SHUT ME UP

Hey. It's been a while since I've logged into this account. I'm mostly on my new blog, but I do like to check in on here every now and again.

I'll be honest, I don't look back on this blog with the fondest of memories, but that's just a product of me having been a shithead teenager when I was most active on it. I will say... it's very humbling. And I have no plans of deleting this blog. Whew. But it's weird looking back and seeing just how badly I was hurting. And knowing just how much worse it was going to get. The scars remain, but we persist.

I do appreciate this blog a lot, though. And the escape it brought me. And I do look back fondly on what's probably undiagnosed autism in the form of wild tangents about my OCs and favorite things.

In terms of interests, I've barely changed. I'm still deeply into Nintendo shit and plan on getting a Switch 2... eventually. And I'm still deeply unwell about the music I like (which STILL includes Slipknot and Mindless Self Indulgence) and actively tangent about it. I still love wolves, deer, and crows. I still play Flight Rising. I'm still a... what did that one anon hate call me. Edgy whiny fag. I want that on a shirt. Whoever sent me that, you were so fucking right and it's still the funniest fucking thing anyone has ever said to me. I hope you're doing well. Happy pride.

As for where I'm at. I've been better. I've been worse. I've been saying "we persist" an alarming amount. But hey. I'm still kicking and that's gotta stand for something. Still working on those same old OCs I was all those years ago. They've just matured alongside me. I learned a lot about myself and will continue to do so. Yadda yadda, blah blah blah.

I do have a new blog I'm active on. I don't post much about myself there. Just random posts I find funny. Maybe I'll turn this blog into the one where I actually make my own posts? That'd be fun. I promise they won't be as serious as this post.

I would sign this off with every URL this blog has had, but I don't remember 95% of them. Here are the ones I do remember, though:

-rubixtubix

-deerbreath

-c-rowz

I plan to keep this blog separated from my current main, so I won't be linking it here. But it's not hard to find at all.