terror broken by intervals of hope

i wouldn't have to deal w all of this if i was a tree

I really am just living for the hope of it all

Another reason why trains would be good is that most people are not good at driving

i want freedom i want freedom i want freedom *is granted freedom* noooooo my attachments

I always felt I couldn't possibly be upset about dying to an alien monster because proof of otherwordly life is exactly what it'd take for me to die happy

i've had enough of being so brave about it i want to start screaming

in bed with the lights off at 7:40pm big as fuck glass of ice water i don't care what happens to anyone or anything bye

staying close w people long distance really is about the mundane stuff. i get texts like "made quesadillas" "spilled mop water all over the floor :(" "lady on the bus has not one not two but three tiny dogs in her purse" andits like wow. i love you more than words can express

the most Child Emperor urge i have is to shout "BOOORRIINGGG!!!" when i have to witness something i dont like for too long

It’s literally like…… help!! lol. help me!!!! haha.

hi. will it ever end

yearning and aching and longing and putting my head through a wall