Trying to Fly

not to self diagnose or anything but something's wrong

something interesting is that you can have a good day but feel weird the whole time so actually it was a weird day

God grant me the strength to do the things I enjoy

letting go is so easy until you’re folding your laundry or cooking or walking home at dusk or lying in bed trying to sleep or stuck at a party you didn’t really want to go to or or or

and then you stop wanting what you’ve always wanted

man with excellent self restraint dismayed to realize that not wanting anything is more likely a depression symptom than a carefully honed skill that atones for other aspects of his character

“I was always ashamed to take. So I gave. It was not a virtue. It was a disguise.” ― Anaïs Nin