still trying to find it

i feel so out of touch with current events and the daily lives of my friends and acquaintances and estranged relatives. i should remake instagram. i should remake twitter. what am i thinking. actually i should delete everything and live in a wooden house on shore. i should keep tumblr. maybe i only really need a laptop. i should become a luddite. i should get a flip phone. but not 100% of the time maybe 50/50 cause what about the uni app. the poste apps. the qr code app. whatsapp. all the apps. everything in the world is about the apps. we are life forms based on apps. oh god i am so overwhelmed. isn't anyone else tired. maybe i should get more out of touch actually. i should burn all my electronics. but my beloved blog. but i love music. and art. I should