terror broken by intervals of hope

i wouldn't have to deal w all of this if i was a tree

honestly given my parents whole [gestures vaguely] i am actually incredibly well adjusted

i like when fiction treats love as a more complicated force and not something that is inherently pure or redemptive. portray it as flawed and complex as any other human impulse. give me love as prejudice, love as possessive stasis, love as addiction, love as blindness, etc.

its so disgusting that you actually have to practice skills to retain them. just stay in my brain for retrieval pleaaaaaaassssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

big fan of when you peel back all layers of a character and at the bottom of it there's love

why are they doing this? because they loved someone so much it caused the plot to happen. Grief counts btw

ESPECIALLY a big fan of when this isn't enough to make them a good person

once I snorted a fat line of nuance and everything started depending. watch out

I am chronically online but not in a way that keeps me informed #mybubble

Does anyone else get pissed off when you wake up just as you were making significant progress in some bullshit task you had to do in a dream? Like great now I did all that shit for nothing

never take for granted the moments when you’re not nauseous

the first season of a show is kinda like a dead wife

digital selfharm is real. do NOT check up on that ex-partner/ex-friend. do NOT reread those old messages/conversations that you know will hurt your feelings all over again or that will otherwise make you feel like shit. do NOT block evade to see if you’re being talked about. inhale. exhale. let it pass and you’ll be better for it.

Girl who’s known for never learning from her mistakes voice: If I could go back I’d do everything right this time

you have to post bull shit online. to fulfill your amazing digital purpose

Good morning weird women

Bloke who does fuck all summer

actually annoyed by long distance friends again. i want to go for a walk i want to get drinks i want to sit in the grass and write i want to go to the fucking store together