Colors

Lyrics: i feel loved and hated it’s the same old contemplations same guilt and frustrations in my head i’m praying told i’m needing saving hoping that he’ll change me

cause i hate feeling i will lose them all worried bout my soul in case it isn’t false

why me why me why me i’ve tried ive tried but i’m still here asking why

why do these things keep happening to me why do better days feel so out of reach why do these things keep happening to me are we almost there to the castles in the air

20 years self-hating the only thing i’m changing is the way i see me and to live pain-free through the darkness i’m escaping i know it’ll be amazing

cause i hate feeling oh so miserable i was never flawed i can be just who i want

why me why me no why not me i’ve tried ive tried but i’m still here asking why why do these things keep happening to me why do better days feel so out of reach why do these things keep happening to me are we almost there to the castles in the air

I feel loved

And hated

It’s the same old contemplations

Same guilt and frustrations

In my head

I’m praying

I’ve been told I’m needing saving

Hoping that he’ll change me

Cause I hate thinking

I will lose them all

Worried bout my soul

In case it isn’t false

Why me why me why me

I’ve tried but I’m still here asking why

Why do these things keep happening to me

Why do better days feel so out of reach

Why do these things keep happening to me

Are we almost there to the castles in the air

20 years

Self hating

The only thing I’m changing

Is the way I see me

And to live pain free

Through the darkness I’m escaping

And I know it’ll be amazing

Cause I hate feeling

Fucking miserable

I was never flawed

I can be just who I want

Why me why me no why not me

I’ve tried But I’m still here asking why

Why do these things keep happening to me

Why do better days feel so out of reach

Why do these things keep happening to me