Lily

this scene killed me because naim and the audience both know this isnt ryan but naim is momentarily drawn in to enjoy his touch, his voice, his presence because this is the face and cadence of the man he loves. that is what is so horrifying about this movie, that conversion therapy can turn the purest and most natural love into a feeling of guilt, disgust and shame, a feeling so powerful that it could kill you if you dont get the chance to burn it first

Ate one year old fish yesterday and strangely feel bad today.

I did not eat a baby fish. Stop this.

scrape my shitty little body off the mattress with a spatula

I didn't notice I accidentally posted this instead of putting it in my drafts, and I already forgot what the fuck I was on about.

The anti-vax and anti-science propaganda is very real - and also, frankly I think doctors and nurses would've had an easier time getting people not to fall for it if they spent less time treating people like fucking shit

This post is about a lot of things but it is especially about racism, medical abuse, and eugenics

fandom will talk about a man being every flavor of closeted queer before they talk about his canon misogyny

the thing about being bullied for being weird as a kid is that even if you've always embraced being weird your brain is still always looking for the line where it's too much. you can be as proudly and intentionally weird as you want and you can love being weird but your mind is still convinced there's a point where you get too weird and people start treating you like a weird looking bug again. also it feels like you reach that point 500 times a day even if everyone you've spoken to today found you pleasant and likable and even if you're completely alone in your house with nobody looking at you at all.

oh god oh fuck i accidentally used my power safeword and she exploded oh god oh fuck oh god oh god

personally I'm annoyed by the socioeconomic conditions that made words like "unalive" necessary but simultaneously impressed by the linguistic adaptations young people have made to continue talking about important things while subject to those conditions and I think if you can't hold both of those thoughts in your head you might just be old man yelling at cloud

It is not their fault they have to say things like grape and unalive to speak about serious topics just be glad they are choosing to speak about serious topics

i cannot believe that roy harper crawled through the snow and almost died but said it was worth it because jason todd was one of the only reasons his life was worth living for the first time in years and then dream battled his worst nightmares because “he needs me and there is nothing that will keep me from finding him”

I pet a cat today and the cat said pppbhfrrrgbgfbbbfgrrh