like you.."

‎"not just one"

‎"what? really!" he said in surprise..his eyes lit up with curiosity.‎

"oh you'd be baffled to know" you said chuckling deeply and he soon closed the gap. both of you feeling eachother's touch after a long while, and getting lost in it. you guys kissed for a while, really deeply. Soobin reminded you of your old self, one more reason why you didn't wanna stop, besides the obvious that Soobin was an incredibly good kisser.‎

the whole crowd mocking you and calling you a long-lost couple who got reunited. however, there was someone in the crowd who did not like what you pulled at all. but he let you enjoy your last moments of freedom,

before he takes it all away.

‎everyone went inside as the night dragged on, you came near the pool searching for your phone. you were alone there, or you thought so. your mind already dizzy from how much alcohol you really chugged down.‎

"looking for this?" you froze when you heard a familiar voice. you immediately looked back and spotted Heeseung. his hair a bit disheveled and his black shirt messed up a bit...as if he was in the party all along. you started breathing rapidly. ‎

"what...what are you doing her—"‎

"oh..I had some friends who invited me here...and look who I found here.."‎

you started stepping back with your drunk self. he stepped closer to you.‎

"you know..I didn't like how you were today."‎

"kissing another man..when I vividly remember making it clear that noone else other than us was supposed to touch you"‎

you gulped. "Heeseung..I—"

‎"and this phone of yours??? I called it 14 times..in hopes that you would pick up and I'll tell you how I'm here and see the fear in your eyes"

he clicked his tongue.

‎"too bad... I didn't get what I wanted"‎

he stood centimetres away from you.‎

"so why would YOU get what you want?"‎

he smirked tilting his head, and before you could even process his words, he threw your cellphone into the pool. you gasped, your hand reaching out to prevent it from falling but it was already gone.

‎"since you don't pick up my calls anyway... what's the use of a phone?"‎you glared at him but said nothing, fully aware that your friends were inside and you didn't want any of them to know who was he to you.

‎"come on go ahead..and pick it up from the pool.."‎

"oh wait tho.. It's inside in very middle..I fear you have to get in the pool for that" ‎he held his heart with his hand, faking adorable behaviour and gasp.‎

"you won't die from this, right Y/N...ah??‎right??" ‎you just closed your eyes, genuinely not wanting to deal with any of this.

‎"you won't die from this...unless and until I bring an open wire...right?" his tone suddenly turned serious. your body shook at the mention of the open wire, your trauma of almost dying resurfacing back to you.

you glared at him and slowly went inside the pool tying your hair up, the extremely chill water making your body jerk multiple times, you shivered and picked you phone up. instantly getting out and shaking the water off of your phone.

‎"aww my baby" he came closer to you, you were still shivering, your body freezing.‎ he put the towel that he magically pulled from the blue around you. and hugged you...but his grip turned bruising..

"I'll drop you home today,.no any other man...I'll be waiting outside"

————

You smiled and bid your bye to Yunjin and rest...only lightly hugging soobin..now that you knew..Heeseung was watching.

"You took quite alot of time to come out, didn't you???"

"I mean...I was meeting my friends..that's how normal people react when they meet their friends" Heeseung chuckled. "I don't think the word "normal" and you would ever belong together in a sentence."

He patted the seat behind him and you sat, purposefully driving fast and rough so that you'd hold onto him tight, smirking and leaning into the touch whenver you would do.

He suddenly stopped the bike in the middle of the road, your home wasn't anywhere near. You looked at the view the high road gave.

"Isn't it beautiful??" He said looking at the dark blue midnight sky. You scoffed. Your body already half wet from how he made you go inside the pool and was being all romantic now.

"Not even sky changes color as much as the four of you do.." he laughed at that. Really laughed. And then came closer to you, making you lean a bit on his bike.

"What do you crave from us doll? Constant I love yous? Girlfriend commitment? Or what?" he laughed at his own words and how foolish they sounded.

Tears built up cause somewhere deep inside..your fucked up sick mind...did crave exactly what Heeseung mocked you for. You looked away from him. he suddenly grabbed your hands behind and cuffed them. The sound taking you by surprise. Now how the fuck he has handcuffs out of the blue?

He held you by your throat and blew one strand away from your face. For some seconds, just admiring you and smelling you, you were starting to sober up now and things were more clear..which only hurt you even more.

He put out his two fingers infront of your mouth and said, "suck it" you glared at him but still took his fingers, both of them, like the good girl you were. Maintaining eye-contact with him, while you let your saliva drown his fingers, giving it kitten licks, unable to move your hands due to them being cuffed to his bike.

Heeseung always loved bdsm..and he made sure you were his puppet..that he could move exactly however he wished to do so.

He slowly joined his mouth with your that was dripping saliva on his fingers. As he tore your already revealing top that you wore for the party. And rubbed his saliva covered fingers around your boobs, circling around them...and rubbing them.

"Ahh" you whined already lifting his body to meet your touch while you kissed him back with the same speed. The kiss took momentum and suddenly..turned really rough and sloppier. He let his tongue all over your mouth, even involving his teeth, biting you here and there.

And drinking and kissing you whenever you were about to gasp..swallowing them away. You moaned even louder. The kisss sounded filthy with so much wetness, he grinded his whole body on you, trapping your standing self between the bike and his body. He ripped your skirt away,

"went out there wearing matching lingerie huh?? what were you thinking?????" You shook your head. "N-Nothing..!"

"Of getting a cock inside you??? Is four not enough for you, you fucking slut????" He slapped both of your thighs multiple times, turning them a little red..making you yelp. He took your lingerie away also. and uncuffed you, pressing you down on your knees.

He unbuckled his belt, and pulled his jeans down. Lifting your face up, and saw you had your thighs clenched, your hands already reaching for his jeans to pull it more down. He chuckled.

"How bad..do want this??? If you want this soo bad..then say..please Heeseung" you looked up at him, with your glossy eyes, your cunt getting wetter by the position you were in, not wasting time, you said.

"Please Heeseung..I want you"

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You tossed and turned in your bed, .ooking over tge clock, it was 1 AM now, your parents were away, and tonight marked the fourth day of your vacation. But something felt empty..

u sighed getting up from your bed and went to the kitchen to grab some water. You mind wandered and you didn't know if it was the upcoming exams after vacation, being alone in the house or just the fact that it was midnight but your mind still wandered back to them. Heeseung, Jay, Sunghoon and Riki.

you shook your head.and spoke to yourself like you did usually out loud.

"No! no! Y/N ah..they're not your boyfriends..they're nothing to you!"

"They're your enemies, rivals, bullies,...and everything...!"

"They're anything but not your lovers.."

"Ouch." You heard a voice, froze and slowly turned around to see Ni-ki comfortably sat on the dining table, his hand under his chin, adoring you in the dark.

You flinched and held your fast beating heart with your hand, extremely fucked up and scared. "The fuck dude!"

"You..know...all that you said...kinda hurt me" you finally got your breath back. "how the fuck did you enter even? The door is locked tight."

"Not when you have your windows open...bimbo" Sunghoon said leaning back on Jay, who was fixing his hair, as if they just came back from a war.

"Woah....wow..why is Heeseung not here then if all of you are here already?" suddenly someone backhugged you and from the prada perfume you already had an idea who.

"Missed me much?? I'm your favorite aren't I?."

"She just called us anything but not lovers" Jay said, glaring at you and visibly offended at you.

"And she knows she's only lying to herself" Sunghoon said with such a confidence that it annoyed you at how true it really was.

"Oh yeahh..you act like you all know me so well...huh??"

You scoffed, "then why the fuck are you still taking revenge of one single stunt I pulled with your multiple tortures on me ???? Huh????"

Heeseung chuckled, but his smile didn't reach his eyes.

"Should've listened to Hyunjin the very first time he warned you about us..but did you???" Your mouth closed now, speechless.

"He was being such a good ex...still warning you about us even after you cheated on him like the whore you are"

"But no...you had to be a brat and start bad blood with us.." Heeseung whispered near your ear...hovering over your body but still not backhugging you. Stating nothing but facts.

Ni-ki got up from where he was sat and walked closer to you, his sharp eyes only turning darker in the dim moonlight casted by your windows. With a firm grip, he held your chin up, making your trembling eyes meet his dark ones.

"tell me doll..the night you came to the basketball court to meet us for the first time....was it just because of the grades ???"

He came even closer, his lips almost touching yours.

"or was it because you wanted our attention on you???" You shook your head as no. "No..I only came to talk for thr gradesss..I—I swear"

He smirked, nodding his head. But something sinister was still inside him.

"You swear really?? Then why was the video of that day..the one you recorded to put charges on us...why was the full version of the video..the most replayed video in your device??? Specifically around midnight??"

Your eyes widened as your face paled up,you gulped.

"W—What are you talking about—"

"come on baby,.I have your phone hacked from a long time"

"You have my phone WHAT."

"Don't change the topic..doll..tell me why did you replay that video so much...huh?? You liked it, didn't you?"

He chuckled darkly. "In fact you like what you are right now don't you..??? being our personal slave...you like being this don't you?..!??"

you slowly shook your head, getting your head down, not knowing what to say anymore but still said.

"No..I know you guys are manipulating and gaslighting me into believing that I was the one who wanted this first..when in reality..you guys started this" they all chuckled at your words.

"then why do you arch in our touch like a bitch in heat?" Jay said, leaning on the wall and looking at you with hunger in his eyes.

"Say that you like it" Sunghoon said coming closer and rubbing your lower lip. It was too much, too much for you, you couldn't handle yourself when the four overpowered men were infront of you.

"I—first you all tell me.." you picked up some courage and looked at them.

"What does this really mean to you?"

Their gaze softened only for a bit which didn't go unnoticed by you. but you felt darkness surround you when Heeseung tied blindfold around your eyes. And you felt yourself get carried upstairs, from the bicpes you knew it was Sunghoon.

"If you guessed..who does what...we'll tell you what this really means to us" Heeseung said opening your pjs, literally tearing them away from your body. Your body shivered in the cold, which they soon tried to calm down by roaming their warm palms around your body. It felt so good. God.

You whined when you felt someone spit at one of your boobs and started massaging them. "I think it's r-riki.." "wrong..it's me honey.." Jay said whispering and soon latched onto your breasts, moving his mouth up and down. On your stomach you felt an icecube presumably, get drsgged around your abs, you gasped at the cold sensation.

"S—Sunghoon!!"

"Wrong pretty.. it's me" heeseung said pressing the ice cube harder on your flesh, not liking the fact that you didn't recognise him. Suddenly you felt plump lips attach to yours, full plump lips along with the taste. It had to be Riki. You leaned into the kiss, your tongues clashing in a french kiss, making filthy sounds echo the room while saliva dropped on your body and the bedsheet, from how juicy and wet the kiss got.

"It's Riki..I'm sure— " suddenly you felt a light slap on your cheek, not enough to sting, but enough to tell you that you were wrong. "It's me Y/N-ah.." Sunghoon whispered. "No no you guys are cheating..that was Riki..I know his lips.."

somewhat your annoyed and furious state only made you look even more adorable, making even more evil ideas plot in their mind. Riki shared an exchanging glance and gently made you go on all fours since you were unable to see.

"Since you can't guess well..doll..we'll enter your cunt and your mouth this time..and see who you guess first and guess right."

Your core throbbed at the idea, you whispered an "okay", biting your lower lips and licking it while clenching your thighs together. Your cunt oozing out more wetness when you heard multiple belts unbuckling at once. Your body jerking slightly from how turned on it got, almost bringing you closer to your climax, just at idea alone.

you were a slut anyway..who were you to deny the four men wrapped around your finger???

You closed your already blindfolded eyes and screamed the rest of the night. feeling every inch, every stretch and everytime they lied to you...... just to fuck you longer..which only got you wetter.

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"Y/N-ah!!! Y/N-ah!!! Wake up!!!!"

You blinked your eyes when you saw your bestfriend Yunjin sitting at the side of your bed. when did she come back from US? You thought as you got up rubbing your eyes. "Why are you here Yunjin-ah?" Yunjin furrowed her brows "what do you mean why bro...We're getting late for school!!!"

School?

It was only when she said this, then you noticed her old appearance infront of you. Her red hair, her in school uniform with the old iphone in her hand.

Wait..am I dead or something?

You still vividly remembered how the four of your boys fucked you..and then put you to sleep..each one giving a long peck..and finally making you go to dreamland.

Did they kill you in your sleep to get their final revenge???

Your heart started beating faster and you touched your body, already feeling your flesh and heartbeat very well.

"Yunjin-ah...are you real....am I...am I real???" Yunjin just rolled her eyes..

"I don't know what you're trying to say or if it's one of your dreams again..but get ready fast..I'm waiting downstairs." She said and went out of your room. You looke outside the window.

Winter? It was Summer vacation last night.

You took a hard gulp and with your trembling hands, you opened your old phone..and there..it displayed today's date.

7:53 a.m., 26 January 2024.

2024???????

Two fucking years ago.

You felt your head get light, your mind get dizzy, and you felt nauseous wanting to puke right on your bed. But what you couldn't believe at all..was the date.

Was it really 2024????????if yes, was the university, your #1 rank, Wonyoung and your boys..all the part of a dream????

A fucking dream?????

You scoffed, but your tears fell warm. You didn't know why you were crying. You would still go to the University in future, still meet many Wonyoungs, still get a rank #1..

Or maybe you exactly knew why you were crying...because you knew you wouldn't get them back.

Your boys.

You started crying, not even caring if you had any fuckass school today..in your mind you graduated anyway. You sobbed hugging your knees.

You were finally free from them..then why were you stlll crying????

You cried loudly and more loudly..remembering their touches, the fucking stockholm syndrome you developed with them...and how much your heart and body still craved them..tears fell like they never stopped.

was that all a dream?

Or was this all a dream?

"Doll?"

You opened your wet eyes to the bright light, squinting at the sudden chnge of light, your eyes finally opened spotting Ni-ki first on your left side, then Sunghoon on your right, and Jay and Heeseung around your leg. It was Ni-ki's voice. Soon Sunghoon caressed your forehead.

"Are you okay, doll? You were crying in your sleep, saying no no again and again..was something hurting you..???"

"Was it us hurting you even in your dream?" Jay spoke low, not proud of it, but the question was necessary. You quickly shook your head.

"Please tell me tell me this isn't a dream..tell me...prove it to me—AHH."

You looked down when you saw Heeseung biting and then licking over the flesh of your leg.

"What..you said to prove..so I did.." he just shrugged his shoulders. You smiled at him but tears built in your eyes, and you opened your arms for all of them, and they all came to hug you.

You knew this was reality..when you started getting suffocated by their body weight on you. You were giving way to the toxic bond.

Was it right? Probably not.

Was it healthy? Not at all.

Did you still want and liked it? Yes.

they all chuckled hearing your dream and Heeseung wiped away your tears. Licking his lips, he pulled out the blindfold again, the bdsm maniac forever,

"Why don't we make this situation more reality like for you..by repeating what we did yesterday????" the other three only got turned on and immediately agreed for "your well-being."

you were a slut anyway...

you still remember the hoarse voice she had when she said those words, her eyelashes clumped from the tears as she blamed you constantly for the rigged grading system.

but why would you blame yourself..? it's not like you did anything wrong..right?...you both wanted the #1st tag in the whole class in the junior year of your highschool, 11th grade..you got 99, she got 100. you rigged the grading with money and sex and climbed the ladder.

it was just one mark anyway, if her parents cared, so did mine...you puffed the last remaining smoke out of your lips, carefully draping the silk down around you as the atmosphere suddenly seemed to get colder.

"Hey.." from the back you heard a familiar voice and turned around to find Soobin, dressing himself up. He came closer and back hugged you.

"The way we made love today...was insane.. I was—"

"Is karma a bitch?" your eyes furrowed as you landed him the question you were wondering about ever since you got off the bed after having a "sex session" with Soobin

"Do you always have to pay for your bad deeds?"

Soobin nervously smiled to the pool of questions that were piling up infront of him..he sheepishly smiled, ever so shy and hugged you tighter. giving his answer.

"I think it depends..sometimes you gotta pay..sometimes you don't..not always does it get your back"

"I see.." you said still not convinced at his answer.

"By the way...you're coming to the party..right Y/N ah?"

"Of course..I am"

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Your heartbeat got in sync to the club ones, when you stepped a foot inside. Already seeing the highschool graduates of different other schools dressed up in sparkly and sultry dresses. Fully occupied by the night. Tonight's night. To let it all ease away before they enter University.

"Hey miss... you're not allowed to smoke inside..!"

the young tatted bartender from the side said looking at the cig in your hand. You chuckled and leaned down to the counter, pulling your already revealing dress down by a bit and pressing your boobs firmly on the counter to the point, you were sure you flashed him all of it.

He licked his lips and got a full tasteful view of your naked breasts..pressed, squished on the glass..his jeans getting hard..before his eyes travelled back to you. You flashed him a smile.

"Do we have a problem here?" you batted your eyelash, pulling back and taking an inhale of the cigarette as if you didn't just show your naked boobs to him.

"No..not at all."

The bartender said wiping the sweat off of his forehead and gave a little nervous smile at you. You gave a fake smile back... and started walkkng away towards your crowd, your eyes searching for your school people. You chuckled proudly thinking what act you just pulled for your own comfort of smoking.

People are so easy

A smirk already pulling upto your face when you spotted your crowd and the smirk only grew wider..when you recognised a certain pale adorable nerd in the crowd...that you fucked once and now he thinks you love him. You shook your head.

Like I said..people are so easy.

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"Either you go and kiss that hot waiter man....OR... you drink thiss!"

you spoke with a smirk, one hand busy in twisting your hair into curls while in the other hand you had the drink. The drink that was infected with all kinds of alcohol poured into it and mixed, to the point it looked less like a drink and more like a purple-poison-potion.

Nobody wanted to drink that.

"b-but..how! h-how... can I do that!? I—I'm straight..!!...how can I kiss him.!!??"

the adorably looking nerd said fixing his glasses on the bridge of his nose while he looked at you in terror, absolutely caught off-guard at your number of worst choices of dare.

"not my fault..if you don't have balls"

you rolled your eyes and strongly placed the poisonous looking drink infront of him, subtly shaking the table from how strong you put it down.

"Drink this then" you shrugged your shoulders looking at the guy.. as if it was no big deal.

"DRINK! DRINK! DRINK!" the table shouted with excitement urging him to gulp down that glass of alcohol..

"L—Listen P—Please Spare me!! I—I don't wanna play this!!"

The whole crowd started murmuring and silently laughing, not wanting to humiliate the guy but not being able to stop their reaction to the humorous situation aswell. You threw one hand in the air and every moment stopped. Every laugh, every murmuring, every chatters, falling the table into a complete silence.

The nerd guy whose cheeks were flushed red, slowly looked up to meet your eyes, his own glossy from the almost tears he developed due to the judgemental look he felt from everyone else. His eyes sparked when he looked at you from across him.. his mouth parting slightly to say something.

And here you go

"Awhh jun-ah..it's okay...calm down..come on now"

You faked the most sweetest smile known to mankind and went over to him, hugged him. Running your fingers over his smooth hair. He nuzzled his face in the crook of your neck, feeling your breasts press against his chest.

You widened your eyes slightly and looked at him, enough to give off that innocent look. The one that made you look like an angel. The one who could do no wrong. You liked wearing such an unrealistic look on you, just to deceive people like the one who was pressed onto your chest.

"come on guys!.. don't be so harsh to him.."

Some of your friends silently rolled their eyes at your hypocritical nature and laughed at the irony of how you were blaming them while you were the one who gave him such a dare anyway. Yet noone had the guts to go against you or defy you.

"you guys continue..I'll drop him outside..come on Yunjin" you said winking at Yunjin who sighed but soon joined you two to the outer area of the club.

The table continued the rest of the game. The night far from being over.

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"Yknow..you shouldn't deceive guys like that.." Yunjin said pressing down on the bar stool and gulped the drink in one go.

"Like what?" you chuckled taking one little sip of your scotch.

"Is being a nice human being a bad thing now?" you pouted clearly getting what she was trying to say, but still played innocent anyway.

"You know what I mean—" Yunjin's words got interrupted by your claim.

"Yknow..you shouldn't speak on what I should do and what I shouldn't..considering the fact that you're leaving me here and going to the US by yourself"

you murmured rolling your eyes.It was the truth, Yunjin was attending a noble university in the states, which unsettled something in you. out of jealousy and also out of loneliness.

"You should've studied more then and ace the class like me..why didn't you—AH!—"

Yunjin said laughing but the laugh was soon long gone when she felt a tug on her hair. Only to find out that you tugged the back of her hair and pulled her ear closer to your mouth.

"OUCHH!!" She yelped in pain.

"Sometimes you talk a lot honey..gotta learn to control that in the states.."

the hold wasn't strong but firm enough to let her know she was crossing the line now..

"I'm sorry dude—ah—!"

you pulled her face closer to yours, enough that you both were inches apart, gave a mischievously satisfied smirk and freed her from your grip. Yunjin cursed in pain and sighed rubbing the back of her head gently. she squinted her eyes and looked at you.

"fuck you dude..you were so close..I thought you were gonna kiss me or sum"

her words broke you into a laugh but soon your eyes spotted one familiar ex of yours..and unknowingly a smile came to your lips.Ohhh.

..how much you missed how he used to fuck you so well.

..you lazily looked back at Yunjin.

"Well..I wasn't gonna kiss you..but I have found someone I wanna kiss" Yunjin followed your eyes into the dance floor and spotted Hyunjin in the crowd.

"Didn't you cheat on him..Y/N ah ?"

