controlling yourself from texting someone you badly want to talk to, is different kind of pain

Just do it. Someday they won't be there to read your text anymore and that hurts even more.

sleeping is hard when your heart is sad

do people miss me I can’t imagine myself as a person others think about

the version of you from five years ago would be genuinely amazed by what you’ve handled since then. sit with that for a second

i wish i could be the person i want to be but im too tired

self sabotage is weird because what do you mean i make myself miserable and i'm aware of it but don't know how to stop.

i hate when people ask how i’m doing like.. horrible. next question

kinda wanna cry in someone’s arms type of a day

How do you un-sad yourself

for someone who loves sleep, i do not sleep enough at all