don’t you just randomly think in your spare time about how mark cared for helly from day one, supporting her and helping her as much as he possibly can, guiding her, trying to make her life in lumon as less miserable as he can, cheering her up when she got the hang of the scary numbers, never pressing her to complete her file before the otc, holding her up that one time SO SHE CAN LITERALLY STAY ALIVE, panicking on the inside because he doesn’t know if she is alive or not, being SO RELIEVED that she is alive and well, trying to establish a deep and sincere connection and ask her if she’s okay after the incident even when she pushed him away, waiting for her by the elevator being worried for her experience outside during the otc, being so glad that she’s back, being so glad that she STAYED, laughing at her jokes, constantly asking if she’s okay or not, taking their relationship to a new hight, deepening their connection, establishing his love for her by saying that he doesn’t care who she is on the outside, he cares who she is with him, being heartbroken when he gets to know the truth, feeling guilty for sleeping with her other self, trying to make things right and apologise for it, opening his heart to her, being RISEN FROM THE DEAD when she accepts the situation and asks to have an intimate experience with her, and, finally, making love to the most important person in his life?