"who cares..he deserved it...besides he's suddenly looking hot again"

you just gave a wink and started walking towards him, your friend looked at you and sighed, very well knowing... no such force could stop you from getting what you want.

That was the rule of life. To never deny you what you wanted.

Reason many people envied you and still couldn't be you.

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a smile on the face and a burn in his heart came inside Hyunjin when he saw you step on the dance floor and vibe with other guys. poor guy didn't even realise that he was already fixing his hair at the sight of you.

he still hated you tho, afterall you cheated on him, he had every reason to do so, but he still gaslit himself into thinking that maybe he wasn't good enough in bed, maybe there was some fault in him.

Still trying to rationalize the fact that the most popular guy of the school got cheated on by you.

and yet...he was still attracted even when he hated you, he was a man afterall.. and that's why the sight wasn't pleasing for him when other guys were starting to dance with you..

Tonight's club was a big party. From the next week, University first semester was starting.. so everyone wanted to live out their school life one more time before they entered a new phase, that included this ever-lasting club night.

"hey Y/N ah.."

you felt the same familiar man's voice behind you and turned around to spot Hyunjin, smiling slightly at you, his eyes already wandering to your curves. He extended his hand.

"save a dance?"

you just chuckled at that, tilting your head and whispered,

"why not?"

It didn't take much time for Hyunjin to close the remaining gap between you two. Hyunjin possessively roamed his hands around your curves, side eyeing every other guy who was trying to hit on you. you closed your eyes, feeling the warmth of his plam run over your cold shivering flesh.

He suddenly turned you around, and the back of your body rubbed hard against his front, making you both pull out a seductive moan. you danced slowly in his grip.

"missed me much?" "more than you could fucking imagine"

Hyunjin hissed near your ear and he pushed you a little to make you twirl... just when a body cut through between you two, breaking your rhythmic dance. the dance floor was reasonably crowded but he could've chosen any other place than to go between two people dancing. That thought made you scoff.

Of course you aren't gonna let it slide. Never will.

"Hello motherfucker..did you not see another place to walk into?"

you said slightly loud for the tall person who had his back to you. The person stopped walking and turned around. Pretty tall figure, jawline as sharp to cut glass, pretty and refined facial structure, rocking chrome hearts fit. you stopped for a second at the appearance but then came back to your senses, folded your arms on your chest to assert dominance. "tell me"

The guy just scoffed in disbelief, about to say something before he was stopped by his friend group. You looked behind him to see three other tall men.

One of which held his arm, seemingly trying to stop him from causing a scene here. The gentle tug reminding that they had much more important things to worry about right now and attend to than this.

the other guy with an even sharper jawline, surprisingly smiled a little at you, putting the tall man at side and said,

"We're sorry..it's his fault.."

Two of the guys who were behind them were also tall, buff and carried a certain aura that seemed to move you in an unsettling manner. You tried to brush it off. However....what you couldn't brush off was how the two were eyefucking your body in that mini burgundy dress, even passing comments among themselves. You bit the inside of your cheek.

Suddenly you felt Hyunjin pull you back to his chest and pull you away from the guys.

"It's okay..you guys can go!" he said smiling at the four of them. His face getting paler and beads of sweat formed on his forehead from the tense atmosphere.

He knew these guys. Too well. From Blue High School.

All four of them charged with Attempted Murder of a teacher.

He heard that news from a fellow friend who studied at Blue High. And used to tell how dangerous these guys were. Moreover, how powerful they were to cover up such a big charge like nothing ever happened.

He didn't know what was true or not. But he couldn't let you get hurt...so he gave a polite smile and dragged you away from them as fast as possible. You yanked your hand away when you guys were far enough.

"What's wrong with you fucker? Why apologise when he was at fault huh??"

"Y/N..ah...you..you don't know those guys from Blue High..they're so dangerous..they're not to be messed with..."

A huge laughter broke out of you at that. You gasped trying to breathe but still couldn't stop how hard you were laughing.

"You mean the same Blue High School that.. OUR Yonsan High School team defeated in the basketball this year???"

Hyunjin shook his head, fearing something he shouldn't...but he knows he has to.

"You don't get it Y/N ah..they're not just some basketball matches..they're really bad..just..just stay away from them....okay???"

he came closer to you and hugged you soothing your back. But it didn't stop you from travelling your eyes to where those four guys were. They were walking across the club in a hurry as if they were searching for something..

it looked like they were a cult based on how many guys were around them trying to serve them drinks or snacks..even a lighter. But your breath hitched when you saw the same guy who bumped into you, look straight at you through the dancing crowd, he was on a call while he looked at you, his eyes getting darker every second.

You clutched Hyunjin's shirt harder in your hand, Hyunjin just smiling into the hug, having no idea what was going on. But it took the breath away when you saw what the man said on the call.

He gave a sinister smirk directly at you and said something on the call.. and God bless your lip reading skills..you decoded what he said.

"Found her."

you didn't know if you were the one overthinking or if he really said it. Nevertheless, you shrugged it anyway and enjoyed the rest of your night.

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parking your mercedes, you turned the engine off..the driver was absent today...sighing..you got out with your almost empty bag and dialed Karina's number. "Where are you??"

"I'm already in the class..come quick..it's about to start" Karina excitedly said on the other line of the call, inviting you hurriedly and ended the call.

The fuck she's excited for?

you shook your head at her excitement which you seemed to find pretty dumb..afterall who the fuck is excited for the first day of Uni?..clearly you were not...you puffed the smoke out one last time and crushed the cigarette with your foot,

about to enter the University when you spotted a similar figure...the same figure who apologised yesterday on behalf of the man who bumped int you.

We're sorry..it's his fault

"lend a lighter?"

that person said looking at the lighter you were hanging on your bag. You rolled your eyes and gave him it. He took it and then gave you back...and took a long inhale, already walking inside the University when you stopped him from behind.

"smoking inside the Uni isn't allowed."

You bit your cheek, already annoyed at the very easygoing manner he had while walking inside. As if he owned that. You hated people who radiated more swag than you.

"The rules don't apply to me dear..I'm Jay"

he winked at you and went inside. You crossed your arms on your chest. As you saw him walk inside passing a few pfoessors with the cigarette visible in his hand while none said anything to him. A smirk formed at your lips at the mere power infront of you. Suspicious yet attractive.

This is interesting.

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you entered the class of psychology major..and immediately spotted Karina and Rei waving at you and waiting for you. You went to them and hugged them.

"The bitch Yunjin went to Us, didn't she???" Rei said clicking her tongue. You chuckled and said,

"let's see how long she lasts..the next thing you know..she might return 5 months pregnant.."

your humor made both Rei and Karina laugh as they giggled lightly nudging your shoulder. You caressed your locks and looked around.

Some guys already staring at how put together you looked, along with some girls..out of insecurity..quite alot of people took psychology major this year...such a headache..you thought..but then your eyes travelled to the back bench and that's where you saw.

The four of them. The ones you saw at the club. The ones Hyunjin said were criminally dangerous.

One of them, who mentioned his name Jay, was still smoking and laughing about some bullshitting they were doing. You saw the other three. The one who bumped into you...counting stacks of money...wait money? You wondered what THAT much amount of money was doing there with him..the other two had girls on their laps and roamed their hands around the girls body. Something about them was so irresistible. Like you couldn't tear your eyes away from the four, even if you wanted to.

You would be lying if you said you didn't want to be in the girl on their lap's place..but your thoughts got interrupted by Rei who introduced you to someone.

"Meet her, she is Wonyoung.." Rei said introducing you to Wonyoung, who just waved shyly, looking down, being cute..

Oh God..how much you hated these kind of people.

You just nodded at her...but then she started annoying you..

"Hey..I've —I've heard alot about you..you were really iconic in your school...my friends told me ....about you! I—I really like you..I want to..to...b—become your friend—I have a gift for you—!!

you closed your eyes at her insanely irritating high pitch voice..trying to calm yourself down.

...but the morning scolding from your parents about how you aren't living upto their expectations, the morning when that Jay guy outsmarted you, and your luteal phase mood swings, on top of her annoying fangirling... really made you reach your breaking point.

"STOP."

The chaotic class suddenly fell dead silent, everyone now looking at both you and Wonyoung. murmuring and whispering things in eachother's ears. Wonyoung flinched and looked at you, completely frozen. Rei and Karina exchanged looks...guessing that your mood wasn't good today...they sensed your growing anger..and it always resulted in something bad..they knew...so they tried their best to stop any disaster before it happens.

"Hey..Wonyoung..she's having a bad day today...talk to her later...okay??"

Karina and Rei said to Wonyoung, Wonyoung furrowed her brows, she herself was very popular of her own school, so getting shouted at like this didn't sit well with her. Obviously.

She came closer to you and looked you in the eye. Previous admiration and fangirling all gone..she did want to become your friend.... but not at the cost of her self respecf. You sensed the change in her attitude and let out a laugh.

Here we go again...adding more and more pissing things into my days..

"I don't think you should shout at me for just wanting to become your friend..or else" Wonyoung said with all her coursge, her eyes getting red and teary. You scoffed.

"Or else what.???.what you're gonna do???" you gently hit her shoulder pushing her back. Karina and Rei panicked.

"Are you gonna cry and do aegyo and make a fucking reel about this?? Then go FUCKING AHEAD!"

you glared at her. The class only focusing on you two and what else move either makes. Some even thought of recording this..but stopped knowing that you came from a very powerful family and if you found out...you'd destroy them.

You had such a reputation.

Your eyes accidentally travelled down to her hands and you spotted a red lipstick in her hands with ribbon tied around it, oh right...a gift for you

you laughed pulling her hands in the air.."is this what you got for me???? A cheap ugly fucking lipstick you think I'll wear????" You said in disbelief.

Bingo.

You stopped when an idea popped into your mind. You looked at her..your previous anger all tamed, excited for what you were about to pull. You looked at everyone else and pouted.

"She said she wants to become my friend..right??" Everyone nodded in fear..then you looked at her..still pouting and trying to do a fuckass aegyo face and went closer to her.

"Then let me apply this lipstick to you.." you said smiling..

anddddddd....Wonyoung bought it. Her brows raised as she hurriedly presented the red ysl lipstick infront of you..already jutting her lips lightly for you to apply it on her.

You smiled sweetly, too sweetly, Karina broke out in a cold sweat. This was gonna be a disaster. Rei just sighed knowing that once you've started, you won't stop now.

"Come closer..pretty.." you said holding her face in your hands. But Wonyoung's stomach churned when she felt your grip on her face get tighter. You took the lipstick and rather than applying it on her lips, you applied it on her cheeks and the side of her lips.

Making a joker smile. You smiled as you finished one side andd then applied it on the other cheek, making a perfect uplifted red smile and aligning with her lips. A tear fell out of Wonyoung's right eye, when she felt you scribble on her face with the red lipstick. Making a smile.

You chuckled sweetly, trying to hold your laughter. Pindrop silence scattered around the room, too silent, nobody dared to say anything.

"So pretty...you look like that Japanese ghost...who had her lips cut at sides..so red red.." you laughed and laughed.

"Stop it Yn-ah!" A voice echoed at the entrance of the class, you annoyingly put your hands away from Wonyoung, recognising the voice already.

Hyunjin came to your side and sighed, hissing at what you did to your felllow classmate who just wanted to befriend you. He gently held your shoulders..not trying to provoke you any more right now.

"why...just why?"

"I WARNED HER...I warned her Hyunjin-ah!!! But she kept annoying meeee" you said glaring at Wonyoung, who just had her head hung low, too broken an embarrassed infront of everyone to even look at you or move an inch. Hyunjin looked at Wonyoung with pity.

"Hey..please go to the restroom and clean yourself."

He said as Wonyoung, went out of the classroom, trying to hold back her tears and pretend as if nothing even happened. Hyunjin looked back at the class, "what are you guys looking at huh??? just mind your business!!" then he gave you a can of beer to calm you down. While Karina and Rei also soothed your back.

As if you were the victim, and not the fucking bully.

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From the back bench, the four guys saw you pulling such a stunt and making a scene, dominating the whole class with your presence alone. Something in them itched, looking at you, so fearless and untouchable. They had the want, no, the need to break you. Bend you. Tear that confidence of yours down.

"Isn't that the same girl who wanted me to fucking apologise??"

Ni-ki said, looking st the way you were chugging down the beer now. your furious self only making you more hot in their eyes.

"I think so..she seems to have some fire in her.." Sunghoon said kissing a girl's neck but his eyes were on you..and way the drops of beer fell down your jawline.

"Let's not get distracted now.." Jay said crushing the last bit of his cigarette on the class floor.

"He's right." Heeseung whispered and looked at the money they had in their bag.

"We have to deal with those attempted murder charges of ours from the previous school first..is this enough money??" he said showin them his backpack that had nothing but money stacks filled up in it. They all nodded.

"I swear to God..the next time I meet that teacher who did this to us..it won't be just attempted murder this time..I'll really kill him this time.." Ni-ki hissed at the headache he was having from all of this.

Sunghoon lighlty tapped Ni-ki's shoulder. "It's okay..We're University students now...forget school." Sunghoon looked at you and licked his lips.

"Let's seek a redemption arc now"

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the following weeks of the newly Uni life passed by quick. Everyone already feared you due to the first day scene. Nobody dared to poke or question you. You only befriended powerful people and seniors in the University. Annie Moon, Yeonjun, Wooyoung, Jennie, Kai, Taehyung, Manon, Chaewon, and rest of Karina, Rei and Hyunjin you already had.

your image stayed intact. Untouchable and Unforgettable. like how it had stayed over the years.

and you did your best to maintain your grades inorder to get the best GPA...fucking the hot french professor to make him do your assignment (not your fault..you didn't like french), skipping very few classes and compensating those left attendance with money, letting little minions do your little errands...

...but that didn't stop you from noticing the presence of the four guys..whose gaze lingered too long whenver you'd look at them.

The way your gut....automatically thought of submitting to them..whenever you saw them fight other guys..how incredibly attractive they looked with their fiery aura..you were ashamed of yourself for this.

not just lusting on one guy..but the whole group.

The four were already the most feared group inside and outside of the University. The only rule when you see those four was to never mess with them, pick a fight, or even cross their paths. If life was dear to you.

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"The midterms are here nowwwwww" Karina said whining, sipping her iced-tea. "I'm dommed now...man" Rei said..sadly

"What about you, Y/N..ah???"

"I'm gonna ace the class" you said confidently, and looked at them, a smirk pulling up your lips. You were pretty confident of acing the midterms as psychology..the study of human mind and behavior..was something you always liked..and loved to use..

You guys were walking towards the class when accidentally Wonyoung bumped into you, her face instantly getting scared when she looked up to see that it was you. You scoffed an rolled you eyes.

"Chill..I won't kill you."

you started walking closer to her till her back hit the wall. She started breathing rapidly and looked at you with doe eyes. Karina not knowing if you were in a good mood or not, and tensing up.

You leaned closer to Wonyoung and whispered on the side of her face, near her ears. "I'm an angel...can't you see?"

Wonyoung tightly shut her eyes when you got closer to her, thinking you were gonna kiss her..she slowly opened her eyes when she felt nothing. You just laughed at what she was expecting.

And lightly flicked her forehead, sticking a heart shaped sticker written "PABO!" In pink glitter on her forehead. And walked away.

Karina and Rei who were also Wonyoung's friends aswell came to her and bid her bye, she smiled back at them. And then looked down.

Her cheeks flushed red when she recalled how close you were. She touched the sticker gently, and then her ear..where you were hovering..a little smile broke out of her...remembering how good you smell..Wonyoung bit her lips, thinking of you.

Maybe Y/N wasn't that bad of a person..

She thought. But poor Wonyoung didn't know half of what you actually were...and what extent you can go to..when you don't get what you want.

She was soon gonna find out.

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"WHAT??? NO!!! THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE!!"

you shouted at the professor who showed you your total marks of the midterms. Results were going to be announced next week, but you were so confident and excited that you couldn't wait another day..and came to the office to get to know your marks early...but what you heard was baffling.

"You've achieved the fifth position in the class" you scoffed in disbelief. They have got to be kidding me.

"Listen..try to understand...you got 99% total but you achieved the fifth position..because four other people scored more than you..so you got that position"

You laughed maniacally. "Oh YEA? TELL ME THEN!"

"Who the fuck or who the four are who scored more than me!?? huh!!???give me names! give me the damn NAMES!!!!"

it was not possible. You gave it your all, answered the most in class, took your major subject seriously, studied the most, didn't rig the midterms at all this time, everyone knew you were gonna ace the class, so how the fuck

"It's...Lee Heeseung, Park Jay, Park Sunghoon and Nishimura Riki who aced the class with 100%..all of them."

OH.

It all made sense now.

They rigged it.

For the first time in your life did you ever felt your own result get rigged by someone else.

"Karma's a bitch...and it'll get you" your highschool friend's words ringed in your ears..you shrugged it and glared at the professor, asking him for answers.

Not with me. Hell no.

"tell me professor..how did they ALL get a hundred when they skipped half the class,never answerd in class, never did assignments on time, never even studied for class tests...how the fuck?huh??"

The professor gulped in fear and looked at you, looking out of the door and then came closer to you.

"Look Y/N..I very well know who you are..and I know you studied and got your 99..but you have to understand that they are very powerful guys..they're sons of big politicians and business owners..their family has done alot for this University"

"AND MY FAMILY HAS NOT?" You wanted to laugh at the situation.

"I swear..just bear this time..I'm sorry..I'm just a professor..I can't do anything this time..." your professor bowed his head low, already giving up.

You stormed out of the office, determined to find the four who ruined your perfect chance of having the best grades. No. No. You won't let it happen to you. A chill ran down your spine when the perfect thing came into your mind.

They're not aware of your game.

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"can we stop already?" Jay said panting and rubbed his knees, tired as fuck from their evening basketball practice.

"No..we have to practice more...we can't afford to lose." Ni-ki glared at Jay, and urged him to make one more shot.

"Is the midterm shit settled?" Heeseung spoke to Sunghoon, who nodded.

"fed the vice principal enough money..to let us get high grades..the best actually.." Sunghoon chuckled. "Nobody's gonna have a problem right?"

"Who'll dare" Ni-ki said, chuckling darkly and lit up his cigarette while rolling the basketball down the ground as it moved around freely.

"I'll dare." your voice cut through the windy evening, their eyes turned at you. You stood, head high, the basketball under your feet captured, your teeth clenched, more furious now that you overheard them talking about buying the grades.

Sunghoon coughed out a chuckle, finding your enraged self just cuter..and more fuckable.

"What happened, princess..got a problem?" Jay said coming closer to you.

"I know what you all have done Jay.."

"Undo that."

You crossed your arms over your chest looking over at all four of them.

"I don't give a fuck what you guys do or are upto..you can rig the system however you'd like..but you're not gonna take MY first spot"

Your voice raised a little.

"Do it when I'm asking nicely..withdraw what you've done..you can get the second, third position or whatever you'd like..but not the first spot I've worked for without rigging it"

"Or else?" Ni-ki spoke from the background grabbing your attention.

"if we don't do it when you're asking "nicely"..what will you do then??..alpha Y/N?? Bully us?? Spread lipstick on our face!?? Or make us your minions????"

Sunghoon and Heeseung started laughing at that. Holding their stomach. your face got red from the embarrassment, feeling the very rare scene of someone speaking over you.

You walked over to Ni-ki with slow deliberate steps. Opening the buttons of your shirt and riding your skirt up just by a little..you tied your hair into a messy bun and stopped infront of him, leaning slightly.

"Would you like to see what I would do?"

You asked innocently biting your lips, experimentally wandering your hands around Riki's jeans, slightly going here and there. Ni-ki's eyes darkened when he felt himself get hard from your flirtatious touch, he grabbed your hair and pulled you closer to him. You bit your lower lip and licked his Adam's apple that was bobbing out, swirling your tongue around it, making him roll his eyes back.

The other three guys also getting hard at the stunt you just pulled. Obviously surprised, not expecting your anger to turn into lust this fast. Ni-ki grabbed your hair and crashed your lips with his, kissing you hard, his plump lips taking all over your mouth.

He entered his tongue inside your mouth, while his hands went to your slightly opened shirt that only gave a peak of your breasts, he squeezed them, making you break into a moan. the kiss lasted for a while then you pulled away.

Looking at Sunghoon who was leaning on the wall just beside Ni-ki, you saw the hardness in his pants and just smiled, leaning on him a little, testing the waters. Good for you, it didn't take much before he flipped the position slamming your back on the wall and started hungrily kissing you, not even giving you the time to adjust,

,you gasped into the kiss making it easier for him to enter his tongue and eat your mouth, already strarving from the basketbsll practice.. he went down to your neck, giving wet licks and started riding your skirt even higher, caressing the flesh of your thick thighs. You tapped at his chest you felt the lack of breath and pulled away.

"Move..Sunghoon ah.."

you smiled inside your mind when you felt Sunghoon getting away and now Heeseung invading your space, placing both your wrists above your head and smelled you like an animal. Kissing you hungrily, his lower body grinding upon yours, making moans come out of you. he grinded like a fucking simp on your body while kissing the life out of you.

Soon Jay pushed him away..and crashed his lips onto yours, pulling you by your wasit, flush to his chest and grabbed the back of your head, deepening the kiss. The four guys were already calculating in how many positions would they like to fuck you in their mind.

To their eyes, you looked like a fucking pornstar. From the very first day, you caught their eye. They always knew what kind of a girl you were. Watching from the slightly open door when you were fucked by the french professor, how you used to ride your ex Hyunjin in the abandoned buildings of the Uni in the afterhours, how literally every guy in Uni was head over heels for your fuckable body and an even more fuckable face.

since almost every guy in the Uni was afraid of these four guys..so every nude you sent to any guy automatically went to them, they jerked off to it, cumming over your face multiple times, painting their screen white, wishing for a day.. it'd be you instead of their phone screen. But you were just too hard to reach..

