Cardiophile

​Happy Tuesday, pulse family!

​The saga continues: No ECG. Customer service claims it's local, but my empty mailbox says otherwise. I'm officially going full detective mode to hunt this package down, because looking at a pile of 500+ electrode pads with no machine to hook them up to is driving me entirely insane. I hate having a big mouth about new gear only to be left waiting!

​While I play Sherlock, hit me with your best recommendations for a reliable, affordable 3 or 5-lead ECG monitor. I clearly need a backup plan. 🛒👇

​Quick heads-up: I’m currently shaking things up on my professional path, so things are a bit chaotic and busy at the moment. If my replies are a little slower than usual, that's why!

​Stay tuned, and keep those fingers crossed for my delivery! 🖤

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​Alright, peeps... the brutal Vienna temperature has finally started to cool down, but Roxie clearly missed the memo. Turn your sound up for these heavy post-shower beats, captured right before I started getting ready. The world finally has me back now that I'm not physically burning to ashes outside!

​She was absolutely slamming against my ribs today. I could feel every intense surge of blood rushing through my veins, my neck was throbbing like hell, and honestly? I enjoyed every single second of this tachycardia. Consider this a little glimpse into a pure, unadulterated pulse-appreciation moment with myself.

The audio here is your Friday extra—believe me, she was racing way longer than this camera was rolling.

+ In the (experiments) section, I had an idea for different things such as: Poppers or a needle or adrenaline.

Or possibly even a change of characters such as (Female, male,) etc.

Btw, all my drawings.

Together to the last breath Part 3

​Well, well, well... this heat is officially going to be the death of me. My heart is heavily pounding, and I’m currently hiding out like a vampire in my own flat. I mean, look at my skin—I burn in the sun and I definitely burn in church. ⛪🔥

I’m lying on the sofa right now, drifting, with nothing on my mind except a very specific daydream. I just want to pass out in peace, feeling strong hands on my chest forcing my pump to stay steady. Checking my pulse with a doctor's cold eye but a lover's soft touch. Giving me the literal kiss of life when my own lungs get too weak to function because of him.

​I'm drifting away... but that's not a bad thing, is it?

​Alright, peeps... it’s official. You guys left me completely shaking. My pulse took a rapid climb the absolute second I saw how many of you are actually following me now!

​Over 1,000 of you... what’s the plan here? Trying to induce an arrhythmia? Probably, yes. 😉

​I just want to say a massive thank you for following my journey, loving Roxie, and keeping the energy so high on every single piece of content I post. You all make me feel incredibly beautiful, and let's be real—you're making me feel like a literal goddess of the pulse. 👑✨

Take a look to see a little glimpse of what my heart did while the milestone news was sinking in. Thank you. Truly.