idk

The way Shane always melts when Ilya kisses his neck 🥵

mutual masturbation. shane and ilya watching each other on either end of the couch, shane fingering himself, ilya jacking it. it’s a game to see who will break first and come scrambling over to the other man. so far ilya is two for two on holding strong but shane is playing dirty this time and pulls out the big gun move of dropping his head back and acting like he’s all alone pleasuring himself and moaning ilya’s name at each push of his fingers inside himself. ilya loses this time

i hate responsibilities i should be having gay sex instead

i'm really sorry if it feels so random to bring this old news up all over again but ​slapping a 14-year prison sentence and all that bullshit on a character just because the actor is leaving, while on the other hand turning him into a hopelessly devoted lover who can't forget his boyfriend, gives himself a tattoo in prison, and clings to him i feel like an ordinary mind could never come up with that kind of idea.(n)

I find it at least comical that trying a 'bad' ending for Mickey was how the writers tried to erase Gallavich and move on from the fandom, and how that backfired.Because clearly a man who risks killing someone who hurt the person he loves most, tattoos the name of the man he loves on his chest even after spending half his life denying his homosexuality and he begs not to be forgotten in a painful parallel to Ian's first visit to Mickey at the juvie, of course, obviously that would make us love Mickey less... Of course.