Guess what...you just made it easier for them.

your kiss ended with Jay. Your lips already swollen and red. Your skirt was rode up and your shirt was messily half open, revealing enough of your clevage. Ni-ki grabbed your waist.

"Wanna do eiffel tower, love?" You nodded with your glossy eyes and went down on all fours on the basketball ground, arching your back. Sunghoon got on his knees behind you and Ni-ki got infront of you. Jay and Heeseung also bent down on their knees, all of them unbuckling their belt. ready to make their dreams come true, fuck you like they always fantsized of.

One thing about dreams?

Not all of them come "true"

Their movements stopped, their jeans already half down when they heard your sobbing, your head low. Ni-ki who was infront of you grabbed you chin, making you look up only to get shocked. You were crying. And this surely..didn't look like the sex cry. You were sobbing.

"Y/N-what are you—" Ni-ki tried to ask, his grab on your chin firm.

"PLEASE SPARE ME—" your sudden loud cry stopped all of them in their tracks, stopping whatever erection that was growing. "Princess..are you—"Jay stopped when you started crying like.......a victim??

You joined your hands together in a praying motion, sobbing and bowing your head low.

"Please! please! don't harrass me lke this! w—what have I d—done to you!!??? I—I only asked for—for fairness in the results!!! t—there was n-n-no wayy to force me to-to sex l—like this..!!!!"

heir face paled up at that. Not believing what you were saying when you were the one who came up and started this started kissing them.

"What the fuck are you saying!!???" Heeseung annoyingly said, getting up..rage flilling him each second. You sobbed harder and fell down on his feet.

"I'm sorry Heeseung-ah.. I won't..won't ever try to mess with you guysss... just please....don't force me like thisss....I—I don't consent to this please!!!!!!" You cried hugging his feet. Sunghoon pulled his pants up and grabbed the back of your head.

"Do you even know what you're saying bitch? You were the one who came to us!!!!"

"Yes..! its my fault..!.. i came to you guys with the hope of having fair results...!!!...but... but I had no—no idea you guys were...trying to do this to me...!!!!!"

you cried and said the last line, that really alone ended it all

"I had no idea...you were trying to force me into non-consensual sex.."

The four of them froze, exactly where they were, not in a million worlds, expecting you to say something like this, and why the fuck were you just lying when all of you knew what really happened??

Ni-ki got up with the rest of them. Running his hands over his hair,

"I don't know what the fuck you're plotting..but we don't have any intention of sexually harrassing you or doing anything as such..so get the fuck out of here.!!!"

Heeseung squinted his eyes, quite not figuring out the sudden change of you, you were not dumb, you always knew what you were doing.

So what really happened???

You looked down and nodded, hurriedly closing your shirt as if YOU weren't the one who opened in the first place, pulled your skirt stretchingly down and bowed out multiple sorry, crying and went away.

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Sunghoon pulled his almost empty bag over his shoulder, already excited and laidback to get his 100% result, the #1 rank, he and the rest of the guys paid a huge amount of money for.

The 1 rank was important for them, inorder to maintain a clean slate in the public eye of being a good student to make the people and their parents forget about the attempted murder charge they just cleared away.

His mind still reeled back to what you did two days ago, but he shrugged it off, thinking you were probably out of your mind, knowing you were not getting the 1 rank.

As soon as he entered the University though, he was met with strange stares, murmuring and gossiping of the girls and the guys. He wasn't used to this. Everyone looked up on them, not like this..he heard one of the guys say. "Yeah..he was one of them"

It made him nervous for no reason, while walking by, he saw you, making the same miserable face, you did that night,

what's wrong here..?

Soon a nerd came upto him and said, "you're called to the principal office" he nodded and went inside to see Ni-ki, Heeseung and Jay already inside. Heeseung sighed when he saw Sunghoon and then looked at the principal, Sunghoon stood beside him.

"Can you now tell us...what the fuck is wrong noww???"

The principal sighed. But soon the door opened, revealing you, put together as usual, your expressions enigmatic to them. You stormed inside and raised a brow at the principal, urging him to speak.

"Can anyone tell me what the fuck is going on????" Jay questioned annoyingly.

"How about you all tell me!!!"

The principal suddenly shouted, making all of them flinch, they didn't like it. Ni-ki was about to object when the principal threw his phone on his table. And then..right infront of their eyes...

A video played.

"PLEASE SPARE ME— "Princess..are you—" "Please! please! ...don't harrass me like this!!! w—what have I d-done to you!!???? I—I only asked for..!!!...for fairness in the results t—there was n-n-no wayy to force me to—to sex llike this!!!!!" "WHAT THE FUCK are you saying" "I'm sorry Heeseung-ah.. I won't..won't ever try to mess with you guysss... just please....don't force me like thisss....I—I don't consent to this please!!!!!!" "Do you even know what you're saying BITCH?!!??? You were the one who came to us!!!!!" "Yes its my fault!!!!! i came to you guys with the hope of having fair results but I had no!!....no idea you guys were!!...trying to do this to me!!" "I had no idea...you were trying to force me into non-consensual sex.."

their eyes widened as terror filled their whole body, their eyes shooting right upto you where you had your held down, like a victim, while the real victim were them.

Pretty ironic.. how the video didn't show you going to Riki first, opening your own clothes, flirting with them..but only showed you on your fours, on their knees, on their feet, crying, sobbing, begging,

all the angles making you look like a victim and them like a predator.

"do you have any idea of what you've pulled...you potential rapists!.!????!!!"

the principal shouted at the four of them while they closed their eyes, trying their best to contain their anger and not just choke your fucking disgusting self to death. You were not even human at this point, you straight came from hell.

They saw it...the way the very slight corner of your mouth held up...almost like a smile...but not obvious enough to get noticed by the principal.

"Do you know if the public gets to know this..what will happen???huh?????your family's reputation could be in danger!!!!!" The principal shouted. You, ever so angelic, came infront of all four of them like a shield,

"Principal...it's my fault..!!..I shouldn't have gone to them and provoke them about the grades...*sob* I should've known my place...it's my fault..!!!...really!"

U started your dose of fake tears and principal's eyes softened at that.

"Please...tell this to noone..don't report them to police...they're my fellow classmates...I...I don't want them to get in trouble and ruin their career."

You sobbed back at them and gave a quick wink, immediately turning back to the principal. The principal stared in awe.

"Woah woah...look at HER...giving you guys a second chance..to fix yourselves..dismissing your act as a mistake...LEARN SOMETHING FROM HER"

"However..Sir..the only thing I ask for return is fairness..I won't bother then...about what happened..afterall..we humans make mistakes..however..I can't study in a rigged system...I worked hard for my 1 spot..."

"And you will get it, don't worry." The principal assured, tapping lightly on your shoulder and with a long last firm warning of never pulling anything like this to the boys, dismissed all of you back.

You yawned, stretching your arms, and wiping your dried tears, looked at them sweetly. Looking at Ni-ki you said,

"You wanted to know what I'd do...right ?????? Seee baby see.."

U chuckled darkly. "Should've listened when I asked nicely..but no.."

You pouted getting closer to them.

"Pretty foolish of you...to think I'd wanna kiss any of you..I'm way out of your league."

Ouch. that straight crashed their ego.

You brushed the hair back and looked at your class which was far from you guys. "Don't worry about the class..they've only heard rumors, they'll forget it soon...only the principal got to see our almost sextape.."

you started trailing your index finger over Heeseung's chest.

"now that I think about it..I should've let you guys fuck me first...and then cryy afterwards....it would've topped pornhub with the most views..we would fuck so good together!!"

You laughed at his face.

"See my name on the #1 rank tomorrow, my sugar daddies..goodbye"

You winked at them and went away.

Ni-ki scoffed in disbelief, flabbergasted at how the fuck it all turned out this way. It was the first time, they ever felt played in their own game. He ran his hand in his locks.

"Woah....what the fuck was that....did we just not only lose the #1 rank but also..were close to getting a fake SA charge on us?????"

"She. Will. Pay. For. This"

Sunghoon said, his jaw locked at how freely you walked back into the class as if nothing happened at all.

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Notice - Results OUT. #1. L/N Y/N

True to your words, you got your #1 rank and aced the entire department..something you studied very hard for...and "worked" even harder for.

from a distance, all four of them saw you enjoy it, live in the moment, dance with your girls, become a celebrity in the University with guys and girls coming to you for advice to "become like you."

They let you live.

Afterall..the sheep needs to be well fed..before it's sacrificed.

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——few weeks later——

"the classes are cancelled" the guard said standing on the front entrance gate of the Uni, wearing the raincoat that covered all of him except his eyes.

"WHAT! What the fuck do you mean class is cancelled!!! Why did noone tell me about this!????" The guard flinched at your tone and murmured low.

"There was a text sent in the groupchat this morning..about classes being cancelled...."

You furrowed your brows and hurriedly opened the class gc only to get pissed off even more. Right. The only time when you needed to check your phone before storming out of the house. You didn't. Of course such a foolish you are. You mentally slapped yourself at such irresponsibility. and tried to shrug it off.

"W—Whatever! I'll just call my driver." you went at the side of the road and held the umbrella firm with your one hand while the other dialed the driver's number.

"It'll take 20 minutes at least in this weather—"

"Just. COME." you shouted annoyingly at the phone, already pissed at the way the umbrella was becoming heavier each passing second. You looked up from your phone to the weather. the rain wasn't stopping any minute..heavy thunderstorms, big drops of water and a very chillly weather.

It was raining cats and dogs indeed. your body shivered slightly and you held your hands closer to you chest to make some heat with friction. your eyes got lit up when you heard the sound of a car honk..it was raining heavily due to which it was all blurry. but you did spot a car a bit far away from you. It was the same black Mercedes your driver was gonna pick you up in. Of course..it's yours..right.however..

..there was a lesson you needed to learn.

Do not believe everything you see.

You fastened your steps trying to reach the car..soon you were away from the Uni gate and getting closer to your car. or what you thought was your car. you were ten steps away from reaching the car fully when something in you, stopped you.

Your stomach suddenly churned looking at the blurry car with raindrops..the tinted window glasses. you slowly took a step back. Your car didn't have tinted window glasses. No. Not at all. A bulk of shivers ran down your spine. Your heart hammering loudly to the point you could distinguish one beat from the other. You took a big gulp and slowly started stepping back.

Already calculating how far the Uni was away and how noone else was on the road here. While the car stood still..the amount of heavy raindrops falling on it, simultaneously making it harder for you to see who was inside from the front. it was almost too still.

as if it was waiting for you to make a move.

your legs felt jelly when you took a step back, then two and slowly started distancing yourself even tho... the car only felt like it was getting closer. clutching the umbrella tight between your fingers..you were praying for either your driver to come soon or for the ground to swallow you.

cause you were not getting a good feeling out of this. you hissed when you felt your foot step in some mud..disgust taking over..but you calmed down yourself. still keeping your eyes on the still black car. your eyes widened when you suddenly saw the headlights turn on. you fastened your steps, walking back and back, still looking forward at it..but taking back steps not even caring if you'd stumble.

but what happened next took the life out of you.

as if God wasn't warning enough. suddenly a strong devious thunderstorm came. almost breaking the clouds.

But the thing about thunderstorms?

light comes first.

A huge wave of light flashed across the whole area which also suddenly made you stop in your tracks as the car flashed with the storm light and inside you saw, them. four of them.

Heeseung and Sunghoon in the front. Ni-ki and Jay at the back. They were laidback..and happy?

they looked like the child who was about to get their birthday present..nevertheless..it was far from safe to be around them... after what YOU pulled.

"We'll take revenge..and it will be cold"

you saw death fly across the distance between you two. No. No. No. No. The umbrella was long gone from your hands as you turned around and started running as fast as possible. not even daring to look back.

No. no. no. fuck. fucking fortune!!! how did I get myself into this??????

You felt your eyes get blurry from the tears that were coming out of pure terror. You ran, ran and ran. Didn't even know where. Which direction. What road. You just ran.

Not caring how wet and ugly you felt. Not caring how your bag was soaked. You just ran. Away. from them. Cause you knew what they were there for. You ran into an abandoned building. You quickly hid yourself at the abandoned reception counter..lowering yourself behind the desk. with your trembling hands, you pulled out your cellphone and tried to dial your parents, emergency, anything. Only to find out that there was no signal.

"FUCKKKKKK!!!" you screamed and tugged at your wet hair, tears falling out involuntarily. But then you looked around and tried to calm yourself down. You tried to be practical. You didn't know where you were. But you were definitely away from the Uni. You didn't hear the sounds of their car. So the best guess was that they didn't come after you..

Also you took really short alleys in btwn where the car couldn't pass. thinking of it practically like this..finally tore a sigh out of you. Of course..I was being paranoid. Maybe they weren't even in the car and I imagined them. Maybe I even imagined the car itself. you chuckled, trying to cope.

But for how long?

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you took the wet academic papers out and spread them on the abandoned desk to let it dry. meanwhile you shook your head to get some water off your hair..and constantly tried to call someone..anyone..to get you out of this hellhole.suddenly you felt someone walk behind you. you immediately turned around to spot..noone?

you sighed. I'm being paranoid..again

you shook your head and started tapping your phone again. your ears perked up when you heard footsteps come down from the old staircase. only getting closer. you froze in your spot. was someone upstairs? you quickly hid behind the reception desk.

You froze.

Ni-ki walked downstairs. You breath got cut off when you saw him come downstairs with...a knife...his hair wet as if he was outside and just came inside. soon you saw Sunghoon coming from the other side. "found her?" "not yet"

"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING—" everyone including you flinched at the voice. Heeseung stood at the entrance, visibly furious and little wet.

"I TOLD YOU SHE'S NOT HERE..COME THE FUCK ON NOW!"

Sunghoon and Ni-ki rolled their eyes, not giving a damn about his anger and followed Heeseung outside hurriedly. You finally took an inhale of oxygen and removed the palm that covered your mouth the whole time. Relief washing over you.

So they indeed were searching for you. Oh my god..You escaped.

You were about to stand just when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You body suddenly becoming one of ice at the sudden contact. Heart in your stomach. You took a big gulp and turned around..widening your eyes when you saw Jay..

"missed me babygirl?" your lips quivering like you were seeing death-god himself. He smiled, gently caressed your slight wet cheek from the tears and rain and then shouted at your face.

"SHE'S HERE"

You heard the three of the boys stop in their tracks and turn around to scan over where the voice came from. Jay rose from behind the desk and grabbed you by your hair, pulling you up.

"AWWGGH!!!" you digged your nails into his bicep to make him free you..but it didn't seem to affect him at all. Ni-ki broke out into a smirk..caressing the back of his knife. Sunghoon wasting no time to get over where you were and squeezed your cheeks between his one hand, your head already paining from the hair pull of Jay..and Sunghoon's grip only made it more painful. He came closer to you.

"Hello doll..I missed you so much..you know how bad we were searching for you!??hmm????"

Ni-ki came over and started caressing your collarbone with the very tip of the knife. your eyes widenening at the little dig you felt in your skin..your breath getting even heavier when he placed the knife close to your neck, near your artery. you didn't know when but you started crying, begging for your life.

"P—Please..Please...Leave me...Spare me...I—I'm so sorry for what I've—I've done...I won't repeat it again....I—"

your voice came trembling and muffled by your sobs. tears falling endlessly and your eyes getting redder every second.

"should've thought of that before...no?" The man's low voice spoke breaking the atmosphere. Lee Heeseung. you looked at him. he was the least wet from the rain out of all. He smiled at you..his smile so magnificent you were about to get lost in it..before it dropped..and he looked behind you at the boys.

"Pour it" your brows furrowed and you murmured.

"Wha—"

"SPLASH!!!"

THREE whole fucking buckets of water fell over your yourself. Suddenly making you drop onto your knees with a loud thud. You lost your balance and stumbled upon falling, but managed to balance yourself with your shoulder. Your clothes, body, hair, face, everything drenched with the whole three buckets of water..each of Jay, Sunghoon and Ni-ki poured over you.

From the way how cold it was, and the smell. You knew it was rainwater. "How did they—" "look here babydoll"

you lifted your eyes again in the front where Heeseung was..and suddenly started panicking due to what was in his hand.

An open live wire.

you started shaking, and wiggled yourself around to get up, get away and run for your fucking life. You were dangerously wet and that open live wire that Heeseung was dragging from the electricity board.

Your eyes widened.

He was gonna kill you by electrocuting you.

But poor you..Ni-ki and Sunghoon had firm grip on your arms while Jay pushed your back strongly on the ground..enough for you to not even move an inch.

"P—PLEASE SPARE!! ME!! PLEASE! NO! NO! PLEASE LET ME GO!!"

You started crying like a child desperately looking at Heeseung, then back at Jay, Sunghoon and Ni-ki desperately and eagerly trying to apologise with your teary eyes and hoarse voice trying to convince them.

Trying to save your life. Praying for just anyone to arrive and save you...at that moment you suddenly started believing in heroes..and just waited for any hero to come save you.

As if Sunghoon just heard your thought, with his other hand, he spread the water more onto your cheek, drenching any dry part of you completely wet.

"no hero's gonna save you baby...you're the girl who'll met the evil now.."

he said giving a sinister smile and grabbed your jaw forcing you to stop your babbles of apology and made you look at the front. Heeseung was the least wet out of them..that's why he held the wire freely with his hands...not caring at all. He was five steps away from you now. The open live wire already forming sparks whenever he would twist them a little and then smirk back at you. You coughed out from how miserably you were crying right now.

"P—Please!!...Please!!...leave me!!..don't kill me...please!!"

your energy drained to the point where you couldn't even shout anymore. Like it was really the end for you and the miserable life you led till now. But your heart hammered in twice speed when Heeseung was one step away from you.

Sunghoon, Jay and Ni-ki getting away from you as they were still wet and couldn't risk getting caught and electrocuted...their sudden loss of grip making you fall on knees with a loud thud, it hurt, oh god, it did. Fucking did.The last drop of tear fell when you sensed your heart dropping to your stomach. you slowly looked up, trying to step back by your knees still on the ground. still trying.

"H—Heeseung! P—Please!—"

*SLAP*

you felt stinging pain on the right side of your cheek when Heeseung gave a rock hard slap with his strong hands to your soft wet cheek. The wetness of the cheek only intensified the pain. "Awhh!" You rubbed your cheeks with your hands, warm tears coming out at the pain.

This was the first time someone ever slapped you. This hard at that. Heeseung grabbed your throat and pulled you towards him.

"Fucking bitch, you really think we'd let you go after the fake stunt you pulled on us...just to get the first rank???? Do you know how hard it was to clear the charges and make my slate clean again!!!????"

You choked out at the suffocating grip on your throat but still tried your best in the last moments of your life.

"H—Heeseung P—Please just s—spare me m—my life..!..I'll give you everything a—all my m—money, all my grades, c—credits.. hell! I'll even dr—drop out of the college and leave the c—city!! p—please! please!"

His grip got tighter. "Is this a genuine one or are you acting like that day again???" Sunghoon spoke near your ear, scoffing.

"You think we fucking care about that???" Heeseung scoffed.

"Such a stupid fucking ugly bimbo" Ni-ki hissed from the side, the humiliation only breaking a sob out of you.

"Heeseung *sob* I—I'll do *sob* anyth— *sob* anything! please! please! just spare me! please! *sob* please! I'll do anything! and everything! *sob* please please PLEASE!!!"

You screamed out all of the energy you had left in you. Joining your hands together and bowing your head low to him, pleading for your life. At that moment, realising the importance of your own life. The one you used to take so granted. And look where you were now.

"Anything??" Heeseung whispered loosening the grip on your neck. Outside loud storms roared in the sky..a metaphor for what was coming to your life exactly. Your eyes lit up with sudden hope of saving your life. Hell...you'll do anything.

"YES! YES! I'LL DO ANYTHING!" Jay chuckled at your miserable state. "So pathetic"

But the only thing you could focus on now was your life. Heeseung squinted his eyes..thinking... then looked back at his boys...and took a few steps back...dropping the open live sparkling wire near the electricity board where it was before.

You took the longest sigh of your life and exhaled out..suddenly believing in God again. He took slow deliberate steps and came closer to you, looking directly into your eyes.

"You'll do anything?" you started nodding with wide eyes.

"I'LL do anything" your voice had no energy but a hope to save your life.He looked lazily over at his boys. Almost bored..that he couldn't kill you. "Got any ideas..boy?"

Ni-ki and Sunghoon smirked, looking at eachother.

"I think I do" Ni-ki came infront of you while Heeseung sat on the old torn sofa leaning back with Jay.

"it better be good" Jay said already pulling out a cigarette for him and Heeseung. Sunghoon and Ni-ki just gave a knowing smile to eachother and looked at you. You were pretty relieved by now. The mere thing that that they left you alive was enough to calm yourself down.

Afterall what could be worse than dying?...find out...

Your face paled at their command.

"Strip"

Sunghoon said rubbing the wet white shirt on your flesh to reveal more of your black bra inside. Your breath hitched.

"W—What?" "the wire is still near baby..if you wanna stay alive..you gotta listen"

Ni-ki said giving you an air-kiss. you slowly started unbuttoning your shirt and hissed when it pulled away from your body and looked at them, they then pointed at your mini skirt. Oh you knew where this was going.

You weren't born yesterday.

