A Court of Audacity 🦊

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You don't look at me

Yet sometimes I see a head of mousy hair in front of me

Washing linen in the river as I scale fish and roast them over an open fire

You don't look at me

Yet sometimes I think I see you

tending to flowers in a garden

smiling at me when you sniff the roses

I can almost smell them

You won't talk to me

Yet sometimes I hear your voice

Whispering sweet nothings

Telling me about your day

All the mundane things you say don't feel mundane to me

You won't spend time with me

But I smelled you with him

I heard you giggle and I think you kissed

I imagined it was me that you almost kissed

I imagined that it wasn't almost

I swept you off your feet and you greeted me with a smile

Your lips touched mine and the wait was worth the while

Your long flowy dress swirled around your feet

Just like it had in my fever dream

But I sit here alone and the romance turns to solitude

You are not in my arms

The spot beside me is empty

Your voice was in my mind

You were never mine to keep

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Another life

In another life you'd be mine and I'd be yours

You'd wrap your legs around my waist as I lifted you up- like lovers do

You'd stroke hair out of my face and eyes

You'd kiss me on the corner of my mouth and run your hands down my chest and thighs and kiss me in my most tender spots

In another life we'd travel far across the lands

Foraging and feasting upon nature's bountiful blessings

I'd hunt for you and you'd gaze upon my muscled chest as I caught you fish to scale for stews

And then we'd eat under the stars and embrace while sharing stories of adventure

In another life I'd wake up next to you

I'd see your sleepy face and your nightgown slipping just off your shoulder

I'd brush hair out of your face and mouth just as you would when we were together

I'd read and let you sleep and not move so you wouldn't wake up

When I'd have the chance I'd make you some tea and breakfast and when you'd wake up you'd eat it by our garden

In another life I would propose to you at dawn

We'd be in a meadow full of flowers

You'd be bathed in the early sun's beauty

Your brown eyes would turn golden in the morning light

Then I'd lift you up and kiss you and make you my wife

In another life you'd at least give me a chance to talk to you

You'd at least hear me out

We could talk about it

We could work it out

In another life you'd choose me and I'd choose you not because of fate but despite it

You'd get to know me and not fight it

Until then I have my dreams of holding you close and watching streams ,catching fish in foreign lands ,and maybe even holding hands

I'd like to share some Elucien art that I've done over the past 2 years and haven't posted because I didn't think it was good enough or I just didn't vibe with it

While I haven't been very vocal about my love for them recently I'm still very much an Elucien at heart .

(I just think Eltamcien is cool too)

Hi! Are you working on something for elucienweek? Will you share a snippet with everyone if so?

I am working on a drawing and a little collection of poems to add to my one on ao3 :).

Smash. Next question.

Now I'm demisexual but for Lucien smash.

Also happy fucking pride month guys I'm bi-romantic and Demi sexual and like brooooooo it is pride!!! All I've been getting is the progress flag and ughhhh no variation?!

Anyway my opinion on Tamcien has not changed they really need to fuck eachother like I mean Lucien needs to give Tamlin the best blowjob of his life. Blow him away if you will.

I love you guys sorry I went dark work was burning me out.

Truth!

Lucien saw something that made him flush the first time he tugged on the bond. Only three people know what he saw- Lucien, Elain, and YOU. Tell us?