terror broken by intervals of hope

i wouldn't have to deal w all of this if i was a tree

"incurious" still GOAT insult. You could be better but you're not. You could learn but you won't, and for no good reason, just a base dispositional apathy. Get fucked

we all have one foot in a fairytale, and the other in the abyss.

Does anyone care if the boulder is happy does anyone imagine the boulder to be happy? Or is everything about that other guy

the "rip ___ you would have loved ___" meme is inherently more fun with ancient characters. rip clytemnestra you would have loved morse code. rip theseus you would have loved the airtag. rip callisto you would have loved wearing shorts.

i was going to write "rip pentheus you would have loved estrogen" but i lost it at "rip pentheus" because that is. what happened

I could really do with a reward or incentive

losing dog but no one bets on me because i Don’t even lose well enougj

they're mine

ah I see. reclaiming the Self

women want tinctures potions elixirs salves balms concoctions brews tonics essences and so on

my hobbies include watching the trees sway in the wind, drinking warm beverages, walking to places, yearning,

when i was like 5 i started waiting for something and never stopped

I kind of miss the impulsivity that certain spaces used to allow. oh you want a hair cut today? hairdresser in the corner can fit you in before her 2 o’clock. tattoo of a cobra… sure leg or arm? even concerts, back when you could go to the box office thirty mins before any show. not saying these things don’t exist at all, but everything feels booked five months in advance and 10x more expensive

jobs for people who cant do or handle anything

I miss you I love you and I hope I never have to see your face again