You took your skirt off. And you were just left in your black matching lingerie. The sight of four men watching your almost naked wet body with their hungry stares and a dangerous aura. Made you bite your lower lip secretly. It was a new sensation.

"Who'll take off the rest bimbo?" Jay puffed out the smoke from his cigarette and pointed at your remaining clothes. You nodded, looking down and stood up, slowly taking your bra off which made your breasts bounce eliciting a groan out of Ni-ki. "fucking juicy.."

you tried not to react at that but your cunt was visibly starting to throb from the mere presence of them..seeing you naked. you slowly took your last piece of underwear off. fully revealing your naked body to them.

if anything, the chill heavy rainy weather outside only made your body look hotter and steamier in their eyes. you were scared if they saw how wetness was pooling little at your thighs, now that there was no barrier.

"Now touch yourself.."

Sunghoon ordered already travelling his eyes up and down your naked body. trying his best to contain himself but he was losing it anyway.

"W—What?" Your cheeks flushed red at the order. Touch yourself infront of all of them?? It's not like you haven't done it infront of men..but they were different.

"See..I don't really like to repeat..so don't fucking piss me off if you wanna live"

you took a sharp breath and nodded slowly. Your thighs joining together. Fuck it was too much to handle. You brushed your hair back and started circling your breasts with your both hands. Your mouth parting from the added pleasure of touching and exhibitionism.

They were gonna fuck you, weren't they?

The mere thought made you break into a moan you didn't plan to let you.

"fucking slut..just made for it, aren't you?" Heeseung mocked licking his lips, already getting rock hard from the scene playing out infront of him. You shook your head from humiliation.

"N-No"

you couldn't even out another moan when a phone was thrown your way on the ground by Ni-ki. your phone. You looked up at him from where you were on your knees and he came closer on your level.

"Record this and send to the groupchat" Your eyes nearly popping out of your sockets at his order. No fucking way.

"N—Ni-ki..I can't— no please—"

"I don't remember asking your opinion"

he tugged at your hair and forcefully handed you your phone.

"Go ahead..bimbo..record it" No. The gc had everyone from the class. No. disgust fell in your mouth while your hands trembled opening the lockscreen of your phone.

"Not the class gc..it has the the school faculty members in it too..we don't wanna get real SA charge this time..do we?...the fake one was already a pain in the ass"

Jay said glaring at you for the false charge, you quickly looked away and down but secretly hoped they would listen to Jay.

"I have an even better idea..let's only send it to the boy gc we have.. of over 40 guys of the Uni"

Your head shot up to Jay to see him smirking while looking at you. So happy at your state.

"It even has her little Hyunjin in that" You bit the inside of your cheek.

"Come on baby...show what you got if your life is dear to you" Heeseung said smirking at the way your body was starting to shiver from the extreme chill weather.

You sucked in your ego. and roamed your hands around..their hungry eyes only making you clench harder around nothing. It was too much and nothing at once. With your other hand, you kept your phone at a distance letting it capture your wet naked body fully.

arching your back you rubbed your thighs with your fingers, partially jerking when a loud thunderstorm broke out. the boys smiled at your helpless state...like any predator would to its prey.

it only fueled their hunger. your wetness started growing and a drop of tear fell on your cheek.

From the edging and no pleasure. you looked straight at the camera with your teary eyes and took two fingers inside your mouth and made them wet with your saliva..then dragged them down to your boobs, stomach and just when you were about to enter them inside your core.

Ni-ki took your phone away and threw it somewhere on the ground, hungrily attaching his lips to your tits. his saliva drolling and trickling down your body. series of loud moans broke out of you at the sudden action and fuck were his lips..

..why were they so plump around your breasts...???

Unknowingly your hands went to his semi-wet locks and you pushed his already close face..even closer to your chest. Practically arching your body to him. suddenly you felt a cold hand touch your hair from behind and move it aside.

You looked back to see that Sunghoon was also sitting on the ground behind you now. He pushed your wet hair away and attached his lips to the side of your neck. "Ahh" the sensation of his lips on your neck along with Ni-ki sucking your boobs was tooo much.

You never experienced an actual threesome..it was all new to you. Sunghoon licked the side of your neck..and with his fangs..took a deep bite. "Awhhh fuck"

you were not sure if that drew out blood or not..considering how deep you felt his teeth inside your flesh. But that didn't stop him..if anything..the yelp of your pain encouraged him even more. He started kissing, sucking, licking and giving bites on your neck here and there.

You trembled with a new pleasure in HoonKi's grip and arched your body more at them, creating friction..trying to catch some heat from them. On the sofa, sat Heeseung and Jay..visibly hard and turned on at the filthy sight that was going on infront of them..

they did share a girl before together..multiple times..but it was the first time..it ever looked this hot.

You, naked, sandwiched between two big men who were marking you with their lips making sultry moans tear out of you.

Jay could not wait any longer. He slowly got down on the ground..and held your chin getting your attention. His grip strangely gentle, compared to the rough one he had before when he was trynna kill you. he came closer to your face, looking at your eyes that showed nothing but pleasure.

but before he could close the gap between you two and kiss you. You did. Blinded by two men already having their way with you, you didn't think much before you attached your lips to Jay. forgetting everything for the moment. and so did Jay.

the kiss was all teeth and tongue. He held either side of your face with his both hands and started deepening the kiss, making you gasp and entering his tongue. Practically eating you.

"Hmph" you tried to get away when you felt the need to breathe but he didn't let you. Swallowing your every pleas and getting you drunk in the makeout..it was when he got out of breath, only then he pulled away, still not wanting to break it. So he started licking your cheek like an animal. then your jawline, chin, the neck and breasts were already occupied by Ni-ki and Sunghoon so he didn't go down, instead he bit your lips and started sucking on your lower lip.

your eyes drunk from the pleasure, opened when you felt a presence looking at you with piercing gaze. right when your eyes met, a large thunderstorm happened and the rain started happening even heavier...placing a really gloomy and dark atmosphere between you and Heeseung.

He looked at you, still sat, still not moving an inch, and still not displaying any sign of interest. Even when he was practically hard and wanting to breed you in his mind. Despite having three men on your body, giving you immense pleasure,

the sight of one man having no interest, ignited a fire inside you. it gave a punch to your ego. So you slowly opened your legs at the side, not interrupting Ni-ki who was busy sucking one of your boobs, moving to another and the repeating the process. He gave a hard lick to one of them, making your body shake and you looked at Heeseung, moaning more messier than usual.

Sunghoon trailed his tongue down your naked back and held your throat tight, choking you and whispering in your ear. "Do you like that, doll?" You nooded your head looking at hoon, and he started sucking your fingers in his mouth, making you roll your eyes back.

Jay gave hickeys here and there on the side of your jawline, occasionally kissing the corner of your lips. Your wetness dripped on the floor, your bare legs opened for Heeseung to see, inviting him. And he was a man afterall.. he scoffed and shook his head.

Finally realising how much of a slut AND a bitch you really were. inviting him to fuck you as if he wasn't the one who was about to take your life away, just some minutes ago.

He got up and went down to your level, seeing three of his boys, already marking you with their teeth, saliva and mouth. He placed his palm on your ankles and slid it till it reached your thigh. You arched yourself for Heeseung to reach your core but he slapped your thigh.

"Impatient..are you?" His fingers then went to your soaked dripping core, experimentally entering one finger inside.

"Ahhh fuckk more"

finally having something inside your empty cunt, it tightened around Hee's fingers. The wetness only doubling, making easier for his fingers to slide on and off. He laughed at your messy begging state. and entered two more fingers inside, seeing you gasp and roll your eyes back at the fullness. He instantly pulled away and slapped your cunt.

"No..no..don't take it out pleasee" you cried at the loss of sensation.

He looked at you with his piercing gaze and started unbuckling his belt, seeing your eyes lit up with lust at the sight. Such a slut. he thought. You saw him throw the belt away and unzip his pants before he tapped at Riki's shoulders to break him out of it.

Riki looked back at Heeseung with his glistening lips, annoyed at the interruption and murmured a "what"..but what Heeseung said next, only excited Riki and made his jeans even tighter. Heeseung pointed at your little core, opening the wetness with his fingers to show Riki and looked back at him.

"Wanna do a double penetration in this little hole, Riki?"

————

You closed the car door and entered the University. When you entered though, you were met with strange stares, murmuring and gossiping of the girls and the guys. You weren't used to this. Everyone looked up on you, not like this..you heard one of the guys say.

"Even if just for some hours..she looked like a fucking pornstar"

You furrowed your brows and looked down...not understanding what they meant. Soon Karina, Rei and Hyunjin came up to you. "What have you done, Y/N-ah???!!!" Karina accused you furiously.

"What do you mean????"

"Getting naked and being wet, touching your boobs, and showing your whole body to the camera and then sending it specially to the boy gc! That's what she meant!!!!" Hyunjin said angrily brushing his hair off.

"None of the girls saw it.. cause it was deleted by Ni-ki in just two hours..but it was enough for many guys to see it" Rei said disappointed.

"Why would you do that? Huh? You wanna be seen that bad!!??" Rei shouted at you in pure shame. Not even liking you suddenly.

"I swear...! I—I didn't upload it myself!"

When the fuck did Riki add me to the boy gc, uploaded the video from my phone and deleted it without me knowing????

The thought circled back, itching the back of your mind.

"Enough Y/N-ah..I think you need some alone time..to figure things out and also yourself. " Karina said, not giving any smile and went away with Rei, Rei dragging Hyunjin along with them.

Your eyes watered but you slowly sucked it up.

No..that's what they want...for you to get humiliated..you won't. Never. They want to break your bonds. You won't let that happen. No.

And then..you got the fate..you were the most afraid of getting. Afterall, if rivalry with those four can't kill you, it surely can destroy you though.

————

You were about to enter the psychology class suddenly when the four of them blocked you at the door. You looked up at Riki.

"Hello..our personal slave" Ni-ki whispered low as the other three chuckled.

You gulpped, trying to gain the confidence to say something but you were stopped. Heeseung walked closer to you and looked deep in your eyes,

"From now on...I don't want any guy touching you or coming closer to you except the four of us...if you ever by mistake..break this rule...I'll not only kill you but also the guy too"

He caressed your cheek as the rest of them patted your head like you were their domestic pet and walked inside the class.

wow.

you sat as the psychology classes started, Karina beside you, you tried to smile at her, but she just murmured a "don't disturb me" to you and put on her headphones.

the professor going over the same lesson that was already taught yesterday. Ni-ki got bored, he yawned, almost considering to sleep in the class but then his eyes landed on you, determined eyes, nodding your head and answering whenever professor asked a question.

‎oh my pretty doll.‎

why would he sleep when he has you?? to keep him entertained.‎

so he started writing chits. on small paper, he wrote. "doll looks extremely fuckable when she's focused" folded it and threw it at your head. you suddenly felt a slight hit of paper which got stuck in your hair and just when you turned your head a little, the paper landed in your lap. you opened it and read it.

"doll......" you looked back at the four of them, to see Jay asleep, Heeseung and Sunghoon talking together about some "deal" and Riki looking directly at you, smirking.

you just raised your brows at him and shook your head in no. telling him not to disturb the class but soon one more note landed and then one more, you just started stuffing it inside your bag...paying no attention when one certain note that Riki threw went by you and hit the Professor's head. your eyes widened.

hell no.‎

the professor picked the paper and opened it, reading out loud.‎

"I LOVE YOU"

the whole class started laughing along with Ni-ki while you just gulped. "shut up! who did this?!! huh!!??"‎

"Y/N did this."

Riki spoke from the last bench, laidback and lying so confidently anyone would believe. the professor's eyes widened, you were a good student to him.

"is it true Y/N ah?" you looked back and Riki raised a brow, you already saw your life flash across in the way his gaze darkened. you bowed your head down and spoke low.

"yes....it's true"

‎"so disappointing" the professor shook his head.

Sunghoon, Jay and Heeseung were also now looking at your "fucked it all" face and they felt bursts of dopamine, remembering just how exactly you had them like this around the principal that day.

"you will have detention for three hours after classes end"

the whole class gasped and your eyes popped out of your sockets, that was not the norm, detention was only one hour, still you nodded your head. murmuring an "okay." ‎

who knows Riki maybe paid him to do this aswell..‎

you scoffed and started scribbling in your notebook.

‎totally abandoned,totally alone.

‎atleast they had eachother, who did you have?

————

you scribbled down costume designs as you sat in the detention classroom. everyone already home by now. the sun dipping below the horizon. you bit your lower lip as your mind made you think that whatever you were drawing was turning uglier every second, so you started digging the pencil deeper in the outfit you designed, nearly about to ruin the drawing when a voice anchored you from behind.

"you like ruining things, don't you???"‎

you recognised the deep voice behind you, of course you did, the only reason why you were in detention and got scolded by your parents on the call.. because of this.. because of him.‎

he chuckled low when he heard no response. from the back you felt him leaning over the chair hovering over your small frame and whispered near your ear.‎

"i went too hard on you, didn't I?...guess what...you deserved it though.."

‎you just bit the inside of your cheek, saying nothing.

"I didn't expect him to give you a three hour long, this long detention"

he nuzzled his nose in the back of your neck. you scoffed.

"acting as if you didn't pay the professor for this" he shook his head and started kissing your neck.‎

"I didn't. that was all on him.‎" he pulled your hair strands away and started kissing your neck.‎

"don't...don't touch me...don't kiss me....‎..I—I hate you"‎

you tried to push him away with your hands but he stayed firm, his kisses only getting deeper and sloppier. and Goddamn you tried your best..but his plump wet lips on your neck did things to you.

he pushed the table away..and pulled you up from your throat, not wasting anymore second in kissing you. he attached his already wet lips to yours, and started pushing you back till your back hit the bookshelves.

"ahh..fuck" the moment tearing a gasp out which only made him deepen the kiss by entering his tongue. and he roamed his hands, lifting your top and took your bra off.

immediately connecting his lips to one of your boobs while he massaged the other with his hands, sucking all the juices away. his other hand travelled down to your jeans and he pulled them down, his fingers touching your wet heat, which made you both hiss from the contact.

"‎fucking wet for me..and you pretend you don't want this???"

"‎such a fucking slut you are..always have been" he grabbed your throat tight, choking you for the moment. taking your breath away as you gasped.‎‎

true to his words, your body arched in his touch, craving more of his warmth and your hands pulled him closer, as you started grinding on him breathlessly. his face came up again and he started kissing you again..your mixed salivas dripping down from your chin to your boobs, making them shine from the liquid.

he looked at them, licked his lips and gave a hard slap to one of your boobs. that tore a disgustingly sultry moan out of you. ‎

"ahh Riki please..please.." "...‎please... what baby...?? thought you didn't want this???"

he had entering one finger inside you. your eyes rolled back as you attached your lips to his, giving him a very sloppy and slow kiss..

"please Riki..fuck me"

‎ ————

Sunghoon's steps fastened when he spotted you inside the cafeteria, eating alone, all by yourself, abandoned by your loyal friends and your ever so sweet ex boyfriend. a smirk pulled upto his lips.

‎he went over to your table.‎ everyone around the cafeteria instantly having their attention on you. afterall, you guys were known, be it a good cause or a bad one. he placed his fist loudly on the table, making you flinch. you were reviewing your digital notes on your screen while eating fried rice. you looked up at who the fuck dared to ruin your already bad day....

....and boom...‎it was none other than..pretty Sunghoon on your face. he leaned closer to your face and asked lowly, only loud enough for you to hear.‎

"when I asked for your nudes yesterday night...why didn't I get them??"

‎you sighed and looked back at him, having no energy whatsoever to fight, knowing he had the upper hand anyway.

‎"I was busy"

"busy with who?"‎

"I was hanging out to eat with my cousins"

‎Sunghoon laughed but then nodded his head, understanding, thinking if he should spare you or not.‎

he shouldn't.

‎he picked your water bottle and undid the cap. he smiled at you. "well..since you like eating so much... why don't I make it more enjoyable for you?? huh???"

‎he said as he poured down all the water from the bottle to your food, ruining all the friend rice you just purchased from the cafeteria like five minutes ago.‎ he poured all the water, till the rice was floating with water in the plate.

everyone gasped looking at what he did. the people always enjoyed seeing one power clash with another. except for the fact that you were completely powerless right now.‎

"oopsss.. I'm sorry..it got tooo wet...."

‎he whispered the last part to you.‎

"too wet like your cunt."

‎you hissed at the rice and looked up at him.

"seriously? you won't even let me eat now?"‎ he pouted.

"if you wanna eat and be in peace, then listen to whatever I say, the very first time..okay?" you slowly looked down and nodded your head, biting the inside of your cheek.‎ he caressed your hair gently.‎

"I don't like repeating the same thing twice" he kissed your forehead and went away.‎ everyone in the cafeteria now, ultimately confused as to what you two really were.‎‎

———

‎you sighed, yawning, already tired from library study session and went inside the elevator clicking the basement to go home any minute now. since Karina and Rei were not talking to you and you didn't wanna talk to anyone else other than them for the moment, so you just studied, and time passed so you decided to go home now and forget about all of this. ‎

Remembering how you suddenly apologised to Wonyoung in the library today for the first day incident you pulled on her..and how she apologised back for being annoying aswell.

Your older self would never apologise for any thing.

But you were changing..for the better or the worse...you didn't know

the elevator was about to close, when a pale hand stopped it. It was him. Sunghoon. only he had such long, pale, skinny fingers, still remembering how they felt inside you—‎

you shook your head.

‎you were certain that you were getting stockholm syndrome with these four men now.‎

he stepped inside and saw your shy pinkish face already trying to avoid his gaze. he chuckled and came inside anyways.

"can you press the button for me..baby?" he said pointing at the buttons that were glowing in neon red.‎

"of course.." you aggressively pressed all the buttons..‎

"since I'm your slave.. I'll do anything you say, right?"‎he scoffed.

"I only gave you what you deserved today"

"‎okay? thank you then??" you joined your hands together, thanking him sarcastically and stood away from him, leaning on the elevator wall. he clenched his jaw and dropped his bag on the floor, coming up at instantly and grabbed your hair, pulling a yelp out of you.

"why such a brat??? baby?? huh??" he laughed at your face.

"or maybe you like it..when I tame you like this... don't you??"

he came at the side of your face and gave your face a long stripe of lick. then went down to your neck and with his fangs and bit your flesh hard‎ you moaned loudly at that. your moan sounding less painful and more lustful. he chuckled "see even your body admits to it" ‎he got you naked in no time and got his pants and shirt down aswell..roaming his cold hands around your warm body..‎

"Sunghoon...someone...someone might come...no.."

"isnt that half the pleasure...who knows someone can actually come...maybe one of the professors.....or your firends who abandoned you...or maybe your Hyunjinie... ‎seeing you be a sult for someone who just bullied you in the day..and you're still moaning for him.."

"...begging like a bitch who wants to only think about taking a cock inside‎"

He entered two fingers inside.‎

"a new cock inside you..every day..wouldn't even know who's the dad.. if you ever got pregnant.."

he twisted his fingers while he sucked your boobs, nuzzling his face in them. ‎the mere degradation was too much to digest..you moaned holding his hands and making them go deeper inside you..

while you cried in sultry moans.. bringing his face and kissing his jawline and then he kissed your lips. and let his tongue wander inside, biting, marking, and fully making you his now. You cried out in pleasure.

"‎please hoon!..you inside me now..."‎‎‎‎‎

————

The days passed by like this with their mixed signals of bullying you one day and fucking you the other. Getting jealous when another guy came closer while they themselves had a new girl in their lap everyday.

And fuck your fortune again...you didn't even know which direction your life was going into. But you were surely losing the old you.

————

you sat with your junior minions as the boys of basketball team practiced. you didn't want to look at any of them, but the professor told all of you to stay there to encourage them for their upcoming match. ‎

you still felt all the humiliation you felt deep in your bones, combined with how they treated you like shit infront of everyone..but turned so lover and romantic when it came to fuck you.‎

"Y/N..shi...have you watched....the glory?"‎

"umm..what sorry? I wasn't listening?"

‎"I said..have you watched the glory...it's about a girl getting bullied and then growing up and taking reveng on the ones who bullied her.."‎

"karma really is a bitch..yknow what goes around, comes around doubled "‎

a chill went down your spine at that, you gave a nervous smile at Lexi, that before Jay shouted your name.‎

"Y/N ah!!...can you bring me my water bottle from the class??"‎

you brows raised, the class was veryyy far from the basketball practice room. ‎

"now?" you asked annoyingly.‎

"of course now." Jay rolled his eyes.‎

you got up but Lexi got up aswell‎

"..if you want, I can do that for you.. I'm trying to lose weight aswell..walking far will help"

you smiled, really genuinely smiled at her helping nature. only if you were half of the good human being, she was.‎ but Jay interrupted from the distance, looking at Lexi.

‎"are you Y/N?"

"but— "

‎"are. you. Y/N?" you held her wrist and shook your head at her, preventing her from saying anything that would piss him off.

"I'll go." Jay gave a smile at that and went back to practice.‎ you came back, taking long breath, you said.‎

"here you go..Jay" you handed him the water bottle.‎Jay took it but then furrowed his brows.

‎"oh wait...I forgot to tell you to bring my phone from the class...can you Y/N..ah??"‎ everyone stared at disbelief. this was too much now. once. but twice?

‎"Jay please.." you tried to convince him to tone down whatever he was trying to do to you.‎

"I'll do it" Hyunjin said panting breaking off from the practice.‎ Jay scoffed.

"is everyone suddenly named, Y/N??? HUHHHH???!!!!"‎ Jay shouted and grabbed Hyunjin by his collars,

"do NOT meddle in matters you know NOTHING about..!"

