don't think too much

Wtf is wrong with you?

“I want to start feeling like myself again.”

“one day you’ll realise you should have told her the truth. because you could have escaped and lived a long happy life together. yet you’re stuck in war you can’t win and the terrifying truth is you don’t know if you’ll ever see her again. and that breaks your heart. and the memories of her are all you have left but you broke her heart and you know she hates you for lying, for leaving, for loving her because she’s a solider made for war and you’re a betrayer. you’re meant to be enemies, it could never have worked. loving her was a death sentence, but it was one you would choose every time because life wouldn’t have been worth living without her .”