idk if I wanna be found or get consumed away by the ground..

i'm sorry, i'm so fucking tired of everything.. i'm tired of doing shit alone, i'm tired of being the big person, the understanding one.. i'm tired of dying in hope that someday someone would care for me, hold me remind me that they're there for me but still let me complain about everything is so fucking draining and i feel so helpless all time.. i'm tired of getting all those horrific flashbacks and feeling on my nerves all times without having no place to go for support, i'm tired of always controlling this urge to kms bcz i sometimes see no reason for my existence. if i'm not meant for anything i want, then please god, please take away this desire. i'm tired, i'm so fucking tired..

some things are meant to be learned the hard way

no honey, only horny 😔

your voice warms my heart ♡ 

yes babe, you look so good in that suit but you would look better between my legs 💗