"I'll go" you said coming up between Hyunjin and Jay, not wanting Hyunjin to get hurt in any way again, specially not because of you.

Jay pushed him away slightly and smiled at you, caressing the back of your hair, kissing the side of your face while looking at Hyunjin.

"that's like my princess..go ahead..bring me what I want"‎‎

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One day suddenly Karina and Rei came up at you when you were walking alone. Your face surprised at their sudden presence when they were literally avoiding you from the past few days.

"Hey.. Y/N..you seem really off these days...is everything okay?????"

You immediately hugged them, guilt filling up your chest...as you spilled the beans

"Actually..remember some months ago when everyone knew how Heeseung's friend group and him tried to sexually assault me?...actually that was a fake charge by me...and now they're taking revenge..."

Rei just stared at disbelief. "Oh..YN..ah..you shouldn't have msssed with tme..at all"

Karina soothed your back. "nevertheless..we're still your friends."

————

‎‎you smiled into the camera when Karina clicked a selca of you, her, Wonyoung and Rei. "and....done!" she said excitingly and put the phone down sitting on her seat. ‎‎you guys were going to the amusement park for a university trip, everyone was in the bus, eating snacks, clicking pictures and laughing.

but Jay only had his eyes on you and the way you laughed whenever any of them cracked a joke..oh how magnetic you were. he just couldn't pull his eyes away from you.‎ so he texted you..

"come here for a while"

he saw your smiling face drop and then you looked back at him, he was sitting alone, the other three ditched the trip apparently. ‎you annoyingly excused your friends, and went to where he was.

"what?" you said, not having any mood to get bullied again by him on the trip.‎ he held your wrist and suddenly pulled you down on his lap, surprising you.‎

"Jay—what are you—" ‎

"don't worry.. I won't make you run errands..in this bus atleast"

‎you rolled your eyes, wanting to get up but he didn't let you.‎

"come on love.. I didn't say you could get up...Did I?"

‎he started rubbing your thighs in your shorts with his hands. your eyes widening a little when you realised he wasn't gonna bully you today, he was in mood for something else.

you looked at the people who were sitting in the front seats of the bus, completely immersed by the fun, not even looking back. just then Jay held your hips and started moving it back and forth as he started grinding his hips below you. you suddenly felt yourself getting wet from the friction. a little moan breaking out which got swallowed by the already excited noise of the students playing music.

"Jay—not..not here.." but it didn't help when he thrusted his hips up a little and it made your mouth give an O and break a gasp. he quickly covered your mouth.

"nobody's gonna know baby...if only..you stay like a silent good bitch"

he said sliding the strap of your top down along with your bra, and bit his lips and started kissing and sucking on hem, his one hand still covering your mouth from moaning. you didn't know exactly what..but the semi-public situation, along with Jay sucking you and silencing you wit his hand on your mouth..got you closer to your climax sooner than it should have, your legs started shaking.

"Jay..." you turned your head around and he kissed you, the smooching sounds so loud you were pretty sure, one or two definitely heard but Jay had his both hands possessively covering your boobs from getting flashed to any guy.

he licked your jaw and felt you grind harder on him, he pulled away from the kiss and looked at you. smiling.

"close... already??" you tugged at his belt, kissing his cheek‎

" just put it in..Jay-ah"‎‎

————‎

the vacation just started and after what felt like eternity,you finally felt freedom come back to you. you pulled the black skirt up, exposing more of your thick thighs, and picked a very low cleavage bralette top. picking out the best lipgloss you just purchased two days ago and let your hair down, actually feeling your true self come back to you.

"‎‎Heyyyyy Y/N ahhhhh?!!!!!!!" Yunjin shouted as soon as you entered the pool party spotting you.‎ your eyes got instantly wet when you saw her return from the US after a long while.‎oh she would never believe..what you've become now.‎

"yunjin-ahhh!!!" you hugged her tightly, already ready to cry but she stopped you. "‎no no nope no tears today...today...we PARTYYYYY!!!"

that made you laugh. you felt good.‎ the party only invited people from your previous school which meant noone of the four were gonna be there.‎ you danced with all the guys, laughed with every girl, took vodka shots till you forget your current self and remember your old one.‎

"KISS! KISS! KISS! KISS!" Karina and Rei shouted with the rest of the crowd at both you and one of your highschool hookup, Soobin who just returned from Newzealand, to kiss.

Hyunjin just shook his head and smiled...little jealous but still happy seeing your old self come back to you.‎ you wrapped your hands around Soobin's neck..and drifted closer to him, whispering.‎

"karma's a bitch Soobin-ah.. everything I did...the universe is doubling it and returning to me"‎

Soobin just chuckled sneaking his hands around your waist, and murmured low.‎

"so.. there really is someone who can tame a person like you.."

‎"not just one"

‎"what? really!" he said in surprise..his eyes lit up with curiosity.‎

"oh you'd be baffled to know" you said chuckling deeply and he soon closed the gap. both of you feeling eachother's touch after a long while, and getting lost in it. you guys kissed for a while, really deeply. Soobin reminded you of your old self, one more reason why you didn't wanna stop, besides the obvious that Soobin was an incredibly good kisser.‎

the whole crowd mocking you and calling you a long-lost couple who got reunited. however, there was someone in the crowd who did not like what you pulled at all. but he let you enjoy your last moments of freedom,

before he takes it all away.

‎everyone went inside as the night dragged on, you came near the pool searching for your phone. you were alone there, or you thought so. your mind already dizzy from how much alcohol you really chugged down.‎

"looking for this?" you froze when you heard a familiar voice. you immediately looked back and spotted Heeseung. his hair a bit disheveled and his black shirt messed up a bit...as if he was in the party all along. you started breathing rapidly. ‎

"what...what are you doing her—"‎

"oh..I had some friends who invited me here...and look who I found here.."‎

you started stepping back with your drunk self. he stepped closer to you.‎

"you know..I didn't like how you were today."‎

"kissing another man..when I vividly remember making it clear that noone else other than us was supposed to touch you"‎

you gulped. "Heeseung..I—"

‎"and this phone of yours??? I called it 14 times..in hopes that you would pick up and I'll tell you how I'm here and see the fear in your eyes"

he clicked his tongue.

‎"too bad... I didn't get what I wanted"‎

he stood centimetres away from you.‎

"so why would YOU get what you want?"‎

he smirked tilting his head, and before you could even process his words, he threw your cellphone into the pool. you gasped, your hand reaching out to prevent it from falling but it was already gone.

‎"since you don't pick up my calls anyway... what's the use of a phone?"‎you glared at him but said nothing, fully aware that your friends were inside and you didn't want any of them to know who was he to you.

‎"come on go ahead..and pick it up from the pool.."‎

"oh wait tho.. It's inside in very middle..I fear you have to get in the pool for that" ‎he held his heart with his hand, faking adorable behaviour and gasp.‎

"you won't die from this, right Y/N...ah??‎right??" ‎you just closed your eyes, genuinely not wanting to deal with any of this.

‎"you won't die from this...unless and until I bring an open wire...right?" his tone suddenly turned serious. your body shook at the mention of the open wire, your trauma of almost dying resurfacing back to you.

you glared at him and slowly went inside the pool tying your hair up, the extremely chill water making your body jerk multiple times, you shivered and picked you phone up. instantly getting out and shaking the water off of your phone.

‎"aww my baby" he came closer to you, you were still shivering, your body freezing.‎ he put the towel that he magically pulled from the blue around you. and hugged you...but his grip turned bruising..

"I'll drop you home today,.no any other man...I'll be waiting outside"

————

You smiled and bid your bye to Yunjin and rest...only lightly hugging soobin..now that you knew..Heeseung was watching.

"You took quite alot of time to come out, didn't you???"

"I mean...I was meeting my friends..that's how normal people react when they meet their friends" Heeseung chuckled. "I don't think the word "normal" and you would ever belong together in a sentence."

He patted the seat behind him and you sat, purposefully driving fast and rough so that you'd hold onto him tight, smirking and leaning into the touch whenver you would do.

He suddenly stopped the bike in the middle of the road, your home wasn't anywhere near. You looked at the view the high road gave.

"Isn't it beautiful??" He said looking at the dark blue midnight sky. You scoffed. Your body already half wet from how he made you go inside the pool and was being all romantic now.

"Not even sky changes color as much as the four of you do.." he laughed at that. Really laughed. And then came closer to you, making you lean a bit on his bike.

"What do you crave from us doll? Constant I love yous? Girlfriend commitment? Or what?" he laughed at his own words and how foolish they sounded.

Tears built up cause somewhere deep inside..your fucked up sick mind...did crave exactly what Heeseung mocked you for. You looked away from him. he suddenly grabbed your hands behind and cuffed them. The sound taking you by surprise. Now how the fuck he has handcuffs out of the blue?

He held you by your throat and blew one strand away from your face. For some seconds, just admiring you and smelling you, you were starting to sober up now and things were more clear..which only hurt you even more.

He put out his two fingers infront of your mouth and said, "suck it" you glared at him but still took his fingers, both of them, like the good girl you were. Maintaining eye-contact with him, while you let your saliva drown his fingers, giving it kitten licks, unable to move your hands due to them being cuffed to his bike.

Heeseung always loved bdsm..and he made sure you were his puppet..that he could move exactly however he wished to do so.

He slowly joined his mouth with your that was dripping saliva on his fingers. As he tore your already revealing top that you wore for the party. And rubbed his saliva covered fingers around your boobs, circling around them...and rubbing them.

"Ahh" you whined already lifting his body to meet your touch while you kissed him back with the same speed. The kiss took momentum and suddenly..turned really rough and sloppier. He let his tongue all over your mouth, even involving his teeth, biting you here and there.

And drinking and kissing you whenever you were about to gasp..swallowing them away. You moaned even louder. The kisss sounded filthy with so much wetness, he grinded his whole body on you, trapping your standing self between the bike and his body. He ripped your skirt away,

"went out there wearing matching lingerie huh?? what were you thinking?????" You shook your head. "N-Nothing..!"

"Of getting a cock inside you??? Is four not enough for you, you fucking slut????" He slapped both of your thighs multiple times, turning them a little red..making you yelp. He took your lingerie away also. and uncuffed you, pressing you down on your knees.

He unbuckled his belt, and pulled his jeans down. Lifting your face up, and saw you had your thighs clenched, your hands already reaching for his jeans to pull it more down. He chuckled.

"How bad..do want this??? If you want this soo bad..then say..please Heeseung" you looked up at him, with your glossy eyes, your cunt getting wetter by the position you were in, not wasting time, you said.

"Please Heeseung..I want you"

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You tossed and turned in your bed, .ooking over tge clock, it was 1 AM now, your parents were away, and tonight marked the fourth day of your vacation. But something felt empty..

u sighed getting up from your bed and went to the kitchen to grab some water. You mind wandered and you didn't know if it was the upcoming exams after vacation, being alone in the house or just the fact that it was midnight but your mind still wandered back to them. Heeseung, Jay, Sunghoon and Riki.

you shook your head.and spoke to yourself like you did usually out loud.

"No! no! Y/N ah..they're not your boyfriends..they're nothing to you!"

"They're your enemies, rivals, bullies,...and everything...!"

"They're anything but not your lovers.."

"Ouch." You heard a voice, froze and slowly turned around to see Ni-ki comfortably sat on the dining table, his hand under his chin, adoring you in the dark.

You flinched and held your fast beating heart with your hand, extremely fucked up and scared. "The fuck dude!"

"You..know...all that you said...kinda hurt me" you finally got your breath back. "how the fuck did you enter even? The door is locked tight."

"Not when you have your windows open...bimbo" Sunghoon said leaning back on Jay, who was fixing his hair, as if they just came back from a war.

"Woah....wow..why is Heeseung not here then if all of you are here already?" suddenly someone backhugged you and from the prada perfume you already had an idea who.

"Missed me much?? I'm your favorite aren't I?."

"She just called us anything but not lovers" Jay said, glaring at you and visibly offended at you.

"And she knows she's only lying to herself" Sunghoon said with such a confidence that it annoyed you at how true it really was.

"Oh yeahh..you act like you all know me so well...huh??"

You scoffed, "then why the fuck are you still taking revenge of one single stunt I pulled with your multiple tortures on me ???? Huh????"

Heeseung chuckled, but his smile didn't reach his eyes.

"Should've listened to Hyunjin the very first time he warned you about us..but did you???" Your mouth closed now, speechless.

"He was being such a good ex...still warning you about us even after you cheated on him like the whore you are"

"But no...you had to be a brat and start bad blood with us.." Heeseung whispered near your ear...hovering over your body but still not backhugging you. Stating nothing but facts.

Ni-ki got up from where he was sat and walked closer to you, his sharp eyes only turning darker in the dim moonlight casted by your windows. With a firm grip, he held your chin up, making your trembling eyes meet his dark ones.

"tell me doll..the night you came to the basketball court to meet us for the first time....was it just because of the grades ???"

He came even closer, his lips almost touching yours.

"or was it because you wanted our attention on you???" You shook your head as no. "No..I only came to talk for thr gradesss..I—I swear"

He smirked, nodding his head. But something sinister was still inside him.

"You swear really?? Then why was the video of that day..the one you recorded to put charges on us...why was the full version of the video..the most replayed video in your device??? Specifically around midnight??"

Your eyes widened as your face paled up,you gulped.

"W—What are you talking about—"

"come on baby,.I have your phone hacked from a long time"

"You have my phone WHAT."

"Don't change the topic..doll..tell me why did you replay that video so much...huh?? You liked it, didn't you?"

He chuckled darkly. "In fact you like what you are right now don't you..??? being our personal slave...you like being this don't you?..!??"

you slowly shook your head, getting your head down, not knowing what to say anymore but still said.

"No..I know you guys are manipulating and gaslighting me into believing that I was the one who wanted this first..when in reality..you guys started this" they all chuckled at your words.

"then why do you arch in our touch like a bitch in heat?" Jay said, leaning on the wall and looking at you with hunger in his eyes.

"Say that you like it" Sunghoon said coming closer and rubbing your lower lip. It was too much, too much for you, you couldn't handle yourself when the four overpowered men were infront of you.

"I—first you all tell me.." you picked up some courage and looked at them.

"What does this really mean to you?"

Their gaze softened only for a bit which didn't go unnoticed by you. but you felt darkness surround you when Heeseung tied blindfold around your eyes. And you felt yourself get carried upstairs, from the bicpes you knew it was Sunghoon.

"If you guessed..who does what...we'll tell you what this really means to us" Heeseung said opening your pjs, literally tearing them away from your body. Your body shivered in the cold, which they soon tried to calm down by roaming their warm palms around your body. It felt so good. God.

You whined when you felt someone spit at one of your boobs and started massaging them. "I think it's r-riki.." "wrong..it's me honey.." Jay said whispering and soon latched onto your breasts, moving his mouth up and down. On your stomach you felt an icecube presumably, get drsgged around your abs, you gasped at the cold sensation.

"S—Sunghoon!!"

"Wrong pretty.. it's me" heeseung said pressing the ice cube harder on your flesh, not liking the fact that you didn't recognise him. Suddenly you felt plump lips attach to yours, full plump lips along with the taste. It had to be Riki. You leaned into the kiss, your tongues clashing in a french kiss, making filthy sounds echo the room while saliva dropped on your body and the bedsheet, from how juicy and wet the kiss got.

"It's Riki..I'm sure— " suddenly you felt a light slap on your cheek, not enough to sting, but enough to tell you that you were wrong. "It's me Y/N-ah.." Sunghoon whispered. "No no you guys are cheating..that was Riki..I know his lips.."

somewhat your annoyed and furious state only made you look even more adorable, making even more evil ideas plot in their mind. Riki shared an exchanging glance and gently made you go on all fours since you were unable to see.

"Since you can't guess well..doll..we'll enter your cunt and your mouth this time..and see who you guess first and guess right."

Your core throbbed at the idea, you whispered an "okay", biting your lower lips and licking it while clenching your thighs together. Your cunt oozing out more wetness when you heard multiple belts unbuckling at once. Your body jerking slightly from how turned on it got, almost bringing you closer to your climax, just at idea alone.

you were a slut anyway..who were you to deny the four men wrapped around your finger???

You closed your already blindfolded eyes and screamed the rest of the night. feeling every inch, every stretch and everytime they lied to you...... just to fuck you longer..which only got you wetter.

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"Y/N-ah!!! Y/N-ah!!! Wake up!!!!"

You blinked your eyes when you saw your bestfriend Yunjin sitting at the side of your bed. when did she come back from US? You thought as you got up rubbing your eyes. "Why are you here Yunjin-ah?" Yunjin furrowed her brows "what do you mean why bro...We're getting late for school!!!"

School?

It was only when she said this, then you noticed her old appearance infront of you. Her red hair, her in school uniform with the old iphone in her hand.

Wait..am I dead or something?

You still vividly remembered how the four of your boys fucked you..and then put you to sleep..each one giving a long peck..and finally making you go to dreamland.

Did they kill you in your sleep to get their final revenge???

Your heart started beating faster and you touched your body, already feeling your flesh and heartbeat very well.

"Yunjin-ah...are you real....am I...am I real???" Yunjin just rolled her eyes..

"I don't know what you're trying to say or if it's one of your dreams again..but get ready fast..I'm waiting downstairs." She said and went out of your room. You looke outside the window.

Winter? It was Summer vacation last night.

You took a hard gulp and with your trembling hands, you opened your old phone..and there..it displayed today's date.

7:53 a.m., 26 January 2024.

2024???????

Two fucking years ago.

You felt your head get light, your mind get dizzy, and you felt nauseous wanting to puke right on your bed. But what you couldn't believe at all..was the date.

Was it really 2024????????if yes, was the university, your #1 rank, Wonyoung and your boys..all the part of a dream????

A fucking dream?????

You scoffed, but your tears fell warm. You didn't know why you were crying. You would still go to the University in future, still meet many Wonyoungs, still get a rank #1..

Or maybe you exactly knew why you were crying...because you knew you wouldn't get them back.

Your boys.

You started crying, not even caring if you had any fuckass school today..in your mind you graduated anyway. You sobbed hugging your knees.

You were finally free from them..then why were you stlll crying????

You cried loudly and more loudly..remembering their touches, the fucking stockholm syndrome you developed with them...and how much your heart and body still craved them..tears fell like they never stopped.

was that all a dream?

Or was this all a dream?

"Doll?"

You opened your wet eyes to the bright light, squinting at the sudden chnge of light, your eyes finally opened spotting Ni-ki first on your left side, then Sunghoon on your right, and Jay and Heeseung around your leg. It was Ni-ki's voice. Soon Sunghoon caressed your forehead.

"Are you okay, doll? You were crying in your sleep, saying no no again and again..was something hurting you..???"

"Was it us hurting you even in your dream?" Jay spoke low, not proud of it, but the question was necessary. You quickly shook your head.

"Please tell me tell me this isn't a dream..tell me...prove it to me—AHH."

You looked down when you saw Heeseung biting and then licking over the flesh of your leg.

"What..you said to prove..so I did.." he just shrugged his shoulders. You smiled at him but tears built in your eyes, and you opened your arms for all of them, and they all came to hug you.

You knew this was reality..when you started getting suffocated by their body weight on you. You were giving way to the toxic bond.

Was it right? Probably not.

Was it healthy? Not at all.

Did you still want and liked it? Yes.

they all chuckled hearing your dream and Heeseung wiped away your tears. Licking his lips, he pulled out the blindfold again, the bdsm maniac forever,

"Why don't we make this situation more reality like for you..by repeating what we did yesterday????" the other three only got turned on and immediately agreed for "your well-being."

you were a slut anyway...

"I'm on the way babygirl...see you soon" you said ending the phonecall with the byes.

"What was that about??" Heeseung spoke beside you, his eyes still on the road and his hand was on your thigh while the other handled the steering wheel.

"It was Maddy..she was asking if emotional or physical cheating is better.." you murmured low caressing Heeseung's hand that was on your thigh with a pout you said.

"Aren't they both worse?"

cold sweats formed on Heeseung's forehead at the sizzling question. He gripped the steering wheel tighter and gave a nervous laugh, trying to play oblivious.

"Of course..they're both worse cheating is worse in general"

"I know right" you said chewing on your lower lip.

Cheating was something you always hated. Be it in friendships, relationships or even games. You believed in truth, in fairness, in righteous act.

But don't we all become something we hate?

————

"We're here" Heeseung said parking his car and pulling the door of the car open for you while his other hand went out for you to hold to get out. He was such a sweetheart. You loved him. You guys met one year ago during a mutual's birthday party and instantly fell in love.

There was something so mesmerizing, so magnetic and so alluring about Heeseung that you never seemed to get enough of. Sometimes it made you doubt how many girls used to hit on Heeseung on an everday basis due to his charm but you used to shake that thought off, completely trusting your boyfriend of one year.

so today you were here, after celebrating your one year anniversary yesterday, the only thing Heeseung asked as a present was that you move into his house since you lived in dorms..the kind with bitches filled all around...

....and how could he see his loved one suffering in a pond while he could offer her a river?

Though you tried to deny his offer but he persisted Claiming that it felt too alone with only him and his brother. That he needed a woman in the house...and so you agreed.

"Hee baby.. stop!.." you whisper shouted trying your best to pull Heeseung away who was latched onto your neck, determined to give a love bite before the front door opens.

You panicked when you heard the footsteps come close to the front door from the inside. It's his younger brother..if he sees me like this..what would he think of me?? Embarrassment took over you and you finally detached Heeseung from you.

"Don't worry love..he's very open minded" Heeseung said smirking and wiping the side of his mouth.

