Amanda @zenkindoflove - Tumblr Blog

Welcome to my blog! I am a fanfiction writer for the SJM fandom. I primarily write for Elucien and Eris x Alexius (Male OC). I have masterlists for all of my fanfictions as well as arts I've commissioned, moodboards and playlists I've created, and links to other fanartists' works based on my fanfictions. You can find them all on these ship-specific masterlists.

Fanfictions & Other fanworks

Elucien Masterlist

Eris x Alexius (Male OC) Masterlist

Other & Miscellaneous Masterlist

Horror Fics Masterlist

ACOTAR OC Lists:

Vanserra Brothers | Autumn Partners | Day Court | The Continent | Canon Characters

ACOTAR Meta Essays:

Eris Vanserra: Confirmed Bachelor

Elain Archeron and Sansa Stark Comparison

Elucien and NedCat (ASOIAF) Parallels (Arranged Marriage Trope)

You can also find all of my fanfictions on my AO3 profile: Zenkindoflove.

I also have a joint Instagram that I share with @crazy-ache called crazykindoflove. We post all of our commissioned fanart on that page as well.

Dividers by @tsunami-of-tears

#elucien #lucien vanserra #elain archeron #eris vanserra #eris x oc #eris x male oc #eris x alexius #erixius #satharion #tharion ketos #sathia flynn #sathia x tharion #oc: alexius #elucien fanfiction #eris vanserra fanfiction #satharion fanfiction #zenkindoflove: masterlist

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As we approach Elucien Week, I wanted to give a little PSA to everyone who will spend time reading the wonderful fic that will be posted. If you take the time to read a fic, please spend a few seconds/minutes to leave the author a comment. Especially during really busy event weeks when everyone is flooded with fanworks, fanfic is often overlooked and underappreciated. For the authors, comments are precious and make all the difference in their experience. There has been a severe drop in commenting that has happened over the last few years that has led to many writers to stop posting their stories. Even a simple "I loved it!!! ❤️" makes all the difference. There will be a lot of people posting their first ever fanfics and others who are only a few months in their fanfic writing journeys who will be sharing fic during the week. Leaving them words of encouragement is not only a great way to say thanks, but it really really encourages these writers to write more. Fanfic thrives in a healthy ecosystem and an essential part of that ecosystem is the writer hearing from the readers. So if you've never commented on a fic before because you were nervous, make Elucien Week the time to take a chance and start the habit of commenting! I promise you the conversation you can have with authors through your comments is such a rewarding experience. And it's an excellent way to make friends!

If anyone doesn't have an AO3 account and would like one so you can start leaving comments or bookmarking stories, DM me! I still have a few AO3 invites from the olden days and by using the invite you can skip the waiting time for making an account (which I think is still a few weeks).

#elucien #lucien vanserra #elain archeron #elucienweek2026

elucienweekofficial

We are officially ONE WEEK away from Elucien Week! We are practically vibrating with excitement to see what you've all been working on, and we hope you're feeling ready!

When you're down bad and as in love with something as we all are with Elucien, you tend to see glimpses of it in everything you see. Today, we want to know all about where you see those glimpses!

Meet the Brain Rot Bracelet!

How to trade this bracelet:

Send an ask to an Elucien blog with this friendship bracelet and ask them about something non-acotar related that reminds them of Elucien

This could be ANYTHING! Books, tv shows, movies, songs, poems - it could even be the candles you bought at the store or the flowers you pass on your way to work. We want to uncover all the hidden glimpses of Elucien that you carry with you in your daily life!

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eddardism

my favourite thing about asoiaf is how it refuses to let you hate characters in a vacuum like yes they commit terrible wrongs but the narrative also hands you their reasons the grief the hunger, the fear the warped love that make those wrongs human it doesn’t justify them it doesn’t erase the harm but it complicates it in a way that feels so painfully real grrm is basically like here’s humanity in all its contradictions now sit with it and i think that’s weirdly so beautiful

jadedbugart

I'm such a fangirl of yours. There is no one else with an art style like you. You have such a clear POV, and I especially love how well your style blends with the regency vibes for Elucien. You always manage to capture the sensuality of Elucien, even if it's a simple sketch or a fully rendered painting. I hope you never stop drawing them. I also have been so impressed by how much you have grown as an artist since I've met you, and the way you've branched out for other couples/books.

AMANDA 🥹🥹 i’ve been holding onto this ask because oh my goodness it made me tear up when i first read it!! 🩷

thank you for being so constantly supportive and such a good friend, and for sharing your writing (it’s quite the muse for me!! it’s what inspired me to start drawing elucien in the first place 🥹) 💕💖💞💘💓💗💝🩷💕💞💘💖💓💝💗💘

(i wanted to do a little something to say thank you for this ask and you reminded me today how much you love lucien in suspenders/braces sooo)

zenkindoflove

Ahhhhhhh!!!! I love it! Yesss, Lucien in suspenders is one of my favorites, and omg, Elain grabbing them is PERFECT. And their face are so close and flirty and they both have matching flowers in their hair!!! I'M OBSESSED! XD Thank you for this sketch, I shall cherish it. <3

#elucien #elucienweek2026 #elain archeron #lucien vanserra

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My Erixius Modern AU Pride Night fic became a monster but I got the first draft done. I will try to post it this weekend if I can edit it into decent enough shape. It's definitely like writing fanfic of my own fanfic lol, lots of my OCs from Pull Me In Deeper are featured. It was some very indulgent writing for me to give me a little break from my novel before I jump in to starting editing/writing my second draft.

