My obsessions.

There are elements of 2x09 that exactly match 4x10, but many more that are literally flipped

Same

In both, Carmy is reassuring Syd she won’t fuck it up and that he believes in her

In both, Carmy admits he wasn’t who she needed him to be and he’ll do better by her

In both, Syd is worried she will fail and Carmy says he won’t let her

Syd’s scarf is the same color in both

Opposite

In 2x09, Syd is saying “you could do this without me” and Carmy is saying “I couldn’t and I wouldn’t even wanna”; in 4x10 Carmy is saying “you could do this without me” and Syd is saying “yes but I don’t want to”

In 2x09, Syd is talking and Carmy tells her to keep going, is patient, gentle; in 4x10, Carmy is talking and Syd is maybe not gentle but definitely patient

In 2x09, Syd says she fucks things up all the time; in 4x10 Carmy says he keeps letting her down and fucking things up

In 2x09, Carmy asks Syd “you still love to cook right” and she says yes; in 4x10 Syd asks Carmy “you still love this” and he says no

In 2x09, they both tell each other they’re not alone; in 4x10, they both feel more alone than they ever have around each other

2x09 is bright and light; 4x10 is dark and bleak

In 2x09 they’re wearing the same thing; in 4x10 they’re both in white but Sydney is covering the white, with an overshirt, like armor, like a shield

In 2x09, Carmy’s stance towards her is open, his attention on her, while she is talking and explaining her fears; in 4x10, Syd’s stance towards Carmy is closed, hands crossed and looking down, while he’s talking and explaining himself

2x09 Syd is on the right and Carmy on the left; 4x10 they’re flipped

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.