He's very open minded?...what did he mean by that—

But your thoughts didn't have enough time to come to life before the front door opened..revealing a..naked man?

your brows furrowed as your mouth opened at the sight of such a built body. Upper body was naked..and sweatpants hanged low on his torso. wide shoulder, ripped muscles, tall figure, fluff hair..and very well.. a handsome face. You were certain whoever he was..was definitely more muscular than Heeseung was.

You quickly shook your head mentally at the comparison. How could you? slapping yourself inside your head but stopped when you heard your boyfriend say.

"Oh Sunghoon ah" Sunghoon? As in his younger brother...wow...how?Sunghoon looked at him then looked at you, shaking his protein drink in one hand.

"Hello brother" he eyed you one more time before raising a brow at his brother.

"Your..?" "Girlfriend"

Heeseung said shutting down Sunghoon before he could utter any other word that could've had the potential to destroy your both relationship. Sunghoon's face changed a bit then he looked at you again and held out a hand.

"nice meeting you..I'm Sunghoon" you quickly shook his hand, feeling the warmth and the slight sweat of the post workout.

"Please go inside baby...I'll get your luggage" Heeseung uttered kissing the side of your cheek and then looked at his brother.

"Why don't you show her around?"

————

"and this is my room"

Sunghoon spoke while sipping the very last drop of his protein drink. you held the back of your head gently, slightly dizzy from this home's huge layout. way too big.

But it's not like you weren't used to it..your parents house was also medium..but living in those isolated university dorms fucked your brain to some extent.

You practically wanted to thank Heeseung for preventing the further damage..you wanted to thank Heeseung in a special way. but all you could focus on now was his brother. The way sweat slid from his neck to his peck..and slid down further before getting absorbed in the grey sweatpants..oh god..not the grey sweatpants.

"You didn't tell me your name" Sunghoon chuckled while putting down the bottle and finally faced you. Something he was avoiding during the whole home tour thing. He looked at you, his brows slightly raised anticipating an answer.

"Oh it's Y/N" his mouth formed an O at that. not the reaction you wanted, but kinda expected.

"Let's have dinner guys...the sun's getting down"

Heeseung said a little breathless from getting your luggage upto your room. On God..and did he look hot you quickly went and held his arm, smiling at him.

"thank you for all this baby" you said giving him heart eyes. He gave you that back kissing your forehead. Sunghoon swore he could puke at this love angle but he shrugged it anyway.

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you smelled the aroma of the dumplings while you took them out of the pot, dressing them neatly.

"so you know how to cook?" you got a bit startled then looked back to see Sunghoon leaning on the wall while scrolling on his phone, his eyes focused on the phone, not sparing you a glance.

"I do" you said turning your back to him and continued what you were doing.

"The ex he had before you..didn't even know how to make ramen..so Heeseung did all the work"

he said coming closer and smelled the dumpling's aroma. "it smells good" you didn't know what to say to your boyfriend's ex remark so you just changed the topic.

"Yeah I did culinary class in my first semester so I know a thing or two" you gave a nervous smile but then your eyes diverted onto the photo that was displaying, apparently an instagram post of a brunette.

"Is that your girlfriend?" you playfully asked raising one brow...expecting somewhat for him to deny the question,..but he didn't.

"yeah she is, her name's astey" "oh"

you didn't know what you felt knowing that he wasn't single. But you convinced yourself that there was nothing to feel in the first place. He was just your boyfriend's brother. You focused yourself back on the dumplings and took one steaming hot one in your hand, biting into it.

instantly rolling your eyes back at how good it tasted.that action sent vibrations to Sunghoon's body, immediately grabbing the counter to contain himself before he asked you.

"Can I also have a taste?" "yeah sure"

you looked at him about to give him one of the dumplings from the pot but stopped when he snatched the one that was in your hand..you stood still..the one that you tasted..he took it...you still tried to be cool about it though..even if you weren't...

he mimicked the same action of rolling his eyes back on the taste and whispering a low,

"wow"

You chuckled at that but it drained down after what he said next.

"you know..Heeseung hyung doesn't deserve you"

your smile dropped and your hands stopped from where you were wiping the plates. you looked down at the plate, not knowing what to say but what he said next was something you never expected.

"you should've dated me..the hotter brother"

that sent shivers down your spine. there were way too many emotions that came out of this but the most prominent one was..it got you furious. The boyfriend you loved..surely you won't let anyone degrade him...right?

You looked up from the plate..your eyes boring onto his and you declared.

"Never make the mistake of saying something like this again..I only love Heeseung and he means the world to me" you still looked at him while you took the plates before you looked at him one last time to speak your one liner.

"not even God could change that"

Sunghoon saw you go with the plates to the dining table and kiss his brother's forehead while smiling at him as if she didn't almost kill Sunghoon with her eyes.. he definitely joked with you..but his intentions weren't pure and you very well caught onto that. he grew a smirk.

"well... consider me God then"

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"Sunghoon?" you called out his name low in the dark hallway when you saw him at the front door trying to open it.

placing the glass on the countertop you made your way towards him. Your toe still aching from how you stumbled yourself on the wall in the dark.Heeseung's house was big asf.. So it was obviously hard to get used to it soon.

"Where are you—" your words stopped midway when you went closer to where Sunghoon was and saw a blonde beside him, holding her heels and standing as if she's just been caught. Your brows knitted in confusion. Wasn't his girlfriend brunette?

The blonde looked at you in a displeasing manner, clearly not liking your presence. Gladly you shared the same sentiment... seeing her beside Sunghoon while he was holding her purse.

"Okay Jia see you soon" he kissed her cheek and closed the front door shut.

"as far as you told me..your girlfriend is astey..who's a brunette..so are you cheating on her?" you said folding your arms together on your chest.

Meddling somewhere you shouldn't.

"well I am indeed cheating on her..but guess what? she cheated on me first" he spoke, as if proud, folding his arms together like you, mimicking the action. your mouth opened in surprise, then closed.

"So..are you taking revenge on her by cheating too?"

"Revenge.. pfft......... I don't believe in revenge, I believe in regret........now she knows that I cheat..but doesn't confront me about it cause she's guilty"

"Wow..that's mean" you said more to yourself than him...but that seemed to offend him...very much.

"Why?..you think a few apologies from her will undo her actions?? Will stop her from cheating again???"

He started stepping closer to you as you started stepping back..the heat of the moment growing with each passing second..he stopped till you guys were close enough to be called a couple.

"a person who is bound to cheat will inevitably do it...sooner or later"He said looking deep into your eyes, and for a moment his words ringed in your ear..less like a response, more like a warning.

"Baby!!??"

you came back to your senses when you heard Heeseung call you from the bedroom, visibly confused on where you went at 2 in the morning.

"I'm coming.. Hee!!" you shouted loud enough to get that to your bedroom and looked back at Sunghoon.

"well then goodnight...baby" Sunghoon leaned in and whispered close to your ear before finally walking away to his room.

you held your hand where your heart was and took a deep breath...it's normal...he just greeted...he's sleepy...that's okay....but why...why are the saxophones getting louder?

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"Is America in Europe??" Jungwon asked bulging his eyes out at the zoom call. Jake just sighed, really done with Jungwon, this call and life in general before he let his inner demons out.

"YAH JUNGWON HOW COULD YOU—" Jake screamed at the screen which made all of you cover your eyes..and Jay who had headphones on was certain that his hearing was damaged for some hours.

"kkay guys calm down...why don't we focus on the project we have for this summer break huh??"

Right. The summer break started. And it only made things worse for you. You were in your senior year and so was Sunghoon, considering both of you were the same age, 22. while Heeseung who was 25, had to handle the family business and legacy which kept him busy and you isolated in his home...with his brother.

It's not like Sunghoon was evil...atleast that's what was shown. He didn't flirt with you, never hit on you, spoke barely, didn't even try to touch you..but it was those little things that drove you insane.

getting a coffee mug while brushing your shoulder..too close to be accidental, walking right past you, in the sense that you guys would collide if one of you moved an inch closer, staring at you at random times like a creep and then looking away, talking to his girlfriend about how he would fuck her in detail..while you ate beside practically choking..deliberately walking without any shirt..

You tried to understand the situation, really did, maybe that was what he's like in general. Since you didn't really know him..but that didn't make anything better.

You thought of telling Heeseung about this..but slapped yourself for even thinking of this.

Heeseung would be disappointed in you.

This thought, on top of how tired Heeseung used to come home from work these days, stopped you.

But it had a limit..that was getting crossed soon.

"you want nudes?" you came back from your zone out session at Sunghoon's voice. He was again..half naked..with a towel wrapped around his torso..his hair wet apparently he just showered.

He shook his wet hair a little and made himself comfortable on the phone call, plopping down on the couch..opposite to you.your eyes widened a little hearing the words.

"Are you hearing Y/N????" Jake took you back into the project call discussing about your group project.

"So we all agree on the globalisation theme right???"

"Yeah we do" you replied shaking one foot below the table.

"okay so we'll include the cold war era and the recent happenings........"

"Okay I'll send you nudes blondie..behave" your ears perked up at his words..and the project call screen that was infront of you became long forgotten when your eyes moved behind your laptop to Sunghoon.

he murmured the response of sending his nudes and slowly, steadily started removing his white towel that was already low on his lips, he removed one layer.

your face got so hot, you could practically feel yourself heating and maybe even releasing steam..who knows..but your eyes still remained on his hands that were slowly undoing his towel.

He placed the camera and let it stand on the table with the support of a water bottle and presumably..was putting on a show for the blondie he was facetiming.

He removed the other layer so now his inner thighs were visible and there was only one thing that remained unvisible... and he ripped the last layer of towel revealing that too.

your eyes went wide for a second or two before they came back to normal. It was big. Saying that would be an understatement cause he really was big..

Did the gene run in the family?

you thought remembering how big Heeseung was too...you closed your legs on instinct at the view of the fully naked man spread out on the couch infront of you.

Wetness was pooling and you knew it. God forbid you get wet really easily..and...

When it drips, it drips hard.

Sunghoon took heavy breath when he felt your eyes on him, he didn't look at you once..but he knew you were looking. On the facetime, the blondie watched him naked while pressed her breasts together..getting turned on.

Two women watching him like that was more than enough to get him in the mood too. So he started. He placed one hand on his thigh while his other started caressing his most intimate part...you tried to suppress a gasp but it came anyway at the sight..his brows furrowed when he slightly heard your gasp and he moaned clearly getting off at the situation.

On the facetime the girl moaned too getting off..chanting hoon,hoon,hoon.

You felt your shorts get wet from the show that was happening infront of you, you bit your lip, you tried to look away but it was as if your eyes were glued to him. Oh..how big it was..how you guys were just ten steps away from fucking like animals....a guy and a girl..alone in a mansion..what really could go wrong?

he leaned his head back on the couch and it revealed his pale neck that was glossy with the sweat that formed...and it took so much power from you to not think or daydream anything your monster was telling you..but it still happened...and you started daydreaming.

what if you stood up from this table and went over to where he was...stripped off your clothes..and positioned yourself down on him..and felt him go inside you?

while you licked his pale neck...eventually kissing him, sucking his plump lips, and getting his saliva in your mouth..?

"Y/N!! Y/N!!!" you broke the daydream when your friend shouted on the zoomcall, her annoyed tone telling you that you missed something important..surely.

You quickly focused back on the screen and this time..fully focused on the group project call...even when you clenched your thighs together..even when you heard him masturbate harder and his moans made you dizzy...

.....though after ending the group call..you soon called Maddy and walked out of there in an instant..not daring to look back at Sunghoon who was still touching himself and the blondie was still moaning.

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"are you ready baby?" you shouted from the walk in closet getting ready to walk out of it and show Heeseung. Heeseung just chuckled while he closed his eyes waiting for you to come out.

"Yes I'm ready...come already " he heard the footsteps and then your warm hands cupped his cheek which made him open his eyes...and there he saw it...your beautiful innocent face...but then his eyes went down..and he saw you wearing the off white lingerie that he just gifted you and begged for you to wear it.

the fabrics of his sweats got tighter that at. He stood up and roamed his bad manly hands all around your body. that made you break into a gasp. He just chuckled kissing your earlobe and threw you on your bed on all fours. It had been so long since you guys made love..and you missed him..his touch.

Fully convinced that once Heeseung makes love to you..you'll forget Sunghoon like before.

but life doesn't work that way right?

life isn't that easy.

You gripped the bedsheet between your fingers when you felt the bed dip from the weight of Heeseung climbing on it. He pushed your head down on the pillow and caressed your hips with his palm.

"Tell me..how many times did you touch yourself...while I was gone?" "ahhn..I don't remember"

"wrong answer"

"AHH" you moaned, loud and lewd when one hard spank landed on your ass with his strong hands. Hard enough to leave redness behind. but you liked that. Liked the feeling of getting manhandled.

"Awh babygirl..I'm gonna ruin you for good" he hissed caressing your ass and taking off the lingerie before several spanks landed again, breaking sensual moans out of you..

....your body shook from his touch...his hands on you, spanking you bare, while calling you names..did so much to you..and as if that wasn't enough..you accidentally looked to your side where the door was slightly open and saw....Sunghoon.

bottle of water in his hand while he stood still. The best guess was that he woke up for water but came here after hearing the sounds. Your cheeks got flamed hot..you were naked infront of him..and he was seeing you like that..on all fours.

Sunghoon stood in a way that he was able to see you both..but from your side..only you could see him and Heeseung couldn't. Not like Heeseung cared...he was wayy too busy right now..he turned you around and made you plop back on the bed on your back.

His hands straight went for your breast, groping them before his mouth attached to one while the other was massaged by his hand. Your eyes rolled back and you scratched his back..and somehow your gaze still went back to Sunghoon.

your eyes made direct contact and at the same time Heeseung bit your flesh and licked it. a tear and a yelp broke out of you at the overwhelming situation.

Heeseung worked his way upto the top and finally got hold of your lips. Instantly attaching his. it resulted in a messy workout..all tongue...saliva getting mixed and dripping down...you closed your eyes and gripped his hair tighter trying to go even more deeper into his mouth...even forgetting Sunghoon's presence for a while.

The whole bedroom echoed with smooching sounds of you two and it reached Sunghoon's ears too Heeseung started grinding harder on you now...he was only in his robe so the friction made you gag.

you couldn't wait any longer..not with Heeseung on top of you like that..not with Sunghoon watching you like that.

"Oppa please" you pleaded, your eyes glossy

"please what sweetheart?" "please fuck me" "oh yea?"

his hands came up at your throat, tugging hard, choking you. You gasped for air but still leaned onto the touch. Loving every bit of it.

"Tell me..can any other man ruin you like I do?" Hee whispered around your neck licking the previously bitten flesh.

"No awgh no they can't" he gave a proud chuckle then came face to face with you..while his smile started disappearing from his face..

"will you ever cheat on me?" that made you stop in your tracks. Your brows raised before you shook your head in no.

"No baby I would never" sure.

"you better not..cause you know" he finally took his robe off and came closer till your lips touched.

"I'm worse than Maddy's boyfriend"

"If I ever caught you cheating on me with another man....I'll kill you both"

he smirked after dropping a very serious warning. You gulped when he started kissing your neck you looked back at Sunghoon who seemed relaxed as if he didn't hear the terrifying warning.

and for the rest of the night...Heeseung proved you why no other man could ruin you like he does.....yet

Sunghoon stood there through the entire session watching you get railed in 7 different positions. his legs ached for him to go and sleep..but he still stayed there..watching you all vulnerable..and it did nothing but add a fuel to his growing fire.

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"I've cleaned the whole house but do you want help in cooking too?" The middle aged helper auntie said to you.

"Ahh no no not at all... thank you for your work but I'll handle the cooking... please go home and rest now" you said giving her a polite smile and she went away..leaving once again you and Sunghoon alone in the big house and a rainy weather.

"Don't add too much salt... they won't like it" Sunghoon said warning you as you were about to add it to the soup you were making for his parents.

their parents were coming today for dinner after a long time.

Apparently they moved back to their town-village-sweet-small-home after leaving the family business to their sons. Both his parents loved simplicity and despite the amount of wealth they obtained..they still were attached to the ground.

Sunghoon chose ice skating as his career so ultimately Heeseung became the CEO, and even though Sunghoon owns half the business..in present time, Heeseung is the one leading it..

"got it" you said avoiding his eyes and dropped the salt back in the container.

"Yknow it's a bad thing to not thank someone when they've helped you, right??" he chuckled moving to the refrigerator to get something.

"Yknow it's a bad thing to watch a couple make love, right?"

He froze at that. He turned around to see you leaning on the counter. Your eyes boring into his. He gulped but tried to play cool.

"It's not my fault you kept the door open...and moaned like a slut" your cheeks flushed red at that sentence...so you tried to defend yourself.

"You know I could've told Heeseung about you"

"But you didn't"

Sunghoon tilted his head while looking at you and there you realised that you actually fucked yourself up by saying this thing. He started coming closer in slow deliberate steps and you couldn't move nowhere till you were trapped between the counter and him.

"you could've told Heeseung hyung...but you didn't" he clicked his tongue as if disappointed by your actions while on the inside he was more than enjoying it.

"I wonder why" he whispered closer to your left ear and for a minute you forgot how to breath.

BUZZ

Your breath only came back when you guys were interrupted with the sound of a doorbell ruining the sizzling chemistry. You quickly pushed him away gently and went to the door..expecting either Heeseung or his parents waiting. But what you didn't expect was her.

Sunghoon's girlfriend.

You opened the door to a brunette with the same facial features you saw in Sunghoon's phone. So it was her. The cheater girlfriend. Surprisingly, she was not a bitch and bowed a little upon seeing you to which you also bowed back.

"Hello I'm Sunghoon's girlfriend..for the family dinner...and you are??" "I'm Y/N..Heeseung's girlfriend" her mouth formed an "ah" of realisation. soon she entered inside and practically jumped on Sunghoon seeing him come towards her.

"Baby...I've missed you....so so much" she said kissing his cheek and pecking his lips.

You didn't like that.

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"Heeseung and Sunghoon used to fight alottt..over small things.."

"Sunghoon always wanted what Heeseung had and Heeseung hated sharing anything with Sunghoon"

His mom spoke over the dinner to both you and Sunghoon's girlfriend. Laughing and reminiscing about the past times and the childhood banters...but what you all failed to realise was that...

..sometimes the childhood trait, instead of fading away, grows bigger with you.

Both brother just shrugged their shoulder hearing their mom's embarrassing stories. His dad also laughed..but then soon turned serious, taking everyone's attention.

"So what have you thought about marriage?" He asked Heeseung putting his hands on the table. Heeseung's eyes widened a little and he looked at you and then back to his father.

"Father what are you—"

"Y/N is a good girl..you two should totally get married" his father gave the advice pointing at you both. your cheekbones warmed up at that.

"On top of that.. they're both beautiful..you guys look very compatible together and would make pretty babies" his mother said eyeing you both with a future grandmother's hope in her eyes.

Sunghoon's grip tightened on the fork as he stopped whatever he was eating and to make things worse, his girlfriend also appreciated the couple.

"Really..you guys look well together..no lies" she said winking at you to which you just smiled.

Of course..the compliments were flattering but you were young, full of life and definitely not in a mood to settle anywhere near.

"We're young father..let's leave it to the future.... shall we?" Heeseung said holding your hand inside the table and soothed you down...which seemed to work as you finally calmed down and the dinner went back to normal with pasttime childhood stories.

But what wasn't normal was the way Sunghoon noticed how you eased in Heeseung's touch..how you rebelled against typical life..how you definitely had the fire...and he was gonna be the one to throw the fuel.

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the fresh memory of Sunghoon flirting with his girlfriend shamelessly the whole night kept replaying like a horror movie in your head. loud thunderstorms happened in the sky..almost as if the clouds were mad too.

you let the hot water wash it all down but they pretty much had no effect as you were still thinking, remembering and getting flashbacks of how Sunghoon had her on the counter while everyone was having dessert... how you walked in on them and how he looked at you and said his girlfriend was his "dessert"

"pfft" you scoffed remembering it. what a cheesy thing to say.

But what really did it for you was how Sunghoon sticked with her all the time..like a puppy in love...and said it infront of everyone at the table that him and astey were "endgame"....that they were bound to end up together and how noone could change that...while you mentally laughed

As if he wasn't cheating on her with a new girl every other night..

But you shooed those thoughts away...I mean of course..it's his life...his love life...you have one of your own too...and literally 3 weeks ago you didn't even care about any Sunghoon like that..so it's better to go back now aswell.

You draped the towel around your body..finally feeling the relaxation as the muscles in your body also seemed to relax themselves. you turned the shower off but the shower of the clouds still happened outside..a very rainy soily atmosphere..something that was your favorite..but your mind was elsewhere now...there was noone at home right now.

Heeseung went to drop his parents off and Sunghoon went to drop his girlfriend off. Huh what a performative boyfriend..if he cared that much...why didn't he pick her up too?

You came in your room and started applying lotion all over your body..but a certain strand of hair got stuck in the back hook of your necklace.."ouchhh" you tried to pull it but it started hurting more.

You were practically unable to move your neck like that..soon you heard the bedroom door open..you previously heard the car sounds and the front door open too..so you assumed it was one of the brothers...and fortunately hopefully not any serial killer..But when your bedroom door opened, you were certain it was Heeseung.

"Baby! come help me it's stuck!"

The man walked closer to you and started untangling the hair from the chain. you felt relief as you could finally move your neck and looked up in the mirror to see the man who was helping you and it infact was not Heeseung...but his younger brother..Sunghoon..your eyes widened a little.

