Cardiophile

​Alright, peeps... the brutal Vienna temperature has finally started to cool down, but Roxie clearly missed the memo. Turn your sound up for these heavy post-shower beats, captured right before I started getting ready. The world finally has me back now that I'm not physically burning to ashes outside!

​She was absolutely slamming against my ribs today. I could feel every intense surge of blood rushing through my veins, my neck was throbbing like hell, and honestly? I enjoyed every single second of this tachycardia. Consider this a little glimpse into a pure, unadulterated pulse-appreciation moment with myself.

The audio here is your Friday extra—believe me, she was racing way longer than this camera was rolling.

+ In the (experiments) section, I had an idea for different things such as: Poppers or a needle or adrenaline.

Or possibly even a change of characters such as (Female, male,) etc.

Btw, all my drawings.

Together to the last breath Part 3

​Well, well, well... this heat is officially going to be the death of me. My heart is heavily pounding, and I’m currently hiding out like a vampire in my own flat. I mean, look at my skin—I burn in the sun and I definitely burn in church. ⛪🔥

I’m lying on the sofa right now, drifting, with nothing on my mind except a very specific daydream. I just want to pass out in peace, feeling strong hands on my chest forcing my pump to stay steady. Checking my pulse with a doctor's cold eye but a lover's soft touch. Giving me the literal kiss of life when my own lungs get too weak to function because of him.

​I'm drifting away... but that's not a bad thing, is it?

​Alright, peeps... it’s official. You guys left me completely shaking. My pulse took a rapid climb the absolute second I saw how many of you are actually following me now!

​Over 1,000 of you... what’s the plan here? Trying to induce an arrhythmia? Probably, yes. 😉

​I just want to say a massive thank you for following my journey, loving Roxie, and keeping the energy so high on every single piece of content I post. You all make me feel incredibly beautiful, and let's be real—you're making me feel like a literal goddess of the pulse. 👑✨

Take a look to see a little glimpse of what my heart did while the milestone news was sinking in. Thank you. Truly.

this is my first cardiophile video, please be kind. you can ask me anything about my cardiophilia, posts and videos. i can be your heartbeat-personal doll :)