keep moving forward

i honest to god wish I hadnt read those dms from r*an. the ones where he literally says he could kill himself if [the recipient] wants. like i CANT even imagine how they felt getting those messages... but like it still makes me really fucking sad. but really fucking angry that this was really HIM saying that. our r*an, my former favourite fucking internet person ever, like I just feel like this is a whole other side I -- along with sooo many others -- never ever ever expected to see. like I'm still having trouble processing.. idk if that'll ever go away bc it's so jarring and disturbing, all of it. but that stupid empathetic part of me feels so bad having those messages in my head 🙃🙃

Omg I’m sorry this is ages later but thank you so much! This honestly made my day.

Can you believe I only just saw this. And can you believe, almost 6 years(!!!) ago my Myan fic “That’s My Boy” was one of the first fanfics about these two and is exactly the type Michael is referencing himself. Man. What a trip.