You were just in your robe..and he was standing body to body close to you...your body shivered from the sudden skin contact.. you tried to get away but he sneaked his hands around your abdomen trapping you in a backhug and rested his chin on your shoulder as if he was your lover...right lover..

"W—What a—are you doing Sunghoon—"

"what I should've done a long time ago"

he smiled at you. Too pure for the stunt he was about to pull next..he digged his nose in the flesh of your neck and smelled the body wash, the body oil and body lotion on you..his eyes rolling back..he came back in his senses soon and looked at you straight in the mirror.

Seeing you practically breathless..looking directly into your eyes in the mirror, he gave a loud smooch on your shoulder. The kind of peck that made a lewd sound. that kind of punched some air back in you..and you realised what you guys were actually doing.

"Su—Sunghoon stop— no—" he rested his chin on your shoulder again and smiled looking at you.

"why because you're not a cheater?"

"no but because I'm not your lover"

"I'm not yours Sunghoon, I'm your brother's lover"

that made him drop his smile and his already hard grip on your abdomen tightened even more.

"Really???? then why it knock the air out of you when I called astey my endgame???? Huh???? Or even better..why did you disappear into your room for a while when you saw me kissing my girlfriend?????"

the dozen questions started filling your already fogged brain and you blurted out

"Cause I respect your relationship and I respect you!"

"Then don't." he said dead looking into your eyes.

"I don't want your respect...I want your love"

he whispered and his chin soon lifted from your shoulder..his hands sneaked around to where your towel was and he tugged at it..you could've stopped him, should've stopped him..but you didn't.

surprisingly he didn't pull it down but just fixed it even tighter... tight enough that your cleavage and your curves were now popping out of that thin brown towel..you took a sharp breath at the tightness and how it seemed to cage you.

"you look lethal..doll"

he whispered and started roaming his hands around your body. you joined your legs together ashamed at that fact that even through the towel was separating his hands from your skin, you still felt his touch, still felt his warmth.

his long slender fingers caressed the dip in between your breasts then ...they rubbed your waist...soon going down to rub your ass and then stroke your bare thighs...you almost let out a gasp at that...in a reflex he turned you around so now you were facing his tall figure, you kept your eyes on his chest..

embarrassed to meet his eyes..embarrassed of the situation you were in...embarrassed of how you couldn't stop it..embarrassed of what you were becoming.

He lifted your chin gently and looked you in the eye and whispered low.

"If I had a dollar for everytime I thought of ruining you in hyung's bed..I'd be a fucking millionaire"

As soon as his words finished, a loud thunderstorm happened in the sky again..raining even heavier..as if it was warning you..and from there it happened.

You didn't know who moved first, who closed the gap, or who started it.

but the kiss happened nevertheless. it was gentle at first, frozen, almost awkward, as if two teenagers felt the sensation of having their lips touched for the first time..but just in one second, Sunghoon closed his eyes and moved at a speed like he was hungry for a week. (Fair enough..he was for three weeks.)

you also tried to match his pace..resulting in a very intense makeout. He kissed your lips, then your cheek and went down licking your neck. you grabbed at his locks.. tears forming in your eyes from how wrong it all was.

Your inner self beliefs that you held onto for years were crumbling.

falling like house of cards.

but it only made the other side of you hungrier, so you pulled Sunghoon back to your lips and started giving open mouth kisses. the whole bedroom filled with sounds of kissing and licking, sucking, sounds of humming...and much more.

You started undressing him and his shirt fell on the floor somewhere. licking and sucking on his neck and pecs. he moaned at that sensation of your juicy lips on his soft skin. He pulled you back for a kiss..his hands going to the towel to make it fall.

"Where are you baby?"

But too bad..his dreams remained dreams.. when Heeseung's voice cut through the heated moment like a sharp blade.

Heeseung apparently got home and was searching for you in the hall downstairs. That immediately made you open your eyes and you stepped back from him, widenening your eyes and touching your lips as if you've just seen a ghost of Sunghoon.

Sunghoon scoffed at your hypocritical behavior and rolled his eyes..knowing that now Heeseung's here..you were gonna act like a saint again....

he picked his shirt up annoyingly from the floor and went away to his bedroom before Heeseung could come..slamming your door hard to make it sting your ears. You quickly looked in the mirror and fixed your hair and your towel. the door of your room opened revealing your dear boyfriend.

He gave a tired smile at you, little wet on the shoulder from the rain and hugged you. his Prada Luna Rossa Ocean perfume filling all your senses to the brim. he looked at the thin towel that wrapped you and smirked before murmuring.

"I'll make you rain today"

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"so here's a question for Y/N!!!...have you ever thought of another man when having sex with Heeseung?"

the whole crowd cheered answer,answer,answer

"if it's a no, you'll drink this bitter drink...and if it's a yes...you'll tell us that man's name!!"

Yunjin cheered placing the bitter drink infront of you. A cold sweat broke out of you. Surely you haven't right? Right?...You looked up from the drink to see everyone patiently waiting for you to finish your turn on whatever stupid game they were playing right now.

your eyes went to Heeseung, he was laid back, too relaxed..like a man who knew his women too well...then your eyes went to where Sunghoon was..he was looking direct at you with the same confidence Heeseung had.

knowing very well that despite everything..you definitely fantasized about him...at least once..you felt torn and you were.

The you who always stood by truth...were you gonna lie to save your relationship? or be honest and save your morals???....fortunately, the former was much more important to you right now. you faked a big big smile and yelled out in purely made up excitement.

"Of course not!" took the glass and sipped the bitter drink in one go. It tasted like pure poison. as if it was also punishing you for lying. you placed the cup back and looked at Heeseung, he just blew out an air kiss, not surprised at your answer but still that gave him a huge ego boost. A false one.

from the corner of your eyes, you saw Sunghoon get away from the game with the excuse of getting water. And oh god, why did it hurt seeing him like that?..well maybe because these past few days, you were nothing but cruel to him.

ever since the kiss happened, you practically and literally became a cheater, one way or the other..and that ate you alive. so you avoided Sunghoon..being in your room the whole time Heeseung would be out..leaving no chance for anything. you thought distance would fix everything.

just like how Maddy suggested you, "Out of sight, out of mind" then why did it hurt seeing him walk away?

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you hugged Yunjin as she hugged you back. "Yknow we should have these lunch parties more often..they're funnn..!!" "sure we should" you replied finally bidding your byes to everyone and got inside the car.

It was Sunghoon's car. He was driving. while you and Heeseung were in the backseat. as soon as Sunghoon started driving, Heeseung started kissing your neck. The red dress you wore only inviting his beast in more.

you made eye contact with Sunghoon in the rear mirror and God did it feel bad? You felt guilty. Funny thing, you didn't know what for..Heeseung was your boyfriend, Sunghoon was the other man.

still it felt like you were cheating on him when Heeseung roamed his hands around your body.

"Ahh" a low moan escaped when his plump lips started giving open mouth kisses to your collabone. Sunghoon tightened his jaw, his eyes squinting while he focused on the road. your eyes opened from the pleasure and you saw how white Sunghoon's knuckles became cause of holding the steering wheel too firmly. you felt the danger.

"Baby let's reach home first" you tried to gently push Heeseung away from you, already tensing up. Heeseung didn't even acknowledge his younger brother's presence and raised a brow.

"Why love?" "I just—"

"don't make any love mess in my car."

Sunghoon spoke from front. his face stoic. tone clear. Heeseung just scoffed and replied.

"Who are you to tell me what should I do with my own wife?" the sudden wife caught both you and Sunghoon offguard.

"W—Wife?" you spoke low. He just chuckled.

"Yes..my wife, my life, my bitch, my girlfriend, my anything and everything" he whispered staring at you and kissed the side of your face, sucking on it.

Sunghoon rolled his eyes and took a sharp turn..In a way that moved Heeseung a little away from you..and the window glass hit his back... not too rough though. your eyes widened as you gripped the sheets at the rough driving.

"Awgh fuck brother don't you know how to drive huh?" Heeseung spoke annoyingly while you caressed his back. Sunghoon just shrugged his shoulders.

"Not my fault..you're not sitting properly"

"do I need to remind you who's the hyung here?"

"okay okay calm down.." you tried to sooth down Heeseung when you felt him getting riled up. it was the rudeness in Sunghoon's tone that annoyed Heeseung. you cupped his cheeks and tried to give the kind of sweet smile that would calm him down..but Heeseung wasn't in any mood to smile.

He was in a mood to fuck.

when you cupped his cheeks, he wasted no time in closing the gap and started kissing you..you got surprised but soon gave up. when you felt his warm lips run over yours. Heeseung was a good kisser. the kind that knocked the air out of you. the kind that made your knees weak.

you sneaked your arms behind his neck and tried to sit in a way which made your back face Sunghoon. cause something inside you still felt bad..so you tried to avoid the worse..even if the bad was still happening.

He pulled you closer by your waist and started kissing you deeper. the air between seemed to vanish and suddenly the car felt too hot and too small for what was growing between you two. Hee's hands went inside your dress and caressed your bare back, the coldness of his hands with the warmth of your back made you gasp and that made him enter his tongue inside your mouth.

He ate your mouth like he didn't just have lunch. he nibbled on your jawline, swirled his tongue all around your exposed breast areas (not wanting to strip you naked infront of his brother to see), the moans came pleading and vulnerable. No matter how much you tried to suppress it.

Sunghoon heard it all, saw it all, felt it all. his jaw ached from how it was clenched the entire ride, his knuckles turned dangerously white from how hard he gripped the wheel, his vision almost became blurry from seeing how Heeseung carried you inside bridal style..certainly going to smash you like he said...the imagination alone made him dizzy but he contained himself.

Reminding what the truth was..that you were infact not his..you were his brother's everything..

but the guilty conscience stopped once he used all of it..and now he was just determined to get you...no matter how the fuck you were.

His desire only grew for you and desire's the only thing that never dies.————

Sunghoon knew your weakness. It was the conflict of your inner beliefs. Of how one side of you wanted to remain pristine, traditional and truthful. but the other one of you craved danger, excitement, thrill.

He knew how much of a hypocrite you were and he used that against you. If anything, Sunghoon was an amazing manipulatior.

so he opened his book of manipulation and first and foremost.. used the no. 1 tactic known to mankind.

#trick one : Playing the victim.

He heard you coming downstairs for lunch since Heeseung was out for work and got up from his bed smirking to himself.about to start a game he has mastered over the years.

"and here it comes"

"yes yes I've sent you the files Jay, you just have to arrange them and then our group assignment will be done for good" you spoke on the phonecall while heading downstairs.

Was a break even a break even if it was filled with fucking assignments??

You huffed out and finally placed your phone somewhere about to enter the kitchen. just then you heard the sound of glass shattering from the kitchen, you stopped for a moment and then went inside.

"Oh my God" you whispered when you saw the big glass bowl shattered on the floor everywhere. Presumably by Sunghoon as he was the one picking up the chunks...with bare hand!!? Your eyes widened seeing that.

"Hey hey Sunghoon you shouldn't—" "owwww"

he yelped when he felt a glass cut through his palm.

"Oh my God you don't! just don't get away from it!!" you shouted at him and he got up, squinting his eyes from the pain.

Surprisingly the cut wasn't any sharp or deep, and only a drop of blood came out of it. as if it was digged on purpose..but you shrugged thinking msybe he had a low pain tolerance. "Here get up" you held his shoulders and made him sit on the sofa in the living room.

"Are you okay wait let me put on a bandaid" you said searching for one in the drawer and then finally dressed his cut. you were about to walk away from there to clean the glass pieces when you felt him tug at your hand. you looked at his hand and then down to were he was sitting.

"you healed the outer damage but what about the inner one??" you raised a brow not getting the meaning. He just chuckled though no actual laugh came out of it. suddenly he pulled your hand to himself which made you lose balance and you fell on his lap, stabilising your hands on his chest. Your body jerked from the sudden change.

"sunghoon what are you—"

"it must be so easy right? giving me attention when you want to and then leaving me in the dark when hyung arrives?" you took a sharp breath.

"what are you talking about" "oh yea? you got no idea?"

his hands started roaming around your back, touching you. and just a mere touch, just a mere touch like that broke such a sultry moan out of you, it surprised both you and Sunghoon. He scoffed

"maybe you got no idea but your body does" his hands came in front and he squeezed your breasts over your tight tshirt. you closed your eyes at the sensation of his big warm hands squeezing you.

"do you know how many nights I've thought of you while you were getting fucked by hyung???"

"do you know how much it pains to see you like that, away from me and my shadow?"

"letting Heeseung hyung take all of you while I starve to death???" he whispered these words and attached his forehead to yours forcing your eyes open to look at him.

He sounded like a yearner..and sure he was...but he was exaggerating the reality.

you looked at him gulping hard, your lips inches apart, only one move was stopping you both from kissing but it was as if someone slapped you and you pulled away, getting up. you looked down fixing your dress, avoiding his eyes.

"I—I'll clean the glass and bring the lunch to the table..wait there"

he ruffled his hair out of frustration. This bitch just won't give up. But forutnately, he had many cards up his sleeve.

Here..let's have lunch you said placing two plates of pasta on the table as if nothing ever happened.

#trick two : Guilt tripping

If you were gonna pretend like nothing happened seconds ago..well fine then..two can play the game.

"let's play something..just eating is boring" he said leaning back looking you, you just gave a nervous laugh and finally looked up at him.

"Play sure but what?"

"Two truths, one lie" he replied, his gaze fixed on you.

"I'm sure you know the rules, don't you?"

you just cleared your throat, "sure I do well.." "let the game begin then.." you digged the fork and ate your pasta, already preparing for what was about to come. but somewhere inside you felt excitement bubble up in your chest.

"Here I go with my threes..one, I fucked Heeseung's first love..(truth)...two, I fucked all his girlfriends....(lie) three, I'll fuck his current girlfriend soon...(truth)"

you felt the table tilt.

"Wha—I—....the third one is the lie. " you said with full confidence and you know it annoyed him.

"Negative..the second one was a lie" he chuckled

"you really think I have fucked all his girlfriends nah...even tho I slept with his first love..she's the only one yet"

he mentally scoffed that you really believe he won't fuck Heeseung's current girlfriend, you, soon.

"Okay my turn...one, I once got gangbanged by my homeboys when I was 19 (truth)....two, I only love Heeseung (truth)..... three, I don't like sex (lie)"

"I know all three are lies" you just rolled your eyes,

"obviously not Sunghoon"

"Okay let's level up the game, I'll give you two about yourself..you have to guess which one's the lie okaay?????" "O..kay that's easyyyy"

"Be careful, lie will be hard to detect" he said winking at you.

"We'll see about that" you placed your arms on the table, waiting.

"one is that you're a hypocrite"

"two is that you're a hypocrite who kisses your boyfriend's brother and then goes and fucks the boyfriend like nothing happened "

In a flash, the air turned serious, the playful smile you had finally dropping after Sunghoon finally confronted you face to face. you felt blood rush in your face as if you were held at a gunpoint. He placed the fork back in the plate after finishing his lunch and chuckled seeing your face pale up, he got up from the dining table and walked towards you.

the last and the only tactic was left now.

#trick three : degradation

He took slow and deliberate steps towards you and lifted your face making you face him, all of a sudden he bend down to your level and licked the side of your lip that had sauce on. you took a hard gulp standing up.

"I—" "what happened baby? Can't handle the truth?....hmm such a spoiled brat."

"It's not like that—" he slid his arms around your waist and pulled you chest to chest close with him.

"remember when I said Heeseung hyung didn't deserve you cause you were too good?" you looked at him, breathing heavily.

"My bad.. I take it back..you are the one who doesn't deserve hyung..you're a whore..good for noone.."

that made you gasp and you tried to plead him. If there was any omega inside you, she sure was hurt hearing that. You gripped his tshirt tight, whispering low.

"I—I'm not a whore..I—I just.."

"you what baby..? wearing these tight tees that popped your boobs out, these tiny shorts that practically showed your ass..wearing skirts and bending down..craving for my eyes on you and you think I don't notice???"

he sneaked his hands inside your skirt rubbing your thighs and you cursed yourself when he made contact with some sticky wetness that pooled on your inner thigh.

"So wet for me and we didn't even do anything" he just scoffed

"so miserable..now you know how I felt."

with his other hand he pulled you closer by your hair until your lips were practically touching. long deep breaths came getting tangled. the heatness escalated. the clouds roared again.

but he knew he won his favorite game again when he felt you close the gap and kiss him. he closed his eyes, loving the feeling and pulled you close.. kissing you back, biting and nibbling on your lower lip which made you yelp and moan in pain.

His hands went all around your body as if already knew where to touch to make the weakest moans break out of you. you felt yourself getting lifted and broke the kiss opening your eyes to see that he was taking you to his bed.

by now, any and every moral you had were burned to the ground. you still felt bad for Heeseung but tried to convince yourself that Sunghoon started this. trying to gaslight yourself into thinking that you still had something left but Sunghoon wasn't gonna let that happen.

He placed you on the ground and walked inside the room, sitting on the edge of the bed, inviting you inside. "Come on baby, sit infront of me"

you followed what he said and sat on the ground on your knees while his figure towered you sitting on the bed. from nowhere he pulled a ruler. A sharp, sleek and metal ruler.

"my doll..are you into bdsm?" You looked up at him and nodded lightly. He just smiled with his canines, patting your head.

"then should I try this on you?" He said shaking the ruler infront of you. you bit your lips and then whispered low, "yes"

"well since you want this" "Ahhh!"

a loud smack went on your back, you didn't expect it so soon. You straightened your back rubbing the spot. He threw the ruler away.

"You know what..I can't hurt you..not yet..and I can't wait too"

he said picking you up from the ground and placed you nicely on his bed ripping his and your clothes off. He got on top of you sucking your breasts and squeezing the other body parts while you roamed your nails around his pale muscular body and touched his back pulling him closer, he looked at you and then asked,

"do you want this?" you nodded.

"No.. not like that..tell me how bad do you want this??? do you want this as much as I do????"

You pulled him closer by the back of his neck and whispered,

"I want this more than you do."

and for the rest..Sunghoon proved you why Heeseung wasn't the only man who knew how to ruin you..

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the sun started going down..dusk approaching soon. you gripped and pulled the silk blanket closer to your naked body. a small sigh escaping you when you looked out of the window.

Heeseung was about to come home now...tired from working all day..he was gonna see you..smile at you and love you...having no idea that you slept with his brother behind his back. tears formed in your eyes and you felt a lump in your throat.

if shame wasn't gonna kill you, guilt sure will.

Sunghoon placed his phone back on the side table when he saw you zone out. He pulled your body closer to his.

"thinking of hyung?" the gentleness in his voice made your tears drop one by one, unable to stop themselves. you sobbed a little looking at him.

"Sunghoon I—I cheated on him..I feel so bad"

"I'm sorry I was the one who—" "no no you weren't..I did this all..oh I'm such a bad girlfriend" you said biting your lower lip wiping your tears.

Sunghoon didn't want to tell you this..felt like he wasn't supposed to do that or didn't have the right to do that..but seeing you like that..he had no other option.

"YN ah.....I..there's something you need to know...something you should know" he said looking at you with his brows knitted. Your tears stopped and you looked at him.

"What....is it???" "I don't know if I should or shouldn't..since he's my brother too but—" he fumbled with his words.

"What is it about hoon—" "Hyung is cheating on you"

you felt the ground tilt as if someone removed the bed from below you and dropped you in deep water. your body numbed.

Hyung is cheating on you

Hyung is cheating on you

Hyung is cheating on you

a tear rolled down from which eye you couldn't even tell cause all you saw was the sweet memories you had with Heeseung..the way he smiled at you..sure you just cheated on him too..but what did he mean that Heeseung was seeing someone else??

you scoffed not believing a cent of it.

"You're lying hoon..you're just trying to make me feel better about myself..since I just had sex with you..you're just trying to heal me with false facts!!!"

Sunghoon gulped at your reaction. He expected that. knew it all too well.

"but I'm not lying.. love...Hyung has been cheating on you even before you cheated on him..with his mistress..."

your breathing worsened at that new piece of info.

"W—What..?? W—Who..?"

"with J..his female friend..as far as I remember..he met her four months ago and brought her to a hotel and came home late at night sometimes"

your eyes widened at that.

"I asked him once..and he just called her a quickfuck..pointing out that he still loved you"

you laughed at that. really laughed . Loud.

"What bullshit is this huh?" "The same bullshit you're doing"

"what do you mean awggghh" you annoyingly shouted.

"you love Heeseung and fucked me..did the love for him disappear?"

"do not try to justify his actions"

"Justify whose actions baby? Mine? Yours? Or his?"

"aren't we all cheaters here ????"

"but it hurts Hoon! knowing Hee was doing what behind me hurts me so fucking much!!! even if I did the same thing, even if I don't deserve or even if anything else happens..!!!"

"I can't just turn the hurt switch off! I'm a human not a vampire or supernatural being...!!..I'm still going to be hurt...!"

you yelled as your tears rolled down your cheek.. he wiped your tears and cupped your cheeks to make you look at him

"That's how I felt when my girlfriend first cheated on me.."

He pulled you closer in a hug, giving you a piece of advice to last forever.

"the only rule in life, don't trust anyone"

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Heeseung opened the front door and started putting his shoes off. He bought a cake for you today..a chocolate one..your favorite one..

"Where are you love?" he shouted for you but like usual days he got no response. He put the cake on the countertop and looked at Sunghoon who was drinking a beer, watching FIFA mexico vs south korea.

"Yo brother where's my girl??" Sunghoon already got annoyed at the "my girl" but then shruggged.

"Your girl, you should know." Heeseung scoffed.

"why are so always fucking rude? you gotta learn some manners Hoon really..before I throw hands."

