terror broken by intervals of hope

i wouldn't have to deal w all of this if i was a tree

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive

jobs for people who cant do or handle anything

I miss you I love you and I hope I never have to see your face again

constantly trying to see the inherent good in people is a humiliation ritual that i continue to willingly participate in

actually that’s fine. i didn’t want the verification code anyway

well now that you mention it i may have wanted it a little bit. Thank you for sending it fifteen separate times

I would be so good at haunting you after i die

fuck health issues fr. i should have a little screen that tells me exactly whats wrong and whag to do about it

Actually i’m not even real, i don’t exist I’m all made up

let's all have fun because it's better than not having fun

dollification is appealing to some because it provides the ultimate fantasy of taking a goddamn break from thinking for a bit

from the bottom of my heart, i am tired of everyone trying to sell me something

firm believer you can't be a ''good person''. too much niuance to life.

you can be good (adjective) but you cannot be good (identity)

if you think you are good (identity) you are more likely to cause harm as you don't consider yourself to be capable of it