#eris vanserra #eris x oc #eris x male oc #erixius #eris x alexius

Hi!!! Tell me all about your book release plans! Do you have any reading rituals for long-awaited books like this, or one that you might be doing especially for acotar? 👀

@crazy-ache and I live in the same metropolitan area and we are going downtown to a local bookstore for their midnight release party! So regardless of what is in store for us for ACOTAR 6 I'll at least have my bestie there with me.

I don't have any rituals 😂. I usually do not read books right when they're released with a few exceptions but for this one I have, like a sucker, ordered the kindle version so I can get it right at midnight and because I do prefer e-readers as well as a physical copy because I had to for my midnight release ticket. I actually don't own the other books as physical versions yet. My plan was to wait until I can just get a nice complete box set.

I also took off the entire week of work for a much needed staycation so I can read while my kid is in school and have uninterrupted fandom time to freak out and discourse and whatever else it all may bring.

@elucienweekofficial

#elucien #lucien vanserra #elain archeron #elucienweek2026

elucienweekofficial

We're almost one week to Elucien Week and we couldn't be more excited!! This year feels even more exciting with the extra anticipation we all have for the new book, and today we'd love to know all about your plans for the October release!

Meet the Meet Me At Midnight Bracelet!

How to trade this bracelet:

Send an ask to an Elucien blog with this friendship bracelet and ask them about their plans for the acotar 6 release

Here's some example questions:

Are they taking PTO?

Have they pre-ordered both the physical and/or ebook?

Will they be leaving live reactions on tumblr or any other platforms?

Are they going to a midnight release party?

Will they binge read it all at once, or take notes as they go?

> Click here to be taken to the main Bracelet Exchange Post

#I had a dream about reading ACOTAR 6 last night #so this is a sign

tr-shb-g

*this meeting could have been an email voice* this cgi could have been a puppet

jezabel-universe

I finally finished iiiit ! (Well, finished i don't know, but it's good enough for me)

It's been a long time but he is doooone. And he is in pirate shirt + breeches + suspenders, because in my head Lucien is dressed like a 18th century gentlemen, who do a bit of piratery here and there 😁

I accidentaly added a necklace and i'm not sure of what i think, so here are both versions, make your own choice 😅

#lucien vanserra #omggggg #this is probably the hottest Lucien I've ever seen!!!!#ahhhhhhh!

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Give me a fic to write, and I will find a way to make those fuckers DANCE.

#its my favorite thing #i see an opportunity and i take it #nothing is more romantic than dancing #and sexy

ladythedrunken

Why are the Hightowers so fukcing HOT though

#me messaging zenkindoflove last night like OKAY ADD ORMUND TO THE HORNY LIST HE IS SO HOT #<- it's true and I was waiting for you to watch cause I knew you would GET IT

jurassic-cunt

where is my favorite gay virgin honorable knight

#gwayne hightower

HIIIiiIIII!! 🫏 describe with emojis.... elucien's most miserable night ever

💌🤝📅🌃🏰💃🏼🕺🏽🕛🔮💥🪦😭🏃🏼‍♀️🧍🏽‍♂️😭😡✉️🙅🏽‍♂️

Lol I decided to go with one of the most fucked up devastating moments for Elucien featured in my fic that I wrote with @crazy-ache Dear Lucien, Dear Elain. Can anyone guess which one it is 😂.

@elucienweekofficial

#elucien #lucien vanserra #elain archeron #elucienweek2026

kazz-brekker

i genuinely don't consider rhaenyra getting her period in that episode to be misogynist or that it shows her to become a hysterical woman because of it. i think it's just an acknowledgement of yet another situation rhaenyra finds herself in where she's trying to hold a traditionally masculine position and feels betrayed by the physical reminder that she wasn't born a man, similarly to the scene in season 1 where she goes into premature labor while all the men in her council are discussing plans for war without her. the reality of being someone who menstruates is that it can happen at inconvenient times when you're trying to do something important!

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emmaziadarcy

WHOSE BLOND BABY IS THAT

#hotd spoilers

ripley-stark

fandom about some mf (is a man): you might dislike this character but you have to admit he's very interesting. even if you don't like him, he's a very well-written character. he's very complex. so even if you dislike him you should maybe reconsider that. because he's complex and interesting. and i think deep down he cares so much. there's a lot to analyze about his decisions, which he was force to make due to the terrible position he was put in. and if you don't like him you don't really understand the show tbh.

same fandom about a woman who has done comparable or much tamer things, with a much smaller fraction of fans: this may be a hot take but no one else has said this and i have to get this off my chest. some of you might like her but she is a TERRIBLE PERSON! she didn't have to do any of those things she did. she put herself into a bad situation, inconveniencing everyone around her and showing no remorse for it whatsoever. you may like her but i just don't get it!! if you like her or defend any of her actions, you are probably a real life abuser and hate women. so even if you do like her, maybe think about that. you can like her but you have to admit her flaws. otherwise you are encouraging women in real life to murder others and commit crimes, which is ignorant and wrong. her sympathetic scenes are not even canon because they're so manipulative, performative, and trite. such a waste of screen time very obviously trying to get us to feel bad for a MONSTER! she clearly didn't actually mean any of the good things she's done. deep down she is just a rotten human being with no motive but to make other people's lives miserable. i'm sorry but that's the truth.

#show this post to Azriel fans

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