He placed the beer on the table and walked towards his brother coming infront of him.

"Oh really? now you'll teach me manners? hyung..in order to teach someone manners you need to have some too which you don't."

Heeseung chuckled at how disrespectful child, his younger brother grew up.

"that's it..I'm not talking to you ever again"

Sunghoon scoffed at that and went back to the couch.

"Like I wanna talk to you."

Heeseung and Sunghoon were indeed close as brothers...but they both shared the same bad traits..which made them clash at times.

just then you walked out of the study with completed assignment papers in your hand. Heeseung grew heart eyes when he finally found you. "Baby?"

you were genuinely distracted by the assignment shit to even notice him coming but as soon as you saw his pearly smiling face, you got reminded of what Sunghoon told you.

"Hyung has been cheating on you even before you cheated on him"

and you didn't know if it was hallucination or not..but you felt as if his smile was also a lie, as if the way he made love to you was also a lie, as if every effort he made and everything he did was also a lie.

So you didn't smile back or hugged him back when he came and hugged you. But it didn't help the way his large figure almost made your smaller one disappear, or how good he smelled even when tired.

He felt the lack of hands on his back and opened his eyes to see you not hugging him back. his smile descended.

"Is there something wrong baby??" you looked at him, he looked worried.

"Do you really love me Lee Heeseung ?"

Sunghoon's ears perked up at the question. He previously warned you not to ask anything that would raise suspicion..cause if Heeseung knew that you guys knew..it would not end well.

even worse if he found out what you guys did.

Heeseung just smiled at that.

"What kinda question is that??" "just answer me"

"Of course I do..I love you more than anyone else can..more than you love me..more than you can even imagine" and still cheated.

you tried to contain yourself but you felt your lashes get wet. So you quickly pulled him for a hug.

What an irony. the irony of the situation was ridiculously funny in many ways.

"Is there something wrong YN?"

"you'll never leave me..right?" "I'd never."

you brought him closer and attached your lips onto his. kissing him. he gladly kissed back. squeezing your waist. the sounds almost made Sunghoon's ears bleed before they stopped.

"you'll always be with me my love...you'll become my wife, the mother of my kids..and stay with me till we both die"

he held your chin and looked at you. tightening his grip, he said.

"I won't ever let you go, even if you try to"

He was obsessed and that was what you wanted..what you needed to hear...in order to still stay with him in this relationship...in order to still work things out. you grabbed at his collar.

"show me how much you love me" you whispered on his lips.

"say less" he replied and dragged you into the bedroom.

Sunghoon just laughed at himself for how fucked up all of this was.

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"yeah you look fabulous in this one love...consider it final for tonight!"

he said admiring your curves on this dress and gave a peck on your lips "I'll come in about two hours..I have some files to sort and then we'll go to the party" "Okay love byee"

you said giving a reassuring smile and came back inside the house but you didn't have much time to process before you were slammed onto your back on the wall as Sunghoon started sucking your neck.

"Fuck you look dangerous in this lbd..it was so hard to control myself right now" he said swirling his tongue all over your flesh, you grabbed his neck and pulled him for a kiss..entering your tongue and tasting him.

soon you guys separated cause your legs started aching and he made you sit on the couch, magically pulling something from his pocket.

"What's this??" "It's a mini vibratior.." you rolled your eyes and hit his chest lightly.

"I know that hoon but..are you planning to use it on me like right now?..Hoon I have to workout right now—"

"not at all, doll. this is for the evening for you. Hyung brought you this dress so I brought the vibrator."

You chuckled at that.

"And you expect me to wear this to the formal business party??"

"Why not? It's noiseless, it'll disappear in you since it's mini and most of all..I'll be gentle with the remote"

He cupped your cheeks in his hand..

"Can't do this much for me?? come on YN ah..stop being so vanilla"

then he pulled back from you.

"Or maybe it's not your cup of tea..so leave it"

"I'll do it" you said taking the vibrator away from his hands. He smirked.

Bingo.

"but promise that you'll be gentle?? Hm??Oh my love..I don't make promises"

"then I won't wear it.." you replied raising a brow.

"Okay fine I promiseeeee" he rolled his eyes, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck.

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"Yknow many of those big investors are also coming today.." Heeseung said to you while he drove towards the destination.

"It's gonna be a memorable night for us" Hee excitedly claimed while kissing the back of your hand to which you just gave him an eye smile. Sunghoon just chuckled to himself in the backseat.

Sure it was gonna be one.

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your heels clicked when you stepped on the rooftop..where the party was held. "Ohhh you're here..Heeseung!"The middle aged man who was the host of this party smiled at Heeseung, giving him a hug. Heeseung also smiled back greeting him.

"Hello Y/Nieee! You must be his girlfriend!" the host's wife said hugging you. "Yes I am..nice to meet you" "You're beautiful" you smiled at that. The host also met Sunghoon and then said to you all.

"Enjoy the night please"

you entered inside..it bloomed with wealth, power and respect. high class people, slow music and romantic vibe..

"wanna get a drink, love?" Heeseung whispered near your ear

"sure" you said clinging your arms with his and you both walked to the bar where drinks were being served.

"two vodka please" Heeseung said to the bartender while you fixed how you were sitting. even if the vibrator was small, you still felt it inside you and it did things it shouldn't do to you right now. you started sipping on the drink with Heeseung's hands intertwined with yours. Soon a girl came beside ordering whiskey. her voice shrill.

Heeseung's composure tensed at that. He almost choked on that vodka he was gulping down. you felt the change in the atmosphere. you looked at the girl, reddish brown hair and she reeked of alcohol. Your eyes immediately searched for Sunghoon. there you saw him he was also looking at you. He nodded his head, letting you know she was that girl.

"J, hyung's mistress/friend will also come to this party..I'll tell you when I see her"

Sunghoon told you this back at home.

Your blood boiled seeing her. You bit your lips trying to control your emotions. This was not the right place. you looked at Heeseung, his face looked pale, almost as if he didn't expect her today, here, at all.

"I'm J.. Heeseung's friend" your eyes went back to her when you saw her hand close to yours, inviting you for a handshake.

Lmao the audacity. you scoffed a little and accepted the handshake.

"I'm Y/N..Heeseung's fiancée" both their faces turned one of shock hearing that while Sunghoon just chuckled from afar, sipping his drink. "Possessive girl..."

you could tell the girl wasn't expecting it neither your boyfriend.

"F—Fiancée?" The girl said in surprise looking over at Heeseung and then you. Heeseung didn't say anything the whole time..focusing on his drink.

"Yeah fiancée..Heeseung plans on marrying me" J just scoffed at that.

"I see, good for you then.." then J walked away leaving you both.

Heeseung just smiled at you, sort of amused at this new side.

"Baby? Fiancée?"

"I mean you called me your wife infront of your brother..I had to return the favor...so how could I not???"

He just laughed at your speciality. Afterall there was a reason why J was the mistress..and YOU were the girlfriend. The one who lived in his mansion, the one who had access to all his cards, the one he shared his precious room with.

You were the chosen one, of course.

that gave you an instant ego boost and you pulled him closer to you. He gave a light peck on your cheek and then your jaw, chin, neck. Not wanting to ruin the lipstick.

"the love story's over now"

Sunghoon said his gaze fixed on you and started the vibrator at level 1. everything felt okay but suddenly you felt a spike at your core. your body started trembling you looked over to Sunghoon and that bastard smirked at you, raising his glass at you. your body started shaking, you held the counter,

Heeseung was nuzzled in your neck but he felt you tremble. "Hey are you okay baby?" He said all of a sudden turning worried.

"Y—Yes I'm okay" you looked over at Sunghoon and he motioned with his both hands for you to distance yourself from Heeseung.

This jerk. You looked back at your boyfriend.

"W—Why don't we go and sit with everyone? The host is about to start his speech!" you said with full fake excitement though you were trying to control your trembling as Sunghoon didn't turn off the vibrator yet. Heeseung seemed disappointed but agreed when he saw others sitting for the speech.

"Let's go then "you felt relief when Sunghoon finally turned the vibrator off. you sat with mrs host of the party and other ladies while Heeseung chatted with the other CEOs, all of them appreciating Heeseung for handling such a big corporate at just a young age of 25.

"So..Y/Niee these are my friends, miss lee, miss kim and miss park she introduced you to other female CEOs."

"Oh thank you so much nice to meet you.."

you felt royalty when you shook hands with them.

Wealth surely mattered.

"I'm currently in my senior year in University and— ah!"

you felt the similar buzz in your core, the vibrator turned on again, and it was definitely more intense than level 1, probably level 2 or 3.

your eyes shot up searching for wherever he was and you found him talking and laughing with J, having drinks with her and didn't spare you a glance as if he wasn't ruining you right now.

"Hey miss are you okay???" the ladies asked concerned.

"Y—Yeah I—I just need a minute..I think I'm getting stomach cramps" the ladies just nodded their head in understanding.

You walked out of the table and got into a corner, trying to hold onto a wall trying your best to look like you were having a headache and not that your cunt was vibrating. you looked over at Sunghoon and same as before he laughed with J, even handing her drinks. You gritted your teeth.

The overstimulation, jealousy, territoriality, and more than anything..sexual frustration was starting to kill you. You took long inhales of air trying to compose yourself. You went near where the wind was blowing and held onto the railings. the vibrator suddenly stopped, you finally relaxed and looked back to see Sunghoon approaching you, finally no sign of the bitchy J.

But too bad for you, suddenly Jay came in your sight.

"Hey YN ah! What a coincidence!" Jay shouted in excitement suddenly pulling you in a hug.

Too bad

Awgghhhhhh. You felt the vibrator get turned on again and reach its probably the maximum level. You held onto Jay's shoulder. Your legs practically trembling now, not being able to hold it any longer. You felt your climax reaching but no..a big no because you couldn't do that right now and it frustrated you even more.

You gripped at his shoulder blades , trying your best to not make a sound or shake.Jay pulled you out of hug.

"Hey hey what happened did I hug too hard???" he asked worried.

Oh Jay.

"She's cool buddy leave her to me" "who are you?"

I'm..—"

Sunghoon's words stopped at that. Cause what exactly were you two even?

"It's okay Jay, I know him..I'm feeling a bit unwell so I need to rest a little" you said wiping the cold sweat off of your forehead.

"Whatever you say then princess but call me if you need, yeah?" You looked at him "yeah yeah I will"

trying your hardest to not break into a moan. As soon as Jay disappeared you dragged Sunghoon into a dimly lit room. You tugged hard at his collar.

"Turn it off now!!" He chuckled and lightly but firmly held onto your throat. "Say please babydoll"

Your eyes rolled but you couldn't bargain now, not like this. When your whole body was buzzing, when you felt you were close, when everything seemed to blur.

"Please please please hoon please....!!" You held his shoulders and buried your face in his chest. Desperately chanting the plead.

"Okay then" "oh...my...." you felt life come back at you. and suddenly everything returned to normal.

Your vision got vivid and clear again and you felt your legs have strength in them again. But unfortunately, your high peak of almost releasing also went back to zero leaving you more than ever sexually frustrated.

You grabbed his throat, "I fucking hate you Sunghoon. you said you'll be gentle!"

He just came closer and gave a hard bite at your lower lip. "you look sexy when you're mad..." and then he entered his tongue inside your mouth, ruining your lipstick, making you breathless, you grabbed at his locks, pulling him closer, he started grinding on you, not even caring anymore if anyone walked in on you.

since Sunghoon's back was facing the door which hid you, people would just assume it's a couple and walk off. He held one of your legs and started kissing them from the ankle to the inner thigh where you were a little wet .

"Fucking bomb..Want me to turn the vibrator on again???'

He whispered near your ear. You just glared at him. but you guys stopped knowing that this was not the right place to go any further, not scared of anyone else but Heeseung.

He laughed caressing your hair and with his handkerchief and fixed your smudged lipstick. You looked in the mirror and reapplied your lipstick and compact. you guys came inside and the speech had already started by then. You sat at the back.

Heeseung joined you then. "Where the fuck were you?"

"I—I was meeting Jay" "Jay who?" He raised his eyebrow at the mention of another man.

"He's my friend." He intertwined his fingers with yours and tightened the grip till your fingers couldn't move at all.

"from the next time, you're not disappearing on me and meeting a man without me."

"Okay baby" you said leaning back and watching the speech, looking at Sunghoon to see him laughing with J and a brunette. You scoffed.

Everyone was a whore here.

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Heeseung came out of the shower, drying his neck with the towel, he then looked at you. You were eating strawberries with your mouth like that..opening and closing around the fruit.

"like the view..?" You asked looking at him. He giggled.

"how could I not when you know how dangerous you are???"

You pulled him by the towel he had on his waistband. Roaming your hands all around his semi wet body. Sunghoon was out for his figure skating practice..so you two were alone in the house.Heeseung saw his black tie on the couch and immediately got an idea..

"come on love let's do something kinky" he grabbed the tie.

"What do you mean Hee?" "you'll know soon" he wrapped the tie around your eyes like a blindfold completely blacking out your vision of him with it for some time.

"I'll give you three seconds sweetheart, tell which part of body it is..by sucking"

You bit your lip at that. "come on baby I can guess everything."

He placed his middle finger infront of you mouth. "Come on suck it and tell me" you hesitatingly pulled your mouth forward and immediately met his finger. "Ahh too easy"

you took it inside your mouth and started sucking on it, licking it. "Aahhh" moans broke out of him. This stance of you sucking his finger turning him on for something else. You pulled away.

"That's you finger!" "But which one?" "Hmm gotta suck once more for that" you took the finger inside your mouth again, rolling your tongue over it and trying to get its size.

"It's the middle finger!" "Correct..good girl..guess this one" he came closer to you and placed his chest close to your mouth.

you opened your mouth and it went down to his pecs instead so you started sucking on them.

"Ahh you're not supposed to do that." "Oh did I get your boobs?" He gave a light smack at your head at that.

"No but well..your turn now." You opened the blindfold tie and switched places. You quickly took off your silk mini dress you were wearing and picked your boob lifting it so that his mouth would reach the underside of your breast and not the front. He licked it and started sucking on it

"ahh baby sloww you're supposed to guess" he bit your skin at that. "Ow what for?" "let a man have his time to guess, woman"

"It's under your breasts" "wow cool"

You then lifted your leg and made him suck the backside of your limbs. He kissed them. "Your legs""..but what location particularly??"

"I'm assuming...the front?" "Nope you lose" You took the blindfold off. "would I still lose if I leave you shaking in this bed for another three hours????"

he whispered on your lips and let the tie drop on the floor, pinning your hands above your head and removing his towel off.You caressed his inner thigh and placed both hands on his shoulder blades.

"Lemme ride you Hee"

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Sunghoon dropped his duffle bag on his bedroom floor and plopped on the bed sighing from how exhausted he was from the practice. Soon he heard sultry sounds coming from his brother's room.

"Awggghh" He put on his headphones trying to scroll on his phone but it was as if they, the sounds were crawling on him.the sound of making love.

Your voice.

He knew Heeseung had a habit of sleeping deeply after he smashed you..and Sunghoon got a very funny idea.

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you were scrolling on your phone while Heeseung cuddled you from behind, sleeping soundly, his soft snores tickling at your ear. you fixed yourself a little away from Heeseung, but his grip got tighter. Out of the blue, you got a call from Maddy. It lasted a few minutes before you asked her a question.

"Maddy..tell me one thing"

"What's it babe?"

"Is it possible to love two people at the same time?"

you said as low as possible not even sure if she heard it at all. you looked back at Heeseung, he was still snoring..you looked at his face and saw the usual relaxed demeanor meaning he was still deep asleep.

"why baby are you, the saint, even daring to look at another man other than your boyfriend?" You sighed at her question. Wanting to tell her everything but at the same time. It felt too risky. Maybe not today. You thought.

"It's worse Maddy.."

Your ears perked up when the door of your bedroom creaked open and Sunghoon came inside, in shorts and a tank top, his hair just dried, suggesting he showered a while ago. "I'll call you back bae"

You said ending the call and then looked at Sunghoon raising your brow. You and Heeseung were still naked but covered by the duvet.

You mouthed a "what" to which he just motioned with his finger to keep quiet. He sat on the edge of the bed and his hands went inside the duvet reaching your body. Almost taking a sigh of relief when he was accidentally gonna grab Heeseung's leg..but he soon found your smooth body.

you took a sharp breath, gently shaking your head as no, again and again. Heeseung was JUST beside you, he was cuddling you, it was too risky.

but for Sunghoon, that only added to the thrill.

His hands roamed around every part of your body which was already claimed by Heeseung an hour ago. He almost touched Heeseung's hand, your eyes widenening but he just smiled coming at your left side while Heeseung was at your right, sleeping soundly. His thumb massaged your lower lip before he dipped it inside letting you suck him. then he joined his lips with yours. you tried to hit at his chest. This was so so wrong. No.

You thought of being in Heeseung's place, if you slept and he kissed that J...and your blood boiled alone from the imagination so..you pulled away from the kiss.and you looked back at your boyfriend.

This was all so wrong.

You looked back at Sunghoon and gave him a peck on his lips, he took that seriously and started making out with you. He spotted the hickey Heeseung gave you and went over it..making it an even darker shade of red. remarking you as his. Your eyes kept going back at Heeseung. No. Yes. No. Yes. Your mind screamed at you..unable to choose.

the ecstasy of the moment, paired with guilt was enough to drive you crazy. you kissed Sunghoon again and then pulled away mumbling a "later" to save you both from any disaster.

He at first shook his head but then soon agreed rolling his eyes and kissed your forehead, mumbling a "rest well"and through all of that, one question still lingered on the back of your mind,

Is it possible to love two people at the same time?

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The doors of the hotel room clicked shut when Heeseung closed the door with his one hand while the other carried a bouquet of flowers. It was Valentine's Day today. "so..you came?...Didn't think you would" Heeseung just chuckled.

"I'm good at balance bae..not called an ace for nothing" he came closer and gave the bouqet. "Red roses..but it's your girlfriend's favorite, not mine"

"Come on J, don't be petty."

Heeseung said massaging her cheeks together. "yknow we should really end this..since you wanna marry her anyway. "

He just laughed at that. "you say this..but you'll be the first one to crawl on your knees to me..when I stop doing it with you.."

"Or maybe you're just taking revenge?" His eyes dropped all the romance it had on them.

"taking revenge on your girlfriend since she fucks your brother..???"

she laughed at his face...

"and you call me petty..lol..heeseung own up a mirror to yourself" Heeseung grabbed her throat. "You think so?"

"I mean..I wouldn't blame her..you cheated on her first with me..and now that she's cheating on you too...you couldn't stand that..could you?"

"it hurt your male ego...didn't it?"

"stay in your limits, J."

"don't say that to me seungie when I was the one who told you.."

Flashback

J was going for another drink but due to her drunk self she stumbled upon a wall and fell into a corner..her ears perked up when she heard moans and sounds of kissing come out of a dimly lit room.

"Ouuu..who's the one going freaky here?" she peaked to see and her mouth fell open, she quickly recorded a 10 second video of you and Sunghoon kissing and sent it to his dear Heeseung after the party ended. she also typed out a text.

"look who's being an unfaithful girlfriend and a jerk brother here......"

Back to present

He just loosened his tie..and threw J on the bed.

"I mean..as long as she's keeping it within the family"

"within the family? Lmao..cope.. Hee.. however you want and pretend it doesn't affect you" J laughed at his pride that swelled up.

"It doesn't"

"You could always go for a poly relationship yknow?..but don't stop meeting me even then"

"Shut up and let me fuck you" he whispered and kissed her.

"We know about them but they don't know that"

he whispered and started giving her hickeys.

Letting his lust take over....and love shut down.

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you caressed the gold trophy Sunghoon won by achieving 1st ranking in his figure skating competition. It gave him a lot of offers for the future aswell. He came from behind and backhugged you.

"So my master manipulator...how do you feel achieving this trophy??" "Master what?? pfft" he scoffed at the nickname and put the trophy down on coffee table. "The real trophy is you..who helped me with your assets when I felt stressed..." He stated squeezing your breasts, you just hit his shoulder lightly.

"By the way...it's 8 pm on a valentine's day..but where's your boyfriend?? Atleast I took my girlfriend out for lunch today before coming to you..."

You rolled your eyes but deep down.. you knew where he exactly was. Your loving boyfriend was living out his fantasy. You just wanted to call him and feel him..his love on you..but you didn't..

"He's fucking J..I know"

"We know about them but they don't know that"

Sunghoon said massaging your shoulders.Then you looked at him and pulled him closer by his collar.

"And I can fuck you"

You grabbed the whipped cream bottle and sprayed some on your abs. He smriked and started licking it. He then grabbed the bottle and formed a pout spraying some on his lips. You laughed.

"Lips..really!!?" You grabbed his neck and got on top of him on the couch. and started eating the whipped cream from his lips, the cream disappeared in a flash, leaving you two kissing for a long time.he started eating your lips and carried you to your bedroom, dropping you in his hyung's bed and stripped you both. He hugged you leaving no space and kissed your shoulder.

"Ahh Sunghoon fuck—"You like it doll? You nodded. "Such a whore for me..I turned you a cheater...."

"Would anyone else damage your morals like I did?"

"no fuck no Sunghoon" "I love you doll" "I love you too hoon" he stopped for a second since this was the first time you said that.

He giggled with his canines. and you caressed his silky soft hair between your fingers, looking him deep in the eye.Your nails went around his back. He gave you an open mouth kiss and placed your hands above your head, tying them with Heeseung's tie.

"Let him be with whoever he wants to

We both know I ruin you better anyway."

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